Chapter 122: If I Can Hate You

I was in the hospital and saw Zhang Xingchen's mother lying on the hospital bed.

However, as soon as I appeared in the ward, Zhang's mother immediately screamed uncontrollably, and for some reason, she was like crazy, knocking over the porridge she had just bought, not to mention, and tearing off the needle in her hand that was being injected.

"Let her go, let her goβ€”" she shouted hysterically.

"Mom, don't get excited, wait for the wound to open again!" Zhang Xingchen hurriedly coaxed his mother and waved his hand at me: "You go out first, go out." ”

At this time, the nurse called the attending doctor, and when she saw Zhang's mother's devastated appearance, the nurse immediately pushed me out of the ward.

I stood outside the ward and waited for a while, and then I saw the doctors and nurses walking out of the ward, and I hurriedly greeted them, "Doctor, is she okay?"

"The patient had already lost too much blood when she was brought in, and her feelings were also very unstable, she had just undergone surgery, so don't stimulate her anymore. The doctor walked away.

When the nurse passed by me, she said, "The patient has been sedated and should not be stimulated any more." ”

"Okay, thank you!" I smiled miserably, and then asked, "Excuse me, do you know how she got hurt?"

The nurse pondered for a moment and then said, "When it was delivered, it was the police who came with me, and I was stabbed in the abdomen with a fruit knife. ”

"Fruit knives?" I almost screamed.

"yes, it would be dangerous if the wound was a little deeper...... By the way, I just saw that you bought porridge, and the patient needs to fast after the operation, and when she can eat, you can get her some food. The nurse admonished again.

"Okay, thank you. I nodded absentmindedly, and when the nurse left, I sat down on a bench outside the room. The mind was full of what the nurse said, Zhang's mother was stabbed with a fruit knife.

How could she be stabbed with a fruit knife? Did she offend someone?......

When Zhang Xingchen came back last night, he mentioned Lin Yue, could it have anything to do with his mother's injury?

Or is it really Lin Yue who will do whatever it takes to hurt innocent people in order to take revenge on Zhang Xingchen?

"What do you want?" Zhang Xingchen came out at some point. Reached out and shook it in front of me.

I came back to my senses, smiled at him, and then shook my head, I don't know what he was thinking at the moment, if his mother's injury was really related to Lin Yue, and he also decided that it was me and Lin Yue who conspired with him, then why did he still take me with him, why did he bring me to his mother?

Perhaps, last night he mentioned Lin Yue. It's just because Lin Yue designed me to be alone with him, and it has nothing to do with his mother's injury. Lin Yue wouldn't do this, how could he do something hurtful?

"What's the matter with the guilt on your face?" Zhang Xingchen looked at me with insightful eyes, I looked down in a panic to avoid his gaze, but I felt his hand pat my head, and then heard his comforting voice say, "Are you scared?"

I shook my head and said, "No." I looked up at him, no wonder he looked so ugly. No wonder he went to the police station to get his mother's wallet, it turned out that so many things had happened. But I was like a fool in an ivory tower, and I didn't know anything.

"You look like you're sympathetic to me. He scoffed, then sat down next to me and let out a long sigh.

"I didn't know you were showing me your mother, and I didn't know she was so excited to see me. I'm sorry. ”

"I didn't expect that either. He sighed and pinched his eyebrows.

"I heard from the nurse that your mother was stabbed with a fruit knife...... Did you catch the murderer? Do you know who did it?" I asked in a cautious tone.

When Zhang Xingchen heard this, he squinted at me seriously.

"What's wrong?" I looked away.

After a while, Zhang Xingchen sighed again. Then he said, "That man...... Now in the intensive care unit. ”

"Huh?"

"Do you remember when we were stuck in traffic on the road yesterday?" Zhang Xingchen leaned back in his chair and lifted his eyelids and said.

I nodded, of course I remember, it's not that it's the commute time but it's stuck like that, it's weird!

"After stabbing my mother, the man crossed the road as he fled, and the driver of the car drove into the opposite lane in order to avoid the man, and the two cars collided, and the car behind him couldn't dodge and hit the man. At this, his expression became solemn.

"Do you know that person, do you have any holiday with your aunt?"

"Today I looked at the surveillance they transferred back to the police station, and found that that person has appeared in the area near my house in the past few days, and only found these, and at present, I don't know his identity. Zhang Xingchen said, looked at me, and then asked, "Why is your expression so strange?

As he spoke, he reached out to probe my forehead, but I reached out to block it, and then hesitated and said, "You ...... last night Why do you say that Lin Yue and I are trying our best to deal with you? Or do you think this matter has something to do with Lin Yue, or something to do with me?"

Zhang Xingchen stared at me for a long time, and suddenly his body fell down, his head resting on my lap, he closed his eyes, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "What do you think?"

"I ...... I want to go back to the city, I want to go to Lin Yue to ask clearly. I hesitated.

"Not really. Zhang Xingchen said, reached out and grabbed my hand over his eyes and said, "It's too bright, block the light for me, I want to sleep for a while, you are not allowed to go anywhere." ”

"Zhang Xingchen ......"

"Lu Xiaochao, if you quarrel again, I will kiss you. He threatened.

I subconsciously pursed my mouth and didn't dare to speak again, but the doubts in my heart could not be dissipated.

I don't believe that Lin Yue would do this, how could he do it if he harmed so many innocent people?

But Zhang Xingchen, why did he insist on keeping me by his side, he seemed to know something, why did he hide it from me?

