"Lin Ke?"

I couldn't believe that the person standing outside the door was drenched, with a pale face and blue lips, who was Lin Ke.

I couldn't tell if it was tears or rain on her face, the rain outside was not heavy, and she was wet all over the snow that had just fallen earlier, and she didn't know how long she had been outside, and she had drenched herself like this.

"Xiao Chao......" She almost fainted and fell limply on top of me.

Seeing that I was about to fall, Xinghai hurriedly walked over and helped Lin Ke into the house.

"Why is it so wet, your friend?" Xinghai asked me.

I nodded and whispered, "She is Lin Yue's sister." ”

Xinghai glanced at Lin Ke in surprise when he heard this, and then looked at me with a confused expression and asked, "What does that kid have to do with you?

"Shut up. I glared at him, then opened my door and said, "Hurry up, help her into my room." ”

Xinghai glared back at me unhappily, and then helped Lin Ke into my room.

After helping Lin Ke to my bed, Xinghai clapped his hands and said, "I'll go to Xiao Sa's place to sleep tonight, you say I'm not hospitable." ”

"Don't forget that you're a guest too. I gave him an angry look.

Xinghai pointed at me behind me and complained very dissatisfied, "Lu Xiaochao, I'm going to be a male nanny for you at home, you should beg me to stay and take care of you, don't learn some bad things from Xiao Sa, if I leave you, you won't starve to death!"

"Yes, yes, babysitter, I'm going to change her wet clothes now, can you go out?" I ordered the eviction.

Xinghai raised his hands in surrender: "Okay, I'll go, let's go!"

Pushing Xinghai out the door, I didn't forget to remind him: "Wait for tomorrow." You still have to explain to me clearly, what is going on between you and Lin Yan. ”

He didn't back down at all: "Tomorrow you have to explain to me clearly, where did you go last night, and you came back with that dead character!"

I pursed my lips and slammed the door shut.

Turning around, Lin Ke trembled. She sat on the edge of the bed without saying a word, her eyes staring straight ahead, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

I opened the closet and took out my bathrobe, grabbed another dry towel, and turned around and walked back to her.

"What the hell is going on? It scared me out of this way. "I couldn't help but complain.

She still didn't speak, but her lips were purple and she was not lightly frozen.

I turned on the air conditioner in my room and reached for her clothes. "Change your wet clothes, you're going to freeze like this...... No, let's go take a hot shower, right?"

Lin Ke looked distracted, as if she had made up her mind not to talk to me, I took my bathrobe, pulled her out of bed, and walked straight into the bathroom that was connected to my room.

"You stand here and wait, I'll put the hot water away. You take off your wet clothes first. I admonished, and began to scramble to pour hot water into the tub.

"Xiao Chao. ”

Lin Ke was behind me. Finally opened his mouth.

"Well, I'll listen, you say. "I guess she must have something to do with Tang Xiayi like this, thinking of this, my heart is indescribably heavy. But I was afraid that she would feel it, so I tried to make my tone sound as relaxed as possible.

"You and Zhang Xingchen, why did you separate in the first place?" she didn't say Tang Xiayi, but asked about Zhang Xingchen.

People may be like this, always trying to find coexistence in others. It's good to comfort yourself, but in fact, the pain is nothing, everyone hurts like this.

Wouldn't that make it painless? No.

No matter how sad I was, my sadness could not comfort her sadness.

"Why do you ask?" I smiled back at her.

The hot water in the bathtub was still running, I turned around and walked to her, took off her coat and put it aside, I whispered, "The water is hot, it will be more comfortable to take a hot bath, I'm outside, I'm guarding you." ”

Lin Ke sat down by the bathtub, so I went out of the bathroom and went back to the bed in the room to sit on the edge of the bed, but I didn't hear any movement inside for a long time.

I walked to the bathroom door again, knocked on the door and said, "Lin Ke, take a shower, if you have anything to say, let's talk slowly, okay?"

After a long time, I finally heard some water sound inside, and not long after, Lin Ke's voice came from the bathroom: "Come in and talk to me." ”

I opened the door and walked in, and found that Lin Ke was already sitting in the bathtub, and the whole bathroom was filled with the mist from the hot water, I took a small stool and sat next to the bathtub, and saw that Lin Ke's face finally eased a little, and his lips were bleeding back, no longer purple.

She squinted her eyes slightly, and there were tears in the corners of her eyes.

"What the hell happened? Aren't you with Tang Xiayi? How did you get it like this?" I asked with concern.

"What did you do when you separated from Zhang Xingchen?" she didn't answer me.

