Chapter 1229 It's better to see each other than to be nostalgic
Cheng Xiaoyu had a dream, in which he returned to the scene of the car accident and saw Pei Yanchen lying in a pool of blood, blood staining her white lace dress and his eyes. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
The terrible thing was that he just stood quietly and watched, watching her like a slowly withering rose, losing her vitality, but he didn't help.
Cheng Xiaoyu woke up from his dream sweating profusely, the room in the dark was filled with an uneasy atmosphere, he lifted the quilt, got up from the bed and walked to the window, only the air conditioner in the room was making a slight breathing sound, he opened the curtains, and saw the lights of Rongcheng, and his rapid heartbeat gradually calmed down.
The next day, the filming of "A Bite of China" continued, Cheng Xiaoyu tried not to let this matter interfere with his work, but he was tormented by Pei Yanchen's phone call for the whole week, he felt that he should at least make a phone call to ask why she didn't say goodbye back then, and why she was waiting for him to show up now.
But until Pei Yanchen appeared on the show for the second time, Cheng Xiaoyu still didn't dial the phone number Wu Fan gave him, and a simple "long time no see" stumped Cheng Xiaoyu, not only did he not know how to say it, but he also had no way to say it easily.
After all, he is not alone, he still has Xia Shamo and Xu Qinning by his side, he feels that he is not qualified to make this call, is he qualified to be worthy of Pei Yanchen's waiting.
Cheng Xiaoyu felt that it was the right choice not to respond, he had already failed too much love, he couldn't pull Pei Yanchen to let more people slide into the abyss, he felt that he had already hurt a Xia Shamo, and he really couldn't continue to be wrong, so he deleted that phone number.
At that moment, his heart was aching.
This week, he couldn't help but didn't watch "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb", but asked Wang Ou to drink and numb himself with alcohol, but he was just tangled in his own heart, but he couldn't tell Wang Ou.
Wang Ou asked Cheng Xiaoyu if he had anything on his mind, Cheng Xiaoyu just shook his head and smiled bitterly, so Wang Ou didn't say anything more and drank with Cheng Xiaoyu until the early hours of the morning.
In the exhaustion of Cheng Xiaoyu's spirit, the shooting continued slowly.
But this issue of "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb" has exploded in ratings because of a "Come for You", and videos of "Iceberg Goddess Pei Yanchen Rejects the Perfect Male Guest" and some heated discussions can be seen everywhere on the Internet.
Cheng Xiaoyu has never been able to escape the overwhelming discussion between the Internet and reality, after all, he is also a person living in society, even if he does not go online, there is no way to prevent the people around him from participating in the topic.
In the network society, there are not many gaps around people, and he can only try to ignore these disturbing discussions.
This day is only one day before Pei Yanchen's last recording of the show, and during lunch at lunch, several people in the crew sat together in their leisure time to discuss: "In the end, whether "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb" is not acted!" ”
Ma Li, who was in charge of the props, said: "It must be acted, you say that you are such a perfect man, and you like you so much, why do you refuse?" At the very least, you should think about it! But Pei Yanchen quickly turned off the lights in the second round, and even if she learned that this male guest was coming for her, she didn't have any expression..... How much should you be moved by such a touching scene, right? I think so, because she knew it in advance and understood that it was fake, so she didn't impress it at all! So she's just for the hype!! ”
Xiao Li, the lighting engineer of the crew, said with a smile: "I don't think Pei Yanchen looks like the kind of person who can act, didn't she say it?" This boy is not the person she is waiting for, even if the other party is perfect, what if it is not the person she wants? I just don't know who Pei Yanchen is waiting for! That man is so enviable! ”
Xiao Liao, who was in charge of makeup, sneered and said: "You men are visual animals, when you see other people's ice and jade, you think you are a good girl, I think Pei Yanchen's rejection of this perfect man is a special arrangement for the effect of the show, to be honest, I think this arrangement is a bit excessive, such a man is a girl will not refuse, right?" What's more, it's still for her..... Rich and handsome, and I have liked her for so many years, and I can't find a good thing with a lantern, so she just said lightly 'I'm sorry, you're not the one I'm waiting for'? The program team is selling Pei Yanchen's cold personality! Besides, if an attention-grabbing character like Pei Yanchen goes down, the attention of the show will also decrease! It's impossible for her to go down so early, so the whole show is ....."
Xiao Dong, the fat man in charge of playing the board, said: "You are envious, jealous and hateful, because you don't have to choose what others have to choose!" ”
Hearing Xiao Dong say this, several girls coaxed one after another, and Xiao Dong defended Pei Yanchen again: "Three of the five male guests who came on stage in the last issue chose her to be the girl who wanted to move, and there are more in this issue, there are four, and one of them is 'here for you', which is enough to prove Pei Yanchen's charm, right?" I don't think she needs such superficial hype at all, let alone the honey of the other, the arsenic of mine, how do you know that she likes that style of man? Maybe she just likes a fat guy like me? ”
Everyone laughed again, "Does the fat house still deserve love?" The internal complaints followed.
However, the fat man's personality is good, and Xiao Dong doesn't mind being complained about, but someone minds.
The chattering discussion of a group of people upset Cheng Xiaoyu, who had not watched the show, suppressed the boredom in his heart, turned his head and shouted loudly to the idle group of people: "Do you have the kung fu to gossip here, have you done all the preparations?" ”
Seeing that Cheng Dao, who had never been angry, his face was menacing, even during the break, the crowd around the discussion immediately dispersed, mixed with a whispered belly slander: "Recently, Cheng Dao has been like eating gunpowder, and his anger is a little big..."
