Chapter 134: But I Just Like You
A dim bedside lamp was on, and Liu Rupeng wrapped herself in an air conditioner, only revealing her two fragrant shoulders, curled up and sitting at the head of the bed, the corners of her eyes moist.
Suddenly she hugged her legs tightly, buried her head in her knees, and cried silently.
"I don't like you." Yi Cheng's relentless voice replayed in his head repeatedly. Slow-live, freeze-frame, and replay.
"I don't like you either. I just don't like you, I hate you! Liu Rupeng grabbed the pillow at hand and slammed it the TV.
Then he continued to sob.
It's like when I was a child, when I saw my parents arguing, my father hit my mother hard, and then yelled at her fiercely: "Get out of your house!" ”
She didn't dare to do anything, she couldn't do anything, she could only hide in bed and cry.
That's what it feels like now.
I can't do anything, it's useless to do anything, I can only cry alone.
In my memory, there is always a depressing atmosphere at home, and the clouds are gloomy. Dad likes to drink, likes to go out to play, and every time he comes back drunk, Mom says a few words to him, and he will do it.
Sometimes it's a slap that makes my mother spin around like a spinning top, and sometimes it's a slap that pulls off the belt and slashes my mother's head and face.
Dad didn't hit her, never did, never touched her with a finger. But she still felt fear of her father in her heart. As soon as you close your eyes, you can see Dad's fierce expression.
Later, my parents divorced. She was relieved. Other children may be very sad if their parents are divorced, but she is happy and does not need to be afraid in the future.
There is no father at home, the atmosphere is much better, and my mother is always very gentle, although sometimes she is very strict, and occasionally beats her, but she is never fierce. Even when he hit her, he spoke slowly, telling her why he was hitting her and pointing out what she did wrong.
Later, my parents got back together. She was nervous. Although after getting back together, Dad rarely did it again, and he was no longer drunk, and he rarely looked vicious.
But she was always worried that one day he would sprout his old ways. That day will come, just sooner or later.
She doesn't hate her father, she just fears him. He didn't dare to talk to him, and although he seemed to dote on her, she never dared to be coquettish in front of her. Even though he never hit her.
She firmly believes that if she is coquettish in front of him, depends on him, and believes in him, one day he will definitely beat her viciously, just like he beat his mother.
Why do you think of these? Liu Rupeng wiped her tears, took out a soft tissue from the tissue box at the bedside, blew her nose vigorously, and then kneaded it into a ball. With a flick of the little hand, the paper towel flew into the garbage basket accurately.
She loved playing basketball as a child. But Dad just glared at her and said, "Girls don't play with this." From then on, she never dared to play basketball again, and she didn't dare to touch any ball games.
That's what he does.
So...... A sad smile appeared at the corner of Liu Rupeng's mouth. So I've always wanted a gentle boy to be there for me. He doesn't have to be tall, he doesn't have to study well, he doesn't have to be handsome, he just needs to be gentle.
Then when I was in high school, Yi Cheng appeared in front of me. He looks a bit like a girl, soft and weak, with a gentle personality, doesn't talk much, and never gets angry. Always very low-key, he will not rush to the front of any activity.
He doesn't get good grades, he seems a little stupid, but it doesn't matter, I'm smart.
I don't know when I started to pay attention to him, I couldn't help but care about him, I wanted to know more about him, I wanted to talk to him, I wanted to be alone with him...... Is that like?
But this bastard! Liu Rupeng pounded the bed hatefully. It's all pretended!
Obviously a very tough person! It's so fierce when you fight! Obviously ruthless! How did you cheat for three years! Bastard! Swindler! The king-eight-egg who deceives the girl's heart!
"I don't like you." Yi Cheng's ruthless voice replayed in his mind again.
"But I just like you! What should I do? Liu Rupeng shouted loudly, his voice echoing in the empty room.
……
Morning. Yi Cheng got up early in the morning, washed and dressed, took his admission notice, ID card, etc., and came to the door of Liu Rupeng's room.
Tuk Tuk Tuk knocked three times, and there was a sound of rustling inside, and after a while, Liu Rupeng ran to open the door a crack. "Wait a minute, I haven't washed yet."
Yi Cheng took a closer look, her face was pale, her eyes were still a little puffy, and she obviously cried for a long time last night. Then he retracted his gaze: "Okay, don't worry, report for a day." ”
"Bang!" The door slammed mercilessly in front of him, and the sound sounded like swatting flies. Yi Cheng smiled bitterly.
After waiting for about 20 minutes, Liu Rupeng dressed neatly and walked out slimly. Most girls at this age have not yet learned the compulsory course of makeup, so they will go out a little faster.
Liu Rupeng is still plain-faced, but she is invincible in her youth, and she will never be inferior even if she stands in front of those first-line stars.
She was wearing denim cropped pants and a white crewneck T-shirt today, with a string of French written on the T-shirt, Yi Cheng couldn't pronounce it, but the glyphs were very beautiful.
After the two of them walked out of the hotel, Yi Cheng said: "Be careful when you get to the school, senior brother of fire prevention and theft prevention, there must be a lot of people who are attentive to you, you have to observe carefully, don't do wrong things when your head is dizzy." ”
"What's your business, you don't like me." Liu Rupeng said with a straight face.
"I'm just saying a word, it's up to you to listen or not." Yi Cheng stretched out his hand to stop a taxi, pulled the car door, and motioned for Liu Rupeng to go up.
Liu Rupeng paused at the door. "Don't mess with flowers, remember, there is still a Song Jiaqi in Shazhou."
Yi Cheng shrugged: "I didn't come to college to pick up girls. ”
"If you believe you, you'll have ghosts."
Liu Rupeng got into the car. The car started slowly, Yi Cheng stood in place and watched, and found that Liu Rupeng was looking behind him frequently.
When the taxi disappeared, he stopped another taxi for himself and went to Tunghai University of Technology.
Sitting in the taxi, he thought to himself that it would be inconvenient not to have his own car. I have to put the matter of buying a car and getting a driver's license on the agenda.
When he got off the bus at the gate of Donghai University of Technology, Yi Cheng couldn't help but be a little nervous. After walking in, he suddenly became excited when he saw countless young people in their prime dressed in different clothes and speaking different accents wandering around the campus.
This is the institution of higher learning. It is one of the top 10 key universities in the country all year round. Here are the world's brightest minds, the most advanced minds, the most energetic people.
What will happen to you in the next four years? What kind of people will you meet? What kind of new things will you learn?
When he thinks about this, he is full of anticipation.
"Yi Cheng!" Suddenly, someone shouted.