I seriously thought about how to become quiet, well-behaved, intelligent, and knowledgeable in a short period of time.

However, in this Wan City, the girls on the street all have the inner beauty and gentleness, chastity and elegance, but for me, it is undoubtedly an extremely difficult thing. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

So I had to pick up the book again, which I had been using to pad the corners of the table since I had flipped two pages at random, and the books that I had used to press the bottom of the box, which had accumulated a thick layer of dust at the bottom of the wooden box, to teach women what to do.

I patted the dust on the book, and the first thing I opened was "The Female Commandment", and what made me quite sad and doubtful of myself was a passage: giving birth to a man is like a wolf, and I am afraid of his wife, and giving birth to a girl is like a mouse, and I am afraid of a tiger.

It means that if you give birth to a boy who is as strong as a wolf, you will be afraid that he will be cowardly, and if you give birth to a girl who is as weak as a mouse, you will be afraid that she will be like a tiger.

I vaguely remember that this is probably the reason I used it for the legs of the table in the first place.

After turning a few pages at random, I really couldn't read it, and I flipped through a few books next to me with great interest, basically talking about how women should stand up.

The book says: Whoever is a woman, first learn the way to establish oneself, and the law of establishing one's body is to be pure. If you are pure, you will be clean, and if you are chast, you will be honored. Don't look back, don't lift your lips. Don't move your knees when you sit, don't shake your skirt when you don't move. Laugh loudly, don't be angry.

This is very understandable, that is, when a woman walks, she has to move forward, don't look back, don't die until she reaches the Yellow River, and don't shed tears when she doesn't see the coffin, I don't need to learn this at all, my stubbornness is perfect and natural.

As for the side, I've never been very good, well, I could even say that I have almost no one who can do it completely. Because I've always been a girl who is good at expressing herself, and my ego has always had some ups and downs.

Over the years, since the death of the little green snake, I have always laughed when I am happy and scolded when I am sad, except that I have never cried. I never thought there was anything wrong with that, and that being a human being should be simple and straightforward.

Although, over the years, I have followed Su Mo to focus on cultivating my temperament, in fact, I have been much more restrained than before, but compared to the gentle woman next to me, I am obviously too lively.

Perhaps, I can continue to adjust my words and deeds in a more elegant direction?

The book also says that men are valued for strength, and women are beautiful for weakness. A woman should have an appearance that makes people feel like a spring breeze and a convincing temperament. Be polite and versatile.

This is also very understandable, that is, although I can catch the river fish with my bare hands, I still have to deliberately miss when I catch the river fish, so that I will look more beautiful.

However, I don't think the river fish will know how to appreciate my delicate beauty, and it will bite my finger in one bite and let me feel its sharp teeth and strong jaws.

However, after all, Su Mo is not a river fish, and Su Mo should still like weaker girls. Although I have never thought that weakness is a beauty, since Su Mo doesn't like me, he also doesn't like my thoughts, so I don't think my thoughts matter.

Therefore, I still decided to be a quiet, well-behaved, intelligent, knowledgeable girl, with the inner beauty and gentleness, chastity and elegance that all girls on the street have, and who still looks very weak.

After I found the direction of my change, I asked Tang Ruo to help by the way.

Because, I can't tell if I look weak or not, after all, I've never been weak, and I really don't know how to really count as weak. I had to find Tang Ruo to help me judge.

I am looking for Tang Ruo, in fact, there is another reason, because Tang Ruo is a man.

Seeing a girl through a man's eyes should be different from a girl's eyes, and even more different from seeing myself as myself. I had to learn the weakness just right, the kind of weakness that men appreciated.

I regard Tang Ruo as a close friend, so naturally I shouldn't hide anything from my best friend, even if I am actually a little reluctant to say this little bit of my thoughts.

I don't want to say it, it's not because I'm shy and embarrassed or anything, but I don't want to tell others about my love for Su Mo, it should be my affection alone, only I and Su Mo know. For others, it has no meaning except for more after-dinner jokes.

With so many things to be happy about, why should I take my own troubles to bring happiness to others? I don't have a penchant for basing the happiness of others on my own pain.

However, if Tang Ruo is not someone else, and if Tang is my brother, I have no reason to treat Tang Ruo as an outsider. Although I'm not sure that Tang Ruo won't laugh at me.

I have already thought about it, and when Tang Ruo asks me why, I will tell Tang Ruo everything about my heart without reservation. If Don dares to laugh at me, I will kick him out of my yard with a broom.

However, who would have thought that when I pulled Tang Ruo to the courtyard of my house, Tang Ruo didn't want to ask me why he suddenly wanted to become virtuous.

I felt that Tang Ruo's composure was really a little weird, I originally thought that I wanted to be gentle and well-behaved, which would bring Tang Ruo some fright, I thought I knew Tang Ruo very well, but Tang Ruo was completely unexpected this time.

But if Tang didn't ask me why, I was also relieved, because it wasn't that I didn't tell him because I didn't tell him, but he didn't ask himself. I can't blame me for hiding something from my brother.

However, it didn't take long for me to feel a little regretful that I had asked Tang Ruo for help, because Tang Ruo actually asked me to have a bowl full of water on my head when I practiced walking.

When I walked and my neck was about to break, Tang Ruo was very exaggerated, laughing so much that I almost couldn't straighten my waist, at that moment, I wasn't sure if Tang Ruo was really helping me, or taking the opportunity to play me, therefore, I didn't want to put the water in the bowl from time to time, and from time to time I would pour the water on my body, and directly take it and splash it on Tang Ruo's face, to see if he could laugh or not.

And I am not only a girl who does what she says, but I am also a girl who thinks that she can do it without saying it.

As the saying goes, you can't bear it, you don't need to endure it anymore, so I finally raised the bowl on my head directly in Tang Ruo's uninhibited laughter and splashed the water in the bowl on his face.

So the person who laughed wildly and uninhibitedly became myself.

I finally know the reason for laughing, being too arrogant will attract people's disgust, but looking at Tang Ruo's smile frozen because of embarrassment, I still laughed very arrogantly, I think, I will not be a little less disgusting than when Tang Ruo laughs.

And Tang Ruo must have thought that my arrogant laughter was as good as his, so he dared to splash me back!

Immediately afterwards, the water in the spare bowls on the stone table was splashed by us after a while, and the water was splashed, but the emotions were not vented, what should we do?

I had no choice but to throw the grass I caught at Tang Ruo, and when I finished grabbing the grass, I began to throw dirt, and as a result, my yard became a mess, and Tang Ruo and I also became a mess, and finally, the day ended in a mess when we were all laughing so hard that we couldn't move.

Maybe it's because of happiness and sadness, my life is too smooth, so when I went to Su Mo with the 'results' that I had finally obtained, Su Mo directly threw my heart on the ground and trampled on it mercilessly.

It seems that it is my indifference that makes Su Mo no longer care about the friendship of the past, and shows me very clearly how far his indifference and determination can be. (To be continued.) )