"I'm sorry......" After hesitating for a while, the two said sorry in unison.

"I am, I shouldn't have said that...... It's you...... Why apologize? Qinghe tried his best to lighten the atmosphere, but the more he spoke, the more awkward it became.

"I want to say, anyway, it's winter anyway, and no one knows if you wear underwear or not, why bother with so many ......" Of course, this kind of thing, Qianqiu she will never be able to say, after all, the other party is Qinghe, it is the Qinghe she likes, after thinking for a while, she finally couldn't help but reply to him, "Actually, I was like this in private, you ...... Beginning to dislike me? ”

"Where do you dislike it, I didn't say anything about wearing pajamas everywhere, how can you dislike it if you don't wear underwear." Qinghe sat down across from her and breathed a sigh of relief, "How comfortable are you and how do you come, I don't know much about you girls, next time, I will obediently close my mouth......"

"Hmm......" Chiaki smiled, then shook her head again, "It's okay, what can you tell me directly, I'm not the kind of person who is stingy." ”

"I think it's not good for you to always stay at home, and occasionally go out for a walk around here, like the sun is good today, it's a pity that you don't go out." Qinghe said with a little grumbling as he packed up the potion. After several days of immunization injections and diet control, the herpes on her back have only scabbed, as long as they don't pop up suddenly, she is already cured, and she can stay with the little ones in the future.

During this period, she learned how to use the smartphone, and the imps also learned, learning faster than her, and they would also use Qinghe's mobile phone to video or voice chat with her.

Although the zoster has been cured temporarily, it has fallen to the root of the disease, and the next time the body's resistance is poor, it is likely to recur, which is really an invisible bomb for her, fortunately, she is not so sensitive to pain, and everything else is okay. It's just a few days after she recovered, and she is going to prepare for her eighth chemotherapy again.

There were many side effects of chemotherapy, sometimes constipation, sometimes a burning sensation in the stomach due to vomiting too often, and these were slowly becoming accustomed to her. The doctor said that it is more advantageous to get this disease at a young age than the elderly, because young people have a good health foundation and will recover faster than those who are old, and the cure rate will be higher. She once met a boy of the same age in the hospital, the other party also had this disease, one day accidentally rained, and then the high fever did not go away, in the local small clinic for several days in a row to reduce the fever injection, always in the daytime when the fever subsided, at night again and again, over and over for more than a week, and then felt the clavicle fossa when there was a sliding lymph node to feel bad to this hospital to check, and then unfortunately was told that he had Hodgkin's lymphoma, at that time he was still holding a trace of luck, thinking that it was just a tumor, It's not cancer, but when he opened the browser on his mobile phone and searched, he found that it was cancer, and lymphoma itself was a malignant tumor. At that time, he wanted to give up the treatment, thinking that it was better to die than to make himself so miserable. But when his parents begged him to try it, he felt that he was too selfish, that he had died a hundred times, and what should they do if they had lost their only son, so he gritted his teeth and began to receive treatment. Compared with Zhao Qianqiu, he is luckier, after all, he has a father and mother who love him.

Zhao Qianqiu sometimes thinks that a person's life cannot always be smooth sailing, and it is impossible to be unlucky all the time, if the total value of luck is certain, then there will always be good luck when he has been unlucky, such as knowing Qinghe.

When they were preparing to go to the hospital for chemotherapy for the eighth time, Qinghe secretly stuffed 3,000 yuan to his aunt, he didn't say anything, but hinted at her more vaguely, this money can probably be regarded as her lost work expenses, and I hope she doesn't leave Wanli and Wanyu at home like last time, in case of any accident, it is a responsibility that no one can bear. After the explanation, he and Qianqiu were relieved to leave for the hospital.

