Chapter 134: Self-Examination and Mental Barriers

The Shanghai branch is the first time the big boss has come to Shanghai, and the hotel booked is the British Suite (720 rooms) in the Nine Suites of the Peace Hotel. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

The suite is approximately 170 square meters, with oak panelled walls and a brick and stone fireplace, with a strong Victorian English style.

As the big boss of the company, Lin Feng has formed unspoken rules for many of his habits.

For example, Lin Feng likes to drink tea, and almost all the high-level offices of Menglong and Fengxing also have tea sets.

Lin Feng likes to smoke cigars, and he has prepared the best cigar humidors in several offices of the company.

Lin Feng likes to stay in a better hotel room.

In the annual budget of Menglong and Fengxing's president's office, there are special expenses for Lin Feng's travel .......

After Yao Xiaoguang and others sent him to the hotel, they rushed back to the company.

After Lin Feng arrived at the hotel room, although he was very satisfied with the facilities in the room, he didn't know what was going on, and he was always in a complicated mood and it was difficult to calm down.

Outside the window, the Huangpu River is mighty.

On the other side of the river, Pudong's Lujiazui has taken shape at this time, and Shanghai's landmark buildings such as the Oriental Pearl Tower and the Jin Mao Tower stand by the river, with charming scenery.

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Lin Feng took a hot bath to relieve his fatigue, and wanted to sleep for a while, but he couldn't sleep at all.

He turned on the old-fashioned gramophone in the room, and the old record prepared by the hotel next to him in Shanghai in the 40s was actually "Zhou Xuan with a Golden Voice".

Lin Feng put the record into the gramophone, and the melody full of the charm of Shanghai in the old era immediately floated in the room...... "The willow flowers and the warbler are delicate, and the color reports to the world, and the mountain eyebrows and eyes are full of laughter, and I am in the arms of love again, like a phoenix flying in the clouds and nights......".

Lin Feng was wearing comfortable checkered pajamas, in the old-fashioned Victorian-style room, listening to this kind of old music that he usually only heard in TV dramas during the Republic of China, he suddenly had a feeling of being hit by the years, and a feeling of wanting to drink.

He opened the wine cabinet in his room, took out a 12-year-old silver box of Chivas Regal, opened it and poured half a glass, and asked the hotel to bring a bucket of ice cubes.

Lin Feng rarely drinks foreign liquor such as whiskey, maybe today in the magic capital, everything is a little messy.

In fact, it was his distraction.

Sitting on the sofa, listening to Zhou Xuan's old songs, and looking at the turbulent Huangpu River outside the window, Lin Feng began to think seriously about how to face the city and that person.

To be honest, ask yourself, Lin Feng really doesn't know how to face this problem.

He even said that he was afraid!

Lin Feng at this moment is completely different from his previous life.

With his "wisdom" and "decisiveness" in predicting the future, he successfully established an image and status that was almost mythical and omnipotent in front of everyone.

Even in front of Ye Weiyu.

In his previous life, he was the real himself: the "Lin Feng" who was frustrated, lost everything, and only had stubborn self-confidence left, has been deeply hidden under this packaged image, and is unknown.

Sometimes Lin Feng himself would be confused, whether he was really so powerful, or just because of the ...... understanding of the future brought about by rebirth.

Since Lin Feng was reborn, he has been working hard, opening a company, making money, and hoping to change the fate of his previous life.

So far, he seems to be doing pretty well.

But deep in Lin Feng's heart, he was still full of fear.

He was afraid that all this was only because of the future he knew, and as his career grew bigger and bigger, the future was being changed more and more, and his greatest advantage was gradually disappearing.

He is afraid of his own inside, in fact, he is still an ordinary person who lacks the success factor, and his virtue is not worthy.

Therefore, he is trying to adapt himself to today's class, and he is also strengthening his learning, hoping to improve his own management and quality.

He is also afraid that the failure of his relationship in his previous life has, to a certain extent, made him lose the ability to love.

Now in this life, they have Ye Weiyu again, but compared with the previous life, although the living conditions of the two have improved a lot, in the previous life, the two relied on each other, loved each other, struggled together, made noise, joy, sorrow, and mourning...... , all kinds of experiences, all gone.

There will be no more in order to buy the first car in life, stay up late in the major automobile forums, understand the parameters of various cars, advantages and disadvantages, every weekend two people go to the major 4S stores to see the car, easy to get a loan to buy a car, every month to deduct the car loan, mortgage, calculate the cost of fuel, food, buy clothes to live the kind of bitter pleasure, but full of hope of ......life.

Of course, they now have new experiences and new goals, which need two people to work together and achieve.

But this kind of change made Lin Feng have no prediction and control.

It's ridiculous to say, Lin Feng was reborn because he had memories of the future, and he had control over everything, and this feeling of controlling everything made him soar all the way.

But because of this, he is afraid of all changes that do not exist in the future, because he has no control!

The more he controlled, the more he hated everything he couldn't control.

And Wen Xin is Lin Feng's biggest demon, a person he can't control!

In his previous life, although his career was a little unsmooth, Lin Feng's life, before Wen Xin's last appearance, was also enviable.

Lin Feng himself is an IT company executive and investor, and his wife is an investment bank executive, the two have a house and a car, and their careers are successful (in the eyes of outsiders) and their families are happy.

Lin Feng has always been aggressive, and always feels that he has not seized the opportunity, otherwise even if he can't become Boss Ma and Brother Xiaoma, at least he won't be ...... worse than Cheng Wei and Fu Sheng.

All this self-confidence was shattered after he decided to divorce and go to the magic capital.

It turned out that it was nothing, it was all he could get as long as he wanted to.

He thought that he had made such a big sacrifice, Wen Xin should be moved inexplicably and throw herself into his arms.

Unexpectedly, Wen Xin was frightened by his reckless and violent approach, as a woman with her own unique moral standards and outlook on love, she couldn't accept Lin Feng's self-assertion.

It can be said that this incident hit Lin Feng very hard, so big that he doubted himself.

Lin Feng began to think, was he really as good as he had always thought?

Every time in front of Ye Weiyu to talk about what would happen if there was a chance, Ye Weiyu always listened to him with a silent smile. Where does he get his confidence?

He divorced hastily, thinking that Wen Xin would be moved, thinking that even if things didn't work out, Ye Weiyu would still wait for him when he looked back, where did he get his confidence?

Well, now that he has been reborn and returned, Lin Feng has set off again, packaged himself as a young talent, and sang all the way to today.

But his deep wounds, the lack of self-confidence caused by the setbacks in his previous life, still exist.

This is Lin Feng's inner demon!

Because of this demon, he didn't even dare to propose to Ye Weiyu, because he was worried that if Wen Xin appeared one day, he couldn't be sure how he would react.

He didn't want to hurt Ye Weiyu again, if he couldn't get rid of this demon, he couldn't give Ye Weiyu a promise in this life.

Because of this inner demon, he is likely to lose his consistent determination and self-confidence at some point in the future, when he has no future in his memory to refer to, and will be defeated!

This demon must be dissolved...... , and the key to resolution is Wen Xin.

Whoever started the trouble should end it.

Lin Feng stood up and walked to the window, looked at the picturesque scenery of the Bund River, and raised his head to drink the spirits in the cup.

I took out my phone and pressed a few numbers that were so familiar that they were engraved into my bones.

The phone rang twice and it was connected.

"Hey, Lin Feng?"

The voice is elegant and gentle, just like back then.