Long Shuyi said that some people do not need to make a choice between love and self, but some people have to abandon their beliefs for their own love; she said that she is the former, a person who stands on the side of happiness, and Tang Xiayi, the latter, is a person who stands on the opposite side of happiness.

Whether we stand on the side of happiness or stand on the opposite side of happiness, many times, it depends on who we fall in love with.

I accompanied Lu Xiaochao to stay in front of Lin Ke's bed, and I never saw any trace of Tang Xiayi, but Lu Xiaochao was very optimistic, she comforted Lin Ke like a child, and said: "Lin Yue must be shaken, as long as he crosses this mountain, he will get better in the future!"

It will be better in the future.

This is a huge lie.

If it wasn't a lie, why would the future of Lu Xiaochao and I be like this?

Lu Xiaochao's words really didn't convince Lin Ke, she shook her head and said, "The biggest mountain is not Lin Yue, it's Tang Xiayi himself." ”

We were all silent, and Lin Ke muttered for a while before speaking: "He doesn't like me, even if I climb all the mountains in this world, it's useless." ”

"I don't think he's completely devoid of you. Lu Xiaochao said in a firm tone.

"You're not Tang Xiayi. I muttered in a low voice, which immediately attracted Lu Xiaochao's eyes.

Lin Ke's eyes filled with tears again, and after a while, she said: "He said that he couldn't like me, and he couldn't accept that there was a lame disabled person standing next to him,...... He said that men have strong self-esteem and good faces, and no man wants to marry a lame woman home, and he said that his family can't accept it, and he can't accept it either. ”

I think that Lin Ke's words must have also touched Lu Xiaochao, she stared at Lin Ke and couldn't say a word. It seems that she is finally unable to do anything.

"He's talking about reality. Lin Yue walked in and said.

Lu Xiaochao stood up from the edge of the bed, Lin Yue walked over, stood still in front of the bed, and asked her in front of Lu Xiaochao, "What do you think?"

Lu Xiaochao hung his head and did not speak.

I walked up to Lu Xiaochao and saw her look empty-hearted. I sneered and said, "Lu Xiaochao doesn't marry her, it has nothing to do with the reality you said." ”

Lin Yue glanced at Lu Xiaochao deeply, and then did not speak again.

Coming out of Lin Ke's ward, Lu Xiaochao directly dragged me to the psychiatrist.

"You hold my hand, we move forward together, no matter what happens in the future, we face it together. "Before I lay down on the doctor's treatment chair, Lu Xiaochao took my hand and said this to me.

I couldn't help but laugh at Lu Xiaochao: "Aren't you going to marry me?"

Lu Xiaochao nodded, and said confidently: "This is not a contradiction!"

"Strong words, how can it not be contradictory!"

"I said, if you like it, I'm your brother and sister, and I'm not joking. Lu Xiaochao said matter-of-factly.

I didn't have anything to do with her. At this time, I can't ask for or promise anything, it's still unknown, how difficult the road will be in the future, I don't have a score in my heart, and I don't want to be careless and lose Lu Xiaochao again.

The psychiatrist in front of him was also introduced by Lu Xi, saying that he was Lu Xi's cousin, named Lin Xia.

"I've heard your girlfriend say that you often dream about the same person in your dreams, right?" The first two times I came here, she had more communication with Lu Xiaochao than I did, and it seemed to me that there was no progress. It's just to spread out the secrets of your heart one by one, and then sort them out one by one.

I nodded, "The person in the dream is also on crutches, but it's not Lu Xiaochao." ”

"How can you be sure?" Her voice was calm, and there was kindness in her tone.

"Feelings, the feelings that dreams convey to me......" I shook my head, "I can't tell." However, I am sure that it is not Lu Xiaochao. ”

Lin Xia looked at me, a smile on the corner of his mouth, and then asked me, "You forgot everything that happened during that time, so, before that blank memory, did you remember anything?"

"I woke up and found myself in a hospital bed. I just remember that I just entered the school and was going to sign up, and then, the rest of the matter was blank, if it wasn't for the wrong date, I even thought. I was still stuck on the day of registration. ”

These two times, Lin Xia also tried to use hypnosis to awaken my memory, but each time at the most critical moment, I interrupted the hypnosis because of a severe headache, today's prelude is a bit long, and in the end, Lin Xia still tried to help me hypnosis again.

When Lin Xia asked me to concentrate on the hypnotic props in her hand, Lu Xiaochao entered the room.

"What are you doing in here?" I was a little resistant to her presence, and to be honest, I didn't want her to see me like this, and what worried me even more was that I was afraid, afraid that I would hurt her.

Lu Xiaochao walked up to me, she stared into my eyes and said, "I think this time will be successful." ”

I laughed disapprovingly, "Are you a witch?" ”

Lu Xiaochao didn't mean to joke, just her face was gloomy, she stretched out her hand to me and said, "You remember, no matter what happens, I'm here." ”

"I see. I shook her hand, then smiled and said, "You go out and wait, good." ”

Lu Xiaochao obediently walked out of the room.

