cpa300_4(); There was a little bit of light in those dark eyes that kept flickering, and they looked at me tightly, as if a pair of invisible hands were reaching out from them and hugging me tightly.

I subconsciously raised my hand and reached out to him, trying to reach into his eyes.

But just as my hand reached over and before it touched his face, he suddenly grabbed my hand and clasped it top of his head.

Immediately after, the hot body pressed down like a mountain.

……

When the clouds stopped raining, I slowly rolled over and pillowed on my sweaty arm, looking at the sky outside the window as if it was about to darken, and I don't know if it was because it was getting darker, or I was about to lose my eyes, I only felt sleepiness coming like a tide, and I slowly closed my eyes.

Just as my consciousness was leaving my body little by little, Pei Yuanxiu behind me gently stuck to it.

The hearty love just now, so that he seemed to vent very thoroughly, I even felt that my body was no longer my own, completely dismantled, and re-installed, my limbs and five bodies had no feeling at all, only the place where his back was close to his skin was a little sense, and I felt his sweaty chest keep rising and falling, as if caressing my back.

One of his hands reached over, gently touched my shoulder, and said softly, "Are you tired?"

"Hmm. ”

I braced myself up and hummed, only to find that my voice was completely hoarse.

His hand reached over and stroked my neck, rubbing it up and down, "What's wrong, uncomfortable?"

“……”

This time, I didn't speak, just shook my head gently.

His temper ...... It's still hard to change, but I can more or less understand the uneasiness and panic in his heart this time, not for anything else, just because this wedding is related to Liu Qinghan.

It's like a knife that has been piercing his heart, if he doesn't touch it, maybe he won't feel pain, and he even thinks that there is no such injury, but once someone touches it, the wound will burst, the blood will surge, and he will immediately feel threatened and afraid.

So, he had to prove that I belonged to him.

I didn't use him as a stand-in for anyone.

His hand rubbed against my neck for a while, and gradually felt a little itchy, and I flinched, reaching for his hand to take it away, but he grabbed it.

The ten fingers slowly entangled, and finally clasped together, and placed on my chest.

Feeling his own heartbeat and his heartbeat, only separated by the flesh and skin of two people, but as if he had a sense, a little in his ears, a little ringing, and even little by little merging together, the room was very quiet, and listening to the rhythmic heartbeat, I slowly closed my eyes in such silence.

And at this moment, his deep voice sounded behind his ears again-

"Green Baby. ”

“…… Huh?"

"Are you sad?"

“……”

"You're feeling sorry for him. ”

“……”

Hearing this, I slowly opened my eyes, but I didn't turn back immediately, but quietly looked at the curtain in front of me that rippled slightly with my breathing, and I also felt the heartbeat and breathing of the man behind me, all falling together, ironing on my body.

"Sue me," he leaned gently on my shoulder, his hot lips pressed against my ear, "how long will it take you to stop feeling him?"

“……”

"How long will it take you to get rid of him?"

“……”

I was silent for a long time, so long that I forgot the time, but I could still hear his sober breathing behind me, still waiting for my answer.

However, when I spoke, my voice was still not fully restored, it was still hoarse and low, not like my usual voice, but very old, as if an old man was talking.

"Yuan Xiu, he is already getting married. ”

“……”

"He and I, in fact, have long been unrelated. ”

“……”

"Sooner or later, whether he rises or falls, or is born, old, sick or dead, he will no longer have anything to do with me; sooner or later, even if I see him, it will only be an old man, I will remember him, but I will not feel heartache for him; sooner or later, no matter here-" I took his hand and gently put it on my chest, "or here-" I said, taking his hand and putting it on my head, "there will be no more of his ......"

Pei Yuanxiu was silent for a while and said, "What if he doesn't get married?"

“……”

"What would you have done if he hadn't married someone else and had been like this all the time?"

“……”

I smiled a little weakly.

He seemed to frown when he heard my laughter, and reached out to lift my shoulder to look at me, but I refused to move, and just lay on my side with my back to him, and after a long while, he said, "Nothing will change." ”

"Really?"

I smiled faintly: "You forgot again, when I promised to marry you, he was alone." ”

“……”

"All these years, he was alone. ”

After saying this, my voice became even more hoarse, almost speechless, Pei Yuanxiu leaned behind me, was silent for a long time, his hands were slightly forced, he held me tighter in his arms, lowered his head, and bit my shoulder with his teeth.

The fine itch came from my shoulder, but I didn't dodge, just stayed quietly after a slight contraction, and after biting the skin on my shoulder to a red and swollen piece, he lowered his head again, and slowly ironed the reddened skin with his lips, little by little, from the shoulder to the neck, and gently grinded.

"Young Baby ......"

He kissed me and said in a somewhat muffled voice, "You are mine." ”

“……”

"I'm alone. ”

“……”

"No one can take you away, and you can't go anywhere. ”

“……”

"You're mine alone!"

I leaned into his arms, feeling his hands, his breathing, his body getting hotter and hotter, as if a flame was slowly engulfing me, I smiled softly, and slowly closed my eyes in this flame.

Even in the darkness, I could feel his hot embrace, and even before he fell asleep, his muffled, but like a spell, his voice kept echoing.

"My ...... You're my ......."

｜

The next morning, I woke up from the dream very early with a little tiredness, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Pei Yuanxiu standing by the bed getting dressed, and when I heard the voice coming from the bed, he looked back and showed a gentle smile on his face.

