cpa300_4(); For a moment, my whole body froze, looking at Miao Yan's pale little face, and almost frightened eyes, I forgot what I should say, and just stood at the door and looked at her.

At this time, Pei Yuanxiu walked up: "Who?"

Then, he was stunned for a moment.

But he immediately came back to his senses, smiled and said, "Why are you here?"

"Hmm. Miao Yan looked at me and then at him, although her eyes were still rolling, but I felt that her eyes seemed to be completely dark, dull, and not even a little as if they were as smart as before, and said, "I'm coming to see my mother." ”

Then, she turned to look at me again: "Mother......"

By the time she said the last word, I could already feel her voice trembling violently, as if she might cry at any moment, so I reached out and took her wrist and pulled her in. And as soon as I touched her wrist, I felt that she was trembling, and she was shaking very much, as if the whole person was a little uncontrollable, so I was obediently pulled into the room and stood there.

Pei Yuanxiu and I glanced at each other.

I also knew that she would have to face this fact sooner or later, but I didn't expect this moment to come so quickly, so suddenly, not only was she completely unprepared, but even I was at a loss, I looked back again, and saw her standing there, her small body looked extremely thin, and even her shoulders twitched as if they were about to break.

She's crying?

My heart tingled, and almost immediately I wanted to go over and hold her in my arms, take good care of her, and comfort her, but when I saw Pei Yuanxiu in front of me, I thought about it, and it was still very light, and I almost only said to him with my mouth - "You go first."

He looked at me, then at Miaoyan's back, immediately nodded and understood, and said to me, "Since Miaoyan came to see you, then you can accompany Miaoyan to eat something more." I still have some things to attend to, so I'll go first. ”

"Hmm. ”

I nodded, watched him walk out, and gently closed the door.

Then I turned my head and looked at Miaoyan's emaciated, trembling back with her back to me.

I walked slowly behind her, but instead of immediately walking in front of her, I gently put my two hands on her twitching shoulders and said softly, "Wonderful words?"

She didn't speak.

"Wonderful words. I still calmly called out her name, and the hand on her shoulder used a little force.

As if feeling the gentleness of my palm, and the deliberate power of transmission, after a long time, Miao Yan finally turned around slowly, and when she raised her head to look at me, I saw that one of her faces was already full of tears, and the tears had not even stopped, and they were still sliding from the corners of her eyes, gathering along her full cheeks to her chin, and then falling down drop by drop.

My heart crumbled.

"Wonderful words!"

I reached out to hold her face, and immediately moistened my hand, trying to wipe her tears, but to no avail, her tears kept falling like beads with broken threads, and even kept flowing down my hand. I only felt the tears burning, like a fire, from her heart to my body.

"Wonderful words—"

When I called her name again, she finally couldn't help it and cried out with a "wow".

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She cried for a long time.

At first, the maids who came to serve stood at the door, looking in, and I drove them away with a wave of my hand, and after that, no one dared to come near here, and Miao Yan kept leaning on my arms and weeping, and tears wet my clothes, and after a while, I felt a cold heart.

But I didn't stop her, I just gently hugged her body that was shaking and twitching from crying.

"Mother......

“……”

"Mother-!" her voice trembled with crying: "Why?"

“……”

"Why would he marry someone else?"

“……”

"Why?"

“……”

I didn't answer her, just as I didn't stop her, and in the long silence I gently took her in my arms and let her face touch mine, and her tears trickled down my face, hot drops down my cheeks.

……

I don't know how long it took, but her crying finally subsided.

I held her face and looked at her already crying face, and even my own face was intertwined with tears. I smiled, stroked her wolf bèi's little face, and the red and swollen eyes that were already crying, and said, "Don't cry if you cry again, your eyes will cry if you cry again." ”

"Woo-uh-hmm-"

She couldn't stop it, she still shook her head, and tears fell again.

But this time, she spoke.

"But mother, why did he marry someone else, why did he?"

"It was none other than his fiancée. ”

"But I don't want to!"

"Miao Yan, you don't want it, that's your business, but your third uncle wants to get married and marry his fiancée, that's his business. These two things have nothing to do with each other at all. ”

She listened to my gentle voice, but said the most cruel words, and suddenly her face turned pale, as if she was inevitably about to face the most heartbreaking moment, she shook her head desperately, tears couldn't stop falling, and said miserably: "I don't want me to marry someone else, he obviously likes me so much, I like him too, when he is fighting, in order to protect me, he can even want his life, why doesn't it matter?!"

Hearing this sentence of the wonderful words, such wayward words, I suddenly wanted to laugh.

