Chapter 121: Covetousness
Zhang Xingchen took out his mobile phone, and the faint light from the mobile phone screen made me finally see his expression clearly, his face was pale, and he couldn't hide his tiredness.
He pulled out the key again, and opened the door.
I sat stiffly on the ground, unable to move at all, and he went into the house and turned on the light, then came out again, picked me up, and strode into the house.
He didn't say a word, which made me panic a little. He looked as if he had just experienced a brutal battle. I wrapped my arms around his neck and let him carry me through the living room and up the stairs.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
Zhang Xingchen carried me into one of the rooms on the second floor, walked to the sofa by the window and gently put me down, I looked up at him, and asked again, "What's wrong with you?"
He still didn't speak, just turned around and turned on the heating in the room, turned around and walked to the closet and opened the door, the closet was full of his clothes, some of which I had seen him wear recently, he must have come back to live here, he found a white shirt from it and threw it on the bed, pointed to the bathroom on my left hand, and then said to me: "You go take a hot shower and rest early." ”
"What about you?" I asked subconsciously, "where are you going?"
Zhang Xingchen glanced at me, his eyes were a little impatient, he closed the wardrobe door, the sound startled me, I looked at his eyebrows, I really couldn't guess what happened to him.
He closed the door and walked straight towards me, he put his hands on the armrests of the sofa, trapped me in the sofa, and leaned close to my face before he spoke: "Don't tell me, you don't know what happened to me." ”
I was stunned, I really didn't understand what he meant.
"What the hell is going on?" I grabbed his arm, a little afraid of Zhang Xingchen at this moment.
"What's going on!" he snorted. Looking at me was so unfamiliar, but in an instant, I was picked up by him again, and before I could react, he threw me into the big bed next to me.
He pressed me down on the bed in an almost rough way, his eyes were as cold as ice, and he said coldly, "You and Lin Yue have tried their best. Isn't that what you want?"
"What do you mean......" Before I could finish my sentence, he kissed me on the lips like a tyrant.
I was still in shock, and he left my lips as if in revenge, and he bit and left his mark on my neck.
It reminds me of that night, the night I ran away from the church, the chapter of the stars.
Something must have happened. He must have misunderstood me.
Zhang Xingchen ...... You let go of me, what the hell is going on, you sue me!" I tried with all my might to push him away from me, but he suddenly buried his face in my neck socket and stopped his movements.
I took his weight and felt as if he was crying.
"What's wrong with you?" I reached out and stroked his hair awkwardly.
He slipped off of me and lay beside me, and he said in a hoarse voice, "If." Why don't I leave tonight?"
I froze, and felt my nerves tense all over my body.
He turned his face to look at me. With a blank face, he asked me repeatedly, "What if I stay?"
I stared straight at him, smiling stiffly, trying to sit up, but feeling like I was being held back by something.
"You...... What the hell is going on? I'm worried about you......" Before I could finish speaking, he pecked me lightly on the lips. Then he said in a hoarse voice: "Answer me." ”
I didn't look too far away to look him in the eye again. "You are not Zhang Xingchen. I said.
He sneered, "What? Is he the only one who can touch you?"
I stared at the ceiling, not knowing what to say, so I was silent.
"You and Zhang Xingchen, isn't it because of those rumors between you and Wang Yifan. If you really have him in your heart, why didn't you explain a word at the beginning?" Zhang Xingchen sighed softly: "Until now, you still don't want to say a word of explanation, right?"
I turned my face and saw Zhang Xingchen facing me, but his eyelashes were drooping, and his face was lonely.
"No, nothing happened to me and Wang Yifan, there was a reason why those photos came out, before that, I didn't even hold hands with him. "I looked at him as if the time had gone back seven years.
If I had explained it then, maybe he wouldn't have had an accident, maybe nothing would have happened later, and at this moment, we wouldn't be in such a situation.
Hearing this, he looked at me, and a helpless smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Lu Xiaochao, even after seven years, I still like to hear you explain to me like this, so that I feel that I am important in your heart." ”
My heart was full of vibrations, and I emotionally leaned over to hug him, and I leaned against his chest, listening to his heartbeat, and wanted to close my eyes, hoping that time would stay in this moment and that we would never be separated again.
"I love you. I choked up and said, "It's just that I'm not good enough, by your side, I'm like coveting the best in the world, I'm honestly afraid, you say you like me, but I can't really believe it, I don't believe that there is love in this world for no reason, even I don't like me, how can you like it?"
"So, when you know Chu Mingmin, she becomes your excuse and an excuse to deny my sincerity. Zhang Xingchen sighed softly, "Didn't you read the letter?"
"That day, I asked you to wait for me at the church, but in fact I just came back here, back here to get the letter that didn't go out, the spineless letter, but you ran away. Zhang Xingchen said: "Qin Jiami also said that there is no love for no reason in the world, and she also decided that I would like you, all because of my subconscious nostalgia for Chu Mingmin...... She doesn't believe it, you don't believe it, and now, I don't know......"
I wanted to say I'm sorry, but I didn't feel like I was even qualified to say those three words.
My mermaid tail is obviously my business, but just because Zhang Xingchen likes me, I shamelessly put the weight and pain it brings on his shoulders, like a shameless scoundrel.
