Chapter 1117: Xiao Dan's Eternal Pain

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At nine o'clock, Gao Leng was still busy in the office, it was not so simple to push off a few important talks, some follow-up work must be done, it was already very late, Yang Guanguan was still working in his office, the boss did not get off work, and she, the secretary, naturally couldn't get off work.

There are two new girls in the secretarial department, a young man, who are also working overtime.

"You guys get off work first. Jian Xiaodan's voice came from the door, Secretary General Jian Xiaodan spoke, and the rest of the people hesitated for a moment and quickly nodded and packed up their things and left, as soon as they walked out of the office door, the two secretaries who had just come here breathed a sigh of relief.

"Oh my God, Mr. Gao is really a workaholic, he won't have to work overtime like this every day in the future, right?"

"He's so handsome, I don't have a boyfriend anyway, and it's okay to work overtime every day. ”

The two new female secretaries were chattering, although they were tired, but everyone knew that being able to go to the secretary department of the Starlight Group itself was one in a million, and this kind of position was hard to find, and hard work was king.

"It's not like this every day. Yang Guanguan is now an old-timer, and she was softly relieved: "Mr. Gao often travels outside, our work is actually very easy, Mr. Jian is really a workaholic, I have been here for so long, I have never seen Mr. Jian get off work on time." ”

As she spoke, several people turned their heads to look at Jian Xiaodan, only to see her walking towards the cold office, carrying a big bag in her hand.

"The relationship between Mr. Jian and Mr. Gao is really good. A secretary said enviously, and several people got into the elevator together.

"Of course, the relationship between the right hand and the right hand is the person that Mr. Gao trusts the most. Yang Guanguan's words revealed envy, and she sighed: "I don't have the ability of Mr. Jian, she is a height that I will never reach." ”

Here, Yang Guanguan felt that Jian Xiaodan was a height that she would never reach, and over there, Jian Xiaodan felt that Su Su was a height that she would never reach.

A mountain is higher than a mountain, and Jian Xiaodan, who is also busy until now, walked to the sofa in the office, carrying the packaged food in his hand: "Eat some supper, Uncle Zhao just sent it." ”

After Gao Leng's housekeeper Zhao Zhi got up in the Gao family, he did bring a lot of convenience to Gao Leng's life, as long as he saw that Gao Leng or Jian Xiaoshan did not go home on time, he would definitely ask his wife to prepare a supper, and then send it over in person. As the days went by, the people became much closer.

Now Gao Leng and they all call him Uncle Zhao and his wife Mama Zhao.

The hotel next door is quite a luxury hotel, their family provides food for guests before 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, as long as you have money they will do it in the kitchen, in the past, Gao Leng was called the hotel to do, but Uncle Zhao always said that the outside is definitely not as clean as the home, he always takes the subway through most of the imperial capital to send supper.

opened the thermal insulation poke, there were six stacked lunch boxes, and Uncle Zhao probably bought the largest thermal insulation bucket in the supermarket, and the amount was enough.

Small porridge, side dishes, and boiled soup, plus a few small buns and dumplings made by yourself, there are many varieties and complete nutrition. Uncle Zhao and they have no children, this is to treat Gao Leng as his own son, with extreme intentions.

"It was good to have some porridge in the evening. Xiaoshan picked up a bowl and took a bite and sighed: "Since Zhao Bo Zhao's mother came to your house, I feel a little at home, you know? ”

When Xiaoshan said it, there was no ripple in his tone, as if he was telling someone else's story, and Gao Leng felt bitter to this bystander, but it was the mother who gave her daughter a bowl of noodles at night, but Jian Xiaoshan was envious.

"Didn't you live with your adoptive parents when you were in high school?" Gao Leng asked.

"No, I lived on my own when I was very young. Xiao Leng said indifferently: "I lived by myself in elementary school." ”

"Your adoptive parents didn't take you with them?"

"After they adopted me, I got pregnant with IVF, and I came out and lived on my own. Jian Xiaodan shook his head after saying such a sentence lightly: "It's all over, there's nothing to talk about, not everyone will have a home." ”

Obviously, Jian Xiaodan was reluctant to talk deeply.

Gao Leng didn't force it, this is Jian Xiaodan's own business, she doesn't want to say it, then she doesn't ask, but she always feels a little bored in her heart, Gao Leng has always felt that according to the relationship between him and Jian Xiaodan, this kind of thing should be something that can be confided in, and he should be someone Jian Xiaodan can trust.

But Jian Xiaodan was reluctant to talk to Gao Lengshen about this topic.

It seems that there will always be an area where Gao Leng can't enter, which makes Gao Leng a little frustrated.

"If you want to have a home, you can have a home. Gao Leng put down his chopsticks and looked at Jian Xiaodan, the more Jian Xiaodan had an area that he couldn't enter, the more distressed Gao Leng felt, he knew that the area that belonged to Jian Xiaodan's childhood should be the most painful place for her.

"It's hard for me to start a family. Jian Xiaodan smiled bitterly and shook his head: "I'm not Xiao Leng. ”

As soon as this sentence came out, her expression was a little nervous.

She is not Xiao Leng, only Xiao Leng can start a family with Gao Leng, and Xiao Dan, who has feelings for Gao Leng, is not paying attention to it.

