Xiao Sa said that Lu Xiaochao's world needs a God.

A man named God, with supreme wisdom and courage, can manipulate Lu Xiaochao's brain, teach her what is right and what is wrong, this God can forgive Lu Xiaochao's evil obstacles, and then give her infinite courage and self-confidence.

Xiao Sa said that he once thought that this God had another name, named Zhang Xingchen.

However, Xiao Sa also said that he was wrong, because God would not be abandoned, but Lu Xiaochao resolutely abandoned Zhang Xingchen.

When I heard Zhang Xingchen's name from Xiao Sa's mouth, I felt very ashamed of my luck, and I still had luck in my subconscious, because Zhang Xingchen was still in this city, breathing the air of the same city as me, and as long as I wanted, I could see him again.

When I realized my shameful and selfish thoughts, I was simply ashamed of my greedy and filthy heart.

Xiao Sa sat opposite, holding my pillow and throwing it up in the air, and then catching it.

I don't know why I have to leave Zhang Xingchen like this and hurt Zhang Xingchen, I swear, I actually believe in Zhang Xingchen in my heart, I believe that he really likes me, I still believe it subconsciously, although I have been shaken occasionally, but I swear, I really believe it.

It's just that I don't believe in myself, I don't believe I'm right.

Maybe I'm wrong, it's just my self-righteousness that I'm obsessed with from beginning to end.

Lu Xiaochao, who was covered with black flowers and hid his tail tightly, laughed loudly at me, and she kept saying in my ear, how happy and happy Zhang Xingchen would be to get rid of me, how happy he would be, how angry he would be when he realized that he had provoked a bad-tempered disabled person because of Chu Mingmin, and then beat his chest and blamed himself for not knowing his mind.

In fact, I am an unbearable mortal, I am cowardly and selfish, cowardly, hypocritical and greedy, and the hypocritical me always repeats in my ear as if hypnotized, saying that all I mind is that Zhang Xingchen still loves Chu Mingmin in my heart, just like I still read Zhang Xingchen.

In all stories, there is always a reason for a man to fall in love with a woman, almost every heroine is full of human charm, they are either kind, bring peace and tranquility to people, or sunny and optimistic, they can bring people happiness and hope, they are cute or beautiful, they can fight for love, their dedication to love can touch every man or woman, but I am not, I don't meet any of them.

I am not humorous, not optimistic, not kind, not eccentric, I have strong self-esteem, I always suffer from gains and losses in love, I am afraid of sincerity, I am even stingy with companionship, I always want to hide myself, dark bottomless, such people say that someone will fall in love, this kind of proof problem is not solved at all.

I said to Xiao Sa, "I'm not worthy of him." ”

Only I know how dark and wicked my heart is.

Even I am so disgusted with myself, Zhang Xingchen has no reason to fall in love, the only explanation is that Chu Mingmin, the Chu Mingmin who disappeared in this world, the Chu Mingmin who took away Zhang Xingchen's memories, God showed mercy when he created me and her, made my legs become as disabled as her, and then gave me a chance to fall in love with Zhang Xingchen in vain.

"I think so, too. Xiao Sa said, glanced at me coldly, and then said, "Even if you still have some conscience, you still know that you are sick." ”

"Wouldn't it be more conscientious if I was sick enough to be admitted to the hospital?" I asked amusedly.

Xiao Sa wanted to say something, but the doorbell rang at the right time, stopping the war of words between me and Xiao Sa.

Xiao Sajiao pulled on his shoes and ran to open the door.

"Why did you open the door?" said the uninvited guest with surprise in his tone: "I thought it would be Zhang Xingchen!"

I heard a familiar voice, looked up, and was a little surprised that the person who was blocked at the door by Xiao Sa turned out to be Su Zhe.

"I heard that you were expelled from the Lin clan?" Su Zhe beckoned to me, and then stimulated me straight to the point.

I nodded noncommittally, and then asked with a smile, "I heard that I stole the design of the Lin family for you?"

Su Zhe still had a good baby expression, smiled innocently, and then bypassed Xiao Sa, sat down on the other end of the sofa, he looked around at my apartment, and then said unhurriedly: "Then you should also hear that I invited you to my company as a jewelry designer?"

"I don't think you're here to poach today, and of course, maybe I'm wrong. I said, sat up, reached under my armpit and took out the thermometer, 38.4 degrees.

"What do you say, do I seem to be very insincere?" Su Zhe looked like he was hearing this.

"Is it necessary to say it? Even if you don't take that bit of camaraderie seriously, I still care. I glanced at Xiao Sa, who took the thermometer from my hand and looked through the medicine box in front of the TV cabinet with a frown.

Seeing that Su Zhe was silent, I said again: "That Haiyin Hotel and I really don't match, a good party has turned into a prelude to a conspiracy, Su Zhe, since you can get the design drawings lightly, why did you deliberately involve me in this matter?"

Without waiting for Su Zhe to open his mouth to defend anything, I smiled and said: "Since you deliberately framed me, you should know that after the incident, I will not be able to work with you, and even, if this matter spreads in the industry, my dream of being a designer will completely come to naught." I'm really curious, why are you doing that?"

"You're so smart, it's not hard to guess. Su Zhe said.

"Ru Yu?" I asked.

Su Zhe smiled and didn't answer, just turned his head to look at Xiao Sa, who was busy, Xiao Sa didn't care about the topic I talked about with Su Zhe, arrived at the warm water, and then walked towards me with the medicine that had been prepared.

He shoved a bunch of different colored pills into my hand, handed me the water, and motioned for me to take it.

"Why so many?" I grumbled.

"Fever-reducing, anti-inflammatory, anti-cold, all in it, don't know what to do, get better while I take care of you." Xiao Sa said, and when he saw Su Zhe staring at him, he raised his chin, glared at Su Zhe and said, "Traitor, what do you see?"

Su Zhe smiled, then stared back and forth at me and Xiao Sa a few times before he spoke slowly: "Xiao Sa, won't Liu Yinzi mind you and Lu Xiaochao?"

"Can she handle it!" Xiao Sa blurted out.

Su Zhe stared at Xiao Sa for a while, and then said, "You and Liu Yinzi are fake?"

Xiao Sa nodded, and then stared at him with a fearless look and said, "The parties are all fake, and you don't mind if I bring a fake girlfriend!

Saying that, Xiao Sa really rolled up his sleeves and looked like he was going to fight.

"Someone asked me to convey a word. Su Zhe got to the point, he stood up and smoothed his clothes, and then said solemnly: "Leaving this city is the best choice for you." ”

Su Zhe in Haiyin Hotel and the person named Su Zhe in front of him are almost like two people, he finished speaking, and then waved his hand at me with a smile and left casually.

When Su Zhe left, I took the medicine prepared by Xiao Sa, a guy who is suitable for being a veterinarian.

After Xiao Sa went to work in the afternoon, I was finally liberated, and I called to make an appointment with Ru Yu.