The construction of the bridge he participated in was planned to be completed before the typhoon flood season this year, and now it is considered to be the final stage, and the plan has been as it was, without major changes, the parameters they set are very accurate, and with their head in the town, the workload is not very large. Qinghe's incident, he couldn't say anything, after all, she said that she was voluntary, and left the video to Qinghe, hoping that she could ensure that the money arrived on time and her family could get through that difficulty, Qinghe helped her solve it, but her depression worsened.

With Qianqiu, although he is gentle on the surface and often smiles, but when he is alone, his heart will be painful from time to time, he sometimes looks at Qianqiu, he is always surprised, chemotherapy is so painful, how did she persevere, she desperately wants to survive, wants to prove to the world, she still has a trace of use, and she can't just give up so easily. He sometimes envied her, but he didn't know that it was because of him that she could grit her teeth and persevere.

This time in the hospital, because there were no extra beds for the time being, they were arranged in an extra bed in the corridor, the extra bed is very strange, patients always pass by you, sometimes they smile at you, sometimes they ignore you outright. Facing the door of the ward, Qianqiu saw that there were a lot of people around the room, they were talking quietly, there was a young mother lying on the movable table where she usually eats, and she put a pillow on the table, she was lying on her stomach, and her five or six-year-old daughter was holding a leather ball next to her, and she looked at her silently for a long time.

The adults seemed to be going to talk about something important, and asked her to go to the corridor to play, but she was a little reluctant at first, and finally got kicked out after a long time. She wandered around the hallway, and finally saw Chiaki smiling at her, and stopped beside Chiaki.

"Auntie, are you sick too?" She walked up to Chiaki and touched Chiaki's head, "My mother is also sick, and she said that as long as I touch my head when I'm sick, it won't hurt anymore." ”

"Thank you......" Because this little girl is the same age as Wan Yu, Qianqiu seems to like her very much, "Did your mother buy the ball you were holding?" ”

"This is what my father bought, and he said that we can play together when my mother is well, and I can shoot several times now, and I should be able to shoot a hundred times by then." As she spoke, she slapped the ball in the hallway, and soon the echo of the ball falling to the ground was heard in the hallway, knock, knock, knock.

"Whose child?" Because the sound of the ball was so loud that it had seriously affected the normal rest of the patient, the nurse on duty finally couldn't help but snatch the ball from her hand and shouted towards the neighborhood.

"I'm sorry, we were discussing things in the house, and we wanted this kid to leave for a while, and I didn't think about making such a big move." A woman in her fifties ran out of the hospital room. The mother on the hospital bed heard the movement outside, raised her head slightly, opened her mouth, but fell back on her stomach, only her head began to turn a little sideways, and her eyes stayed on her own daughter.

"I'm sorry for the noise...... the woman's head nodded at Chiaki and led the little girl with a long sigh.

"It's okay...... She's cute...... "Chiaki originally wanted to say that there was part of the reason why the little girl started shooting the ball, and if she hadn't mentioned the ball in her hand, she probably wouldn't want to show her skills to herself."

"You're so young, what's going on...... "She noticed Chiaki's bald head, knowing that she must have undergone chemotherapy, otherwise she wouldn't be what she is now.

"Hodgkin lymphoma." Zhao Qianqiu smiled awkwardly, "When I found out, it was the second stage, as long as it was actively treated, there was no problem with the five-year survival period." ”

"What kind of sin do you say this is for, why is it that you are sick at a young age?" The woman sat down next to Qianqiu's hospital bed, her eyes began to turn red, "Xiao Yu'er, let's go in and find my mother, grandma will sit here for a while before going in, and when you go in, you can bring the door by the way, it's a little windy in the corridor......"

"It's your daughter inside, she seems to be quite young, what kind of illness is she born of?" Qinghe went out to buy food and didn't come back yet, she thought it was boring, so she simply chatted with someone.

