In this city called the magic capital, there are not only cherry blossoms, but also countless gardenias, June is the most luxuriant season of gardenias, white and elegant flower bones, exuding a rich fragrance, with a typical Jiangnan style. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Pei Yanchen remembered that when he was a child, his grandmother would often spend a few cents to buy a few and insert them in a water cup, and then the whole house would be fragrant.

Grandma loves to be clean, and changes the water for the flowers every day to make the flowers bloom for a longer time.

In the summer evening, after she took a bath, she wiped the prickly heat powder, drank mung bean soup, pinned a small white flower to her hair, and then smelled the fragrance of the flowers and slowly fell asleep in her grandmother's chatter.

Gardenia accompanied her through many early summers.

As for graduation season? Pei Yanchen's feeling is not strong, she can't wait to graduate early, just make money as soon as possible, and she can't understand the sadness of singing parting on the tree.

But the recording of today's last issue of "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb" made her heart ripple, she put a gardenia with two leaves in her hair, and then walked into the building of Dragon TV with all kinds of prying eyes.

On this day, she arrived much earlier than usual, the incandescent lamp illuminated the corridor white, the beige door of the dressing room was open, Pei Yanchen did not wear high heels, today she wore black soft-soled flat-heeled small leather shoes, the kind she wore when she went to school, her steps were light like a cat.

It's just that when she just walked to the door of the dressing room, she stopped a little and heard the voice of chattering about her inside.

Listen a little before entering the door every time, this is Pei Yanchen's habit, in case she hears something inappropriate, so that she can avoid it in time to prevent unnecessary embarrassment, this is a habit she has developed over the years.

Obviously, because she stole all the limelight alone in these two issues, other people have a lot of opinions about her.

"I think that Gao Rui is specially cooperating with Pei Yanchen's hype, otherwise who wouldn't be tempted by a boy with such conditions? But she Pei Yanchen refused without the slightest hesitation..... "Someone said with a sharp voice, and there was a lot of resentment in the sentence, as if he was very angry that Gao Rui did not choose himself, so both of them were black.

Then someone said: "I don't know if it's for me, but to be honest, I think that woman is a bit fake, and she is too deliberate, and she deliberately pretends to be cold in order to gain popularity, and she looks amazing..... Isn't he just a violinist? It's really unpleasant! ”

"Yes! I think too! I think I'm very stubborn, what kind of blind date show are you going to participate in? What kind of fame are you coming for? It's funny! ”

After a burst of echoing voices, someone lowered his voice slightly and said: "Don't underestimate others, it is said that she has a very good background, you don't see Director Qian usually has an expression when he sees everyone, but his attitude towards Pei Yanchen is different?" Last time, I also brought Wang Simeng's exclusive makeup artist to the dressing room to help her get her styling, who do you say has this kind of treatment in so many periods of our time? You still think about this matter too simply, 'too young too simple', maybe someone else is Xiaomi, the leader of Taiwan, and there is a reason why Gao Rui is not chosen, godfather looks at it! How dare you choose? ”

A burst of laughter.

"Makes sense! Otherwise, if she says she wants No. 11, will she change it to No. 11? That's too unruly, isn't it? ”

"I think she just values the position of No. 11 in the middle of the place, and the camera is easy to shoot!"

"Most of the shots in the last issue were given to her! This issue is going to be like this, and I don't want to come to the next issue! ”

"I said Wu Zi, you shouldn't be kind enough to give her the position!"

"I actually don't want to change it, but Director Qian personally came to do the work for me, and said a lot of good things? What can I do? I'm desperate! ”

"It seems that the background of the godfather is quite big!"

Then someone suddenly asked, "Hey! Feed! Do you think that Pei Yanchen is waiting for Cheng Xiaoyu? ”

The small dressing room was full of surprised exclamations: "Feather God?? ”

Everyone said, "Who are you listening to?" Impossible! ”

The man who began to ask questions said: "I didn't listen to anyone, I guessed it myself, because a friend of my friend and Pei Yanchen are from the same school, Pei Yanchen and Cheng Xiaoyu are both in the play, you all know, right?" About six or seven years ago, Pei Yanchen went to the Spring Festival Gala as the principal violinist, and the "Liang Zhu" he played was the work of Yushen, and you can find it on the Internet..... It is also said that this time the planning of "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb" was also given to Dragon TV by Yushen......"

"When you say this, I think it seems that the male guest assistant director is also in the play..... It is said that he is still a roommate of Hagami! ”

"Cut, I can make up a basket of this kind of thing!"

"I also think, Pei Yanchen, why is she? There are more women in the feather god, Xia Shamo and Xu Qinning, and even Catherine. Blanchett is much stronger than her Pei Yanchen...... Even if the two really have something, that is, she had a dewy relationship with Yushen back then. ”

"I don't think so, if she really wants to have something with Yushen, Yushen will let her come to "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb"? If she really has something to do with the feather god, she is definitely not just mixed up like this now! ”

"Makes sense!"

