As for what she omitted, in fact, Lin Suqing was not particularly curious, whether she said it or not, it was really insignificant compared to overturning everything she knew.

The reason why he answered her request was not just to know what she had missed, but that he felt that he needed to do something to divert his energy and attention. Otherwise, he fears that he will fall into self-denial because of remorse, denying everything about himself, and even denying the meaning of his life.

In fact, he has been thinking about it since he was just a child, is it necessary for him to live?

If his survival has always troubled the world, then why should he continue to live?

However, he was not willing to die. However, today's unwillingness is different from the unwillingness of the past. Today's unwillingness is more because of the second prince.

Didn't the second prince make all kinds of sacrifices just to let him live?

With such thoughts, Lin Suqing walked out for a long time, and as he walked, he thought of it again in his heart - there is a purpose for living. Once, he lived to go back, because he still had an elderly mother who needed his care, but now he ......

Regardless of whether the mother in the other world is his biological mother or not, the affection for him as a parent and child for decades will not be fake, he has experienced it firsthand. It's just that...... Will his identity, now or in the future, be able to live like an ordinary person again, will it bring trouble or bring changes to the peaceful world over there?

Maybe...... He can't go back...... However, if you don't go back, then ......

By the way, Fang just forgot to ask her, who was the person who adopted him, could it be Xia Harvesting Bird? If it was her...... Suddenly, there was a little bit of happiness, at least not more fragile than mortals, birth, old age, sickness and death, sickness and suffering...... Just thinking about it makes my heart throb. I hope everything is well, I hope I don't have to worry about it, I hope I don't have to be mortal.

"If you are a mortal, please don't implicate her in the sin of my scourge, I hope that heaven and earth will know, she is a good person who is diligent and thrifty, although her temper is not very good, but her heart is soft and kind, please be gentle with her. Give me all my sins. ”

Lin Suqing prayed in his heart.

He also prayed about the second prince: "May the Lord be able to attain a new life as soon as possible, and allow me to go and ask for my sin." ”

After the heavy rain, the mountains and forests are full of humidity in the air, there is no wind, the red glow of the day soaks the sky, reflecting thousands of mountain peaks, even the lush forests, it seems to be covered with layers of red veil.

People who are full of thoughts like to look at the sky and try to clear their minds, like the sky is clear.

......

After the rain and the sky cleared, the eagle burst into the sky again, and the big fish jumped out of the water from time to time, as if it would turn into a human form in an instant. Good thing it doesn't.

Lin Suqing caught a few pheasants, caught two male fish, and set up a fire by the lake to roast them. He hadn't been out of the cabin for five years, and the last time he did so, it was to make the dog happy. This time, he killed the second prince with his own hands, I'm afraid that it will be difficult for the dog to forgive him. It's a love-hate example.

As early as when he made this calculation, he expected the consequences, the separation with the dog, and the parting with the night...... This journey is actually not in vain, but he has to give up if he wants to live.

It's all a choice, and it's a choice to regret it now.

There is nothing clear in life, and he has now sorted out all his doubts, but he still hasn't lived clearly, and he doesn't feel that everything is thorough.

One more day is just one more puzzle.

As soon as life passes, I am afraid that I will keep being confused, constantly waking up, constantly repenting, and constantly keeping regrets.

Death is never difficult, it is the hardest thing to live, and it takes courage to live. He suddenly ...... I don't want to live anymore.

......

The sky is getting darker and darker, and the glow is getting more and more transparent, and the pressure is getting lower and lower. It was clearly summer noon, but the sky was as muddy as an autumn evening, and the clouds burned redder than fire.

In despair, Lin Suqing finally roasted the pheasants and fish, he wrapped them in lotus leaves and took them back to the cabin, as soon as he entered the house, the fragrant smell of meat immediately filled the whole house, and it couldn't be dispersed, tempting the little cubs to salivate and drip.

"Come, sit down and eat. She sat down straight and raised her hand to signal Lin Suqing to take a seat.

He sat down appreciatively, but although the dishes were fragrant, he had no appetite: "Please use it slowly." "He hasn't felt hungry for many years since he started cultivating.

"Although you have cultivated the technique of meridian passage and valley control, you can eat a little bit, not to stop your hunger, but to fill the void in your heart. She wiped her hands, tore off a lotus leaf, broke off a chicken leg through the leaf and handed it to him, "Eat." If you don't eat it, I'm really worried that you will be poisoned. ”

Lin Suqing raised his eyes and was stunned, smiled crampedly, took the chicken leg, immediately took a big bite and chewed it slightly, and said gently: "Seniors can rest assured." ”

But seeing that she was stunned for a moment, she said: "You have a ...... temperament" She was quite helpless, "I don't know who I followed......"

He was neither arrogant nor impatient, neither humble nor arrogant, slightly pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled reluctantly, and said, "The good part is either with his parents or under the influence of the second prince." As for the bad parts, I learned them all by myself. ”

"Well......," she sighed, "do you know what I'm going to say?" she sighed.

"The younger generation doesn't know, and I want to listen to it. ”

"As for what I just said...... "She didn't really want to eat some big fish and meat," I thought about it for a long time, so I'll tell you. ”

"Hmm. "Sounds like an unbearable thing to do.

She took her hand off the table and said with a solemn face: "The second prince will not come back." ”

"What does it mean that you won't be coming back?" a sense of foreboding swirled in his mind.

"The meaning that it won't come back is that although the Phoenix vein can be reborn in Nirvana, the second prince ...... He is an exception. She said solemnly.

"Exception?" Lin Suqing was stunned, he was puzzled, he was puzzled, he was not even convinced, "Please also ask the seniors to elaborate." ”

"The second prince is the ancestor of the child, and since he is the ancestor of the child, then he has more than his own spirit in his body. She was neat and serious, "In other words, in a certain way, the second prince is the same as you." Since he has his own three souls and seven spirits, he still has the three souls and seven spirits of the Phoenix Ancestor stored in his body. ”

"What does it mean that he can't come back...... Late students don't understand. He is only concerned with this one thing, no matter how many identities the second prince has, no matter how many spirits the second prince has, he just wants to know what the so-called individual case, the so-called can't come back, what does it mean, Mo Fei......

"In other words, the second prince died, and it was no longer him who woke up after Nirvana was reborn, but - the Phoenix Ancestor. ”

"What about him, what about the second prince?" Lin Suqing was a little anxious, and couldn't hold it anymore.

"Dead. ”