A young girl, a girl full of vitality, will have such willful power, and will decide that he likes herself, and also believes that he is the person she likes, so reckless and naïve to look forward to it, and pursue.

However, after a long time, even when your feelings are about to be exhausted and dried up, you will know that there are so many last resorts and so many requests in the world.

I said softly, "Don't cry with your words. ”

“……”

"Your third uncle likes you, but he likes you as a junior, he is your elder, and any junior will be in danger—"

Before I finished my words, Miao Yan was so anxious that he almost stomped his feet, grabbed my shirt hard and said, "No, no, no! It won't be anyone! He is only good to me, he is so good to me alone!"

"Witty ......"

"Mother!" This time, Miao Yan had completely failed to listen to any advice and comfort, I felt that her eyes were not only red from crying, but more like people in extreme horror and despair, congested and red, she looked up at me, her voice was trembling: "Mother, isn't my father the emperor? Am I not a princess? They all call me princess, Princess Miao Yan." Can I let my dad stop him from getting married? I let my dad stop him from marrying, and I let him order him to marry me, okay?"

I was stunned, and I couldn't believe my ears that Wonderful Words would say something like this: "Wonderful Words-"

"Mother, is it okay like this?"

"Wonderful words!"

I suddenly shouted her name, and I was so shocked that my whole body trembled, and I looked at me with misty eyes.

Tears fell one by one.

The frenzy on her eyes just now dissipated at this moment, leaving only a helpless face, an almost empty blankness in her eyes, I looked at her for a long time, and finally slowly stretched out my hand, wiped the tears on her face that had not dried, and said calmly: "Don't cry anymore." ”

“……”

"Wonderful words, a man who can't make you laugh is not worth making you cry. ”

“……”

"Is he really that good?"

"But—" Witty sobbed and spoke intermittently, "I like him, not because he makes me laugh, or because he treats me well." ”

“……”

"I like him because he is him, and the third uncle just makes me like him!"

“……”

This time, I felt like I couldn't hold it anymore.

The child's every word was like a heavy fist in my chest, and the dull pain was more painful and difficult than the sharpest knife piercing my heart.

With a click, a tear fell on Miaoyan's face.

She was stunned for a moment, subconsciously raised her head to look at me, I also looked down at her, and the little face that was a little blurry in my vision added a look of doubt, but I smiled and said: "Miao Yan said so, my mother thinks that Miao Yan has grown up and knows what real liking is, not simple infatuation." ”

“……”

"But it's only your business that you like him. ”

“……”

"It's just your business that he makes you like. ”

“……”

"Wonderful words, it's not that if you like someone, you have to get him, and if you like someone, you have to make him like you. Everyone has their own ideas and their own path they want to take, and you can't stop his dream just because you like him, just cut off the path he wants to take, in that way, you don't like him, but simply want to control him. ”

“……”

"To like someone should be to let him go where he wants to go, so that he can love the person he really loves. ”

“……”

"If it just happens, what he really loves is you, and if it happens that the place he wants to go is by your side, then you will be happy together. If the person he loves is not you, even if you get him, you will not be happy, he will not, and you will not. ”

When he heard the wonderful words, he hurriedly shook his head: "How could it be? I was very happy when I was with my third uncle." ”

"That's because the third uncle treats you as a junior and loves you, and it's different to be with men and women. ”

Miao Yan suddenly became a little anxious, the corners of her eyes turned red, and she hurriedly said, "Then, I'll let my father order him, I-"

"Wonderful words!" This time, my voice was not so gentle, let alone the peace just now, but with a hint of sternness, she raised her head to look at me in a hurry, and I said, "Do you know who your third uncle is going to marry?"

"I ...... I don't know. ”

"It's the eldest princess. ”

"......!" her eyes widened suddenly: "Chief...... The eldest princess ......"

"Yes, it's also a princess, your father's sister, the eldest princess of Anguo. The most powerful princess in the world. ”

When I thought of Pei Yuanhao actually allowing her to open a mansion in Yangzhou, the meaning is self-evident, and it is even more suspicious, I almost dare not imagine what Pei Yuanzhen did to make Pei Yuanhao's favor for her reach such a peak, but since she is already a princess of Anguo, since she has opened a mansion, and since their marriage has been announced to the world, then my daughter's extravagant hope is destined to be just extravagant hope, a fruitless bitter love.

I looked her in the eye and continued, "She's your aunt. ”

“……”

"She is the one who has always been by your third uncle's side. ”

“……”

"Your third uncle saved you during the war, so what my mother wants to tell you is that she also almost lost her life for your third uncle. If you think that this is just liking, then who likes your third uncle more?"

