The one hundred and fifty sorrows of disaster
Qin Jiami's slightly cramped eyes made me more sure of my guess, and I asked cautiously: "What is the relationship between you and Luo Mingjie?"
"What are you looking for me?" Qin Jiami's eyes dodged, and she didn't look directly at me anymore.
Xiao Sa behind him didn't seem surprised by this, he squeezed Qin Jiami and Luo Mingjie straight away and entered the house.
Qin Jiami frowned slightly, glanced at Xiao Sa, and then said to me in a not very friendly tone, "You come in." ”
I hesitated and entered the house, Luo Mingjie didn't say anything, and went straight into the bedroom. I followed Qin Jiami to the living room, there was a gentle piano music playing in it, the house was furnished warm and simple, very artistic, with white as the main color, and inadvertently added the blue of cornflower in many places, the wall of the living room hung a black and white photo of Qin Jiami, her eyes in the photo were arrogant and indifferent, and it was indeed a cold and unparalleled aura.
Xiao Sa didn't have any weight at all, he visited everywhere by himself, looked here and there, and left me and Qin Jiami sitting on the sofa in the living room, but it was a little embarrassing.
"You and him......" I asked, but she looked at me with impatience and resentment in her eyes, so I was silent and waited for her to speak.
"You see, that's it. Qin Jiami said.
"What about Zhang Xingchen?" I asked cautiously, seeing her and Luo Mingjie like this, I couldn't tell the feeling in my heart, I always felt that in the final analysis, this qiē seemed to be because of me, and this qiē in front of her was not what she wanted, and when she came to this point, I am afraid that she has already hated me very much.
Qin Jiami pulled the corner of her mouth and said with a sneer: "Don't you think it's ridiculous to ask this question?"
I shook my head, "Aren't you married to him? Now he needs you by his side, you know he ...... now."
"Yes. Qin Jiami interrupted me coldly. "I've been by his side for 20 years, but I can't compare to you by his side for 20 days, do you think I shouldn't self-reflect and wake up early?"
"But you're married,...... I know. Zhang Xingchen, and me, it is me and he who are sorry for you, but that is all in the past, and I will never ...... I'm not going to be your problem anymore, not again. I swear.
"Really?" she asked with a sneer and an eyebrow.
I nodded, "Yes." ”
"Then what are you doing with me now?" Qin Jiami stared at me coldly, "Aren't you coming to me because of him?"
"I just want to, I just want to ......" I bowed my head weakly under her gaze. Then he replied like a mosquito and a fly: "I just want to know about Chu Mingmin, he has amnesia, and I think only you can help him get back that part of his memory." ”
Qin Jiami snorted coldly, she stared at me and said, "Why do you come to beg me for him? Who do you think you are? His girlfriend? Lover? What is your identity, why are you worried about him? What you say is good, and it will no longer be a problem between me and him, don't you think it is ridiculous for you to say this? You are creating problems now, do you know?"
"What do you mean?"
"I'm going to testify in court, so to speak. I've always been an insider, you see. Accidentally, the future of the stars is in my hands, what do you think, what should I do with him?" At this time, Luo Mingjie got dressed and walked out of the bedroom.
He walked towards us, and he looked at Qin Jiami. His eyes were gentle and concerned, but when that gaze fell on me, it seemed so cold, and he said in a deep voice: "Have you finished your business, haven't you seen that her hair is still wet?"
He walked up to Qin Jiami's side and stood still, stretched out his hand to her and said, "I'll help you blow your hair." Let's go. ”
I watched the interaction between the two of them in shock, only to see Qin Jiami stand up with an indifferent face, put her hand into Luo Mingjie's palm, and then said to me condescendingly: "Originally, I planned to help him, but now it seems that since you help him, then I don't have to waste time, I hope you can help him." After speaking, she followed Luo Mingjie in the direction of the bedroom.
"Xiao Mi!" I hurriedly got up and called out to her.
She stopped, turned to look at me, and said coldly, "No." ”
"Xiao Mi, you said that the only person in this world who won't hurt Zhang Xingchen is you, have you forgotten?" I shouted loudly behind her.
Qin Jiami was unmoved and followed Luo Mingjie into the room.
I stood there stunned, Xiao Sa came over and patted me behind me, "Let's go, let's go back." ”
"You already knew they were together?" I asked Xiao Sa.
"I knew it not long ago. Xiao Sa glanced at the direction of the bedroom, and then urged me impatiently: "Let's go, let's go, let's leave." ”
I followed Xiao Sa and walked out of the house with heavy steps.
got into the car, Xiao Sa didn't start the car, he was silent and didn't speak, I was sitting in the co-pilot, and I was also full of worries.
