"To do this, it is almost impossible for the world to find you again. In addition, he even killed Yuan Jun in the middle of the night, and if he did enough to make a false appearance, the world could only believe that your mother and son were dead. ”

As she spoke, her hands tapped Honeysuckle's head gently as if to a slow beat. Lin Suqing looked at it a few times and then looked away, she couldn't bear to look at it more, she couldn't bear to slap it like this.

"And there is only one way for the Celestial Realm to confirm. She said, "I can only ask Bai Ze Divine Venerable for verification." ”

Lin Suqing guessed that when no one could know, only Bai Ze Divine Venerable, who knew everything about the world, could tell the truth from the false, but according to his temperament......

"No wonder...... No wonder Bai Ze Shenzun said that the second prince owed him a favor......"

Everything is straightened out...... How many questions puzzled him for several years, and finally sorted it out. However, he did not feel the relief he once thought.

He slowly inhaled a long, deep breath and exhaled quickly, expecting it to be more comfortable, but no, the feeling of heaviness became clearer, heavier, and more dull.

"That's pretty much all I can tell you, and I don't know how detailed it is. She sighed and stood up, sounding like her heart was pounding, and it was not light.

"Believe it or not, it's up to you. ”

"I believe it. Lin Suqing leaned back in his chair dejectedly, "What you said can be combined with the clues I know." I just don't want to believe it, and I have to believe it......"

"But when you believed the words of the Demon Venerable Emperor Shandi, you also thought the same. What's more, what Emperor Shan told you is also the truth. ”

"Is it any benefit to you to help the second prince say good things?" Lin Suqing said expressionlessly, "As for how I view the second prince in my heart, my opinion on the second prince, the world, and you, is worthless. ”

"Whatever you think. Again, whether you believe it or not is your own business, I just tell you what I know. ”

"Thank you. ”

When gratitude has long become a polite word between people, he has not said so sincerely for a long time.

"You're welcome. ”

I couldn't hear the emotions in each other's words, but everyone's answers were full of emotion.

......

Awakening is always a positive change, but sometimes awakening is not a kind of cruelty? going through the most cruel process, going through the most cruel change, and then getting a new life, and then looking back on the past.

If you have ever been mired in a quagmire and confined to a predicament, it is a kind of sudden enlightenment after reaching the top, and if you have personally overturned everything that you once thought of......

There is nothing more uncomfortable than overthrowing everything that has been.

There is nothing more painful than when you hate someone who is good to you.

Lin Su Qing sat quietly, and even he couldn't understand his own mood at this moment. When how to describe it, he sipped the feelings in his heart again and again, it was really indescribable.

For a while, too many feelings came up, and all the hearts were blocked, and it turned out to be a feeling similar to a blank feeling. Too many things came up, blocking my mind, and it became a blank space.

At this time, the confusion and distraction are completely different from usual.

"Do you regret it?" she asked, as usual.

Lin Suqing tugged her lips and couldn't answer. I regret it, I regret it very much. There is nothing more painful in the world than regret.

"When he is reborn, I will apologize. He muttered.

"Do you mean the phoenix nirvana is reborn?"

"Yes, I know he's a phoenix, and if it weren't for the fact that he was a phoenix, I wouldn't have stabbed that sword. ”

"Oh...... You even have a plan to avenge the murder of your mother. ”

"yes. Selfish and self-interested like me, I try my best to drill camp and calculate, and only live for myself. ”

"Human nature is nothing more than desire. ”

"It has nothing to do with whether or not I have a demon god sealed in my body, it's my own desire. ”

"At least you know the desire, it's better than not knowing. She seemed to be relieved, "Many people don't know their desires, and they indulge in them and enjoy themselves, which is the most terrifying." ”

"Is it terrible...... Lin Suqing sat with a blank expression, his eyes were empty on the ground, and there was nowhere to land, "The world is afraid of demons, and they sneer at it and don't want to be with it." Not really. In fact, the devil has always lived in everyone's heart, and if there is a desire, it may become a demon at the first thought. In the final analysis, every living being in the world is a demon. ”

"Are you going to fall because of the facts?"