"Awake?"

"Hmm. ”

I slowly propped myself up, my messy long hair leaked down from my shoulders, giving my skin a tingling feeling, the person was still a little blurry, his hands were propped up on the bed in a daze, he had already tidied up his clothes and walked over, bent down, peeked in through the gap between the two sides of the bed curtains, and dropped a kiss on my forehead.

I looked up at him and smiled softly.

"Wake up? or sleep a little longer?"

"I'm getting up. ”

"Then get up quickly, I've already asked them to prepare, and I'll bring over the food later." ”

"Good. ”

I had already put on my clothes and got out of bed when I said this, he hadn't been too impulsive yesterday, so he hadn't asked too much, although I was tired, but compared to the previous situation when I couldn't sleep all night, and my back hurt so much that I couldn't even lift my hands, it was good, but when I was dressing, the place that was not covered by the clothes showed a large pink mark on my skin, and even the tooth marks on my shoulder that he had gnawed on did not dissipate, revealing a little hot pain.

He looked at it, his eyes deepened, and I hurriedly reached out and pulled my shirt up, and lowered my head to tie my own belt.

At this time, the maid had already brought me warm water and towels, and after I finished washing, breakfast had already been set on the table, but neither of them had a good appetite, only a little bit of food, he looked at the remaining half of the bowl of porridge in my bowl, and put a chopstick scrambled egg in my bowl: "Eat more." ”

I looked up at him and mumbled.

After eating a bite or two, I still remembered what Wu Yanqiu said yesterday, so I raised my head to look at him and asked in a low voice, "Yuan Xiu." ”

"Huh?"

"Will you go to the eldest princess's wedding?"

He was scooping up a little porridge with a spoon, and when he heard my words, he looked up at me, and after a moment of silence, he did not answer me, but asked rhetorically, "Do you want to go?"

“……”

I thought about it and nodded.

I thought he would ask me why I wanted to go, or what I wanted to do if I did, but he didn't ask anything, just smiled faintly and said, "Since you want to go too, then go." ”

“……”

I froze there for a moment.

He lowered his head and stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, felt my eyes, looked up at me, and then smiled: "Let's go." ”

“…… Really?"

"Of course. Why should I lie to you. ”

“……”

I lowered my head and scooped a spoonful of porridge into my mouth with mixed feelings, but halfway through, I couldn't help but look up at him: "You have already decided?"

"Hmm. ”

"...... so fast"

He smiled and said, "There wasn't much time. ”

It's true that the time is only three days, but in my understanding, even if his decision is not made until the third day, it should at least be carefully considered, not the next morning after Wu Yanqiu sent the wedding card, he simply told me that he would go to Liu Qinghan and Pei Yuanzhen's wedding.

It wasn't your average wedding!

It was held by the emperor, the royal wedding, there must be a heavily guarded place, there is a garrison in Yangzhou, and there are also guards of the emperor's cronies, Pei Yuanxiu, as the lord of Jinling, the leader of the rebellion in the six provinces south of the Yangtze River, going to such a place is like going to the tiger's den in Longtan, it is very likely that there is no return!

How dare he make this decision so lightly?!

Looking at my anxious expression, he smiled instead, and the indescribable cloud in his smile was light, and said, "Are you worried about me?"

I said, "Shouldn't it?"

“……”

"If you make this decision, after careful consideration, and with complete security, then—"

He interrupted me and smiled, "I did make this decision after careful consideration, but if you want to say it completely, there is no complete guarantee. Since I'm going, I'm bound to be at risk. ”

"Then why are you going?"

"Since he's coming down to please, of course I'm going to go. ”

"Yuan Xiu-!"

I was a little anxious, but before I could finish speaking, he was already smiling and said, "Qingying, do you know where their wedding was held?"

“……？”

I was stunned and subconsciously shook my head.

Only then did I remember that when Pei Yuanxiu asked Wu Yanqiu this question yesterday, Wu Yanqiu pushed the topic away, he only said that these things were clearly written on the wedding card, but I only cared about asking him about the eldest princess's opening of the mansion yesterday, and I didn't bother to read the wedding card. I hurriedly asked, "Where is it?"

Pei Yuanxiu picked up the wedding card that was put aside and handed it to me, I hurriedly put down the bowl and took it, opened it and took a look-

……

After being silent for a long time, I raised my head, with a look of disbelief, Pei Yuanxiu looked at me quietly, as if he could fully understand my expression and mood at this moment.

It took me a while before I said, "Where?"

He nodded.

“…… How, how is it possible?"

He seemed to smile: "According to his character, there is nothing impossible about this. ”

"But it's, it's too—"

"Incredible, isn't it?"

"Hmm. ”

"After all, Yuanzhen is the eldest princess, she is already the last person in our generation to stay in the royal family, of course, her marriage must be lively, so that everyone in the world can see it, and everyone in the world will be shocked - this is probably the emperor's mind. ”

“……”

"What's more," he seemed to look at me: "The one who married Yuanzhen is Lord Yin of Yangzhou Mansion." ”

After saying this, he and I paused, neither of us spoke, I took the spoon, and was about to send the porridge that was already slightly cold inside to my mouth, but I heard a knock at the door, as if something had hit the door.

I glanced at him, and I hurriedly got up and went over, opened the door and looked out, and gasped.

Miao Yan was standing in the doorway with a pale little face, looking at me with wide eyes and shock.