"What are you hinting at me? Are you trying to sue me that even if it's an underground affair, even if it's an extramarital affair, even if it's turning me into a miserable third party, you want me to stay with you?" I shuddered with anger.

In Zhang Xingchen's eyes, am I just such a person? I didn't push him away, and I stayed by his side, does it mean that I can have no dignity and accept the deformed love in the dark?

"In your eyes, I have no principles, no dignity, no bottom line, right?" I yelled.

Zhang Xingchen calmed down, he regained his indifference during the day, looked at me indifferently and said, "You who think of me like this, what qualifications do you have to accuse me?"

I was exhausted, and after being quiet for a long time, I asked Zhang Xingchen: "What are we arguing like this for? To be together, to have each other, or to be separated? What is there left between us to be like this?"

Why are people who can never come together again tied together so strangely?

Zhang Xingchen stared at me for a long time before speaking, I thought he would at least explain, but no, he said: "Lu Xiaochao, for you, if you love you, you have to keep proving your sincerity to you, right?"

I looked at Zhang Xingchen and felt that I was so ugly and superficial in his eyes, I gritted my teeth, and then said: "Yes, that's right, if you like me, you have to prove his sincerity like me for the rest of your life." ”

Zhang Xingchen stretched out his arms and stepped back, he said with a smile: "There is only one person in this world who can do it. ”

He smiled wantonly, his smile was full of banter and sarcasm, he said: "Lin Yue, that madman, he and you are a perfect match, from before to now, isn't he proving his feelings to you all the time!"

"What do you mean?" I asked him with a cold face.

Zhang Xingchen collected a smile on his face. Turning to go upstairs, he said as he walked up, "Put away your curiosity and go to bed early!"

I froze in place, not knowing why.

Early the next morning, Zhang Xingchen woke me up and boiled porridge, just like yesterday. Went to the hospital.

I didn't dare to go into the ward, Zhang Xingchen was in the ward with his mother, I walked out of the inpatient building and went to the garden of the hospital to relax.

The weather was cold, and there were relatively few people coming out of the ward to walk in the garden, so I just picked up a clean one, so I sat on the bench alone and squinted for a nap.

There are too many things I can't figure out, why Zhang Xingchen hasn't called Qin Jiami over until now, why Zhang Xingchen said that. Why his mom was hurt, my mind was a mess and I had no clue.

"Lu Xiaochao?" Suddenly, someone called my name.

"Doctor Ye?" "Doctor Ye, that's right, it's the same doctor who sent Zhang Xingchen away from me back then, and later sent my mother away with his own hands. He walked over to me with two cups of coffee and sat down next to me.

Dr. Ye handed me a cup of hot coffee, then smiled and said, "I just saw you coming out of the inpatient building." I thought it wasn't you, why did you come to visit?"

"It's not. Zhang Xingchen, do you remember?" I explained weakly.

Hearing me mention Zhang Xingchen's name, that Doctor Ye's expression became a little unnatural, he took a sip of coffee, cleared his throat and said, "Remember, the person you like." ”

"He's not dead, his mom is hospitalized. Aren't you a doctor in the emergency department? A patient with a knife wound who was sent the night before. "I said casually, but I noticed that when I said that Zhang Xingchen was not dead, Dr. Ye was not very surprised.

"I had my shift off the night before yesterday. Just not ...... Is she alright?" Dr. Yip asked with a smile.

I stared at Dr. Ye for a long time, and he stood up unnaturally: "I'll go back first, I'm just worried about you, so it's a pity to come to see you, your mother's matter." ”

"Thank you. I also stood up, and when I saw that he seemed to be leaving, I chased after him and said, "I'm going to go back to the inpatient department too, let's go together." ”

He smiled unnaturally and said yes.

"Doctor Ye, do you know what happened to Zhang Xingchen's death diagnosis at the beginning?"

“…… I can't figure out what's going on, and I don't know he's still alive, isn't it great? You almost lost your life for him at the beginning, and now he's fine, isn't it a happy thing?" Dr. Ye couldn't say why.

At this moment, Zhang Xingchen walked over to us and asked me: "I said, you can't run around, do you know how long I've been looking for you?"

Seeing Dr. Ye standing next to me, Zhang Xingchen gathered his anger, nodded at Dr. Ye, and then looked at me with a questioning expression, and I hurriedly introduced: "This is Dr. Ye from the emergency department." ”

When Dr. Ye saw Zhang Xingchen, he obviously recognized him, his demeanor became more and more unnatural, and finally left in a hurry.

"How can you have a relationship with the doctor in the emergency department to drink coffee together?" Zhang Xingchen teased me.

"Well, yes, that's right. I nodded noncommittally and took another long sip of my coffee.

