"The more you try to get closer, the more you can't get it. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info"That's absolute darkness. Ye Daiwan continued.

"Wei Zhen, you once asked me, why is heaven unfair? I don't know, I can only tell you that God is unfair to everyone. He will take away what he gives. He took the most important and irreplaceable things in my life and gave me all that I disdained. ”

Xie Xuan's voice was cold, so that Ye Daiwan couldn't help but grope over and hugged him. "I'm sorry, Ann. I knew it, but I said it anyway. I'm like a loser, feeling sorry for myself and angry with you. I know ......"

"It's okay, I know Twilight didn't mean to. I know Twilight's heart. It's just that if it were someone else, Twilight would break his heart if he spoke like that. Xie Xuan knew that he was a little demanding, but he couldn't help but say it. As long as it's human, you will want to be coquettish. Erlang is no exception.

"Did I break your heart?" Ye Daiwan was not so stupid, the meaning of what he said was so clear, how could he not accept it. She timidly leaned in and kissed the corner of his mouth. "Will you hate me?"

"What do you think? Of course not. Xie Xuan touched her messy hair and hugged her. "I'll never hate you. ”

"The liar said forever. Ye Daiwan replied with a smile. But there was still uneasiness in her heart. Those two words forever are too heavy. No matter how hard the stone tablet is engraved, it will eventually disappear. The vicissitudes of the sea, the abyss and the high cliffs, it is not that it will change.

She'd seen too much of the ugliness of an oath being smashed. She wanted to have illusions, but she kept questioning. When the tide of love recedes, no matter how tall the building is, it will be easily shattered by a small wave. Love is just a fortress of sand.

But.

Ye Daiwan stroked her lover's cheek, little by little, and kissed it preciously.

But there is still no way to give it up, no way to veto, no way to be sober. She is like a drunk person, knowing that there is a bottomless abyss in front of her, but her body is still uncontrollable, stepping into it step by step. Even if she wants to be crushed, let her get drunk.

"Wei Zhen, what makes you question?" Xie Xuan asked with reluctance to let go of his lips, but he still restrained himself.

"I don't know about you, Ann. All I can see is you. I don't know you in the past, and I can't guess you in the future. I know I love you at this moment, and even if I break my bones, I won't let go. But I can't guarantee or believe that this love will last forever. If one day, time smooths all this, can I still embrace you so calmly?"

"You'll get to know me. I'll tell you everything about me. My darkness and light. Also, before eternity comes, even if you let go of this hand that holds me tightly, I will chase you to the ends of the earth and embrace you into my arms. I'm not going to let go. Xie Xuan's words were a little terrifying, but Ye Daiwan was willing.

Probably confused by love. Even such a terrifying threat made her ecstatic. She was probably terminally ill. Love is a terrible terminal illness.

"You'an, in fact, I don't understand, you are from a family, the Xie family has been prosperous for a hundred years, and there are countless three princes and nine kings. In terms of family background, you have no one to deceive. Also, when it comes to talent, you will never lose to anyone. I don't understand, where does the darkness you see come from?"

Because, only those who don't want to wake up can get drunk and sing wildly, day and night.

He drank wine and enjoyed the fun, but his eyes could not retain even a little excitement and joy, like the merciless stream, which carried away everything in the world.

After hesitating for a long time, Xie Xuan still broke the silence in the room. "Wei Zhen, do you know my father?"

"The mighty general of the British Gong Xie Jinji. How could I not know about Gong Xie. Ye Daiwan couldn't help but follow him. "You are Gong Xie's widow. You should be very proud to have such a father who stands up to the sky. ”

And unlike her. Her father brought her only endless loneliness and back. Even now that he knew that he was forced to do so, he had loved her. She still can't afford to be admired. There is only a hint of pity.

"Proud? yes, my husband should be. But why did Ye Daiwan hear despair in his voice.

She couldn't help but ask. "Then why do you grieve?"

"Before me, there were five older brothers, all of whom were very talented, all above me. My father is a hero in the world, for the country and the people, and he is selfless. He devoted his whole life to driving the Northern Hu barbarians out of the Central Plains, not to mention his own conquest of his whole life, even his five sons, my brothers, were all sent to the battlefield by him. ”

There is no need for him to talk about this story anymore, Ye Daiwan knows that now the British duchess has only one son under her knees, Xie Xuan. It also means that they are all dead.

"No, what you're thinking is far from the beginning of this story. Xie Xuan hugged Ye Daiwan tightly, as if he wanted to draw some warmth from her, so he had the courage to continue. No matter how much she pleaded, no matter how hard she tried, her husband ruthlessly rejected her hope of keeping one. A woman in her forties lost all her sons. What will happen?"

It's going to go crazy. If it was Ye Daidu, she would probably want to destroy all the obstacles. No, she's going crazy before they die. How could she tolerate the children she loved so much to send to death. Even if it's for the country, even if it's for the country, it shouldn't be her son, all sons.

At that time, there was no Xie Xuan. From these few words, Ye Daiwan could feel the anger and despair in the heart of the woman who had lost everything.

"yes, probably no one isn't going crazy. Xie Xuan continued as if he could hear the sigh in her heart. "My father died before I was born. When my mother was desperate and wanted to be martyred, she found out about my existence. I am her last hope. ”

In the sinking whirlpool, death is like a shadow, and the life-saving straw at this time is to cut her hands to blood, and she will never let go. And the flower of hope that bloomed in this desperate situation was watered with too much love and expectation, and in the end it could only be dyed with unexpected black.

"My mother doted on me very much, whether it was a valuable jade antique or a rare ancient book, as long as I wanted it, she would find it for me. Ye Daiwan felt that the pain in his tone was about to overflow.

Isn't it good enough to want a life where you can get anything? Probably being ridiculed by others is hypocritical? But whose life belongs to someone else?

Even the taste buds taste different ups and downs, and how to force the same standard. True happiness belongs only to the individual, and only you know what you want to get.

Ye Daiwan understood this, so she waited quietly. It's approaching, his heart.

"There was only one thing, and she wouldn't give it to me. ”