As an outsider, Qinghe didn't want to accuse her of anything, and he didn't want to speak ill of his favorite aunt in front of the children, he had such an experience and knew what kind of ugly expression he would wear when he was like that. It was precisely because he knew that he felt that he should find a way to solve this problem, instead of blindly complaining.

Qinghe checked a lot of information, roughly listed the recipes for the week, and bought the dishes to be eaten in the past two days according to the recipes. Wan Li and Wan Yu said that they wanted to eat shrimp, and he also carefully picked some, only enough for the two of them to eat two meals, and he didn't have a lot of money on hand, because he didn't know how much money Qianqiu's follow-up treatment would cost, so he wanted to make reasonable use of that money and not be extravagant and wasteful. The little ones in the family are growing up, so when it comes to eating, he feels that he can't be vague and try to be thoughtful. He had never put so much thought into this aspect before, and his family had never let him take care of such idle things, and now it was not easy to think that my brother had been in charge of the family since he was at that age.

He first delivered Qianqiu's meals to her room, and then went downstairs to eat with the ghosts, as for Qiandai, breakfast, lunch and dinner were all solved in the school, for fear that she would be malnourished, he warmed some soup in the rice cooker and kept her to drink when she came back at night.

Chiaki felt that the nerves in her back ached for a while, and the itching seemed to make her more uncomfortable than before, and the hand holding the soup spoon even twitched unconsciously. The millet porridge boiled in Qinghe is just the right thickness, and it is very comfortable to eat with boiled pork essence and fried black fungus with yam, and it does not feel greasy at all.

Eating alone always feels a little lonely, but because she knows that she is a source of infection, she doesn't dare to have too much luxury. I could only eat one bite at a time. In fact, she really likes the little ghosts around her, and she will feel more energetic when she sees them full of energy.

"Knock knock knock ......" There was a knock at the door.

After hearing the voice, Chiaki immediately found a mask to put on. Kiyowa opened the door and walked in, and there were two small heads behind him who kept looking inside.

"Sister, have you eaten yet?" Wan Yu has always been very obedient, if he doesn't come in, he won't go in.

"Eat well...... Chiaki nodded, in order to prevent these two little ghosts from coming in, her expression immediately became serious, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"We just came over and had a look, and we're going to leave now...... Would you like a little strawberry? The mother-in-law next door gave us a basket, which their family had grown themselves. "Wan Li took a few strawberries in his hand, which have been washed, it should be said that they have been washed a little too much, and the strawberries are starting to deform a little.

"......" Chiaki glanced at them, but didn't mean to walk over and get them. She glanced at Kiyowa and motioned to him not to let the two of them in.

"Don't you eat it? It's sweet! Wan Yu was a little excited for a while, and even wanted to stuff one into her mouth immediately, but seeing her tepid expression, he hesitated a little.

"Then I'll eat and see, but don't come in......" Zhao Qianqiu felt that the room he was staying in now was full of germs, and he was afraid that the two of them would be infected, but he couldn't say that kind of tough words to refuse them.

"Then I'll help you get it......" Qinghe bent down and took the strawberries in Wanli's hand, because Wanli was afraid of getting rid of them, so he pinched them a little hard, and the strawberries had already begun to drip, he felt a little funny, but he felt that it was their kindness, so he didn't refuse.

"Eat a few first...... After washing the dishes later, I'll help you wash some ......" Carrying the children, Kiyowa finally smiled at Chiaki, because he saw what Chiaki's eyebrows twisted when he picked up these strawberries.

"Well, I know...... Qianqiu nodded, she is now exercising the patient's greatest right, being pampered by Qinghe, there is a feeling that she has to open her mouth for food and reach out for her clothes. She sometimes thinks that she may have used the luck of her life to know Qinghe, which is why she is so unlucky, but to be able to stay with such a gentle person, she feels that even if it is death, it is probably worth it.

"Okay, then you two go to do your homework first, and you can watch TV after you finish your homework......" Qinghe is now more and more like a young father, trying to speak as gently as possible but always with majesty, and even more so when reasoning with the little ghosts. Although there are many long-tongued women in this village, there are not many people like them gossiping. Even if there is, there will always be people who defend them, saying that the other party is not.

