As early as when I lost my memory, everything about Chu Mingmin was destroyed, and nothing was left, not even a photo, or a few words.

Lu Xiaochao and I went to the psychological counseling center where Chu Mingmin's father, Dr. Liao, was, but we didn't see Dr. Liao, and when we were about to leave, Ke Yunqing stopped us.

It seems that he is in charge of the consulting office, Ke Yunqing did not mention much about Dr. Liao, only said that he and Chu Mingmin's mother have moved to the United States, and Chu Mingmin's younger brother is studying in the United States, and it is convenient for them to take care of them.

Lu Xiaochao asked him a lot about Chu Mingmin, and I also listened to what he said, and some memories that were left in the depths of my mind slowly emerged.

I remember that Chu Mingmin didn't like Qin Jiami, no matter how I explained my relationship with Qin Jiami, it didn't help her, she didn't like Qin Jiami, and she didn't like me to get close to Qin Jiami on weekdays, but these things, I always thought, it's just that she doesn't like me to get close to girls.

At that time, in order to prepare a birthday gift for Chu Mingmin, I would go to work in a coffee shop on Daxue Road every weekend, and the manager of that store was Qin Jiami's aunt, but even so, Qin Jiami still took a lot of time to get her aunt to agree to let me try it for a day.

After a day of probation, I was successfully hired, in Qin Jiami's words, with my betrayal of hue, the income of the coffee shop at least doubled that day, and my aunt couldn't get along with the money, leaving me to attract customers.

Personally, I don't agree, it was the first time I worked part-time in my life, and Qin Jiami's aunt also called me, which can be said to make the best use of everything. Let's talk about that time. I am a little junior high school student, the flowers and bones of the motherland, where does the hue come from.

Qin Jiami loves to follow. The coffee shop belongs to her aunt again, and she is half my master, so it is enough to be grateful to Dade if she doesn't dictate to me, and I don't stop her, every weekend, she and I both stay in the coffee shop to help her aunt.

The coffee shop is far away from the school, and Chu Mingmin is not interested in coffee. I never worried about being found out by her, but every time I couldn't make an appointment to meet on the weekend, I had to prevaricate for all kinds of reasons. Chu Mingmin naturally had an awkward relationship with me.

I didn't have a problem, the coffee shop went downstairs to Chu Mingmin's house to find her after work, and at night, she stayed in the house and didn't go downstairs. I didn't use my phone at that time. I didn't dare to call her phone, so I had to wait downstairs.

For this reason, the window glass of the two houses downstairs of Chu Mingmin's house was also smashed by me with small stones several times, and the sky was pitiful, I really didn't have any eyesight at that time, I lost it so many times, and I couldn't recruit Chu Mingmin out once, and every time I smashed someone's glass, I had to run away with my life.

Chu Mingmin's birthday. I used all the money I had saved and bought her an MP4. At that time, that thing was still rare, and it was a new model, Qin Jiami was still greedy for a long time, scolding me for being biased and forgetting my friends.

However, I myself have always advocated that forgetting friends is a virtue that should be carried forward.

If I'm not mistaken, on Chu Mingmin's birthday, the sunshine was particularly good.

Since my relationship with Chu Mingmin was known by the head teacher, we were separated at both ends of the corner line of the classroom, and after self-study that morning, many classmates were basking in the sun in the corridor, Chu Mingmin was not in the classroom, I sat in her seat and waited for her.

I waited for a while and didn't see her go back to the classroom, and seeing that class was about to start, I thought about surprise her by putting the prepared gifts and cards in the seat, but as soon as I opened the desk, I was startled by the two bloody dead rats in the desk.

The classmates who were playing next to them came over, and they were also frightened, and they all screamed.

Next to the two dead mice, a blank piece of paper, four bloody words: Happy Birthday.

Coincidentally, at this time, Chu Mingmin appeared.

I hurriedly covered the desk, beckoning to her casually, my mind was booming, my heart was still dazed, I really couldn't imagine, what kind of mentality would anyone have to do such a thing to Chu Mingmin, this time I saw it, when I couldn't see it, what kind of bullying and torture did Chu Mingmin suffer?

Chu Mingmin looked at me, as if she had seen through my thoughts, and she didn't say anything, she just smiled and said, "Waiting for me?"

I nodded, feeling choked in my throat and couldn't speak.

"But class is coming soon, shall we talk about it after class?" she still had a smile on her lips, her eyes lingering on her desk for a moment, and then her smile deepened, as if she wanted to reassure me.

Until now, many years later, when I think of Chu Mingmin, I still feel very sorry for her, and I feel sorry for her who was unlucky to meet me.

"You go and sit in my place and take this. I said as I shoved the prepared gift into her hand.

Chu Mingmin looked dazed, "What is this?"

"Birthday present, I earned my own money for you. I said that, but I couldn't say such a simple sentence as happy birthday.

Chu Mingmin's eyes reddened, "You went to work all these weekends?"

