Chapter 69: Insanity
What is it like to get married, Zhang Jianqiang was silent, this sentence was raised by Du Juan and asked Zhang Jianqiang, don't ask me this question, you should ask your sister, she will answer you, and besides, she will ask you, do you ask whether you are marrying for the first time or for the second time, how you feel about marrying twice, she will tell you different results. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Her sister got married for the second time, in the spring with a light rain, a scene that sad people did not want to see.
When she got married for the first time, when she left home, she cried, it was the tears that fell when she hugged her mother, this time, her face, there was no trace of sadness at all, the heart at that time was the heart of a girl, and she had a reluctant feeling of love for her mother, and now her heart is the heart of an old lady, and all the tests of life are child's play, and she is no longer full of illusions about everything, it is a matter between men and women, and it is the attraction of the opposite sex.
Everything is man-made, everything is your love and my wishes, today's things, there is one person who does not want to see, he is Du Juan's former brother-in-law, he is the only one in Du Juan's family who has not been "brainwashed" by beauty, at that time, he was very pure, he was an ordinary person, he couldn't keep up with the footsteps of people who had been "brainwashed" by beautiful thoughts. Abandoned by beautiful people. He is a sad man.
People's feelings are child's play after seven years. He misses himself and his life for seven years, and his heart beats together. Every time before going to bed, she fetched a basin of hot water, washed his feet, and after washing his feet, took the water away, hugged him, and spent every night.
Seven years, his life, the most memorable life of his life, he would not have thought at the time, seven years later. Your own life will change.
It is abandoned by the beautiful "brainwashed" person, is the outcast of the times, although he is in his thirties, because he has not been "brainwashed" by the beauty, the beautiful memories in the seven years are deep in his heart, he can't forget every day he spent in the seven years, he can't forget her smile in the seven years, it is very pure, it makes her unforgettable.
She's gone. It was in the morning when it was light, and it was she and he who left after another and last physical entanglement.
At that time, he and she both saw the tears flowing from each other's eyes, there was no way, her fate with him could only end here.
Don't cry, my dear ones, yesterday they said this to each other, and today, they burst into tears. There is no one to help each other, in the world, why can't the person who once loved each other love love for a lifetime, why can't the **** within seven years be forever, why love you forever has become a bubble, he fell into pain and suffering.
Du Juan's eldest sister got married again, the person who sent her Meimei had five partners, Daxian had five partners, as her mother's family sent her, Du Juan and Zhang Jianqiang also sent her together, and the mother's family sent her a total of thirty people, and they were taken to a large hotel by the man.
The groom is an old man, with Du Juan's eldest sister, he is also married for the second time, is a lecturer in another MLM company, Chinese New Year's Eve is thirty or eight years old, and he looks very spirited. The combination of the two of them has to be thanks to the beauty, Sister Du Juan used to be a beautiful friend together, went to their company, and after the introduction of the friend, she and he came to this point.
For the happiness of the two of you, cheers, everyone raised their glasses at the same time, drank this cup of happy wine, Zhang Jianqiang thought of another person, he was the former lover of Sister Du Juan, I don't know how he is now. But it diluted the conversation of everyone at the wine table.
The banquet was finally over, Zhang Jianqiang and Du Juan walked on the bus to see off the guests, and the two looked at each other, but no one said anything, what else could they say, silence, that is, silence, as serious as sitting in the funeral car.
The car is just running fast.
A week later, Zhang Jianqiang received a call from Du Juan: "Be strong. Come over quickly, come to my house, I'll wait for you, there's something urgent" What's the matter, his voice was very anxious, Zhang Jianqiang answered the phone, and rushed to Du Juan's house, and soon came to her house, listening to her introduction, Zhang Jianqiang gasped, Du Juan's eldest sister's former husband was mentally ill and sent to a mental hospital.
Du Juan looked at Zhang Jianqiang and didn't know what to do, "Go, go quickly." Let's go to the hospital" Zhang Jianqiang said, at that time, he and Du Juan were at home, and Du's mother was not at home, otherwise, she listened, and she would have had a heart attack.
Sister Du Juan is not at home, she went to spend her honeymoon in other places.
The two of them drove to the psychiatric hospital.
Timid, depressed, mentally painful, such a person is prone to mental illness, he committed this disease three days after Du Juan's eldest sister got married, when he was drinking alcohol, suddenly, he became ill, dancing crazy, the hotel owner hung up the phone to the police, he was subdued by the police, handcuffed, escorted to the station, he still said nonsense in his mouth, scared the people around him enough, the police in the station saw him like this, has understood, he is sick, after the doctor's diagnosis, he does have mental illness, finally, The police dragged him to a psychiatric hospital again.
The sky is raining again, and in the rain, not only are there happy lovers accompanying each other, but there are also many painful human beings, in the places where they once studied and worked, become abnormal human beings, and they are mentally disordered.
Zhang Jianqiang and Du Juan came to the mental hospital. On the playground passing through the compound, he saw a familiar person, Shasha, she was in a line of more than twenty people, she was being trained, these people were all young women, all young and beautiful, through the introduction of the doctor who accompanied her, these people were relatively light, and had recovered somewhat. What he means by recovery is that there is no guarantee that these people are well.
Sha Sha also looked at Zhang Jianqiang, her eyes kept looking at Du Juan, her eyes were full of hostility.
Zhang Jianqiang asked the accompanying doctor why Sha Sha was sick.
The doctor told him that the king stepped down and entered the church, and she also entered the nunnery, and her status was reduced from high to a nun, and her spirit was shocked, and she was sent here to be rehabilitated. Coming here, Zhang Jianqiang felt the helplessness of life, these patients. In the past, everyone was the best among the people, and they fell here. to heal the wounds that life has given.
Seeing the person he wanted to see, he no longer knew who Du Juan and Zhang Jianqiang were, Du Juan cried, she kept saying: "Brother-in-law ,......" The patient was in the deep ward, and was injected with various drugs that could stabilize his mood by the doctor, and the former brother-in-law shook his head, not knowing who the two of them were at all, and he didn't know who he was.
He is insane, and in his mind, he has long been unknown to Du Juan and Zhang Jianqiang.
He is not like Shasha, at least he is sober during the day, and he is confused at night, which is too pitiful, and living here for a day, Zhang Jianqiang feels that his emotions are going to be confused.
On the way back, Du Juan kept leaning her head on Zhang Jianqiang's shoulder and sobbing.
Zhang Jianqiang has been silent, he doesn't know what kind of damage has been done to the brains of these young patients in the mental hospital, and can the doctors in the mental hospital really cure their diseases? Zhang Jianqiang didn't know.
People with this disease have a hope in their hearts, and when this hope is lost, they often commit suicide or go insane.
Du Juan asked Zhang Jianqiang, if life deceived you, would you also get this disease, Zhang Jianqiang didn't even think about it and said: "Never, because I died once, I know the value of life." ”
The blue sky and white clouds, in the eyes of some people, are no longer so familiar, because they just keep taking medicine every day to anesthetize their confused nerves.
It was not the sick who were pitied, but the relatives who visited them, and everyone burst into tears and was in great pain.
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