I feel very happy, I really want to describe this happiness more concretely, and I also want to take out the indescribable joy in my heart and say, yes, I always want to say something, and everyone around me can express those feelings that overflow in my heart.

It's like having a rare treasure, wanting to show off, wanting to share my joy with the world, and I even feel the muscles of my whole body tense, trembling and trembling with joy in this cold winter.

"Take a deep breath, take a deep breath. Lu Xiaochao kept saying.

I tried to take a deep breath, took a deep breath again, looked at Lu Xiaochao who was standing in front of me with a nervous face, and couldn't help but hug her again.

I love winter, I really like it, and just a little bit of warmth will move me.

I like winter, I can always hug each other like this, absorb the warmth of each other's bodies, and breathe in between carefully happy.

I like Lu Xiaochao.

I couldn't stop thinking in my heart, maybe maybe I was really the only one who was so down, and even had to accept the disaster of prison, that Lu Xiaochao was willing to stay by my side in peace, maybe only in this way did she feel that she was worthy of me.

Even so, so be it.

Every time I hugged her, she would always say sorry softly.

When she came back from the hospital, for three hours, she couldn't help but shed tears and said she was sorry.

This confirms my thoughts, and I think Lu Xiaochao may really think so.

Lu Xiaochao doesn't understand me, in fact, in front of her, I hope that I am an excellent person, a good person, a person who lives with dignity, I hope that behind me is clear and bright.

――Bright enough to illuminate the bleak corners of Lu Xiaochao's world, enough to be a beacon for Lu Xiaochao, I hope it can be like that.

But compared to being able to stay with Lu Xiaochao, it seems that those things have become less important.

"Isn't it uncomfortable, why don't you go back to the hospital and have a look?" Lu Xiaochao looked at me worriedly and said, I think she misunderstood. I took the excitement I didn't know what to do, and I thought it was some kind of illness.

Maybe I'm really sick, terminally ill, so I will regard Lu Xiaochao as the most important straw in my life.

"I just feel like the rest of the day will be different. I said, let go of Lu Xiaochao, and then asked her seriously, "You won't regret it, will you?"

Lu Xiaochao nodded hesitantly and snorted.

"Okay!" I took her hand and lay down on her lap.

"Zhang Xingchen. "Lu Xiaochao called my name. He hesitated as if he wanted to ask me something.

"Huh?" I replied with my eyes closed.

In the space at the moment, the atmosphere is just right.

"Are you sure?" Lu Xiaochao asked me.

"What?" This sentence is really familiar, it seems that Lu Xiaochao also asked me in high school before, right? This time, what is she going to ask?

"I'm not ready to marry you. Lu Xiaochao's voice was cautious, as if she was afraid that I would be angry, but it was unexpected for her to have this kind of awareness. I thought she didn't take me seriously, and she was going to do whatever she wanted.

"Just take your time and prepare. I said.

"I'm serious. I don't know how to face you as a wife yet. Lu Xiaochao's face was very stern, and she said, "So, I can't accept your mention for the time being." ”

My mention yì?

Tiyì who asked her to move over?

I rolled over and sat up, "Lu Xiaochao, do you think I'm thinking about how to take advantage of you every second?"

"It's not. That's not what I meant!" Lu Xiaochao flatly denied.

also said no, it was clear that he was afraid of being taken advantage of by me.

I looked at Lu Xiaochao, squinted my eyes and asked her, "Lu Xiaochao, you tell me honestly, I'll let you move over." Do you think I'm trying to figure out how to trick you into my bed?"

"No!" she denied with a red face, as if I had really been told the truth.

"And say no," I looked at her closely, she was obviously empty-hearted, but her eyes were wide and staring at me, pretending to be real, I pouted disdainfully: "Don't worry, my possessiveness for you is still only at the spiritual level, and the physical level has not yet awakened, you can rest assured that you can move over." ”

That's why people say that a man's words can't be believed, what? It only stays at the spiritual level?

"Didn't you say it!" Lu Xiaochao pretended to deny it calmly, and then raised his chin fearlessly and said, "How can I be worried? I just mean ...... It's just because your mom comes over occasionally, so it's inconvenient!"

