"Maybe it's just that you can't see it, senior brother, she may not care about this matter as much as you think!" Yao Keqing in the impression of the county lord of Anping is not a person who talks about heroes by identity. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Song Ziqing closed his eyes in pain, he admitted that he couldn't see it, he also admitted that even if ten years had passed, he hadn't fully accepted this matter, he couldn't accept that his birth was just a transaction of power, and he was the most important weight.

"It doesn't matter if she cares or not!" The important thing is that he can't tell her that she has carried too much, that she is tired enough, and he doesn't want her to bear more, "She shouldn't follow me into this quagmire!"

"Since you can't do it from the beginning to the end, then why did you provoke her in the first place?"

If you know today, why bother in the first place!

At the beginning, he had imagined that he and her would grow old, but the reality was too cruel, and no matter how beautiful his imagination was, it couldn't withstand the thousands of holes in reality.

"It's all my fault! I'll do everything I can to make it up to her for the rest of my life!"

"Don't forget, you still have a marriage contract, you are in chaos and abandoned!" said the county lord of Anping coldly.

Engagement...... The joy of his request was still clearly imprinted in his mind, but he didn't dare to think about it, he thought that this relationship with her was the best memory of his devastated life.

"Marriage Contract...... I'll find a way to cancel it! I promise not to hurt her in the slightest!"

"But canceling the engagement is already hurtful to her!"

"So I can't let her hurt any deeper! now is the time for her to hate me, and to minimize the damage!"

But after all, he still hurt her! Song Ziqing clenched his fists, and he almost didn't want to give birth to the self-blame in his heart.

The county lord of Anping looked at Song Ziqing who seemed to be determined to cut off the love thread, and suddenly felt familiar, she had such a moment, and her hand couldn't help touching her heart, where she had been stabbed straight into a sword, but at the moment when she stabbed into the body, the sword was grabbed by a person, so she was able to survive, but her heart left a scar forever.

"Do you remember that sword?" Lord Anping said suddenly, "I thought I was going to die! I went that day with the determination to die, and if I didn't succeed, I would become a benevolent! The moment I stabbed the sword into my chest with my backhand, and saw the pain in his eyes, I knew that I had won, and at that time I thought that even if I died, I would have no regrets!"

"I didn't borrow that secret book from my master for a long time, you laughed at me for being cowardly, and I was afraid of losing! But in some things, your courage is much smaller than mine! I at least dare to give it a go, no matter whether the result is good or bad, at least I have tried! But what about you? You don't even have the courage to tell the truth, you are the cowardly coward! That is, you want to survive in regret and guilt, but have you ever asked her if she is also willing? How do you decide her life? Do you think you love her like this? Would she rather have such a self-righteous love!"

So she left, without looking back...... Song Ziqing choked in his throat, and his eyes began to heat up.

"Chen'er, that's different!" Song Ziqing said with difficulty, "Prince Wei is not her, not to mention that Prince Wei is the one who knows the truth of the matter best from beginning to end, and she knows nothing, even what I can't accept, how do I know if she can accept it, not to mention that I don't know how to talk to her!"

"Learn from me!" Lord Anping calmly pulled out his sword and put it on his neck, "At the moment of life and death, all reactions are instinctive, and all the messy thoughts you are thinking about now will be forgotten at that time!"

Song Ziqing stretched out two fingers and gently flicked away the blade of the sword, and said with a wry smile, "Are you asking me to force each other to death?" Song Ziqing was sure that he couldn't do this kind of thing.

"No, I'm asking you to give her the choice!" "The county lord of Anping put his sword into the sheath, "Ask her the question you care about the most directly, if she accepts, then it's good, you can put it together with her, if she doesn't accept it, the final result is like this!"

"Even if she accepts it, I don't want her to have to bear this secret for the rest of her life, it's so unfair to her!"

The county lord of Anping sneered, "How can there be any absolute fairness in this world! Fairness is in the hearts of the people, what you say doesn't count! If you want to say fairness, are you fair to her like this now?"

"But I ......" Song Ziqing has been a little moved, but he still has a lot of concerns, if he doesn't say it, she will be annoyed with him now, hate him, but at least he still has a bright image in his heart, many years later, she may sigh and even miss him when she thinks of him;

At least he wanted to leave her with a good memory, not a nightmare to be avoided.

The county lord of Anping saw his hesitation, and said in a somewhat joking tone, "If that time comes, you will apologize for your sins!

The county lord of Anping was just a joke, but Song Ziqing seemed to think seriously, "If my death can make her better, then I will also die a well-deserved death!"

The county lord of Anping frowned and glanced at Song Ziqing, and said seriously, "You might as well think about what I said, I think I still know her more deeply than you, and what you call being good to her is not necessarily what she wants!

Song Ziqing was silent for a long time, and suddenly picked up a new wine glass and poured a glass of wine for the county lord of Anping, "I salute you for this glass of wine, thank you for thinking so much for me! I have thought about what you said more than once, but the truth is too heavy, but I can't open my mouth when the words come to my mouth, I am afraid...... I'm not only afraid of losing her, but I'm also afraid that she will be involved in the abyss of no return!

"Mother-in-law's!" the county lord of Anping said disdainfully, "Then again, the marriage given by the emperor is not something you can withdraw if you want to, and you let her lose face if you withdraw from your marriage? It is not a good way to blindly escape, and this is not like your personality, senior brother! This matter will have to be faced one day! Since you are destined to be unable to escape, you should face it head-on, give yourself an explanation, and give her an explanation!"

After a long time, Song Ziqing finally nodded, "I thought about telling her yesterday, but I still flinched, I never took half a step back in other things, and I ...... to her alone" Dudu was extremely cautious to Yao Keqing.

Yao Keqing is the softest place in his heart, and he is the person he is willing to do everything to take care of him, so he who has always been fearless finally has a weakness and a concern that he can't let go...... That's why I'm in such a dilemma.