I looked at her for a long time, and when she saw that I didn't speak, she opened her eyes and looked at me, and then asked, "What did you do? Did you ask him to turn back?"

I looked at Lin Ke and was a little surprised, did she plead bitterly to Tang Xiayi?

"Don't look at me like that. Lin Ke said, lowered his head, and said sneeringly: "It seems that I am the only one who is so unproductive." ”

I sighed, then smiled and said, "Actually, when I was separated from him, I didn't even see him, he was taken away in a coma, and I didn't know until he returned to China this time that he was in a coma for three years after we separated." During this period, I didn't know anything, I didn't know his life and death, and I only survived by relying on an expectation. ”

Lin Ke heard this, and seemed to have forgotten the original pain, and asked me again: "He loves you, right?"

I shook my head, "I don't know." ”

"Why?" she asked.

"Even he doesn't know. I said with a wry smile, but in my heart, there was a voice loudly refuting myself, after so long, after so many things, I still doubt his sincerity, I think there is no more brazen person than me.

Lin Ke also laughed twice, and at the end, she said, "Xiao Chao, do you know?

I looked at her, she was surrounded by mist, the diffuse mist made her eyes look a little blurred, but the bitter smile on the corner of her mouth showed her helplessness and pain, she said: "I removed the clothes pole from my closet......" She smiled again, her smile was full of bitterness and self-deprecation, "When I saw Tang Xiayi, I was holding those two clothes poles in my hand... I guess he's too embarrassed to do it. ”

"You're thinking too much. I comforted.

Lin Ke shook his head, "I was thinking at the time, in fact, he doesn't like me, it's good that he stays away from me, and he is laughed at by others." ”

Lin Ke said: "Xiao Chao, I didn't have such a deep experience when I stayed by Lin Yue and Lin Xuan before, it turned out that ...... I'm really a burden. ”

"Tang Xiayi, did he tell you anything?" I asked cautiously.

He said that the person he liked was Ru Xuan...... He never liked me......" Lin Ke cried, "Xiao Chao, you say, how can he just deny the one between us? Could it be that he is good to me, and all the happiness he has when he is with me is faked? I don't believe it, Xiao Chao, I really can't believe it." ”

"So, you bowed to him? You begged him?"

"I bowed my head a long time ago, and I put away my pride as early as when I liked him. She cried.

Lin Ke's crying was basically uncontrollable, and she was still crying until she came out of the shower.

I kept trying to say something to comfort her while I was busy drying her hair.

She kept sobbing, kept talking about the trivial matters between Tang Xiayi and her, the sound of the hair dryer was a little loud, I didn't hear it too clearly, I only vaguely heard her say that Tang Xiayi had kissed her.

If a man kisses a woman emotionally, can this also not be love?

Many times, a person's sin may only originate from a whim, or it is also such a whim, and many people may not be able to get rid of the fate and curse that accompany that kiss throughout their lives.

When her hair was dry, Lin Ke lay down on the bed, I also climbed on the bed and got into the quilt, Lin Ke's eyes blinked, and she seemed to be tired of crying, she grabbed my hand and said, "Xiao Chao, thank you for accompanying me." ”

"Say something, say thank you!" I said with a smile.

"But Xiao Chao, do you know how much I envy you?" Lin Ke had a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, muttered for a while, looked at me and said: "I am physically disabled like you, but it is different, the luckiest and most miraculous thing in the world happened to you, but it didn't happen to me, this, I am so envious!"

"What?" I asked.

"It's about two loves. Lin Ke sighed heavily, smiled wryly and narrowed his eyes: "I think, it's a miracle to fall in love, the earth is so big, the hour hand moves minute by minute, and every second someone is born and someone dies, but there are two people who meet unexpectedly in the vast sea of people, which is already rare, and those two people are in love with each other, what a miraculous thing......

I fell into contemplation, fell in love, is it really a miracle?

"If only he loved me. Lin Ke said.

My scalp was numb and goosebumps were coming out all over my body.

"If only he loved me. ”

Many years ago, Zhang Xingchen asked me, Lu Xiaochao, can you also like me when I still like you.

It turns out that love should also be at the right time!

What Lin Ke longed for so much, Zhang Xingchen handed it over to me countless times, but I let it go again and again, like this, I am no longer qualified to pursue happiness.

The man named Shan Wei appeared in my mind coldly.

This is a kind of spell, and Ruqin has succeeded.

Whenever I pray for happiness, it awakens my shame and sends me to an endless hell. (To be continued......)