On such a cold and windy rainy night, empty buses passed through the streets and alleys, carrying me through every piece of light, and there were few pedestrians passing through the streets, filling the world with depression and the sound of wind and rain all over the world.

The bus stopped and went, many people got on the bus, and many people got off, until now, I was the only one left in the bus, empty, the windows were foggy, and I wiped them with gloves several times so that I could see the world outside the window.

Then the bus stopped again, parked at a large wall covered with dead vines, the stop sign was a little mottled, the driver stopped the bus and said: "Where are you going, after this stop, the terminal is in front, the car does not come out, and it is off work." ”

I looked around, not knowing where it was, but I got out of the car anyway.

The handwriting on the stop sign was also mottled and the surroundings were deserted, and the darkness that the dim street lamps could not drive away, I walked along the wall for a while, then put down my crutches and crouched down under the wall.

I came out of Lin Yan's company in the afternoon, until now, it's almost ten o'clock, for a few hours, I have been on the bus, the bus has gone to so many places, so many people up and down, I haven't been able to meet a familiar face, the huge world, I can't meet the people I miss, but why, the world is so narrow, people who think they live in the world far away from me, are actually around?

When Lin Yan saw me, she broke up Yan Qing.

I asked her if Yan Qing was the boyfriend she had in junior high school, and Lin Yan didn't refute and answered me with silence.

"That'...... , In the bar that day, Yifan didn't say drunk words, Yan Qing didn't say nonsense, they said it. Is it all true?" I stared at Lin Yan intently, trying to see even a trace of negation in her expression, but she failed to let me get her wish, and was still silent, with a hint of guilt in her expression.

I stretched out my hand. tugged at the corner of her clothes, and begged, "Say something, is it true?"

Lin Yan raised her face and looked at me for a long time before she spoke, and she said, "That's right, it's true." ”

It was like a thunderbolt that hit me impartially.

That day, before Zhang Xingchen rushed to the bar, it was Yifan who invited me to the bar to meet. When I saw Yifan, he was already very drunk, and he kept saying my name and saying sorry.

Seeing me coming, Yifan raised his wine glass and said to me, "Lu Xiaochao, you are finally here, you are finally back to me." ”

I snatched his glass back on the bar and tried to persuade him to leave: "If you were caught drinking like this by the school, you would have been demerited." Be sober!"

"Why do you like me, why. …… But why don't you be firm, why don't you be selfish? Lu Xiaochao, I'm asking you!" he asked, grabbing my shoulders, and he approached me, and I saw him crying, his voice hoarse.

"Don't get drunk and crazy. His mouth was full of wine. I waved his hand away.

Lin Yan...... Actually, she ......"

"Yo yo yo, who is this, isn't this Zhang Xingchen's good looks, why did you run to the bar to fool around?" A ruffian voice sounded, I looked back and found that it was Yan Qing and a few of his friends.

Then. I know Yan Qing, it's just because he and Zhang Xingchen fought outside the bookstore, and they met in a bar like that, and his ridiculous tone was full of hostility, I just glanced at him and ignored him.

Yan Qing saw that I was ignoring people, he didn't leave, but walked over and said provocatively: "I said you, do you have a dressing mirror at home?"

I turned my head to look at him, and he scoffed, then shrugged his shoulders and said, "I'm asking you, do you look in the mirror?"

Everyone else burst into laughter, and Yifan, who had been drunk at the bar, was also woken up, and he turned around drunkenly to see Yan Qing, and then rubbed his eyes in disbelief.

Yan Qing and Yifan seemed to know each other, and when he saw Yifan, he was even more excited, pointing at me and Yifan and saying, "Wow! It's really exciting! Zhang Xingchen's lame new love, you are still cheating with your ex?"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" I yelled at him.

The people around were watching the excitement, Yan Qing was even more energetic, pointed to Yifan and said, "Does Zhang Xingchen know about the relationship between the two of you?

Yifan glared at Yan Qing, and swung a punch at Yan Qing's face, Yan Qing was beaten, and Yifan himself fell into a mess on the ground.

Yifan got up from the ground and threw himself on Yan Qing, seeing that another punch fell on Yan Qing's face, a few friends brought by Yan Qing rushed up and restrained the drunk Yifan.

"You scumbag, you still dare to appear in front of me! It's not enough to kneel in front of us and beg for mercy, you still dare to talk nonsense here!" Yifan was stopped by those few people, but he still yelled at Yanqing very irritably.

Yan Qing walked over and slapped Yifan in the face, "Kneel down and beg for mercy, why?" It was she who asked for it herself, and she was willing, do you think you are so high, I sue you, you are just like this, for the sake of Lin Yan's slut, don't you also trample the dignity of that lame man under your feet?"

When Yifan heard Yan Qing's words, he suddenly felt like crazy, he suddenly broke away from the people who restrained him, and rushed over to scuffle with Yan Qing.

"Stop fighting!" I tried to persuade them to dissuade them, but it was completely futile, they were not separated, and the others rushed up to help Yanqing, and the bar was in a mess, and I stood on the sidelines and could do nothing, I could only watch them bully one by one.