"Breast cancer, advanced stage, now the whole body has spread, the doctor said that it won't be long before she can live......" said her tears one after another, "I originally wanted to prepare to have a second child, but when I went to the hospital for a pre-pregnancy examination, I found that I had breast cancer, both ** were all removed, chemotherapy for a period of time, I thought it was nothing, but it spread all over the body, she was still so young, only twenty-eight years old, Xiao Yuer was five years old, and I didn't know what to do when she wanted to find her mother in the future." She held her forehead and shook her head constantly.

Zhao Qianqiu didn't know how to comfort her, so she panicked and touched a small packet of napkins from under her pillow, took a few from it and handed it over, "This kind of thing is not something we can control ourselves, since it has happened, what we can do is to face it well!" ”

"She is in pain all over her body now, only when she is lying on her stomach is a little better, the painkillers have no effect on her anymore, if it weren't for Xiao Yu'er, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to hold on. When she was in better health, she recorded that video at home, saying that she would engrave it into a disc and keep it for later, and I complained at the time that she had nothing to do, and it turned out that she already had such a premonition at that time. She said that she will not live to Xiao Yuer's sixth and seventh birthdays, and she will not be able to see her go to elementary school, middle school, or college, nor will she be a bride and a mother...... She is a failed mother, but she wants to work hard to stay with her a little longer, even if she lives one more day, for Xiao Yu'er, the meaning may be a little different......" After saying this, she couldn't cry, she may be too painful, so she is so eager to find a stranger to confide in, her most beloved daughter is about to die, and no one can laugh. And her little fish may also have a higher chance of breast cancer than others because of her mother's genetics, and she has to worry about her future. She felt that her life had probably hit rock bottom, and that it didn't get any worse than that.

"I bought my food back...... Qinghe finally came back after going out for so long, and he was slightly stunned when he saw a strange woman sitting next to Qianqiu's bed. However, when the other party saw him coming back, he immediately nodded at him, wiped his tears with paper, opened the door and walked into the room.

"Why did that guy cry all of a sudden?" Seiwa pulled the cabinet over and put the food on top of it.

"That aunt's daughter has terminal breast cancer...... But she couldn't cry in front of her daughter, so she ...... "Qianqiu herself is the most clear, she can't be affected by these negative emotions, but she thinks that if she listens a little, the other party will feel better, so she didn't refuse."

"Let's eat......" Qinghe's eyes dimmed slightly, after staying in the hospital for so long, what he was most afraid of was that Qianqiu would see those patients who were struggling on the death line in the late stage, and now it can really be said that they are a hundred dense and negligent.

"When the room becomes vacant, we can move in." Qinghe tried to avoid talking about the incident just now, he didn't gloat because of other people's affairs, and he didn't sympathize with each other much. The only thing he wanted to do was to let Chiaki get cured as soon as possible, and when she was cured, he would guard her and live a good life.

During the meal, he kept putting Cai in her bowl, and he was going to start chemotherapy after lunch, he was afraid that she would have no appetite at night, so he would take the opportunity to feed her more food.

"Don't give me all the dishes, don't you think you've lost a lot of weight lately." Zhao Qianqiu clamped back the ribs he had just clipped, "I'll eat these and it's almost enough, anyway, I'll definitely vomit it later, and eating too much will waste ......"

"There's nothing in that stomach, what are you going to vomit!" Qinghe patted her forehead, "Obedient, eat all of these first, and I'll peel an apple for you later." ”

"Okay then...... Talk is talking, you can't start next time, I'm not smart, what if I become stupid? Chiaki nodded helplessly.

"Well...... Don't forget to pinch the balls after eating, you've been forgetting lately. "In these hospitalizations, Qinghe always stuffed the ball into the bag by the way, because there was a PICC tube inserted in the arm, in order to prevent blood clots, so he had to pinch the ball whenever he was free to let the blood circulate.

"I know, I have been practicing for ten minutes when you went to buy food just now, now you can rest for a while, and then continue ......later" Zhao Qianqiu stuck out her tongue, she seemed to like being managed by Qinghe like this more and more.