I nodded, my nose sour, I regretted that if I hadn't thought about what to prepare for her birthday, maybe I would have found out that she was suffering from these horrible things alone.

Chu Mingmin said, "I'm fine, really." ”

At that time, I didn't hear a word that made me sadder than hers.

I remember that I carried Chu Mingmin's desk to the teacher's office, which caused a lot of commotion at the time, and the first class on that floor was almost not well attended.

The female teacher in the teacher's office was also frightened and asked me to move my desk out.

"If you don't find the people who did this, I'll leave these two dead rats in the office. "I remember that I was determined to get the man out, and I thought that when I got him out, I would tear him apart.

The head teacher had no choice but to find the grade director and said that he would transfer the school's monitoring out to check, so I responded to them, sorted out Chu Mingmin's desk, and went back to the classroom first.

When I went back, Chu Mingmin was no longer in the classroom.

My classmates said, when I went to the office. She was gone, and the gift I gave her was still on my desk. It's just that on the card I gave her, there was still her handwriting.

The onlookers all saw it, a few simple words:

Let's break up.

Ke Yunqing said that in addition to the dead mice, a teddy dog raised by Ke Yunqing was also killed. When the teddy dog disappeared, Chu Mingmin searched everywhere for a long time, and later, someone put a cardboard box with a courier package in front of her house. It contained the corpse of the teddy dog.

Now, after many years, I still think it's incredible, one by one. It's all chilling.

That's why I said. Chu Mingmin was killed by you," Ke Yunqing said, "If it weren't for you, how could she have experienced this?

He's right, I'm the one who should have been torn apart, and I'm the one who should have been damned.

"But," Lu Xiaochao said hesitantly. "The ones who did the wrong thing were the classmates who were behind the scenes. Isn't it?"

Ke Yunqing didn't refute, but sneered and said, "Who will hold them accountable?" The school said at the beginning that it would investigate, but as soon as Ming Min died, the investigation was not over, and no one even asked what kind of things she had suffered. ”

Saying that, Ke Yunqing glanced at me, "And the only person who can stand up and pursue these things has lost his memory, and he has forgotten it along with Chu Mingmin." ”

"I'm sorry. I said.

After being silent for a long time, Ke Yunqing sighed and spoke again: "They all said that Ming Min's incident was an accident, but my uncle and I have always felt that Ming Min was likely to have an accident, I heard my uncle talk about it, in fact, a long time ago, Ming Min had mild depression, and my uncle has never dared to take it lightly, but she actually got better during the time she was with you, but no one thought that those things would happen later." “

"It's not because of how amazing Zhang Xingchen is who fell in love with her, I think in Ming Min's opinion, she will be bullied, just because she is not beautiful enough, she can't get everyone's blessing, so she is cursed by everyone, I think, she put all the pain on her legs. ”

But in my opinion, even if Chu Mingmin's legs were not disabled and he was a healthy child, in the face of those creepy intimidations, I am afraid that he would not be able to be safe and sound.

Ke Yunqing said that although Chu Mingmin is sentimental and does not smile in private, she will never show her negative side in front of everyone;

When all the children are still wandering in a carefree childhood, Chu Mingmin and Lu Xiaochao are trying to learn to accept the fact that they are different from other children, when I am in trouble with Qin Jiami, they may be being excluded and teased by their friends; a look from a stranger, a sarcastic smile, or even a turn of the face, is a sharp blade, which can easily make their still immature hearts full of holes.

Lu Xiaochao said that when she was a child, she often had the same dream, she dreamed that she was barefoot in the endless sea of people, surrounded by unfamiliar faces, in the dream, her legs were no longer disabled, she shuttled through the crowd, the people around her were gradually left far behind her, her steps were light, the sound of the wind was whirring in her ears, the sun shone on her face, she looked healthier and more energetic than ever.

She said that the situation would recur in her dreams, in which she could clearly feel the steadiness of her toes grasping the ground, she could clearly hear the sound of the wind blowing in her ears, and she could hear her own powerful heartbeat and rapid breathing, but when she woke up from her dream, she could not remember what it was like.

She said, "For you, that feeling is innate, but for us, it is something that we can't know for a lifetime, I don't know if Chu Mingmin is like this, but I was willing to exchange everything I have, in exchange for me to be like all ordinary people, let go of the crutches and run in the wind, even once, even once, I will definitely remember that feeling, keep it in mind, just like I have always had." “

Lu Xiaochao's paranoia, Chu Mingmin didn't, if Chu Mingmin also had such paranoia that was close to hope at that time, maybe, maybe...

I remembered that Lin Yan said that Lu Xiaochao was also bullied by his classmates in school because of rumors with Wang Yifan.

Thinking of this, I still can't help but feel a chill down my spine, if Lu Xiaochao was like Chu Mingmin back then, he didn't persevere,......

When I left Ke Yunqing's office, I couldn't help but squeeze Lu Xiaochao's hand, and suddenly felt scared, and suddenly felt fear of this originally familiar world. (To be continued.) )