I withdrew from Lu Xiaochao's body and floated in mid-air, I saw Lu Xiaochao standing in front of the hospital bed in a daze, her eyes staring straight at the cold body lying on the hospital bed, I felt a dead silence around me, and the whole world was filled with the sound of her deep breathing.

"Xiao Chao, are you okay?Xiao Chao, you should be stronger!" Long Xinghai pushed Lu Xiaochao, who was unresponsive, trying to wake her up.

"Xinghai, you help me call my mother up, you help me sue her, I'm coming to see her,...... I've been hungry all day, and I want to eat what she cooked, Xinghai...... Hurry up and sue my mother, you sue her, I won't go anywhere, I will stay by her side obediently in the future, you help me get her up......" Tears fell from Lu Xiaochao's eyes, she was like a lifeless puppet doll, her eyes stared straight at the person on the hospital bed, without blinking.

"Mom......" Lu Xiaochao called softly, a smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, and then called again: "Mom-"

The man in the hospital bed was unresponsive.

The medical staff on the side came over and covered the white cloth again, which irritated Lu Xiaochao, who threw herself on her mother's chest like crazy to prevent them from pushing her away.

"Mom-" She cried out, and I hung in the air, but I could still feel the great grief coming from Lu Xiaochao's heart.

"Mom, open your eyes and look at me, I beg you, Mom-" Her whole body was cold, her face was serene, and she seemed to have no worries about leaving Lu Xiaochao alone in the world, Lu Xiaochao was still crying pitifully, "Mom, you exchanged your youth for a broken me, and before that person bowed his head and repented in front of you, didn't you be embarrassed? Mom, aren't you wronged? Wait a little longer, wait a little longer, okay?"

"Xiao Chao, cheer up...... Long Xinghai tried to help Lu Xiaochao up. But she broke away.

"Doctor Ye, my mother can still be saved, right? How can you stand by and watch? How can you ......" Lu Xiaochao didn't finish his words, and collapsed in collapse.

I returned to Lu Xiaochao's shell again, feeling the last moment of grief in her consciousness.

When I woke up again, it was all white and I was lying in a hospital bed. There is a drip hanging from the hand.

Xinghai lay on the edge of the bed, as if asleep.

"Sea of stars. "His hand was on mine, I moved, and he woke up immediately.

"Are you okay?

I blinked. Tears slipped from my eyes, Xinghai's eyes immediately became dim, and I smiled miserably: "When I saw you, I knew I wasn't dreaming, what about my mother, did they send her to the black house?"

"My mom has been here, you have to get well quickly, aunt's funeral. You still have to ......" Xinghai's voice choked, and he wiped his eyes. Then he said, "Auntie's body has been sent to the crematorium." ”

I sat up from the bed, then ripped off the needle and said, "I'm going to be hospitalized." ”

At this time, Dr. Ye and several people in police uniforms walked in.

"Are you awake, how are you, are you okay?" Dr. Ye asked with concern.

I nodded, and then Dr. Ye pointed to one of them and said, "This is the traffic police officer in charge of your mother's car accident." Officer Liu, he wants to talk to you. ”

"Hmm. I answered.

"Are you Ms. Long Shuqin's daughter?" the traffic policeman asked.

"Hmm. ”

"The driver who hit your mom is now in a hit-and-run, and we have called up surveillance near the scene of the crash and have targeted dozens of cars that passed by that day, and the case needs further investigation. We will let you know as soon as there is news. ”

"Is it just a simple accidental hit-and-run?" Xinghai asked suddenly.

Several policemen looked at each other, as if they were a little surprised by Xinghai's question, and Officer Liu asked: "Because there is no eyewitness relationship, if there is no conclusive evidence, it is difficult for us to conclude the accident as a case of premeditated murder, does Ms. Long usually have a grudge against anyone?"

Xinghai sighed, shook his head and said, "No, my aunt is very good, and she never complains with anyone." ”

Officer Liu nodded, then asked Xinghai for my mobile phone number, and then went out after a few simple words.

"Does Grandma know?" I asked Xinghai.

Xinghai shook his head: "Grandma's health has not been good recently, and my aunt has been by her side to take care of her, but this time when I came to the city, such a thing happened, none of us dared to tell grandma, only that my aunt went to you to take care of you." ”

I put on my shoes and just stood up, a feeling of dizziness hit me, I could barely stand up, Xinghai supported me, and said worriedly: "Xiao Chao, you have to be strong, the deceased is gone, you can't let your aunt go uneasy." ”

"Xinghai," I let out a long sigh, "I suddenly feel that the meaning of living in this world is no longer there, I didn't notice it when she was around, and now that she is gone, I suddenly feel that I have no home and no whereabouts." ”

"Nonsense, you still have grandma, and us, aren't we your family!" Xinghai said, his voice choked again.

