Chapter 206: She, Chu Mingmin
At that time, I was still in my second year of junior high school, and like most of the boys in my class, the rest of the time was spent playing basketball, which had little to do with exercise, and the important thing was that the girls around the court cheered us on, especially the pretty girls.
Junior high school students, everyone hasn't grown much yet, and if they're thin, they will even be mistaken for elementary school students, but when it comes to early love, they don't pick a tall.
Although I hope that the enlightenment will be delayed, the objective conditions do not allow it, and the charm of this kind of thing cannot be hidden.
At that time, Qin Jiami was still my little follower, at that time, she was very well-behaved, the girl who came up to me to confess, beautiful, Qin Jiami introduced herself and said that I was small, if she didn't look satisfactory, she said that she was my girlfriend, acting as a shield, for a long time, I quietly sighed, this doll has an unlimited future in the future.
That day, my buddy in the back seat was still complaining about Qiu Laohu's awesomeness, asking his table mate to stay away from him, and the two almost fought, and then, the head teacher led Chu Mingmin into the classroom, saying that he was a transfer student and asked Chu Mingmin to introduce himself.
I remember that as soon as Chu Mingmin appeared, the classroom was boiling.
Because it's beautiful.
There are a lot of girls in our school, and there are also a lot of beautiful girls, but they can't compare with Chu Mingmin.
I just feel that she is like a child who came out of the pictorial, quiet, melancholy, and ethereal.
Her beauty, almost ignored by everyone, is that she has a cane in her hand.
She laughed, with beautiful dimples on her cheeks, and her voice was also good: "My name is Chu Mingmin, please take care of me." ”
The head teacher said: "Chu Mingmin's action is a little inconvenient. Everyone should take care of her a little more in the future and help her adapt to this new environment as soon as possible. "The noisy classroom was instantly quiet. Then there was a whisper, and almost all the attention shifted to Chu Mingmin's legs.
The table next to me was empty, so the head teacher arranged for her to sit next to me. I remember that Ke Yunqing also raised his hand, saying that he was against arranging new classmates to share the table with a scumbag like me.
I remember that at that time, I didn't care about talking to Ke Yunqing about his slander. Because Chu Mingmin said, "I'll just sit here." ”
For us who are still young. Chu Mingmin was a special existence in our class, and at that time, in addition to curiosity, he was still curious. In addition to being cautious, being cautious is being cautious, unconsciously, she is different from other girls, and she doesn't dare to joke. Don't dare to approach at will. is more willing to help her, but when she says she wants to help, no one will refuse.
Since Chu Mingmin appeared, I have been staying in the classroom for a lot more time, and I can't say why, but I feel that the feeling of staying in the classroom is not so boring, and then the shouts on the court are not so exciting, for a long time. I listened to the sound of Chu Mingmin writing on the paper, and fell asleep on the table.
Always unconsciously curious. I am curious about what kind of girl Chu Mingmin is, and what color is the world of such a child.
There are two kinds of people in this world that I envy.
One is someone who doesn't have curiosity, and the other is someone who can hide curiosity.
Lu Xiaochao seems to belong to the second type. Since I came back, so many things have happened in such a long time, and there have been several twists and turns between me and her. There was a question that almost everyone was curious about and I never opened my mouth to explain, and from beginning to end, Lu Xiaochao never asked me.
about Lu Xiaochao, but also about Chu Mingmin, that question;
Even though it was the first time that Lu Xiaochao opened his mouth like this and asked me to tell her about Chu Mingmin, he still didn't ask me that question.
Obviously, I should have waited for her to ask me, and then give her my answer, but Lu Xiaochao didn't ask me anything.
I was so curious, why didn't Lu Xiaochao open her mouth to investigate, did she think the answer was not important, or she already had the answer in her heart, or she was afraid to ask, I was curious, why she never asked me.
So, before telling her about Chu Mingmin, I couldn't suppress my curiosity and asked her first: "Everyone said that I regarded you as a substitute for her, why didn't you ask me once?"
Lu Xiaochao didn't seem to expect me to ask her like this, and he seemed a little caught off guard.
She hesitated for a moment before she said, "I haven't figured out how to ask." ”
I didn't understand, so I heard her continue: "I asked you directly, do you really regard me as a substitute for Chu Mingmin," she said, her eyes met me, "I should still ask you, you will like me, is there a reason for Chu Mingmin." ”
I think that's the answer that touched me the most.
"Now, you've figured it out, how should you ask me?" I asked Lu Xiaochao.
Lu Xiaochao nodded, "Well, I know, so I'm curious about her story." ”
Maybe it's because too much time has passed, or maybe this memory has been sealed for too long, and when I mention it again, it's like a lifetime.
Even if Lu Xiaochao swore that he would never be jealous or angry, I still didn't dare to tell her in too much detail, or, after the years of precipitation, there were not many left in my memories.
Chu Mingmin is actually not as quiet as Lu Xiaochao, on the contrary, she is an enthusiastic child, most of the time, she always has a bright smile on her face, she is different from Lu Xiaochao, she is willing to accept the help of her classmates, and she will also take the initiative to help others in what she can, so not long after transferring to the class, Chu Mingmin can mingle with the classmates in the class.
