Chapter XVII: Confused Memory

Nana knew that she had a lot of fantasies, which were only available when Zhang Jianqiang was by her side. She fantasized that she could enter the marriage hall with him safely. She fantasized that she would give birth to two sons and a daughter for him, and the family of five would live a sweet life. Her fantasy is to be able to get a happy end with her sweetheart, which is very simple and complicated, because it is now a war. Whenever Zhang Jianqiang is missing by her side, all her beautiful fantasies are gone, and only his heart blesses him to return to her safely.

No one knows these fantasies, these fantasies of hers, she doesn't dare to talk to anyone, and even Zhang Jianqiang doesn't know that she has these fantasies.

She knew that these fantasies of hers could only be just one fantasy at this time.

She hoped that the war would end soon, and that her fantasy would soon become a reality.

She knows a saying, today's fantasy is tomorrow's reality. She didn't know that there was also a saying that the greater the fantasy, the more realistic the disappointment.

Zhang Jianqiang stood safely beside her again, this is not a fantasy, this is reality. The heart she hung over for him was finally calmed. The two of them first looked at each other silently, and then she threw herself into his embrace, and this hug was a tight embrace of farewell to death and life.

"I miss you so much, really, I miss you very much, Nana said coquettishly", he returned from the battlefield, crossed the line of death, returned to her, he held her delicate face, kept watching, his expression was very serious, there was no joy of every return, she could see from his face that he had something on his mind. She asked him, "What's wrong, you seem to have something on your mind." He was silent for a while and said: We went to bomb this time, and there were six pilots who did not return, and my team Yingge was one of them, and I don't know if he was alive or dead. After Nana listened to his words, she was speechless in surprise, and for a long time, she said a sentence: "How can this make Du Juan good;" is this sentence, let lovers meet, lack of men's warmth, women's shyness, the reality is too realistic, I don't know how to let two people be good.

"What do you say to her, does it mean that he has been caught, or that he is strong? Nana really didn't know what to do. He said firmly; We all discussed it, and began to hide it from her, so that all the people she came into contact with were unified, and said that he had gone back to the old airport to carry out his mission, could this be done? Nana asked: "There is no way to do it, as long as Yingge's news does not come out of our mouths, that's all, that's all." Zhang Jianqiang could only say helplessly.

The wasteland, regardless of spring, summer, autumn and winter, is so barren, except for some green plants in spring, summer and autumn, and in winter, it is a white expanse, and all the landscapes that can be seen outside are covered by thick snow.

The wasteland is still there, but the songs around him are gone.

In the night sky, the enemy's unmanned reconnaissance aircraft were floating. The lights flickered, giving a glimmer of light to the dark wasteland.

No one has paid attention to it anymore, because, for the last few days, every day.

Du Juan, a girl, is still the same as before, she doesn't feel the hardships of life, she is too naïve and flawless, and until now she has not reflected that Yingge's fate has changed. I didn't even notice that everyone's eyes were different from the original when they looked at her.

She always believed that Yingge had gone back to the old airport.

Du Juan, who has a dream, is on duty during the day every day, and her fate changed on this day.

Ten enemy planes roared from a low altitude, dropped bombs on the radar position, and then quickly flew away, and the radar position was in flames, the houses were toppling, and the soldiers in the defensive position had not yet reacted, and then everyone threw themselves into rescuing the wounded.

The explosion of the bombs dropped by the enemy planes was so loud that Nana, who was on the night shift, woke up from her sleep in the house, and when she got up, she hurriedly ran out and ran towards the radar position. I quickly participated in the rescue team.

This bombing was the enemy's reaction to the bombing of his own territory last time. They did not put in a large number of bombers, and this time only ten bombers flew over, for fear that they would be targeted, because there were a large number of air forces here, and their goal was to come at the radar position.

Enemy planes bombed for a short time, leaving too many sad memories for the survivors. Five comrades-in-arms died, Du Juan, who was pulled out of the ruins, suddenly went insane, she looked at the comrades-in-arms who surrounded her, her eyes looked straight in the same direction, and her mouth moaned repeatedly: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid...... Nana stepped forward and hugged her, "Don't be afraid, I'm Nana," Nana persuaded, "Who are you, why don't I know you" Du Juan's words were very true, because, she was sick, all the comrades-in-arms who knew her before, she had forgotten, and her cousin also stepped forward, with tears in her eyes, and her painful appearance made the painful person look very pleasing to the eye. "Do you know me". The cousin asked, Du Juan looked at the cousin, she felt very dazed, and still said in her mouth: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid, Yingge you are there, I'm afraid of ......", Du Juan's confused brain thinking, no one around her knows anyone, and she still can't forget Mo Ge, the power of love is really wonderful.

All this made Nana and her cousin feel very embarrassed.

Zhang Jianqiang and some of them also arrived, and their fleet had no mission today.

He came to Du Juan and saw that she was tightly held by Nana and her cousin, and her spirit was confused. "Why are you here, Zhang Jianqiang" Du Juan's strange question surprised Nana and her cousin, originally a mentally disturbed girl, she didn't even know her comrades-in-arms around her, how could she know Zhang Jianqiang, could it be that her split brain thinking had already crossed. returned to 100 million years later, and fell in love with Zhang Jianqiang sweetly.

No one knows what is going on, because their current brains only retain the memories of the present.

After a few hours, Du Juan's delirium was unconscious, and the words that came out of her mouth were still: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid of ......" The only people I knew were Yingge and Zhang Jianqiang. A favorite 100 million years ago, a favorite 100 million years later, two favorites are active in Du Juan's confused brain nerves.

Almost all of them, looking at her like this, had tears of pity on their faces.

Why is the human spirit so fragile, and why is it that the human spirit goes insane when it encounters a painful blow?

No one understands, so I can only bear it silently, and the unexpected blow hurts people too much.

Du Juan was finally sent to a psychiatric hospital, where she communicated with doctors and shared with patients.

A man is imprisoned by the enemy, a woman is sent to a mental hospital, and the two of them turn out to be a pair of young men and women who are in love with each other, and their fate is tragic, realistic, and helpless.

Nana and Zhang Jianqiang stood on the helpless wasteland, the snow covered this barren land, they knew what happened, they didn't know what the fate would be in the future, the sky was snowing again, and the sky after the snowfall made people feel much warmer than before the snowfall. The two of them remained silent, not knowing if it was what had just happened that made them like this, or if they had become like this by watching the snowflakes in the wilderness.

Anyway, the two of them are silent. The snow is endless.