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finally spoke, the world was silent, and Song Ziqing seemed to hear the sound of his heart falling to the bottom. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Yao Keqing broke Song Ziqing's fingers one by one, Song Ziqing watched in vain as Yao Keqing's hand was withdrawn from his hand, wanting to grab it but not daring, he was afraid that he would never let go of this grab, he couldn't be so selfish and let her follow him to the catastrophe.
"Not worthy of me?" heh~" Yao Keqing smiled with great sarcasm, and his eyes gradually became wet, "I thought you thought I was not worthy of Song Gongzi! How could a person of noble birth like Song Gongzi be worthy of someone like me? The eldest grandson of the Pingguo Mansion, the son of the eldest princess, and the nephew of the current saint......
"Enough! Don't say it!" Song Ziqing suddenly roared.
Song Ziqing had never spoken to Yao Keqing like this, even if Yao Keqing was angry, he was frightened.
Song Ziqing lowered his head dejectedly, he knew that he was scared of her, but he didn't dare to apologize, he didn't dare to look at her face, the tears on her face would make the wall that he had so hard erected collapse in his heart.
His face was suddenly cold, Yao Keqing reached out and touched it, only to find that he had already cried, and wanted to take out a handkerchief to wipe it, but found that the handkerchief had been thrown away by himself, so he rolled up his sleeves and wiped his face, but the wine soaked in his sleeves dipped into his eyes, and the tears flowed down more and more uncontrollably.
Yao Keqing suddenly said word by word, "Whether you are worthy of me or not, or whether I am worthy of you or not is not up to you! No one is qualified to make decisions for me, except myself! Since you don't want to say, then I won't ask again, never!"
Yao Keqing was angry not that Song Ziqing had secrets to hide from her, but that Song Ziqing always left her out of the matter when he encountered trouble, which showed that he had never trusted himself at all, and she could even tell him the secrets related to the survival of the Yao family without reservation, but he ...... Think of yourself as an outsider.
Seeing Yao Keqing coming back drunk, Mama Fang was shocked, she only knew that Yao Keqing went out with the county lord of Anping, and he used to go out often, and he didn't come back drunk and unconscious like this time, so she couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong?"
That wine is a good wine, and the stamina is also great, Yao Keqing was already seven or eight minutes drunk at this time, and only relied on the last trace of clarity to support his reason, hearing Mama Fang's voice, but she didn't hear what she said clearly, and estimated that she was about to ask about her drinking, so she said, "The county lord let me drink two glasses with me!"
As soon as Yao Keqing opened his mouth, he felt that his tongue was a little stiff, and he still barely said this sentence clearly, Mama Fang understood, she had heard the rumors of the county lord of Anping, and since it was drunk by the county lord, her own young lady couldn't shirk it.
Mama Fang sighed, beckoned someone to help Yao Keqing back to freshen up, washed away the smell of wine, and Yao Keqing fell asleep heavily.
In the evening, Yao Keqing felt thirsty in the haze, and wanted to get up and pour water to drink, but found that he was weak, so he had to call "water" in a dumb voice.
Hearing this, Gui Yuan hurriedly poured water and served Yao Keqing to drink, but found that Yao Keqing's breathing was a little hot, and he couldn't tell if it was because he was drunk, so he had to call Mama Fang, "Miss seems to be a little feverish!"
When Mama Fang saw that Yao Keqing's body temperature was really higher than that of ordinary people, she hurriedly went to ask the imperial doctor to come, and drank a dose of medicine, Yao Keqing gradually slept peacefully, and Mama Fang also breathed a sigh of relief.
When I woke up the next morning, the heat subsided, and the wine woke up, but Yao Keqing still looked a little listless, and Mama Fang thought that the drunken stamina hadn't gone down yet, so she inevitably nagged, "Next time the county lord comes to find Miss again, Miss can push it, Miss has a shallow amount of alcohol, and it's not a good thing for her daughter to get drunk at home!"
Yao Keqing said "um", and saw Mama Fang take the sewing basket again, and felt bored for a while, "Take it down, I have a headache!"
Mama Fang thought that Yao Keqing was very drunk yesterday, and she was not too sick once, so she stopped saying nothing and just put the sewing frame on the side of the bed, and turned around to get the fabric over, and saw Yao Keqing frowning at her, so she smiled and said, "Put it here, Miss will embroider a few stitches when she remembers!"
Yao Keqing reluctantly turned around and went to the study, Mama Fang wanted to chase after her, but Yao Keqing sent a painting heart to pass the word, "Miss said that she was tired after embroidering for a long time, and she wanted to change her pastime!"
actually regarded embroidering the dowry as a pastime, Mama Fang only shook her head angrily, suspecting that Yao Keqing had embroidered the dowry too hard recently, thinking that the dowry had been embroidered for most of the time, and the rest would not take much time, and the rest was not an important thing, even if Yao Keqing was unwilling to embroider at that time, it would be necessary to find a girl to embroider, so he gave up.
Since Yao Keqing came out of that courtyard with a drunken face and tears, the county lord of Anping paid close attention to the Yao family, and when he heard the news that Yao Keqing was sick, he couldn't sit still anymore and went directly to the eldest princess's mansion.
Song Ziqing was not in the mansion, and Duan Yan told the county lord of Anping that his young master and the fourth prince of Zheng of the Chongguo Mansion went out to drink, and told the address of the restaurant to the county lord of Anping.
When the county lord of Anping "killed" the restaurant, Zheng Yingqing was already drunk, hanging on the edge of the table like a mess of mud, the wine jar on the table had already been opened, and Song Ziqing, who was sitting opposite him, was also five points drunk.
Anping Jun kicked Zheng Yingqing angrily, Zheng Yingqing half-raised his head and said drunkly, "Zhengxi, drink...... Drink...... Let's have another drink, a drink...... Hey, hey, hey......"
The county lord of Anping grabbed Zheng Yingqing's collar and threw him to his entourage, who dragged Zheng Yingqing down, Zheng Yingqing struggled and said, "Drink...... Drink...... Also drink...... Jeong-hee...... Drink ...... again", but it couldn't withstand the strength of the retinue of the county lord of Anping, and was finally dragged down.
Looking at Song Ziqing's beard stubble that he hadn't shaved for two days, the county lord of Anping snorted, "You will hide cleanly, now that the princess's mansion is in chaos, you are still in the mood to drink here!"
"It's because I'm not in the mood to drink!" Song Ziqing shook his wine glass, his expression was in a trance, "She said that wine is a good thing, huh...... It's really a good thing!
"What about when you wake up? Can you escape for a lifetime?"
Song Ziqing was indifferent and drank all the wine in the cup.
The county lord of Anping said, "She's sick!"
Song Ziqing's eyes flashed slightly, and the wine glass in his hand also paused! Of course he knew, otherwise he wouldn't have come out to buy drunk, he obviously wanted to be good for her, but he still hurt her after all......
The county lord of Anping looked at the sad Song Ziqing, and suddenly said, "Sometimes I think, whether it is good or bad to hide from her, have you ever thought that she may want to know the truth more than concealing it! We are not her, and we can't make decisions for her!"
But the truth was too dirty, he didn't want to dirty her ears, and he didn't even want to mention things himself, why did he let her carry such a dirty secret for the rest of her life!