Even, one day, the rabbit cub in the same grade rushed to the podium of our classroom and confessed to Chu Mingmin impassionedly, saying a lot of goosebump-raising sweet words, praising Chu Mingmin for being as beautiful as a fairy, and praising her for being as strong and optimistic as Zhang Haidi, saying that her dream is to take care of Chu Mingmin for the rest of her life.
I guess that if Lu Xiaochao encounters such a thing, maybe he will have a poisonous tongue on the spot to make the family retreat, and no matter how bad it is, he will ignore it coldly.
But Chu Mingmin was not, she politely said thank you to the rabbit cub, and then said in front of everyone: "But I'm sorry, the person I like is Zhang Xingchen." ”
I was really stunned. I didn't expect this girl to be so bold, and she didn't give a prelude, so she confessed directly.
Even more. She stared at me in amazement and said, "Even if he doesn't like me and can't accept my imperfections, I still like him, I just like him." ”
At that moment, Chu Mingmin was extremely charming in my eyes.
Afterward. The confessed rabbit cub left crying, and for a long time this matter was used as gossip and joke among classmates, and Chu Mingmin and I were also pushed to the forefront.
But even so. After that confession, Chu Mingmin never mentioned a word to me again, about her liking me.
Chu Mingmin does not attend physical education classes or participate in recess exercises. It's not hard to find a chance to be alone with her. I couldn't hold back my curiosity. So in the third week after her confession, she pretended to be sick and avoided recess exercises, and finally found an opportunity to ask her for an understanding.
At that time, when I was still sick and lying on my stomach, I suddenly sat up and stared at her, and she was taken aback, and then asked me with concern, "Is it uncomfortable, do you want me to accompany you to the infirmary?"
(Recall this, Chu Mingmin's thoughtfulness.) Compared with Lu Xiaochao's indifference, my mood. It can be described as all kinds of bleakness. )
I didn't bother to lay anything up, so I asked her directly: "Didn't you say you liked me?"
Chu Mingmin still nodded generously and admitted, "Hmm." ”
"Still like it?"
Chu Mingmin nodded again, "Well, I like it." ”
"Then why are you ...... for so many days?" What do you say? You haven't mentioned anything you like me for so many days? It's normal not to mention it.
"Don't you have a girlfriend? Chu Mingmin asked with a serious face.
"No, she's my buddy, small. I immediately denied it.
"Can I be your girlfriend then?"
Chu Mingmin's always has a way to surprise me, for a simple littleboy like me who has never been in love or had a crush experience, Chu Mingmin's waves of unsettled waves are comparable to stray bullets.
Our seats were by the window, and the sun was very good that day, Chu Mingmin's hair fluttered gently with the breeze, and the sunlight behind her formed a halo, not to mention how beautiful the picture was.
I said, "Okay." ”
Chu Mingmin and I decided on a relationship so hastily.
God knows, Lu Xiaochao is half easy to chase if he has half of me, and I can't end the game with her after more than 600,000 words?
During the time with Chu Mingmin, the most common thing we did was to pass notes in class, Chu Mingmin also showed me her diary, which was a diary with a handmade cowhide shell, Chu Mingmin's words were very good, and the date on the first page of the diary was the day she transferred to school.
On the first page, he mentions me.
I can't remember what was written in the diary now, but I remember that her diary is like a notebook that belongs to me, bit by bit, meticulously, all my business.
She didn't allow me to read the diary in class, so for a long time, I basically held the diary, and after a long time, I also wrote one or two articles on it, Chu Mingmin said, that is a love diary.
It's just that in the diary or outside the diary, we never talk about her disability in the leg, she doesn't mention it, I don't have anything to ask, she is more optimistic and cheerful than many girls on weekdays, so I also feel that there is nothing to care about.
In fact, at that time, we were still too young, I didn't understand many things, I thought that what I saw was all, I didn't even know, in fact, that diary, from the moment she decided to give it to me, it was no longer as private as a diary, and the diary keeper would never speak freely, what Chu Mingmin didn't say in front of me, in the diary, I didn't write anything, but I believed in the diary, thinking that between us, there was only happiness and happiness.
One day, the diary was seen by my mother and Qin Jiami, and my mother was very angry, maybe I was in early love, and even tore up the diary.
That was also the first time I didn't obey her, I said that I liked Chu Mingmin and didn't plan to break up.
I had a stiff fight with my mother about this, she found the school and told the head teacher about my love affair with Chu Mingmin, hoping that the head teacher could do his duty to stop it, and the class representative heard it when he went to hand in his homework, and my love affair with Chu Mingmin began to be known by the surrounding classmates from that time.
Since then, Chu Mingmin has been bullied and ridiculed by female classmates at school from time to time, and we have all slowly realized how hurtful the feelings of not being blessed are.
It was also after that that I discovered that Chu Mingmin's optimism and cheerfulness were just sugar coatings disguised on the outside, and her heart was more fragile than anyone else. (To be continued.) )