"I'm sorry!" Lin Yan said.

Not a word that hasn't been said to me in so many years, she said she was sorry.

At this point, all I could lose was this friendship, and she said she was sorry.

She said, "Actually, I was scared at the beginning, the moment I knew I was pregnant, I was really scared, and the only person I thought of was Yifan." ”

Lin Yan glanced at me, and lowered her head again: "But Yifan is with you, I want to save his ......" At the end, Lin Yan smiled a little stupidly and said: "I asked him to take the photo, and he also helped me make it public, he was very cooperative, and every scene in each photo was carefully selected." What I am doing is for you to break up with Yifan, in order to let Yifan choose to protect me and give up maintaining your reputation, and I carefully planned this qiē to be able to cut off your future with my own hands. ”

Lin Yan, who said these words, seems to me to have a vague hideous face, can you imagine it? For such a truth, I lost my entire youthful years, the dignity and reputation of a young girl, and even lost Zhang Xingchen.

"That's not all." Lin Yan looked at me and said.

"More than that?" I asked.

"Well, that's more than that." Lin Yan's gaze at me softened a little, making me feel that she was beginning to sympathize with someone she had hated for most of her life.

What do I look like in front of her at this moment? How pitiful was it that she began to feel pity for me before she had time to repent of her mistakes?

"Yifan also found out later." Lin Yan said.

My brain thumped, and I repeated the question in disbelief: "Yifan also knows?" ”

She nodded.

I grabbed her arm and asked again: "You say, Yifan knows that the photo was taken by Yan Qing?" He knows you designed me and him? ”

Lin Yan nodded cruelly, and then said, "I didn't know when it happened, after the photo came out." You broke up with Yifan, and after Yanqing knew about me being with Yifan, he went to find Yifan, and he only found out at that time. ”

"You're a liar!" I yelled. "Yifan knows, how can he not say anything?"

"What can he do if he sues you? At the very beginning of the incident, he had chosen to protect me, and it was because of me. And the one who makes the choice is himself. Lin Yan said indifferently: "If I told you the truth at that time, would you not be hurt?" Yifan asked you, asked if you loved him, but do you remember how you answered him? ”

Is it only the answer that I love him, and that he has the leisure to take care of my reputation and my dignity?

"Yifan chooses to protect me, and you choose to follow his choice, the path is all your own choice, I didn't get it to force you on your neck."

Lin Yan and I stood in silence for a long time. The world changed color in my eyes, and after a long time, she sighed and said, "I'm sorry." ”

Some things may really be predestined.

Untie the dead knots one by one at this moment, and if time goes all the way, maybe the things that happened to me can not happen, and Lin Yan didn't confess to me at this moment. Untying the knot all the way, I didn't meet Lin Yue. I didn't design "May Snow", Zhang Xingchen didn't have a car accident, I didn't hide the truth of the photo from Zhang Xingchen, I didn't meet Zhang Xingchen, until I didn't meet Wang Yifan and Lin Yan.

Until, if I don't have a heart that covets love.

Maybe Lu Xiaochao is not the devastated Lu Xiaochao like now. Maybe she is lame, but she is still a happy and simple girl, maybe she has a happy life and can hug the people she wants to hug and miss the people she misses like crazy. Wanton love, wanton love.

"That's right, I chose it, if I hadn't hurt you in the first place, maybe ......"

"I'm sorry." Lin Yan said again: "I did it on purpose, and I had already taken the abortion pill before I hit my stomach." ”

I looked at Lin Yan dumbfounded, full of puzzlement.

How much did she hate me back then? At that time, I was just a child who didn't know the world, and I was so scared that I couldn't bear to do that to me.

"Why are you suing me now?" Finally, I turned and walked away.

Lin Yan said behind me: "If I say that I am soft-hearted and I feel sorry for you, do you still believe me?" ”

"I'd rather you hide it from me for the rest of my life." The truth, it turned out to be so terrible.

In this way, I wandered here, lost my soul, and wept under this seemingly endless wall.

Zhang Xingchen said that his birthday wish is that I can fall in love with myself.

How is that possible? Who in the world is like me, madly longing to do it all over again?

The phone ringing in my backpack for an afternoon rang again, and I turned a deaf ear and cried uncontrollably.

Is there a second person in the world like me? Did God do this to me because he was determined to kill me?

Occasionally, one or two people passing by would pay attention to me, and someone even came over and asked, "Are you okay?" Can I help you? ”

At that moment, I suddenly remembered Zhang Xingchen again, remembered that he said I wanted to be strong at that time, and remembered that I said that he was nosy.

I cried and said to the man, "Yes, I need help." ”

Please help me find Zhang Xingchen, please help me find him, sue him, ten minutes, no, one minute, let him watch me, guard me, let me cry with peace of mind......

"Do you want me to call a ride for you?" The man asked.

I sobered up from my delusions, and then shook my head almost in despair, "No, you can't help me, no one can help me." ”

yes, no one can help me.

Low self-esteem is my own business, and whether I start over in life is also my business.

I stood up and walked the way I came, crying as I went.

Then, Lin Yue appeared like that.

He shook his mobile phone and said, "I learned Zhang Xingchen, in your mobile phone, I installed location tracking, and I finally found it." ”

I wiped away my tears and walked around him.

He followed, without any sense of detachment, "Lin Yan called me, and she said, let me find you." ”

"That's her own decision, you can go." I said coldly.

"Actually, she was looking for Zhang Xingchen, saying that the phone couldn't get through, so she wanted me to tell Zhang Xingchen that he must find you." Lin Yue said again, quickened his pace, walked side by side with me, and when he saw this, I stopped.

Lin Yue completely ignored my eyes, and said unashamedly: "Didn't Zhang Xingchen say that you are under his control, and people should not be close?" What, he left you behind again? ”

I stared at him, "Can you stay away from me?" ”

Lin Yue pursed his lips: "Are you still angry?" Haven't all things passed? The injuries on your body are also healed, and I also helped you take Zhang Xingchen back from Qin Jiami's hands, how good! ”

"Lin Yue, why are you following me like this?" I asked.

He spread his hands and said: "Heaven and earth conscience, I was worried about you, so I came to you, this place is so partial, you are a girl's family, how dangerous." ”

"Is it more dangerous than you?" I asked with a sneer, the anger and grievances that I learned the truth from Lin Yan made me a little hysterical, and I shouted to Lin Yue: "Don't think that I will return the phone to you, you can sit back and relax, no matter what method is used, I will definitely let you, and that Ru Yu get the corresponding retribution, you wait and see!" ”

"Then you have to hurry," Lin Yue said behind me: "Zhang Xingchen has become a murderer now, and Chu Mingmin's family has filed a lawsuit to re-investigate the truth of the matter back then, aren't you curious?" ”

The truth?

The most terrible thing in this world is the truth, right? Zhang Xingchen, what should he do? (To be continued......)