"Maybe it's because the weather is a little hot, and I eat too much hot pot....."
.........
The surrounding environment was instantly quiet, but Cheng Xiaoyu's heart couldn't be calm, Wu Fan sent him a text message, tomorrow afternoon is Pei Yanchen to record the last episode of the show, she said that she will only stay for three episodes.
This made Cheng Xiaoyu a little upset, he thought that he could ignore it and ignore it, but after all, he didn't have a hard-hearted heart.
He subconsciously turned on his mobile phone, and there were a lot of forwards and discussions about this video on "Whispering", but strangely it was not on the hot search, and Xiaoyu didn't have the heart to pay so much attention to it.
He casually clicked on the video of "Iceberg Goddess Pei Yanchen Rejects the Perfect Male Guest" posted by someone he didn't know, and then couldn't help but watch it.
At the beginning of the video, a handsome guy in a suit and leather shoes caused a flood of exclamations from the audience as soon as he came on stage, and many female guests on the stage also shouted like: "It's so handsome." ”
Even the host Huang He said: "This is the best-looking male guest in so many episodes, although I am a man, I can't help but take a few more looks." ”
Then he said: "When we had a meeting yesterday, several female directors were collectively nymphomaniac when they were watching his films, so now please ask Gao Rui to choose a girl who likes you." ”
There is no doubt that he quickly chose No. 11 Pei Yanchen, and all 24 lights in the first round were on....
Cheng Xiaoyu saw that Pei Yanchen didn't turn off the lights, and couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
Then there is the self-introduction of the short film, the handsome guy is quite good in all aspects, lives in a villa, drives a luxury car, his father is the chairman of a listed company, and he is also a high-achieving student who graduated from Harvard University, loves sports, loves reading, not only that, but from the video, he is still a very hard-working and serious young man.
It's not a gentleman, as soon as the short film is played, there are some fryers in the whole scene, and the female guests take the initiative to confess: "This is the male god in my mind!" ”
"It feels like a prince from a fairy tale has come to life."
"It's so perfect, if he chooses me now, he will definitely go with him."
"With such a look and such a temperament, I really want to hold hands with him and fall in love."
But at the first time in this round, Pei Yanchen extinguished his lights, and the host Huang He asked: "Pei Yanchen, I noticed that you turn off the lights in the second round every time, I want to ask why?" ”
Pei Yanchen said lightly: "It's polite to not extinguish the first round, and the second round to turn off the lights is because he is not the one I am waiting for!" ”
As a result, when the second short film was played, the studio fried again, because this boy came specifically for Pei Yanchen.
And I still like her for a long time, and the VCR plays some of Pei Yanchen's violin performance albums from his collection, as well as his tickets to many cities to see Pei Yanchen's performances, and some videos of Pei Yanchen participating in violin competitions that he recorded.
It also recorded an affectionate confession of a handsome guy: "I don't speak too flowery language, I don't know what romance is, in my eyes only the truth is the most reliable, because it has no deception and no too many ideas, love is actually very simple, as long as I am given a chance to meet you, hold your hand, I am willing to let go until I am white....."
At the end of the VCR, the handsome guy also showed off a violin he bought for Pei Yanchen worth millions.....
The audience let out a burst of cheers, and then began to urge marriage and coaxing, and then countless female guests began to turn off the lights, and there were only seven or eight lights left.
The handsome man's mother and friends also expressed their support for the handsome guy Gao Rui in his pursuit of his own happiness in the VCR.
In the last link, "The Final Selection of Love", Pei Yanchen appeared as a heart-warming girl, watching this handsome guy confess to Pei Yanchen affectionately again, although Cheng Xiaoyu already knew that she would not accept it, but it still felt heart-piercing, and even he couldn't help but turn off the video and didn't want to continue watching.
He couldn't deny that he hadn't let go of Pei Yanchen in his heart.
Cheng Xiaoyu was confused, he felt that he was not an abusive person, why couldn't he let go of these beautiful girls.
At two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, he asked his bodyguards to drive around the streets and alleys of Rongcheng, and visited Du Fu's thatched cottage and Wuhou Temple from afar, passing through Tianfu Square and Chunxi Road.....
Rongcheng has been called "Jinguancheng" since ancient times - "Xiao looks at the red wet place, the flowers are heavy Jinguancheng", "the queen of Mengshu (Meng Chang) is on Rongcheng, planting hibiscus, every late autumn, forty miles is brocade", "less into Sichuan, old people do not go out of Shu" - different from the elegance of the south of the Yangtze River, in the poet's song, in the eyes of the powerful, in the heart of the wandering traveler, this is a gorgeous capital.
Life here has always been comfortable and rich, and the people here have always enjoyed this blessing with peace of mind, but why is the night in this city also filled with a faint sadness?
Scenes of neon sliding through the car windows, scattered passers-by, lonely street lamps and corners that are beyond sight in the dark make Cheng Xiaoyu feel that everything is a gray tone.
There are countless stories of joy and sorrow in this city of late sleep, they come to the city for various reasons, and leave in various positions, so that the lonely parting fills every city.
Rongcheng at night is quiet and peaceful, in addition to the night snack stalls, there are beers swaying and foodies singing, but for Cheng Xiaoyu, he is just a passerby in Rongcheng, even if he likes this city, he has no way to stay.
But man is not a city after all.
Everyone has their own fate, and there is no intersection of fates that cannot be solved.
Suddenly, Cheng Xiaoyu profoundly understood that all reunions were due to yesterday's dispersion, all partings were to find the final destination, and all reunions were to end nostalgia.
He wanted to put an end to his nostalgia.