Chapter Sixty-Eight, Lost Will Be Lost Forever
He felt that the night of this spring was too cold, not the cold of the weather, but the cold of his heart, there was no lover by his side, the whole night, he was alone, sitting alone in the room, smoking, inhaling one by one, looking at the dark night outside the window, he felt infinitely confused, when, the sky could dawn, his eyes could be closed, he waited bitterly. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
In the past, there were women around him, whether it was Du Juan's eldest sister or the sock sister who was looking for him later, two kinds of women gave him different love, and now, both kinds of women left him, and the long night made him recall his different feelings around the two women.
In the end, all he had left was fear of the night.
This is the reason why a lonely man, in the dark, undergoes extremely fragile changes in personality.
When he was in love, he ran to Du Juan's house every day, Du Juan's eldest sister ignored him, every time he came, she went to another room, leaving only Du Juan, Zhang Jianqiang, and her mother to talk to him.
sent Du Juan's eldest brother-in-law away, and Du Juan's eldest sister came out, Du Juan said: "Eldest sister, you see my brother-in-law like this, you go back and make peace with him." "Never, we have all done beautiful, what is the principle of beautiful people, communicate with everyone, but never communicate with beautiful people" I don't know where the rule came from, but Sister Du Juan used it.
He still came as usual, and she still hid as usual.
If a person annoys another person, no matter how good the other person treats her, it can't change the thoughts in her heart, and this kind of thoughts of hers is that she was met by him when she was messing around with another man, and there is a kind of estrangement between her heart and him, and this estrangement destroys his position in her heart.
There is no love for him in her heart, two people, no blood, love, for them, this word is the noun from falling in love to getting married in the past few years.
He was married to another woman, and the two of them were very sweet, and if it weren't for the trick of the beautiful herald and the separation of him from her, he wouldn't always run to her. begged her, and the two of them reconciled as before.
Sister Du Juan's heart is no longer the same heart as him, two people, the people they loved before, the beauty made them tear into different quilts with different people, her enterprising mind, facing the former man, has regressed steps.
She decided to keep her distance from him, male and female, a distance from the jacket.
Every time he declares an order, he can see his figure every time, he is lined up, Zhang Jianqiang feels that he is not lonely anymore, for the sake of Sister Du Juan, he is too willing to join in this fun, every time he has to get Sister Du Juan's indifference, he knows what it is like to be indifferent.
Every week, there are two days of "brainwashing" class, before, he would not come at all, he was unwilling to join in the fun, now, a person's loneliness, a person's helplessness, let him squeeze into this door, he wants to hear how Daxian applies a beautiful model, to these poor people "brainwashed", he wants to peek at her twice, let his poor brain, more of his own attention to his former lover.
Chase her and continue, hiding from him as usual.
Finally one day, Zhang Jianqiang pulled him to a tavern, three glasses of wine, Zhang Jianqiang said seriously: "Let me ask you, do you really don't know, or pretend to be confused, Sister Du Juan is looking for someone again" After listening to Zhang Jianqiang's words, Du Juan's eldest brother-in-law turned red all of a sudden, and he didn't say anything for a long time, "When, I really don't know," Finally, he said, "What should I do?" He asked Zhang Jianqiang: "Nothing, she is looking for it, you are also looking for it, there are all good-looking girls in our circle, you have to hang yourself from a tree" Zhang Jianqiang enlightened him with comforting words, his emotions slowly settled down, and said casually, this time she is looking for it, and she will not be looking for trouble with me
The more he drank, the more he drank, his current mood, is to drink, Zhang Jianqiang looked at him, he didn't drink, alcohol can numb people's nerves, let him drink it, he didn't drink the amount of alcohol, only drank three glasses, he looked at his appearance, and felt why people can become alcoholics, because these people who become drunkards are either living or working, and they are in trouble, and the lovelorn people are looking for the shadow of their former lovers in the cup, and the unemployed people are nervously numb, so that they can return to the glorious work path of the past, a left cup, a right cup, let them go back to the past, Back to the heartbeat of the first kiss, back to the heat at work, back to the confidence of holding hands, and the moment of smiling when you receive your salary.
Du Juan's eldest brother-in-law drank too much, drank too much thoroughly, and drank unconscious, Zhang Jianqiang helped her and mixed him home.
"I'm looking for a woman, looking for a ...... Good woman" Du Juan's eldest brother-in-law didn't know when, he said such a sober sentence, which surprised Zhang Jianqiang, and when he returned to the house, he seemed to have woken up from wine, and held Zhang Jianqiang's hand and didn't let go, "Yes, find a woman" Zhang Jianqiang hurriedly said, "Go there...... Look for...... Good woman," the eldest brother-in-law said very soberly, "We don't look for pyramid schemes." "You can find it in a psychiatric hospital." He seems to have sobered up, and he seems to be drunk, why he doesn't say a word of drunkenness, but he looks like he is drunk, Zhang Jianqiang doesn't understand.
Zhang Jianqiang knew a sober sentence from the mouth of a drunkard, if you are looking for a woman, looking for a beautiful woman, then you should come and do a pyramid scheme, because all the beautiful girls are communicated by the pyramid schemers, and they start pyramid schemes, and there is only one place for beautiful girls without pyramid schemes, and that is a mental hospital -- the mentally ill.
What a realistic word, and what an ironic passage, made Zhang Jianqiang sigh for a long time.
Since then, Du Juan's eldest brother-in-law has disappeared, and Du Juan's home is missing his figure, so he disappeared without a trace, and he was not visible in the studio.
Du Juan said to her family sadly: "What disappeared disappeared like this, what is left behind?" It is he who comes to our minds. When there were only the two of them left in the room, Zhang Jianqiang said to Du Juan, "What did the eldest brother-in-law stay?" It is an image of him in your house that will never be forgotten. ”
The two looked at each other, because there was a lovely, pathetic and pitiful figure missing from this house, which made them infinitely sad.
A few days before Du Juan's eldest sister got married, she found her original husband, and at that time, he was home alone in the early morning.
He didn't dare to look at her, she was no longer his own woman, she stepped forward to hug him, he was dumbfounded, she said: "My last time, the last physical contact with you." ………………
She was gone, never to return to her arms, and when she left, she was smiling, but her face was full of tears.
He stood there stupidly, not speaking for a long time, and let the tears of lack of virtue on his face flow violently
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