Chapter 2 Zero Nine Clears the Clouds and Sees the Sun
"What?" Ye Daiwan looked up at him. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Freedom. ”
Something fell on her face, she reached out and touched it, it was the smell of seawater. Did he cry?
Ye Daiwan reached out to touch his face in disbelief. It's tear stains. He literally cried.
Is freedom a very important thing? Being able to live, to be talented, to have money and power, is what most people are pursuing? The mention of the word freedom in front of these people also makes them laugh. What is freedom?
But Ye Daiwan understands. Freedom is the road that can not be found, and once you struggle desperately to get something, once you set foot it, you will not rest until death. It is not a blank without restraint and rules, but a never-ending struggle to overcome obstacles and obstacles.
Those who don't care will not understand how many people's blood and tears, how many wails, and how many prayers these two words represent.
Xie Xuan's voice was still calm, if it weren't for Ye Daiwan touching his tears, I thought he would still be indifferent even at this moment. "My mother was afraid of losing me and kept me locked in the bunker. I spent my childhood in a bunker. ”
Ye Daiwan stood up abruptly, dragged him to the window, and pulled the curtain open. The moonlight shines brightly, illuminating everything in the shadows. She rolled up his sleeves and examined it closely. There is no trace of it. She couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. She thought he was chained, but luckily he wasn't.
However, Xie Xuan smiled. "Wei Zhen, you are so stupid and cute. The scars have long since faded. Today, nothing remains here. ”
Ye Daiwan grabbed his arm, her voice trembling. "You said she loved you. How can there be scars? You ......."
"Because she was afraid that I would slip away from her like my brothers, and she was afraid of losing me. The tears on Xie Xuan's face had dried up. "She locked me in the bunker with the chains for seven years, and it was not until I learned to shrink my bones that I could break free from the shackles. ”
"She's crazy! What about your attendants? Where's your nurse? Don't they all realize it's wrong?" Ye Daidui already had an answer in her heart, but the answer made her lose her voice.
"Because I am her only and last hope. ”
It doesn't get more desperate than that. Ye Daiwan felt as if half of her heart had been gouged out, and the pain suffocated her. Because there is nothing more capable of destroying a person than love.
He was all and all that his mother had, and his mother was all and all that he had. It is precisely because they love each other that they can hurt. She put too much burden on her, trapping the young child deep underground. This kind of love is something more terrible than chains.
Everybody thought it was wrong, but no one was going to stop it. Because to do so would be to destroy a mother's last hope. So she got her wish. But what about the child, the child who has lost all possibility, all the light?
No one cares. Because that's his fate. It is also his best choice.
"When I was ten years old, my uncle went to the bunker and tried to take me away. That's when I started to learn how to shrink bones, and children have soft bones, and with a little effort, they can break free. My mother found out about my uncle and refused to let me go. She tried to kill herself by slitting her wrists in front of me, and although she was prevented, from that moment on, I knew that I would probably not be able to break free from this chain for the rest of my life. ”
His mother's expectant gaze made him unable to bear to break free from the predicament of fate.
There is no heavier fate than love. For a child, he can only grow up according to his mother's wishes, there is no other way. Because he is the whole of his mother's life.
Sadly, his mother could not be the whole of his life.
"When I loved her, I was glad that if I hadn't been born, my mother might not have survived. But when I hated her, I also fantasized that it would be nice if I wasn't born. Ye Daiwan hugged him tightly, his hands were frighteningly cold.
"I'm going crazy. No, I'm crazy. Twilight, I've been crazy since I wanted to kill myself. I'm just a rag doll that my mother loves, as long as I don't have to think about anything, just stay there quietly. ”
"But I'm not. I am a human being, a living person, as long as it is everything that a person wants, sunshine, friends, self-esteem, dreams...... I want them all. But I can't have it, and I can't have one. ”
Ye Daiwan was tightly grasped by Xie Xuan, whose eyes were red, and it hurt a little. But she didn't struggle. She knew he was in the middle of that never-ending nightmare. She understood the desperation of being powerless to break free.
"So, You'an, how did you get out?"
This sentence made Xie Xuan sober up. It's already out. Everything in the past dissipated like a cloud of smoke, and after the darkness faded, he saw a girl as bright as spring.
He couldn't help but laugh.
That's because one day, a man with broken bones and blood all over his body was living in the bunker, and he was about to die. This man was dying, but he still missed his young sister, who was powerless to protect herself.
"Knock!" there was another knock on the door.
Xie Xuan seemed to suddenly remember something, and smiled and arranged her clothes and hair. "I forgot, there's one more thing waiting for you. ”
"What? what do you mean?" Ye Dai looked at him in confusion.
Xie Xuan opened the door. The lights were shining outside the door, and a girl stood there, a little timid, but she seemed to muster up all her courageous expression, walked in firmly, knelt at Ye Daidu's feet, and made a big salute.
"He'er, why are you still here?" Ye Daiwan was very surprised. Her brother has already left, and as a younger sister, she can't leave with her. Is it impossible? Ye Daiwan vetoed it herself. If he regrets it, he can stop her while she cuts the mat.
That kind of determination can be easily shaken. Ye Daiwan herself didn't believe it.
Xu Suying interrupted her thoughts, spoke, and said in a loud voice.
"Your Majesty, please take me. I will be loyal to Your Majesty until the death, and I will never turn my back. ”
Ye Daiwan went to help her, but she refused to get up. Ye Daiwan said helplessly. "Get up. Your brother is from a family, aren't you, and if even your brother can't be your own master, how can you?"
"Your Majesty, this is a mistake. What about the family? Isn't it possible that the family among His Majesty's people cannot be trusted?" Xu Suying retorted loudly.
Ye Daiwan didn't know where she got her courage. Of course, it doesn't matter if the family is good, on the contrary, it is very profitable. But Xu Suying can't. Her brother Xu Jingming can't go against her clan, how can she?
"Go back. I can't hurt you. Ye Daiwan sighed deeply. If the clan threatened her mother and brother, how could she not compromise?
Xu Suying clenched her fists and used all her courage. "No, Your Majesty! I won't go back. To the clan I am an outcast, and to the world I am a waste. There is no place for me in this world, and no one can allow me to live except Your Majesty. ”
"Could it be that for Your Majesty, because I am a woman, it is useless!"
This question made Ye Daidu's groggy head finally sober up.