“……”

"She has been by your third uncle's side for a long time, and she has been paying for your third uncle. ”

"......" Miaoyan's eyes flashed, and he suddenly said, "But does the third uncle like her?"

I was stunned.

"Mother, you just said, it's not that you like people, people should like you, and if you don't want him, he should be with you. That, that eldest princess, even if she has done a lot for the third uncle, does the third uncle really like her?"

My breathing was also a little messy.

I didn't expect that my mind was completely chaotic, but Miaoyan's mind was not chaotic at all, and even persuaded me with the words I had just persuaded her. Actually, I only need to say "Your third uncle really likes her" to make Miao Yan accept this fact, but several times, when the words came to my mouth, I couldn't say anything.

I looked at Miaoyan's focused gaze, and was silent for a long time, she seemed to feel something, and said, "Mother, in fact, the third uncle doesn't like that eldest princess, right?"

I was silent for a moment and said, "You should call your aunt." ”

Miao Yan was stunned for a moment.

I repeated, "People call her the eldest princess, but in terms of seniority, she is your father's sister and your aunt." ”

“……”

Miao Yan fell silent, his eyes were full of tangled and struggling eyes, but he never opened his mouth.

Because--at this time, she seemed to suddenly realize, really realized, that she and her third uncle were not completely equal.

She called him the third uncle, and his fiancée was her aunt, and the two of them were of the same generation, and in front of them, she was just a junior, a little girl who was loved, but not enough to compare with her elders.

Third uncle, aunt, these two titles, made her realize this.

Just when her eyes were getting more and more chaotic, and even panicked, I said coldly: "Do you think you are a princess, you think your father is the emperor, you are very powerful, you can do whatever you want?"

“…… Mother. ”

"If you really meet someone who is weak and deceitful, maybe, he will really give up his fiancée, maybe, he will really come to your side because you are a princess. But you have to remember that he is not with you for you, but because you are a princess, and you have such status and power, he is with you. ”

“……”

But what is in his heart, will he be happy or sad when he is forced, whether he will like the person who forces him, or will he hate the person who forces him, I think, not only he knows, but you yourself should know. ”

Wonderful words' face turned pale.

"What you have to understand is that even if your father is the emperor and your father is the most powerful person in Jinling, you can't do whatever you want. You are a princess, but there is also the eldest princess, you have power, and others have power. ”

“……”

"Even if it's your father, your father, you can't bully others as you want. You can use power to oppress people, but the hearts of others will not give in, but will hate you and hate you. The more people you oppress, the more people hate you, and the more your spirit will rebel against you. ”

“……”

"At that time, don't say that you are a princess, even if it is your father's identity, your father's status, will be overthrown. ”

“……”

"Wonderful words, you have to remember that power is for building, not for destruction. ”

“……”

"Power can be used to protect the people you love, but not to hurt the people you love. ”

“……”

"Power should be the beauty of adults, not the evil of adults. ”

“……”

"Even if you are very miserable in your heart and can't be a gentleman, do you have to be a villain?"

The more I spoke, the more painful the look in my eyes became, as if something was fighting in her body, tearing at her soul, the choice between good and evil, the collision of reason and emotion, was originally painful, and her immature mind suddenly had to accept this qiē, and it was in the case of knowing that Liu Qinghan was about to marry her aunt, and that pain was even more profound.

When I hugged her, I could almost feel it just by touching her trembling body.

Like me, the pain in my chest was like a knife.

She was silent for a long time, the frenzy and willfulness in her eyes slowly subsided, but so much helplessness rose, and when she looked up at me, another tear fell from her eye, click.

"But mother, I really like the third uncle, I want to marry him. ”

"I understand. ”

"I like him more than anyone else......"

"Mother knows. ”

"Why can't I do anything with him? Is it because of that--the eldest princess, my aunt?"

I looked down at her and smiled, but I felt that every time I smiled, my heart was like a knife, I could only hold her hard, gently caress her crying and trembling body, and felt her tears wet my clothes again, and the cold feeling in my chest slowly spread slowly, as if my heart was slowly cooling down.

I didn't answer her question, but hugged her and said gently: "Good words, don't be sad." ”

“……”

"Wonderful words, you are still young, you still have a long life, and you can meet a lot of good people. ”

“……”

"Mother believes that you will definitely meet a very good man in the future, maybe as good as your third uncle, maybe, better than your third uncle. You will definitely be happy. ”

Miao Yan leaned softly in my arms, and I knew that she didn't listen to a word of what I said, just sobbed softly.

I don't know how long later, she looked up at me, her big eyes still glistening with tears.

"Mother, I want to ask you to promise me one thing. ”