I pinched her raised chin, forced her to look directly at me, and then laughed at her wantonly: "You said that you, now that you have a job, your hand injury is not complete, and you can't find a job in the short term, and you still live in such a big apartment, at this time I so graciously invited you to come over to eat and live, you don't appreciate it, forget it, and you have to slander me with unhealthy thoughts, isn't it too much?"

That's all I have to offer, Lu Xiaochao was stunned by me, and he didn't refute a word.

"If you're not at ease, we can make an agreement or something. "I flickered.

"Agreement?" Lu Xiaochao really took the bait.

"Well, the agreement. I nodded, smiled harmlessly, raised my hands and swore with a clear conscience: "Gentleman's agreement, I am a positive person, I promise!"

Lu Xiaochao thought for a while, then nodded with a strong man's expression and said, "What about the content of the agreement?"

I laughed, or my smile was too dazzling, Lu Xiaochao looked at me stunned, it was so cute, I took the opportunity to deceive myself and pecked her lightly on the lips.

"Zhang Xingchen!" Lu Xiaochao shouted as he covered his mouth.

"The first article of the gentleman's agreement, acts like the one just now, and any of the above, are forbidden. I laughed triumphantly.

"Zhang Xingchen!" she frowned, staring at me speechlessly.

I stood up and planned to leave the venue at the right time, so I said to Lu Xiaochao: "Your room is that room, don't worry, I will never rely on my own key to enter and exit at will, you can rest at ease, rest early, see you tomorrow morning." ”

"Why are you going?" Lu Xiaochao asked me with a raised face.

I shrugged my shoulders and smiled and said, "I have to reduce the amount of time I spend alone with you as much as possible, so as not to accidentally wake up in the flesh, don't worry, I will protect you!"

Lu Xiaochao looked at me with a blank expression, I waved my hand at her heroically, and then entered my room without looking back.

I'm really defeated by myself!

I entered the room, sat down in front of the computer, and began to draft the gentleman's agreement with Lu Xiaochao...... It's really enough, because of Lu Xiaochao, I really don't know what to do.

The night is getting deeper, but when I think of Lu Xiaochao staying in the same space as me, my heart is no longer uncomfortable with the loneliness that comes with the middle of the night.

…… The next morning, while Lu Xiaochao was still asleep, I knocked on her door.

Lu Xiaochao slept in a daze, I entered the room, she was still half-asleep and half-awake, the whole person was trapped in the white sheets, her face was pillowed, like a lazy cat.

I sat in bed and watched her for about half an hour, and for half an hour she wrapped herself in the quilt and fell asleep motionless, completely unaware of her defenses last night.

"Wake up!" I nudged her.

"I'll sleep a little longer......" came her languid voice from the pillow.

"Lu Xiaochao, if you don't open your eyes again, I'll ......" I leaned over and shouted in her ear.

She finally opened her eyes, early in the morning my appearance seemed to be a little startled her, she stared at me for a long time, then relieved, rubbed her eyes and slapped me, the strength can only be described as coquettish, she said, "You let me sleep a little longer!"

I threw the results of last night's stay up in the middle of the night in front of her, and dragged it and said, "In duplicate, sign it." With that, I shoved the pen into her hand.

My idea was to take advantage of her sleep and unconscious, just in time for her to sign.

But she read the agreement seriously.

"First, it is forbidden to kiss the skin and to act more excessively;

Second, it is forbidden to enter and leave each other's rooms at will;

Third, it is forbidden to bring the opposite sex home;

Fourth, it is forbidden to answer phone calls of the opposite sex at home for more than 10 minutes;

Article 5 prohibits moving out of the house for any reason or excuse.

Article 6 ......" Lu Xiaochao's patience was extreme, she put down the agreement, looked at me and said, "Zhang Xingchen, you are really enough." ”

I pointed to the bottom of the agreement and asked, "Are you sure you've read it all?" ”

"If there is a violation, the injured party has the right to treat others in their own way and punish those who violate the agreement?" Lu Xiaochao completely lost patience, "Zhang Xingchen, treat others in his own way?" Can you be a little more shameful?"

I nodded, smiling harmlessly at her. (To be continued......)