Qinghe sometimes thinks of the past, but if there was a person in the family who stood up to defend himself at that time, he would not become so melancholy, even now, he sometimes thinks about how to die, he always thinks that if one day Qianqiu doesn't survive, then he will accompany her to die. It's not that he likes her to that point, but the belief he relied on to survive is gone, and he naturally feels that there is no point in living.

Of course, he will still be shaken, if Chiaki really dies, then these children will be orphaned like himself at that time, if they are lucky, they will be adopted, if they are not lucky, they will grow up in an orphanage and be snubbed by the world. Such a lovely child would become like that, and he would never be able to bear it.

When he was very young, he used to have a very warm family, his mother was a doctor, his father was a lawyer, they always talked about something with a pleasant face, he would always be held in his father's arms, pampered, loved, whether it was his father or his mother, they were the youngest and most promising children in the family, so he was pampered by thousands of people at that time. It's just that he never misses those days, because compared to what happened to him later. The happier you are then, the more miserable you are afterward. No one was willing to stand up, and those people stood in front of them and said things they didn't understand, and their mouths were full of foam stars, and they all had a little palpitations when they thought about it now. If he hadn't seen that scene with his own eyes at the time, he might have been living in the illusion of a fairy tale, and the cruelty of reality made him a little breathless. If Chen Yu hadn't been dragging and dragging, he might have drowned in that person's words.

After Qinghe washed all the bowls, he took some strawberries and soaked them in salt water, and then scooped them up with a plastic basket for vegetables, and after draining the water, he divided them into two parts, some of them were taken to Qianqiu, and the rest were left for Wanli and Wanyu who were doing their homework. (Of course, Wan Yu, who is still in kindergarten, actually doesn't have any homework at all, he is now in a small class, and every day when Wan Li is writing his homework, he always takes some old books that Qian Dai doesn't want and keeps drawing those words there that only he can recognize.) ）

"It's painful and itchy here, and I can't touch it, it's so uncomfortable!" As soon as Chiaki saw Qinghe coming in, she immediately complained to him.

"You lie on your stomach first, I'll help you take a look......" Qinghe sat down on the edge of her bed, and lifted the clothes on her back, the scope of the herpes was slightly larger than before, I heard that it was connected to the nerves, no wonder she felt some pain now.

"How's it going, has it gotten worse?" Because it's her own body, Chiaki knows a little bit about it, but because it's on her back, she can't see it very much.

"Well, it's okay, it's about the same as before...... Didn't we come back from the hospital with some medicine...... I've been busy before, and I forgot to apply medicine to you, so I'm applying a little bit to you. Qinghe rummaged through the bag on the bedside table, took out a bottle of calamine lotion, let go of it and shook it inside, opened it, and while the solution was still cloudy, he dipped the solution with a cotton swab and smeared it on the herpes. After the calamine was dry, he applied it again as he had just done, because the lotion was very mild, and it had a cool feeling on his back, and Chiaki even wanted to rub it a third time.

Chiaki's back is beautiful and linear, and there is a black mole in the center of the spine, which is said to have not existed before, but was discovered shortly before she got cancer. After applying the medicine, Kiyowa put down her clothes, he himself sometimes felt that his relationship with Chiaki was very strange, Chiaki was always open in front of him, and he sometimes felt a little shy, but after a long time, it was not as awkward as before.

After helping Qianqiu apply medicine a few times, he always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say why, and finally one day, when he saw the underwear advertisement on TV, it dawned on him, it turned out that Qianqiu had not worn underwear since he stayed at home and wore pajamas, even when he went to the hospital.

"Why don't you wear underwear?" Finally, one day, he couldn't contain his curiosity and asked like this. The scene was so embarrassing that he felt as if he had heard the sound of water freezing.

"With a PICC tube in my hand, I can't lift it up a bit, and I sleep most of the time, so I feel a little troublesome......" After explaining, Chiaki paused slightly, and then laughed awkwardly, but seeing Kiyozu's surprised face, she didn't know how to continue.

"It's over, he/she is going to hate me." At that time, both of them thought so in their hearts......