Lin Suqing shook his head and was silent for a long time before he whispered to himself: "The second prince once taught me to be broken, I once thought I was already broken, thinking back to that time I was the first to argue, but now I know that it was just a one-sided understanding at that time. At that time, I thought I could break all kinds of things, but in fact, I was just a leaf floating on the sea, and I only saw the tip of the iceberg. ”

"To be broken, you must experience and understand in order to break it. She said.

"It's not always possible to break through the experience. ”

"Are you broken now?"

Lin Suqing nodded, and then shook his head: "There is no such thing as a broken thing, but if you are alive and always on the road, you will always be in the process of enlightenment." ”

"So you're going to get through it and get back on your feet. Or do you want to return to the ordinary from now on, live in this mountain and wilderness, and be an ordinary mountain village husband?" she stood, crossed her hands and wrists on the back of the chair, looked at Lin Suqing and asked, "After all, you are scheming for you to live, and others are also scheming for you to live." ”

Lin Suqing shook his head again, this time he didn't answer. I just know it in my heart.

He had made a promise in front of the second prince that he would be how he would be. Later, he repented, he just wanted to live, and then be an ordinary layman. But now, he has too many regrets, regrets hating the second prince, regrets that he once had too much self-righteousness, regrets killing the second prince, because of regret, he wants to continue to fulfill his promises, but because of regret, he feels very tired of living, and the feeling of regret is too torturous.

"Lin Suqing. She raised her voice suddenly, "I just missed something and forgot to tell you." ”

What else...... Something he regretted even more......

"But you should first find something that will fill your stomach, preferably something like big fish and meat, and you will immediately have strength. She rubbed her stomach and patted her belly again, "By the way, I will clear some mountain springs, I said that my mouth is dry, and the corners of my mouth are foaming." ”

A few red pandas listened. immediately got up to go out to look for it, but was stopped by her stretching legs: "I don't want you to go." ”

She raised her chin and poked Lin Suqing's direction, beckoning him, "Go quickly, I have to eat and have the strength to take care of this matter." You too, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it. ”

"Good. ”

Lin Suqing got up and went out when he answered, his legs were weak just now, not because he had been sitting for too long.

I hadn't walked out of this cabin for five years, and as soon as I walked to the door, before I could look out, I was blinded by the sunlight and couldn't open my eyes.

He grabbed the door frame, but unexpectedly his finger was pricked by the wooden thorns on the door, and the pain made him immediately gasp for air.

His eyes quickly adjusted to the bright light, and he looked at his fingers, which were beading with blood, and the pain woke him up, making him feel alive.

He stretched out his hand to probe the light, and the bright sunlight illuminated his bony fingers as if they were transparent, and the flesh was red with blood, as if the bones could be faintly seen.

A small wooden thorn pierced his finger made his dignified man frown in pain. I don't dare to think about it, if I stabbed myself in the chest, then cut it through the wound, and then cut my heart with one knife after another......

I can't think about it anymore, thinking about it, even my heart hurts faintly.

This body was once a piece of flesh cut off from the second prince's heart. His whole person is a piece of meat on the second prince's heart. Lin Suqing thought about it and suddenly had a trance - I don't know if he is alive, or is the second prince alive?

He looked at the fingers that were still pouring blood beads out, the blood beads gathered bigger and bigger, slid down and down, just dripping on the nose of the loquat that followed it, it was wet by the rain and its hair was about to dry out, the nose was still wet, and as soon as the blood beads hit its nose, it quickly seeped in.

The loquat stared at its own nose, and then at Lin Suqing through its nose.

"You...... Don't follow me, I'm afraid to see you right now. Lin Suqing's nasal cavity was sour, and he went out of the door without looking back.

Rao is so resolute that he can't withstand the invasion of remorse.