I have always been good at expressing myself, in short, I am very talkative, although I think I am well-behaved, but from the neighbors around me, there is always something to tell my father that he is okay to take care of my situation, I may not be as well-behaved as I imagined. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Let's talk about Lan Zhihui's heart, I am neither beautiful, let alone smart, I don't have a seven-trick exquisite heart, and what I don't understand the most is the so-called off-string sound.

In fact, I don't really understand why I can't say something well, and I have to let people guess, I am tired of others, just like Su Mo, if Su Mo is also a person who has something to say, then I may be able to ask him directly, what kind of girl does he like? It saves me from having to think my own.

I am because of my close to Zhu Zhechi, I have been stained by the fragrance of books and ink, and I am no longer like the one before, I only know how to catch fish, snakes, birds, and insects.

However, there is still a difference between appearing gentleness and true gentleness.

Besides, there is not much to do with gentleness and intelligence, my gentle study of ink, can splash the ink on Su Mo's face, gently light incense, and can also burn Su Mo's favorite books, my gentleness has always been more than enough to succeed, and it seems that my mind is definitely not smart, I think, this kind of gentleness can never be the kind that Su Mo loves.

As for being knowledgeable, I love reading, which is not wrong, and I also think that I am very reasonable, which is no problem, but the truth I have come to is always very different from the truth of others, and I don't know if I am considered to be knowledgeable.

It's like, I think that when a man marries a woman, the words of the matchmaker with his parents shouldn't have much to do with it, and there shouldn't be much to do with the same family, I really can't imagine that I will grow old with a strange man as soon as I close my eyes and open my eyes in the future.

He may be missing an arm, or a broken leg, or even a fool, and what kind of person the future husband will be, you have to guess, it is really an inexplicable thing, as if feelings are seeds that can be sown anywhere, and anyone can take root and sprout.

Could it be that all the men in this world can make me unable to eat? Obviously, this is impossible, because apart from Su Mo, there is no one who can compare to my interest in eating.

Of course, I don't think my feelings are seeds, but the teeth in the mouth of the river fish, and they will never let go of their mouth after biting their prey.

It may be that my way of looking at feelings is too intense, so I can imagine that no one will agree with these unrealistic ideas of mine, even my father thinks that feelings can be cultivated, and my father said that the most important thing for two people to live a good life together is that feelings are such a thing, and after a long time, there will be.

I don't know if it's my delusion, I always feel that my father intentionally or unintentionally, always wants me to cultivate a relationship with Uncle Wang's son next door Wang Dakui, Daddy is okay and always let Wang Dakui come to our house to eat, and very diligently put the meat of the river fish I worked hard to catch into Wang Dakui's bowl.

I think my father's goal has been achieved, and my relationship with Wang Dakui is really getting deeper and deeper, so that after Wang Dakui felt my strong and deep feelings, he no longer dared to come to my house for dinner.

Actually, I didn't do anything, I just gave Wang Dakui a straw shoe worm that had been borrowing from my house, and told Wang Dakui that as long as he dared to come to my house again, I would guarantee that he would receive another one.

I hate that others will take away the food that belongs to me, and Wang Dakui is afraid of insects, so later we all begged for kindness and got along peacefully.

This is the only relationship that I can cultivate with Wang Dakui, I don't know if my father refers to this kind of feeling, if it is so-called, the feelings that will have after a long time are such feelings, then growing old with such feelings is a sinful thing at all, because I am afraid that before I grow old with Wang Dakui, I can scare Wang Dakui to death with worms. I had to die alone.

Of course, not everyone is so brainless, there will always be someone who happens to agree with my thoughts, this person who thinks very openly like me is Tang Ruo, Tang Ruo always agrees with all my ideas, which always makes me feel very gratified, and at the same time makes me feel that Tang Ruo has no position.

Naturally, I also appreciate Tang Ruo's lack of position, at least, it is Tang Ruo who makes me feel that my brain is barely normal, and my ideas are also very reasonable, but if my ideas are really implemented, I am afraid that there will be a danger of being immersed in the pig cage.

And in order not to be immersed in the pig cage, most of the time, I actually try to try not to be too thoughtful, I want to have a normal life, I have to live like a normal girl.

Before I understood my impure thoughts about Su Mo, in fact, I had always thought like this, which is also the reason why I lived more and more like a girl, I didn't want to question the irrationality of marriage again, it's not that I finally lived as a normal girl, accepted normal thoughts, and planned to cultivate feelings with strange men normally, and work hard to grow old together.

I just forgot to think about it. It wasn't until the gray-haired old doctor prescribed me a prescription for lovesickness that I remembered it again.

Since my love has just opened and it has been opened to Su Mo's body, then I really can't live like a normal girl, because under normal circumstances, it is impossible for me to be able to marry Su Mo.

When I remembered this incident, I also found that I had been normal for so long, because my thoughts still hadn't changed, and I still felt that since I liked Su Mo, I should be with Su Mo.

I also still think that the so-called parents' orders, matchmakers' words, and the right people are not reasons to stop me from being with Su Mo.

Unless, Su Mo doesn't have the slightest affection for me, everything is my wishful thinking.

Now, this is the state of affairs, and it stands to reason that I should die, and I don't even need to worry about the things I think about cranky, and that one reason is enough.

However, not only did I not give up, but I thought about how to cultivate a relationship with Su Mo and make ruthlessness become affectionate.

At that time, I didn't believe that feelings could be cultivated, but by cultivating a few meals of feelings with Wang Dakui, I strengthened my idea.

I kind of understand why this is one time and that time. It was Su Mo who made me want to believe what I didn't believe before, so I sent it, it turned out that I had always only believed in what I wanted to believe.

And what I think is unreasonable is simply because I don't want it. There's really nothing that's unreasonable when I want to.

If my father intends to marry me to Su Mo, perhaps, I will not have a rebellious mind about my parents' words of matchmaking.

If I am a good match with Su Mo, perhaps, I will think that it is reasonable to be a good match.

If, without Su Mo, perhaps, I would think that it is okay for me to marry anyone, even if it is to cultivate a relationship with strangers to grow old together?

I don't know, but I don't care.

I don't care so much 'why', I like Su Mo, I want to get Su Mo's heart, the only thing I have to worry about is how I can become the kind of woman that Su Mo will like. (To be continued.) )