Lin Ke stared at me without blinking, and there was something like grief in his eyes.

"What I find, I'm just saying, what I say if......" I immediately shook my head, incoherently denied.

Lin Ke stared at me for a while, then sighed heavily, she patted me on the shoulder with one hand, and said earnestly, "Did Zhang Xingchen do something sorry for you and be found out by you?"

Lin Ke seemed to have misunderstood what I meant, and didn't associate my problem with Tang Xiayi at all, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and then nodded silently.

"You've already been with Lin Yue, just forget about Zhang Xingchen's house!" Lin Ke smiled heartily, and when she saw me staring at her, she smiled a little and said: "I sympathize with you very much, yes, but my brother is not bad, don't cry and mourn, Zhang Xingchen's matter will turn the page, but I heard Lin Xuan say that he is going to get married this Saturday." ”

I nodded again, and the whole world was reminding me of this, on average, several times a day, as if I was counting down to life, and the bell of death was constantly ringing.

"You know what? Actually, everyone says that first love is only suitable for nostalgia, but I don't think so. Lin Ke said: "My life, starting from learning love, from enthusiasm like fire, to fatigue and boredom, to the long stream, I have never let go of the hand holding that person, this is the most complete life: with the same person, completely share joys, sorrows, and sorrows, experience birth, old age, sickness and death." ”

I couldn't help but sigh when I said this, but I thought of Zhang Xingchen again.

"You don't have a chance, though. Lin Ke said with a wicked smile.

I didn't say anything, and after a while, I was going to leave.

"I have to go back, it's late. You should rest early, too. I stood up and said.

"Sleep here tonight, my bed is very big, it's really not good, you can sleep in Lin Yue's room!" Lin Ke smiled teasingly again.

I coughed awkwardly and complained disapprovingly, "Can you please stop making fun of me?"

"Okay, okay, okay! It's so late, how can I let you go back alone? Wait, Lin Xuan is back, I'll ask her driver to send you back. Lin Ke dragged me back to the sofa. Then she glanced at her watch and muttered in a low voice: "Why hasn't Lin Yue, this stinky boy, come back yet." ”

At this time, the doorbell suddenly rang.

"Say Cao Cao Cao is here, this kid really has an electrocardiogram with me!" Lin Ke stood up with a smile and walked to the door and turned on the video.

"Ahh

I was taken aback, seeing Lin Ke staring at the video without moving, it took a while to come back to her senses, she turned off the video with her hand, and then shouted at me with an excited expression: "It's Zhang Xingchen! Why did he come to my house? Did he come to you? How did he know that you were at my house?"

I broke out in a cold sweat and thought something was wrong. A Zhang Xingchen made her scream like this?

"Wouldn't it be better if you turned on the video and interrogated him?" the doorbell rang again, and I sighed helplessly and gave her a blank look.

"Yes, yes, yes!" Lin Ke hurriedly turned on the video again, and then asked in a voice that was not reserved at all: "Hello, why did you come to my house at this time......?"

Before he finished speaking, Zhang Xingchen's voice came from the video: "Lin Yue is drunk, I sent him back, I have to trouble you to open the door,...... He's pretty heavy. ”

Lin Ke had a look of sudden realization. He seemed to be very disappointed with the result, and then hummed weakly. The door opened.

"What kind of expression do you have? Do you want to see a good show?" I said, looking around for a suitable place for me to hide, and I really didn't want to see him here.

"That is to say, Lin Yue is my precious brother, I should really be on his side...... However, it's a shame that you missed Zhang Xingchen!, right!"

I couldn't help but laugh. Then walk straight in the direction of the bathroom.

"Why are you going?" asked Lin Ke loudly.

I shushed, then lowered my voice and said, "I'll go to the bathroom, don't say I'm here, embarrassing." ”

"You're so boring!" Lin Ke shouted behind me.

As soon as I got to the bathroom, I heard them coming in. So he immediately closed the door.

In fact, the bathroom and the living room are separated by a decorative wall for some distance, so I really don't have to be so nervous.

I stood in front of the mirror and looked at my own weak heart, and finally sat down on the toilet seat with some collapse.

I didn't hear a sound for a while, and I breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that it would be better to wait for Lin Ke to come and call me before I went out.

"Yes! Zhang Xingchen's voice suddenly came from outside.

Before I could get up from the toilet lid and lock the door, the bathroom door was suddenly opened, and then Zhang Xingchen appeared at the door, staring at me in surprise.

"Ahh

Zhang Xingchen reflexively covered my mouth and said in my ear, "What's the matter, what are you screaming?"

Oh, yes.

I realized that I was just sitting on the toilet seat, and I didn't ......