"Stop, or I'll call the police. "I threatened loudly.

There were other students in the bar, and when they heard me say this, they immediately burst into boos: "If you want to fight, you have to call the police, go out, don't affect others!"

I remember that there was a female voice at that time, "You are a disabled person, you don't study hard in school, what kind of love do you learn from others!"

Yan Qing stood up, wiped the corner of her broken mouth, and took a sip at Yifan, "Damn, I've drunk a waste, and you dare to do something to me with a cripple by your side, see if Lao Tzu doesn't destroy you." ”

I rushed over and stood in front of Yan Qing: "You stop, otherwise I will really call the police." ”

Yan Qing motioned to his friends, and then they all let go of Yifan. Yan Qing wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth again, then took out a piece of chewing gum from her pocket and put it in her mouth, chewing it with a clattering sound, he said, "Silly girl, you don't even know that you were tricked!"

"The matter between me and Wang Yifan has nothing to do with you. I said it categorically.

"I don't know how thick the sky is. Yan Qing said. He raised his hand and seemed to be about to slap me in the face, but he still stopped, his hand stopped in mid-air, his eyes rolled around and said, "No, if I do something to you, that guy Zhang Xingchen won't have to pick my skin when I turn around, I said, I have known the kid surnamed Zhang for a long time." He's much better than the drunkard behind you, so don't be on the wrong side. ”

"I said, it's none of your business. ”

Yan Qing snorted coldly, and then said with a pleasant face: "Zhang Xingchen shouldn't have known about you and this drunk back then, do you think that if Zhang Xingchen knew about you and him, would he still like you?"

I was stunned, was Yan Qing also from our school back then? He also knew the rumors about me and Wang Yifan?

Yan Qing stared at me and laughed. "Zhang Xingchen, he really doesn't know?......" He speculated to himself: "You shouldn't have sued him yet, Zhang Xingchen is a person like that." Sympathy is overflowing, in fact, maybe he knows it, and he will feel more sorry for you and treat you better!"

"People like Wang Yifan, I advise you to stay away, people's hearts are unpredictable. I told you this for Zhang Xingchen's sake. Yan Qing said.

"I don't bother you with my business. I said. Yifan behind him was so drunk that he was still talking nonsense, and from time to time he was still scolding Yanqing with ugly words.

"So, is it because of this guy that you rejected Zhang Xingchen?...... I didn't expect that Zhang Xingchen's guy to chase a cripple is so troublesome, and he has a love triangle!" Yan Qing said in a mocking tone.

"Yan Qing. You scumbag, stinky rascal!" Yifan was still scolding, and as soon as the person behind Yan Qing heard the anger, he picked up the wine bottle on the bar and smashed it towards Yifan, seeing this, I immediately blocked it with my body.

Later, Zhang Xingchen appeared, and as soon as he appeared, Yan Qing immediately acted honestly, and even carried Yifan to the hospital together.

Later, when Lin Yan went to the hospital to see Yifan, I asked her if Yifan and Yanqing had anything to do with it, but Lin Yan vetoed it, she just said that the letters I wrote to Yifan were all discovered by Yifan, so he ran to the bar and got drunk, she didn't explain, just asked me to help her and explain the letter to Yifan for her.

But now, the truth has changed its face again, Lin Yan and Yan Qing turned out to be an ex-boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, Yan Qing is Lin Yan's father who died in the womb, if this is the truth, then what did Yan Qing say at the beginning?

He slandered Lin Yan so much at that time, and hated Yifan so much, was it just because of jealousy?

I asked Lin Yan, "Yanqing is from our school, does he also know the rumors about me and Yifan at that time?"

Lin Yan shook her head, then nodded again.

"What the hell do you mean?" I shouted.

At that time, Xiao Sa told me that after the incident at the bar, Zhang Xingchen found Yan Qing and wanted to help me take revenge, and it was at that time that Yan Qing took those photos of me and Yifan to Zhang Xingchen.

"Xiao Sa once told me that Yan Qing once took those photos of me and Yifan to Zhang Xingchen, and said in a loud way that I and Yifan are doing well, if he is your boyfriend, he should know about it, right? Why did he deliberately slander me in front of Zhang Xingchen?"

When Lin Yan heard this, she didn't answer and asked, "Why does he know about it?"

"He also went to that hotel at that time, and he also knew about your pregnancy, didn't he? You sued me, he knew about your pregnancy, and he was scared, so he ran away, and you said that the room was still booked by him!" I couldn't help but raise my voice.

"Okay, even if he knows, even if he slanders you in front of Zhang Xingchen, what does this mean? Does it mean that he must be the one who took the photo?" Lin Yan suddenly became impatient, and her tone became excited.

"I didn't say it. I looked at Lin Yan blankly.

She looked at me with a panicked expression: "What?"

"I didn't say what he took. I said.

Yes, the hotel is so remote, and the people who know that Yifan and I are there still deliberately took pictures......, isn't it too strange?