Zhang's mother woke up for a while at noon, and her feelings were calmed down, I had been guarding outside the ward, and I didn't dare to go in, but I heard Zhang Xingchen and his mother chatting softly inside for a while, Zhang's mother seemed to be still full of vigilance, afraid that I would appear again, and she also told Zhang Xingchen a thousand times, saying that she couldn't let me come to the hospital again, so that Zhang Xingchen would not see me again.

She mentioned me. 情xù is still very unstable dìng. Wake up and sleep, and the day will pass.

At night, the hospital did not allow family members to accompany him, so Zhang Xingchen asked the nurses of the hospital to take care of him, and left the hospital at about 8 o'clock in the evening. Drove me back to his house.

Zhang Xingchen hadn't eaten much all day, and when he got home, he cried sleepy, saying that he wanted to sleep, but was stopped by me.

"I saw some ingredients in the fridge, why don't I get you something to eat?" "I grabbed the hem of Zhang Xingchen's clothes and didn't let him go upstairs.

Zhang Xingchen stared at me for a while, then turned back to the sofa in the living room and lay on his stomach, saying, "Give you 20 minutes, otherwise I will go to sleep." ”

"What can you do in 20 minutes?" I grumbled loudly.

"Otherwise, I'll go to sleep now. As he spoke, he was about to get up.

I hurriedly stopped. Nodding compromisedly: "Okay, just 20 minutes." ”

I don't cook on weekdays, and to be honest, in my concept, 20 minutes, at most, cook an instant noodle.

After thinking about it, I finally decided to cook noodles for the sake of appearance. Cut the tomatoes, then beat the eggs. I'm going to fry him a poached egg.

Zhang Xingchen lay on the sofa and watched, his eyes blinking, as if he was really sleepy.

"Lu Xiaochao, who else has eaten egg fried rice back then?" he asked suddenly, breaking the silence of the night.

My hand holding the spatula shook a little. The yolk of the poached egg was broken up by me, and before I could answer his question, I was first annoyed by the situation in front of me, I glared at him, and then went to turn over the poached egg. I found that the side that stuck to the bottom of the pan was a little mushy.

"I ask you. Zhang Xingchen asked unrelentingly.

I ignored him, fried the poached eggs in the pan until they were a little browned, and served them.

A bowl of clear water noodles, with poached eggs and tomatoes, looks pretty good, but I don't know how it tastes, I walked to Zhang Xingchen with a freshly baked bowl of noodles: "Okay, you can eat it." ”

He glanced at the noodles in the bowl, frowned, and said, "You're going to fool around with this?"

"20 minutes, where can you let me go to get you delicacies from the mountains and seas!" I choked angrily.

Zhang Xingchen sat up, took the bowl of noodles, took the poached egg with chopsticks and examined it, and then shook his head vigorously.

"It's better to eat than to come hungry." I said.

Zhang Xingchen moved his chopsticks and took a bite of the noodles, his face didn't change, and he couldn't see how the noodles tasted, I didn't have any hope, I didn't expect him to praise me.

"You haven't answered my question yet!" Zhang Xingchen took a bite of the poached egg, and obviously saw his brows twitch, but he instantly regained his calmness, and said, "Have you ever made egg fried rice that you learned to make with your grandmother for others?"

"Yes. I said coolly.

He stopped eating noodles, stared at me, and asked, "Who?"

"It's not. I shook my head.

"Are there any other men?" he asked, slanting the corners of his mouth.

"Not really. I smiled.

Zhang Xingchen raised his eyebrows, took another big bite of noodles, and then said with a smile as if unintentionally: "There are many men around you. ”

I got angry for no reason, and suddenly remembered that when I was in high school, I was worried about the fact that there were many girls in my class who had a crush on him, and I felt ,...... at that time It's like feeling like your treasure is coveted by the whole world.

I don't know what kind of mood Zhang Xingchen is in at this moment.

Originally, I was as melancholy as ever, but I became angry, and those ugly words blurted out, I said: "No matter how many men there are around me, they can't match a Qin Jiami by your side." ”

"Are you jealous?" he laughed casually, even frivolously.

"How can I be jealous, where am I qualified to be jealous, she is your wife, what am I, I am nothing, I am just ...... I just ......, "I'm suddenly short of words, what am I, what am I for Zhang Xingchen now?"

I may finally get my wish, and I will never be a substitute for others again, but in this way, there is no place for me next to him, I, am nothing?

"It's too late to say this now, Lu Xiaochao, I'm not like you, in your world, I can be anyone, anyone can be me. He put down his face, stood up, and walked towards the staircase.

"You said that your time is still stuck in the time when you love me the most, you say it so easily, because you have been sleeping for so many years, and I live in reality, my brain is constantly turning, I will miss, I miss crazy, I will be lonely, I will also want to have a pair of hands to warm me, I also have fragile times, I am a person, I will be heartbroken and sad, I am not lying in a coma on the hospital bed, my time has been walking, you let me live alone for seven years, why do you expect me to not make any changes in seven years?" I said loudly behind him.

"Who's that man?" he said, turning.

"Since you've been married, you've had no position to ask me that question. I said indifferently.

"I have, of course I have!" he walked straight up to me, grabbed me by the shoulder, and yelled at me, "As long as I keep my promise to you, because I don't have a ring on my hand, and because I still have you by my side at this moment, I am qualified to do so!"

I was stunned, what was he talking about? What was he hinting at me? What did it mean to keep a promise to me? What did it mean to not wear a ring?

"Lu Xiaochao, if I can hate you, but for a second, let me learn to hate you, I will be saved!" Zhang Xingchen said.

"What are you talking about, what the hell are you talking about?" I asked, grabbing his hand. (To be continued......)