At the moment, our posture is very **, he is holding the back of my head with one hand, covering my mouth with the other, I am almost close to his chest, this close contact makes my heart pound, almost forgetting that the person in front of me is the groom-to-be who is about to step on the red carpet.

I struggled twice and motioned for him to let go of me.

He cleared his throat, then let go of me and said with an embarrassed face, "What are you doing here?"

"I ......" is not going to the toilet, what else can I do in the bathroom?" I said with a look of course.

Zhang Xingchen pursed his mouth disappreciatively, and then snorted coldly and said, "You can't be avoiding me, right?"

I scoffed and retorted imposingly, "How is that possible." ”

He took off his suit, and I saw that there was some vomit on the shoulders of his suit, and even the collar of his shirt was stained, and I frowned in disgust, and he found out and said angrily: "This is your boyfriend who vomited!"

He threw the suit into my hand, and then began to take off his white shirt, and I immediately looked away, and he snorted again, and then heard him turn on the faucet.

Out of the corner of my eye, I still saw his bare back. He had several scars on his back, and even some scars that looked like festering and healing, which was very hideous. I think it's probably because he's been in a coma in a hospital bed for so many years.

Perhaps sensing my surprised gaze, he turned to look at me.

Then, I was startled by a long, thick scar on the right side of his abdomen.

He looked down at his wound. Then he asked me disapprenorantly, "Is it scary?"

My eyes widened, for fear that I would provoke tears, he turned around, washed the filth on his neck with water, and said lightly: "This is a scar from the operation, it is said that my right kidney was transplanted to me by Xiao Mi." ”

I was amazed again.

He turned around, looked at me for a long time, and said, "Lu Xiaochao, do you know what you did?"

I stared at him. Seeing him smile casually: "I once put aside my shame, put aside my gratitude and guilt for Xiao Mi, and shamelessly held your hand." …… But you pushed me away. ”

I stood stunned, unable to move.

Lin Ke walked over with a T-shirt and a thick coat, and said as he walked: "I'm really sorry, I stained your clothes, I found Lin Yue's clothes, you can make do with them first!"

Zhang Xingchen said thank you. He took the clothes from her hand and put them on, then threw the shirt to me and said, "It's all your boyfriend's handiwork." It's not too much to wash it for me, wash it by hand, iron it and give it back to me. ”

Then he left.

Lin Ke asked behind him, "Can you drop her off by the way?"

"Sorry, not dropping by. He waved his hand without looking back.

Lin Ke turned to me and reached out to shake it in front of me. Whispered to me, "Isn't he very close to where you live? Are you okay? What did he tell you?"

"What about Lin Yue?"

I grabbed his clothes, walked out of the bathroom, and hurried to the living room.

Lin Yue lay on the sofa, drunk and messy.

I stood in front of the sofa, staring motionlessly at Lin Yue's sleeping face.

"What's wrong with you!" Lin Ke asked worriedly.

I gasped. Then I inhaled heavily, my eyes wide and I didn't blink, but the tears finally burst the embankment.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Ke panicked and asked vigorously.

I really wanted to wake up Lin Yue, I really wanted to see him wake up, I tried to search for memories of Lin Yue in my mind, trying to recall my firm determination to protect him forever, trying to remember, but it became more and more blurred.

I hugged Zhang Xingchen's clothes and said to Lin Ke, "I'll call you when I go back." ”

Lin Ke didn't stop me, looking at a loss, but I really didn't care about comforting her, and left there in despair.

When I returned to my apartment, it was already early in the morning, and I was sitting in the living room in a daze, my mind was blank, and I couldn't even think of anything, just staring at Zhang Xingchen's clothes piled up on the coffee table.

I sat like that, my mind felt like it had been hollowed out, I couldn't really remember anything, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

It wasn't until the glimmer of dawn came through the curtains that I woke up from that terrible void.

I glanced at the desk calendar next to the sofa, it was Friday morning, and tomorrow was Zhang Xingchen's wedding.

I hammered my unconscious legs, and it took me a moment to get up, and I took the two clothes to the bathroom, fetched some laundry detergent, and soaked them in the laundry tub.

I crouched in the bathroom, all I could hear was my own breathing, so hollow.

"Yes, do you know what you've done!" I sighed, and suddenly felt like the world had gone through a lot of life, as if I had already made a fortune.

I rubbed the suit gently, and my fingertips suddenly touched a foreign object, and when I opened it, I realized that there was something in the inner pocket of the suit.

I carefully flipped it out, it was an old envelope, and I flipped to the front of the envelope, and it was a letter, and the handwriting on it had been soaked.

However, I can still vaguely recognize a few of the handwritings, and my love is just beginning.

For no reason, I burst into tears. (To be continued......)