"Maybe all this she's doing now is just to get the feather god hype!"

"Who knows! Anyway, this woman is not a simple person! ”

......

Hearing these malicious speculations, Pei Yanchen's expression did not change, if she wanted to be the same as before, she would definitely find a no-man's corner to hide, and then lick her wounds by herself.

But now that she had cultivated no fear, even though she knew that it would embarrass everyone, she still walked in amid the noisy discussion, and walked through the somewhat crowded dressing room with a cold face.

This small room was filled with all kinds of perfume smells, which mixed together into a strange smell, which made people want to suffocate; The yellow makeup lamp in front of the mirror is on, and the dazzling dim yellow is sprinkled on the colorful cosmetics, reflecting the dazzling light; Women of all colors wore gorgeous and colorful costumes and combed their hairstyles to make this room resplendent with gold.

Pei Yanchen was wearing a white shirt, a blue tie, a dark blue suit and school uniform on the outside, the logo on the chest, the Scottish plaid skirt and black silk knee-high stockings made her legs and buttocks particularly well-proportioned and beautiful, and her whole person crashed into this slightly filthy room like an iceberg with a cold wind.

She brings a fresh breeze.

In an instant, everything in the dressing room stopped as if it was frozen.

No one continued to speak, except for the sound of breathing and the faint grinding of the puff against the skin.

Pei Yanchen sat down in front of the mirror with her name on it, and began to read the German poetry collection "Hölderlin's Poems" that she brought.

However, Pei Yanchen was indifferent, and there was no trace of turmoil in her heart.

After a while, the makeup artist came and began to put on makeup for the female guests, and the girl who put on her makeup smiled: "You are wearing such a youthful dress today?" ”

Pei Yanchen smiled slightly and said, "Graduation season!" I have never felt the sorrow of parting before, and today I deliberately wore a school uniform to come over and make a grave for youth! ”

"Okay, I'll help you lighten your makeup a little bit, revealing a little bit of youth.... Beautiful guaranteed! ”

"Thank you!"

"It's not hard, anyway, you can be beautiful no matter how you make, and it will be the easiest time for you to put on makeup!"

When a group of people finished putting on makeup, it was almost time to record the show, and the stage director came over and shouted: "Please come here, wait for the next time you enter the venue, be handsome, generous, and beautiful!" ”

Pei Yanchen also stood up, among the women who were dressed sensually or elegantly, she looked particularly abrupt, like a pure college student.

A group of people walked towards the studio with a smile and a smile, only she was alone, but she didn't mind at all, she didn't think too much, even if this was her last episode of the show, even if Cheng Xiaoyu didn't come, it didn't matter.

She remembered that Cheng Xiaoyu wrote another poem:

"You see, or you don't see me

I was right there

Not sad or happy

You read me, or you don't read me

The love is there

Don't come and go

You love, or don't love me

The love is there

Neither increase nor decrease

You follow, or you don't

My hand is in yours

Don't give up

Come into my arms

or

Let me dwell in your heart

Silently in love

Silence rejoices. (The poem, actually titled The Silence of Banzaguru Pema (Banzaguru Pema, transliteration, meaning Guru Padmasambhava), was written by Tashi Ram Doduo and is from the middle of his 2007 collection Suspected Wind and Moon[5].) In 2008, this poem was published in the 20th issue of "Reader", retitled "Seeing and Not Seeing", signed by Cangyang Gyatso, so it is mostly falsely rumored to be written by Cangyang Gyatso. ）

Pei Yanchen felt that Cheng Xiaoyu's poem had exhausted the true meaning of waiting.

The door of the stage opened, the lights were bright, and the song "party" sung by the "Idol Project" floated happily in the studio.

Among the people wearing heavy makeup, only she had no ornaments on her body, only a clear white color was inserted in her ears, as if the most quiet beauty in the world was soaked in infinite agility by the spring light.

Under the spotlight, Pei Yanchen is like a jade crystal, as clear as ice, cold and graceful, and pure in the turbid world.

"You see, or you don't see me

I'm right here

Not sad or happy"

(A few days ago, a book friend reminded me that the June 1st "Big Incident" is doing a "June 1st Red Nose Festival", which is to promote happy public welfare in the form of entertainment, and the income from the activity is donated to the "Violent Action Public Welfare Fund" in proportion.) The special fund was jointly established by "Runaway Comics" and "Shenzhen Caring Action Public Welfare Foundation" to help teenagers grow up healthily. At present, Free Lunch, Teach for China and BJ Western Sunshine Rural Development Foundation are the public welfare partners of the "June 1st Red Nose Festival". I hope you can spend five yuan to buy a red nose at Tmall's rampaging flagship store and contribute a little bit of your own strength to public welfare..... Also, thank you hedgehog, hedgehog, ten thousand rewards! Thank you Miss Li Lanjunjun for your reward! Thank you for the reward of reading! Thank you for the birdie..... It seems to be undersigned again.,Seven chapters updated.... Well! I'll do my best, above! ）