The fact that I dare to face what I am afraid of is not enough to show that I can do it well. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

My father didn't know how to embroider, so I had to figure it out on my own, and the result of my own thinking was to pierce one of my hands, which were not very delicate, miserably.

During that time, I no longer went out, except for helping my father serve the dishes and chopsticks, the rest of the time I locked myself in the room, at first glance, it was no different from those ladies who did not leave the door.

Daddy was surprised at first, and then thought I had suddenly opened my mind, but Daddy didn't care about the reason for my enlightenment, because Daddy was a gentle person, and he always made me happy to be myself.

My father never told me anything big, he didn't even reason with me, he asked me very much, he wanted me to be happy.

Later, I pondered that the reason why my personality is so presumptuous may be because I have never been properly controlled, I seek courage excessively, and I have courage excessively.

Of course, it wasn't my father's fault, he didn't expect that I was so happy that I made my heart so high and bold.

Daddy wanted me to be strong, but I was too strong, and in the end I became strong, and I didn't allow my pride to be lost to a small sachet, a small embroidery needle.

Of course, my father couldn't feel the unwillingness and stubbornness that was constantly surging in my surging heart, and he didn't have so much heart to care why I suddenly fell on a sachet.

Daddy has to provide for the family, he's not as idle as I am, and I can compete with a sachet, but he still has to focus on how to keep sugar from being salt in the guests' bowls.

Although my father didn't think there was anything wrong with me not behaving like a normal girl, I could tell that he was actually more happy to see me become more self-contained.

Even if the price of my self-preservation is to pay ten unfortunate fingers that always see blood.

However, the countless blood spots on my fingers still can't be exchanged for a beautiful embroidery.

I worked hard for a long time, and I wasted countless fabrics, but I was never able to embroider a sachet with the same pattern as Su Mo's sachet.

I've always believed that hard work can make up for my shortcomings, but I have to start worrying that I will have to make up for the talent I lack in this matter for the rest of my life.

I thought, maybe I didn't have the talent to be a girl, but unfortunately I couldn't grow up to be a real boy, and I began to feel inexplicably sad that I was neither male nor female, and at the same time I was also miserable, I was bitter because I tried hard but didn't get anything back.

Of course, I don't give up because of pain, I'm a stubborn child, and all my emotions have to be subordinated to my stubbornness.

Luckily, what I feared didn't happen, and I didn't have the opportunity to lock myself in the house and embroider the sachet for the rest of my life.

It's not because I finally made up for my clumsiness, but because Su Mo actually fell in love with my embroidery messy, and he couldn't see what I was embroidering at all.

Because I didn't leave home at all in order to embroider the sachet, I didn't go to Su Mo again for almost half a year, and I didn't expect that he would come to me first.

I was stunned for a long time when I saw him, and after a while, I understood why he came, he must have been holding other people's sachets for too long, and they finally couldn't help but come to look for him.

I was a little reluctant, but I gave him back his pale blue sachet anyway.

Su Mo didn't take his own sachet, but insisted on seeing how I embroidered the sachet.

Su Mo wanted to see it, so I naturally showed it to him, after all, I am not the kind of person who can't accept his failure, if he wants to laugh at me, I can't give people a smile.

I carefully picked one, and I personally felt that I could barely tell that it was a bird's plain sachet and handed it to Su Mo.

Su Mo took the sachet in his hand and looked at it for a long time, I remember, that was the second time Su Mo smiled at me.

He has a very good smile.

Although I didn't understand why Su Mo liked my sachets, I did use my plain sachets that were so hard to see and almost distorted that I exchanged for Su Mo fulfilling his promise to teach me to read.

The effort I put into embroidery didn't make me a great embroiderer, but I think it did reward my efforts in other ways.

Su Mo was willing to teach me how to read, which meant that I could be with him all the time.

I'm so happy, I'm so happy that I almost forgot that I asked Su Mo to teach me to read and write in the first place, just to become friends with Su Mo and grow up so that I can have a baby for him in the future.

I actually practiced calligraphy seriously, and gradually forgot the serious thing of wanting to give him a baby.

Getting used to it is a terrible thing, I am used to practicing embroidery seriously, so I can only practice writing seriously.

Fortunately, my talent in culture is much better than that of female celebrities, and I learn quickly.

Of course, it may not be because of my good talent, but because Su Mo teaches well.

I got close to Su Mo, dyed with the fragrance of books, and the accumulation of knowledge opened up my narrow vision, so that I was reborn and gradually became another person.

I gradually restrained my temperament, no longer talking at the top of my voice, no longer grinning and laughing, no longer striding with meteors, and no longer playing with boys all day long.

Of course, he is no longer always playing with Tang Ruo.

I will no longer go up to the trees with Tang Ruo to dig birds, go down to the river to fish, never fight with Tang Ruo again, and no longer light firecrackers with Tang Ruo, I can see that because of my change, Tang Ruo seems to be very lost.

But Tang Ruo didn't understand that the reason why I changed was because I wanted to change, I just wanted to become a better version of myself.

Moreover, everyone will change, and I am not the only one who has changed.

My former playmates, the naïve boys, became strangers to me, so strange that even if they met me on the street, they wouldn't even look at me.

People always have to grow up, and all the changes are just because we have all grown up.

When I grow up, I won't go to the wall of Su Mo's house again, of course, I won't go through the main gate, I just rarely go to see Su Mo again.

A girl in her twentieth year old should not climb the walls and courtyards of other people's houses under any circumstances.

Tang Ruo still comes to me from time to time, I am glad that he has always regarded me as a friend, when I was a child, I was the child king in Wancheng, I thought I had many friends, but friends always walked and scattered, this is really a helpless thing.

Of course, I didn't dare to go to Su Mo again, not entirely because I didn't grow up and went to his wall again, but also because I suddenly discovered that I was a little impure and careful about Su Mo. (To be continued.) )