"Lu Xiaochao. After a long time, Xiao Sa spoke, but his expression was not as playful and relaxed as usual, and he looked a little strange to me at this moment.
"Hmm. I nodded and looked at him.
He reached out and straightened my face, "Don't stare at me, you'll be shocked back when you say it." ”
I didn't bother with him, but stretched out my hand to block my vision and said, "Okay, I won't look at you, just say whatever you want." "When he came to my house earlier, he knew he was in trouble.
"I ask you one last time, the last time in this life. Xiao Sa said.
My heart skipped a heavy beat.
"Uh-huh......" I whispered.
"Really, can't I?" he said.
Hearing this, I put down my hand that was blocking the side of my face, and I saw Xiao Sa was closing his eyes, silent for a while, he slowly opened his eyes, and then turned his head.
"If you don't look at me, you know you're going to cheat. Xiao Sa smiled far-fetchedly.
"Xiao Sa's ......"
"Look at you, with a guilty face, I'm surprised, other girls know how to save a few spare tires, why don't you know a few perfunctory words of mud and water?" Xiao Sa smiled embarrassedly, but tried to pretend to be casual.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to talk about feelings anymore. I bowed my head and said.
"Do you want to talk about feelings, or don't you want to talk to me?" Xiao Sa asked with a straight face.
I glanced at him, sighed, and said, "I don't want to, whoever it is." ”
Xiao Sa smiled, and only spoke after a while: "I was just about to tell you about Zhang Xingchen." ”
"What's the matter?" I asked.
"Actually, Xingxing and Xiaomi are not married at all, and they have not received a marriage certificate at all. Xiao Sa looked at me and said.
I was slightly stunned, and my heart was touched again.
It turns out that he is really only one person left now.
When he needed his shoulder the most, I left.
"I thought you'd be happy. Xiao Sa said.
I smiled bitterly, then shook my head and said, "It's okay with me anymore, it's all the same for me, it's just ......"
"Just what?"
"He's ...... now. It should be hard. I said sneeringly.
"Lu Xiaochao. "Xiao Sa called my name again, serious.
I looked at him and waited for his next step.
"Actually, sometimes I think you're really stupid and selfish. Xiao Sa said: "Do you know? Your ignorance and self-righteousness are actually really hurtful, you said that you, since you like Zhang Xingchen, why do you always push him away without saying anything in order to make yourself better?"
Xiao Sa's tone was a little anxious, and he continued: "Do you know what the stars have endured for you?"
He said that he married Qin Jiami, in fact, it was simply to save you from the embarrassing identity of a third party, so that you would not become the target of public criticism, you know? When I went to see my grandmother, I learned that he had a kidney transplant, and when Qin Jiami took this matter to force him to leave the hospital and stop worrying about your business, he even did not hesitate to kneel in front of Qin Jiami. ”
Xiao Sa said, and in the end, he almost roared: "Lu Xiaochao, what is so great about you, we are worried about you one by one, but you only care about your own feelings, what is he missing in the stars, why do you not hesitate to kneel for others?"
I was silent, silent, intuitively, it was good to be silent like this for the rest of my life.
The heart seemed to be bursting, and the pain in the heart spread all over the limbs.
Xiao Sa laughed, and then said with a wry smile: "I originally planned to pretend that I didn't know, and I planned to pretend that I didn't see it." ”
"Xiao Sa's ......"
"But you see, Qin Jiami is no longer the little Mi who didn't hesitate to do it for the stars back then, and the stars also need you now, what reason do you have to stand by?" Xiao Sa stared at me tightly, as if he had made up his mind to hear my reply.
I shook my head, trying to shake off the painful feelings.
"I can't...... You don't understand, I'm not the original Lu Xiaochao anymore, no matter what the people around me are, I don't have the courage to return to him anymore, for us, each other's existence is the source of the disaster, we don't deserve it at all, it's like a cloud and mud, it's impossible to be blessed. I said, trying to use these to convince the spreading heartache.
"I don't care, no matter what, the matter of the stars is the first thing now!" Xiao Sa shouted.
He took the phone from me that I had been holding.
"What are you doing?" I looked at him puzzled.
He waved my hand away and dialed a phone call, and I took it, only to find that he had already dialed Zhang Xingchen's phone.
After a long time, a voice came from the other end of the phone.
The voice, as if it had traveled through several planes, reached my ears, and he said, "I don't remember if I killed her." ”
"Lu Xiaochao, maybe, it was really me who killed her, otherwise how could I have forgotten it completely?" His voice was full of pain, and there was even a cry that I couldn't bear.
Tears rolled down my eyes.
I looked at Xiao Sa and asked him helplessly, "What should we do?" (To be continued......