Zhang Xingchen didn't take Dr. Ye to heart, and after walking a short distance, he asked me: "Why don't you bring your mobile phone, no one answered your call just now!"

"I put my phone under my pillow last night, and I forgot to bring it out this morning. "Yesterday, I found that the mobile phone stopped at some point, and I originally wanted to call Lin Yue, but I couldn't dial it.

"The phone is so big, and you are pillowing under your head, which is too intimate. Do not put under the pillow. Zhang Xingchen's words fell, and he reached out and knocked me.

"It looks like you two slept well last night!" Qin Jiami said loudly not far away.

Zhang Xingchen and I both looked at her, she was wearing a beige tweed coat with ankle-length hems, which set off her tall figure.

Behind her, there was also a Lin Yue standing.

"Xingxing, you're rightfully with her now, aren't you?" Qin Jiami approached, she opened her palms to me and said, "Your mobile phone, I found it on Zhang Xingchen's bed." ”

Zhang Xingchen took the phone from her hand one step ahead of me, and he smiled at Qin Jiami and said, "You have found here, you should know about my mother, let's go up together." ”

Qin Jiami stared at Zhang Xingchen, as if she wanted to see the clue from his expression, but she was also in vain, Zhang Xingchen maintained her signature smile, just handed me the phone, and then led Qin Jiami to turn around and walk towards the inpatient building together.

I was about to follow, but Lin Yue's voice full of sarcasm came from behind me, and he said, "How does it feel to be a third party?"

I looked at Lin Yue, nodded and said, "It's not bad, it's the best before you appear." ”

"I advise you not to provoke me. Lin Yue threatened in a calm voice.

"Does Zhang Xingchen's mother's injury have anything to do with you?" Seeing that he also walked towards the inpatient building with a relaxed face, I hurriedly chased after him and asked.

Lin Yue's gaze stayed on Qin Jiami and Zhang Xingchen, he stared at them without saying a word, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"I'm asking you!" I grabbed Lin Yue and shouted.

Lin Yue finally faced up to my problem, and he said as if he didn't care about himself: "Is that what Zhang Xingchen told you? But his mother's matter has nothing to do with me. ”

"Don't tell me that it's a coincidence that you deliberately chose to camp here, don't say that it's a coincidence that your car has no gas, I won't believe a word. I was almost frightened by the assumptions in my head, and then I asked Lin Yue: "You know that Zhang Xingchen's mother is here, you deliberately sent me and Zhang Xingchen to the city to buy firewood, just to let Zhang Xingchen see that something happened to his mother, you just want to take revenge on Zhang Xingchen, right?"

Lin Yue was amused by my reasoning, he put his index finger against my forehead and said, "What do you have in your head? Why should I deal with Zhang Xingchen? What reason do I have to deal with him?"

"Lin Ke has sued me, you have read the letter that Zhang Xingchen wrote to me, even so, you never took the letter in front of me.

Lin Yue's expression finally changed, but he just said, "Gasoline is indeed designed to keep you two trapped in the city. I don't even know his mother. ”

I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when I heard him say that.

"That letter was written many years ago, and my affairs have nothing to do with Zhang Xingchen, don't you think that I designed it, and now I sue you, and I'll explain it to you, is it okay?" I grabbed Lin Yue's arm and said.

Lin Yue stared at me, and the smile on the corner of his mouth grew, but he waved my hand away and said, "I don't want to hear a word." ”

"Why!"

"Are you showing off your feelings for Zhang Xingchen to me? For him, you can open your mouth to explain, you can betray your principles again and again for him, how many times do you want me to appreciate it before you stop?" Lin Yue looked at me with a complicated gaze.

"What the hell do you want?" I cried out, almost breaking down.

"I said, you are responsible for watching the show, I finally feel that life has some fun recently, don't spoil my fun!" Lin Yue said, striding towards Zhang Xingchen and Qin Jiami.

I don't know if the mermaid in Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tale will also have this kind of powerless frustration, I am like an audience, an audience who is pulled by the characters in the story.

An audience that can't help itself and can't stop.

The phone was obviously down, but suddenly it rang loudly.

I took a look, it was Wang Yifan calling.

I picked it up, and an anxious voice came from inside: "Why is your mobile phone down?" I'm looking for you everywhere, and the driver who caused the accident has found it!"

"Where are you?" I asked anxiously.

"We caught the person in an abandoned factory on the outskirts of the city, and we will meet in detail, can you come here now?"

"I'm in City A now, and it will take time to get back to the city, so you must wait for me. ”

After speaking, I hung up the phone and looked back at the direction where Zhang Xingchen left, they had already gone upstairs, I hesitated, or left the hospital quickly. (To be continued......)