"Actually, it's good for her to stay here, I can feel it, and when you're here, you'll feel more at ease. Lin Xia said.

I smiled, "Let's get started." ”

The hypnosis began again, and this time, in order for the hypnosis to proceed smoothly, Lin Xia also cooperated with me to use medicine.

My consciousness seemed to be slowly amplified, and I could hear a voice guiding me towards the ......

There was a pain in my heart, and I heard a faint voice dimly, "Xiao Chen......"

"Xiao Chen!"

I felt my heart jump out of my throat, and the girl, fluttering and thrashing in the water, until finally, disappeared.

"Xiao Chen!" the whole world was filled with this faint voice.

She is Chu Mingmin.

It's like a sinner who has been imprisoned for many years and has been released, those memories are so raw that my eyes are sour, but they are so familiar that I want to be so longing, so eager that my whole heart trembles. I wanted to go back to those images, I wanted to hold her hand, and I wanted to hear that girl call me Xiaochen.

The sharp pain in my chest eroded at my limbs, and I was drowning in a sea of pain, unable to extricate myself and unable to move.

"Open your eyes. ”

Lin Xia's sentence. rescued me and brought me out of Chu Mingmin's world.

"You remembered, didn't you?" asked Lin Xia, looking at me.

I was sweating profusely, I felt like my whole body was collapsed, and the unfamiliar pictures in my mind were still being re-reflected, as well as the sentence in my memory, Xiaochen.

What a familiar voice.

My heart is still aching. I looked at the ups and downs of my heart, and I began to doubt myself, sure enough, people with amnesia can't believe it, and people with amnesia can't believe what they say.

Maybe I really think of Lu Xiaochao as Chu Mingmin, the girl who came out of the picture just now. has the same dimples as Lu Xiaochao, and his smile is as warm as Lu Xiaochao. Perhaps, it was really me who was confused.

Lu Xiaochao opened the door and walked in, she walked towards me with a worried face, and asked Lin Xia, "What's wrong with him, why is his face so pale?"

Lin Xia said: "He remembers something. ”

Lu Xiaochao's gaze quickly dimmed, and she stared at me, as if she wanted to find the answer from my eyes.

"Are you alright?" she said cautiously.

I held out my hand to her. smiled and said, "Come here." ”

Amnesiac people, damn it.

For Chu Mingmin, or Lu Xiaochao, I deserve to die.

However, in the picture, Chu Mingmin is struggling in the water. Calling my name.

"I saw her struggling in the water, struggling, and then disappearing. "There is no one else in the picture except my eyes and my consciousness, Chu Mingmin's death may really be directly related to me.

"Perhaps, you have to prepare your wedding dress, you really have to marry me. I said.

Lu Xiaochao looked at me for a long time, she looked at me for a long time, revealing her long-lost dimple, and then said with a bright smile: "Are you willing to marry?"

I was full of shock, the shock brought to me by those memories just now was far less than Lu Xiaochao's, my eyes were sour, and I asked her with a smile: "Are you willing to marry me?"

"Good. Lu Xiaochao said.

This girl, again this one word, has sent away all my expectations and dreams.

"Say you're willing. I smiled helplessly.

"I do. Lu Xiaochao said obediently, and then tears slipped from her eyes, she said: "I know that you and Qin Jiami are not married, I know that you are so that I will no longer be troubled, and I also know how unworthy you are to kneel in front of her for me, only I know, but ......"

Lu Xiaochao hugged me, she hugged me and said, "I want to marry you, I want to guard your heart, and win all those poisonous flowers in my blood at this moment." ”

She was saying sorry, she was crying and saying she was sorry.

At that moment, I was a little confused, whether it was because I saw Chu Mingmin's heartache, or because I saw Chu Mingmin like Lu Xiaochao, I was so heartbroken.

"I kind of hate you, really. I said to Lu Xiaochao.

She said, I'm sorry.

I know why she keeps saying sorry.

I couldn't help but complain, "Why can't you agree to marry me for a better reason?" I hugged her and listened to her keep saying sorry, I sighed, "But so what? I like you and want to be with you." ”

Heartache for a lifetime, torture for a lifetime of guilt, or be punished.

I'm still shamelessly unwilling to let go.

"But I'm not pretty, not decent, not gentle. Lu Xiaochao said.

"I'll marry you. ”

"I don't know how to cook, I can't clean. Lu Xiaochao said.

"I'll marry you. ”

"I have a bad temper, I have different hearts, and I have a bunch of messy questions, and I even ......"

"I'll marry you. ”

"Listen to me. ”

"Stupid, I said I would marry you, what so much nonsense. ”

While secretly rejoicing at the sudden happiness, I was worried about Chu Mingmin's affairs.

I hope that Lu Xiaochao can forgive me for my selfishness, and what I think is that I can use my whole life to make up for the debt caused by this selfishness.

d (To be continued......)