"I don't know. I said dumbly.

My mother's funeral was very simple, in order not to be discovered by my grandmother, I only notified a few relatives who came and went, saying that it was a funeral, but in fact, it was just to bring my mother's ashes from the crematorium to the cemetery in the suburbs, and those traditional funeral ceremonies were almost omitted.

On the day of the funeral, it was raining in the sky, I was on crutches, and I could only hold a photo of my mother in one hand, my mother's urn was held by Xinghai, my aunt kept crying, and the relatives who were close to my mother were all sad.

On the cemetery in the suburbs, there is a picture of my mother's tombstone smiling, in fact, my mother also has a dimple at the corner of her mouth when she laughs, maybe she rarely smiles so brightly, I didn't even notice it before.

A person disappeared from his life, and everything around him was as usual, only that person, and there was no more information.

If there is a next life, there is always a hope for life, Xinghai said, a good person like my mother must go to heaven, but I thought, if there is really heaven, it is also lonely. The people my mother loves are still in the world.

I, and the man who abandoned her.

The others left, I stayed in front of my mother's grave for a long time and didn't leave, Xinghai followed me, as if he didn't worry about me. Inseparable.

I held my umbrella to block the rain that fell on my mother's photo.

"Mom, I want to bring that person to you, do you say?" I leaned against the grave, as if in her arms.

For as long as I can remember, I don't seem to have been coquettish in my mother's arms, I have always been so cold, cold, and don't say anything. But I still complained about her in my heart, and brought such a broken me to the world.

Now that I think about it, no one seems to be more miserable than her life.

The man she loves has abandoned her, and the daughter she loves has never been so close to her.

"Xiao Chao, your body hasn't recovered yet, don't catch a cold again, let's go back and see grandma." Xinghai also squatted down beside me. He reached out and stroked his mother's photo, his eyes reddening again. Xinghai choked up and said, "Auntie, don't worry, I will take care of Xiao Chao." ”

"If she was worried about me, how could she leave like this, in her heart, I must be omnipotent. You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine. I said angrily.

"Xiao Chao!" Xinghai was very dissatisfied with my words and glared at me.

I pursed my lips and burst into tears again: "I just want to find the murderer and the man now." I will take them to my mother's grave to apologize and repent!"

"I heard my mother say that my aunt came back with you in her arms and didn't say a word about your father, how are you going to find him?"

"One guy said he could help me find him. "Ru Lang, he said.

Coming down from the cemetery, Xinghai drove me back to my grandmother's house in the countryside.

The rain here was heavier, and the whole village was shrouded in rain and fog, and I got out of the car and crossed the sheep's intestine path, and every corner of the small village reminded me of her, but I didn't shed a single tear.

Grandma's complexion was not very good, but when she saw me, she still seemed very energetic, or Xinghai often came back, and grandma was not very close to him, but just took my hand to warm up in front of the charcoal brazier, and then asked my mother if she had made me something to eat.

I didn't dare to cry, for fear that my tears would break the gray-haired mother in front of me.

"Mom made me a lot of delicious food. I laughed.

Xinghai on the side listened to it, lowered his head, and seemed to have secretly shed tears.

"Doudou, how did you come back with this kid. She reached out and grabbed Xinghai's hand, nagged him closer to the brazier, and then asked me, "That young man didn't come back with you to see grandma!"

She said Zhang Xingchen.

The day of his wedding has long passed, Zhang Xingchen is no longer Lu Xiaochao's Zhang Xingchen, and now, he is Qin Jiami's Zhang Xingchen.

"Grandma, my aunt will come to pick you up tomorrow, can you stay with her temporarily?"

Grandma immediately shook her head, frowned and said no.

"Grandma, you can live with us, you see that you are not in good health......"

Before Xinghai finished speaking, he was interrupted by his grandmother, who waved her hand and said, "I've lived here all my life, okay, I'm not going anywhere." ”

"But Grandma, I don't worry about you when you're here alone. "My eyes were red, and tears welled up in my eyes through this.

"Silly Doudou, what are you crying about! Grandma is very good here, she has friends and a home, and grandma is guarding this home here, and you can come back at any time when you think of it, how good!"

I got into my grandmother's arms and left all my tears on her nylon padded jacket, "Then I'll stay too, I'll stay with you." ”

"Your mother has gone to your place, what are you doing with me!" said Grandma happily.

Grandma didn't know that now that I was alone, she was the only one left.

The door of the house was open, and the sound of rain in the yard was pleasant, and the rain fell on the leaves, on the dry branches, on the puddles, and on the wisteria hedges, like a beautiful symphony. These used to be all of my childhood, but now, they are happiness that I can't get back with all I have. (To be continued......)