Chapter 133: I Don't Like You
When Yi Cheng walked into the hotel lobby with Liu Rupeng's luggage, he joked: "Actually, there is no room in this hotel tonight, you can only sleep in my room." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he regretted it, why was he cheap again.
Liu Rupeng said with a straight face: "Hmph, that's okay, you just sleep on the sofa." ”
At this time, Yi Cheng wanted to say, "That's no problem, it's just that I'm used to sleeping in bed, and I will sleepwalk in bed at night." But he didn't dare to say it, so as not to set himself on fire. After all, Liu Rupeng is just a little girl, not as mature as Song Jiaqi and Xiaoyan.
After obediently checking in for Liu Rupeng, he carried Liu Rupeng's luggage and sent her to the room.
At the door, Liu Rupeng almost grabbed the luggage, quickly swiped the card into the house, and then slammed the door shut.
Yi Cheng was bored, and was about to turn around and leave, when Liu Rupeng opened the door again and asked expressionlessly, "Do you still live in the room from last time?" ”
"Yes," Yi Cheng said, "I haven't checked out, and I've been living here lately." ”
"I'll come back to you when I'm done showering." After saying that, he slammed the door shut.
Yi Cheng returned to his room and felt a little distracted. It seems to be expecting something, and carefully discerning this mood is not expectation, but worry. No, no, no, it's not exactly worry, I can't say what it feels, in short, it upsets him.
After about half an hour, a gentle knock sounded on the door, and he went over to open the door, and Liu Rupeng stood at the door like freshly cleaned precious porcelain, with a refreshing luster.
There was a strange smile on her face, as if it was shy, as if it was mocking; She was wearing the same white sleeveless dress she had worn last time, which was short and didn't quite cover her thighs.
Her hair was clearly blown by the blow-off, but it was still a little damp, and it lay softly on her bare round shoulders, and there was a lazy sexual-sensual smell of a half-mature girl, but her face was still green, like a green apple, green and beautiful.
Yi Cheng felt that his throat was a little dry. To tell the truth, this girl's age is really not in his hunting range, but her appearance is really impactful, making him almost want to transform into a beast and break his precepts.
"Come in and sit, don't catch a cold." Yi Cheng didn't have anything to say, so he got out of the way.
Liu Rupeng laughed: "The temperature in Lin'an today is 39 degrees, how can it be cold!" ”
Yi Cheng also felt that he had said the wrong thing.
Liu Rupeng walked in with the bright and cute little steps unique to a girl, sat down on the single sofa, and curled up comfortably in the sofa.
Yi Cheng was silent, waiting for her to find a topic.
"Yi Cheng," Liu Rupeng finally spoke again, "I have a question for you." ”
"Just ask."
"......" Liu Rupeng shook her head slowly, "Forget it, don't ask." ”
…… Yi Cheng was speechless. What a troublesome creature, a woman.
The two sat quietly for a while. Liu Rupeng spoke again: "I still want to ask." ”
This time, Yi Cheng roughly guessed what she wanted to ask. So he was silent.
"Yicheng ......"
"Yes."
"Forget it."
……
Yi Cheng looked at Liu Rupeng's eyes, Liu Rupeng looked at him for a while, and looked away reluctantly. "Why are you looking at me like that?" Red clouds rose on her white and flawless face, even to the base of her neck, and she was as beautiful as a fairy in a flower. Down her neck was a white greasy, not as white as her sleeveless dress, but with a luster like the finest porcelain.
"Liu Rupeng, I want to tell you something."
"Well, you can say it." Liu Rupeng's voice was unprecedentedly gentle.
Yi Cheng pondered for a while and said, "That's what I'm telling you." As for me, I never thought about getting married, and I never thought that I would only like one girl and have only one girlfriend in this life. I may have a lot of girlfriends in the future, maybe I like each of them, but in fact, the person I love the most is myself, and I am very selfish. ”
"What are you talking about......" Liu Rupeng bit her lip stubbornly.
"I mean, actually, I'm a scumbag for girls, you know."
Tears welled up from Liu Rupeng's eyes. Her voice became hoarse: "Don't say it! Would you say the same thing to Song Jiaqi! ”
"When the time is right, it will," Yi Cheng said calmly, "If she can accept it, we will be together, if she can't accept it, then I will go to find another target." I don't understand what love means, I don't understand why it's 'from the beginning', the form of love in my mind is never one-to-one. It's good that she can understand nature, and if she can't understand me, she doesn't force it. ”
"You're a bastard!"
"Thank you."
Liu Rupeng stood up suddenly, grabbed the pillow on the sofa and threw it at Yi Cheng, who hugged him.
Liu Rupeng strode towards the door, opened the door heavily, Huo Di turned around, tears flowed into a stream, and sobbed and said, "Then tell me, why did you do that day!" ”
"Which day?"
"The day I climbed Xiaocang Mountain! Why do you want to help me at the risk of your own safety! Liu Rupeng almost said this sentence with a roar.
"I'm not trying to help you," Yi Cheng explained, "it's just that the person's posture is too ecstatic, so ......"
"!" Liu Rupeng rarely burst into a foul mouth, "You make it clear to me!" I don't believe you don't like me at all! ”
Don't have a little like? Not really. However, it is true that there is only a little bit of ...... Well, a little more than a little.
Yi Cheng didn't know what to say. In fact, in the final analysis, that move was not out of liking Liu Rupeng, but just an instinct, an instinct to maintain his principles.
He is a selfish person, and Yi Cheng has always admitted it. In this world, no matter whether it is love or a woman, it cannot be more important than his own "life", nor can it be more important than his dreams and efforts.
Love and women are just embellishments. Being alive is the most important thing, being alive is everything, and being alive is the opportunity to realize your dreams. If he dies and everything is empty, what is the point of love and women?
But being alive must not be like the walking dead. To live is to have dignity, principles, and a unique attitude.
Living without principles is more ugly than dying.
For example, seeing a speeding truck crashing into a little girl, knowing that her life will be in danger, you will still try to save her, this is a survival posture, the principle of life. If you can't have such a gesture, what's the difference between being alive and a salted fish.
Therefore, in the final analysis, he did not come forward and take risks out of his liking for Liu Rupeng or out of love, but in order to maintain his own survival principles.
Watching a woman who likes him and has a good impression of him being humiliated and swallowing his anger is by no means his survival principle.
But that's about it. It is just to maintain their own survival principles, survival values.
He didn't know how to explain it all, so he had to say, "I don't like you." ”
Liu Rupeng couldn't hold back any longer, turned around and rushed out of the door, tears floating in the wind.