"Huh?" said Xiao Leng at once, and Gao Leng was a little surprised.

"I mean" Jian Xiaodan quickly stabilized his mind: "I am not as easy to rely on a man as Xiao Leng, and I should never rely on another person like her in my life." ”

Although these words are in a hurry, she is afraid that Gao Leng will find out about her love, but it is also Jian Xiaodan's heart, she really can't rely on someone like Xiao Leng, Xiao Leng has unconditional trust and dependence on Gao Leng.

Gao Leng is here, the sky is there, this is Mu Xiaoleng.

And even if Mu Xiaoleng experienced the arrest of his parents and the humiliation overseas, all of this is closely related to Gao Leng's report on the carrion case, but Mu Xiaoleng is still full of love and no doubt about Gao Leng, he loves this man deeply from body to soul, his eyes are so pure, pure as if he has not been hurt, pure as a child.

It seems that anything that is dirty in this world, anything that will hurt, will not stay on Mu Xiaoleng's body for half a minute.

Purity and simplicity are the places where Gao Leng loves Mu Xiaoleng the most, and this is also where Jian Xiaoshan will never be able to do it.

The abandoned Jane Xiaodan has the sequelae of abandonment, and it takes a long time for her to trust a person;

Jian Xiaodan, who has experienced the worldliness of human affection, also has secular sequelae, her eyes are far less cold and pure, revealing the sharpness that can't be stopped, and the sharpness of self-protection;

Jian Xiaodan, who has experienced that everything can only rely on herself, has also carved the sequelae of asking for help from others but not being rescued, even if she is now the general manager of Tangtang Xingsheng Magazine, and the secretary general of Xingguang Group, she is known to be Mr. Gao's most trusted partner.

The future is promising.

But even if Jane Xiaoxiao is now wearing the clothes of international brands, holding meetings with confidence, and keeping the company in order, she still sticks out and hides her inferiority complex in her heart.

I'm going to be out of the way

This is a thought that often comes to her mind, and the unnoticed years of her childhood make her rely on herself for everything and never ask for help from others.

The bitter years of the past have left deep traces on Jian Xiaodan's body, which have penetrated into his bones and can never disappear.

Therefore, even if Jian Xiaoshan is full of affection for Gao Leng, even if she trusts Gao Leng so much, she still can't tell the man in front of her about her miserable childhood, and she can't throw herself into the other party's arms and cry like Xiao Leng.

She was right, she would never be Mu Xiaoleng, and she would never be the pure and simple girl that Gao Leng liked.

Jane is complex, and she has been complex since the day she was abandoned.

She lowered her head, sighed quietly, and then looked at Gao Leng with a crooked smile: "I'm done eating, I'll go get busy first." ”

Except for work that allows Jane Xiaodan to find herself, nothing else seems to be able to make her feel secure in her heart, and it is Mu Xiaoleng who has a sense of security with love, not Jian Xiaodan.

Even if she is smiling at this time, there is sadness hidden in her heart, she needs to go to work to make herself feel safe.

"Go home early today, and fly to France tomorrow evening at ** o'clock. Gao Leng said, Jian Xiaodan stood up and nodded and walked to the door, and when he opened the door, he heard Gao Leng.

"Hey, Xiao Leng. Jian Xiaodan turned around and closed the door, she stopped, looked at Gao Leng through the crack in the door, only to see him holding a very warm smile, and said into the phone easily: "Do you miss me? I miss you too, I will go to France tomorrow, what do you like?"

I can't hear Mu Xiaoleng's voice, but I can imagine that I can get Xiao Leng's coquettish little milk voice.

Coquettish, this is what Jane Xiaoshan will not, at least she has never been coquettish, every time Xiao Leng and Gao Leng are coquettish, Gao Leng will show a doting expression, just like at this time.

"What a blessing. Jian Xiaodan smiled slightly, lowered her eyes with inferiority and closed the door gently, she walked on the empty floor, and the sound of high heels was also a little lonely, but after a few lonely steps, her steps became decisive again.

"I'm flying tomorrow night, and there's a lot to do. Jian Xiaodan stretched out his hand and brushed his hair, pressed the elevator, and once again showed a professional expression on his face.

It's the dedication to her work that makes her feel safe.

Just like when she was in elementary school, when she was engaged in studying, she would forget that she was stretching out the cold winter, and the cotton shoes had been opened, and the frostbite on her feet was so cold that all the blood came out, and only when she devoted herself to studying, she would forget these.

Forget the cold, forget the hunger, forget the fear of being bullied by the fat son next door, forget the classmates laughing at her for no one wants, forget everything.

At ** o'clock the next night, Jian Xiaodan did not leave half of the work, with a few assistants and a five-person reporting team to follow Gao Leng and step on the plane to France, although Gao Leng said that she didn't have to work this time, and the reports were handed over to others, but how could Jian Xiaodan not work?

Small orders can't be idle.

"France, here we come. Jian Xiaodan said secretly, looking at the vast blue sky and looking at Gao Leng who was resting on the side, and her heart jumped.

Well, us. Jian Xiaodan thought to herself, pursed her lips, and then secretly glanced at Gao Leng.

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