"No matter how much Zhang Xingchen suffers and tortures for you, he can't get you. He said, and then laughed: "When you are old, don't say that you have liked him, have loved him." Because you didn't, you didn't fall in love with anyone, you fell in love with your legs, and for it, you rejected everyone's hearts. ”
This sentence is like a sharp blade. It slit open my chest and exposed my most unbearable, ugly and deformed heart.
Zhang Xingchen gently pushed me away, then got up and left the room.
Obviously turning on the heating, but I couldn't help but shiver, perhaps, Zhang Xingchen just predicted my life.
When I woke up the next morning. It's dawn.
I got dressed and went downstairs, but there was no trace of Zhang Xingchen.
My phone was plugged into the living room and charged, and when I opened it, it was already 10 o'clock.
Footsteps sounded outside the yard, I hurriedly ran over to open the door, and saw Zhang Xingchen coming back, the car was parked outside the yard, and he was holding Lin Yue's car keys in his hand. When they saw me, the expression on their faces didn't change much. He walked past me and into the living room.
"I didn't hear the car last night, how did you get back last night?" I asked, trying to keep my tone light.
He looked at me and said, "The car ran out of gas halfway through, and I didn't have any money." I lost the car and walked back. ”
Filled with emotion, I thought of Lin Yue, if he wanted to go far away, his secretary would not be stingy with gasoline or refueling, and Lin Yue deliberately confiscated our wallets. Lending us only a car without gas is a deliberate attempt to fix us.
"And where did you get the money to come on?" I asked again.
He took out a wallet from his coat pocket and threw it on the coffee table, and said nonchalantly: "My mother's wallet was just picked up from the police station in the morning." ”
"Did your mom lose her purse?"
But Zhang Xingchen ignored me, dropped his wallet and went into the room on the first floor, I guess it was his mother's room, and not long after, he walked out of it with a duffel bag.
"Where are you going?" I hurriedly walked over, he still had some paper materials and documents in his hand, and after walking around the living room, he found a bag of papers, and put the materials and documents in it, I kept following him, waiting for him to answer, he just glanced at me, and then handed me the bag and motioned for me to take it.
I took the bag, and he said again: "Take your wallet with you, put it in your pocket, and don't lose it." ”
I took my wallet from the coffee table and asked, "Where are you going?"
He was about to go out with those duffel bags, and then he turned to me and asked, "Do you know how to make porridge?"
I nodded, "A little." ”
He pursed his lips and snorted, "It's still useful." ”
With that, he went out the door, and when I was out of the house, he locked the door and walked straight to the car.
"Where are you going?" I couldn't help but ask again when I got into the car.
Zhang Xingchen glanced at me impatiently, "Lu Xiaochao, can you stop asking, do you think you can still be taken by me to sell?"
Dissatisfied with his disdainful gaze, I opened the vanity mirror on the roof of the car and took a look, and was startled by the man with fluffy hair and swollen eyes in the mirror.
Zhang Xingchen looked at me from the side, snorted coldly disdainfully, and stepped on the accelerator.
I cut my hair indiscriminately, and secretly regretted that if I hadn't hid in the quilt and shed tears last night, I wouldn't have been disgusted by him like this today.
"Anyway, I've never been interested in your beauty, so I don't have to worry about it. "He added fuel to the fire again.
The car drove out of the street that was not wide, and when we reached the fork in the road, there was a car passing by us, and it took me a while to come back to my senses, and patted Zhang Xingchen on the shoulder and told him to stop: "Wasn't the car that passed just now Qin Jiami's? She came to look for you, just passed, didn't you see it?"
Zhang Xingchen was indifferent and drove the car into the fast lane with the steering wheel.
"It's true, I'm not mistaken!" I said.
"The car can't turn around. Zhang Xingchen said indifferently.
I looked behind the car, thinking that maybe Qin Jiami also saw us and chased after us, but there were very few private cars except for taxis and motorcycles.
I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call Qin Jiami, but was stopped by Zhang Xingchen, he snatched my mobile phone and threw it in the back seat, and said angrily: "They all went back, saying that they knew that it would rain last night, and as soon as we left, they took the bus back, besides, early in the morning, how are you going to explain that nothing happened to the two of us last night?"
"Nothing happened. I muttered.
Zhang Xingchen glanced at me and said, "You regret it?"
"No!" I loudly denied.
"Know, get it, don't scream so loudly, I didn't sleep last night, my nerves are sensitive. He said impatiently.
I didn't ask any more questions, leaning against the window, the fatigue came again, I didn't think much more, closed my eyes and began to sleep.
Anyway, there he is.
I squinted my eyes slightly and secretly looked at Zhang Xingchen, he had faint dark circles under his eyes, and there were some green beards on his chin, it was the first time I saw him like this, a little decadent, and a little wild.
He glanced at me, then grabbed the steering wheel with one hand, took his coat from the back seat with the other, and covered me with a delicate motion, he looked at the road in front of him, and accidentally touched my face with the back of his hand.
"Do you have a fever?" he asked me.
I hurriedly shook my head, curled up with my eyes closed and my back to him.
"Wait until you get to the hospital, let the nurse take your temperature. He said again.
"Hospital?" I shouted. (To be continued......)