I have always known that I am different from others, not only because I was born in the emperor's family, the third son of Emperor Wen, but also because I have been remembering things since I was one year old, and many things are usually remembered once and never forgotten.

I remember my mother and my father, I remember the queen, I remember the virtuous concubine, I remember the Zhuang concubine, I remember the lady concubine, these people who are often around my father, I remember all of them clearly, and what I remember more clearly is that the mother concubine has a good smell of orchids, the mother always gently strokes my hair, and there is indescribable love in her tone.

"Yi'er Yi'er will grow up quickly, and when you grow up, your mother will marry you a good-looking daughter-in-law, start a family and be harmonious," the mother concubine said this every time, and sometimes added another sentence later, "Don't be like your father." ”

Although I couldn't understand the meaning of my mother's words, I knew that I liked her very much, and I couldn't help but feel happy when I saw her smile.

The mother always hummed a soft song in her mouth, patted my back, sniffed the sweet smell of the mother in the crook of the mother's arm, I could always sleep very soundly, but I didn't understand why there were always some emotions in the mother's eyes that I couldn't understand, not like happiness, not like joy, but like a faint worry.

It's a pity that before I could figure it out, my mother died.

When the mother died, I was only two years old, but that day I remember very deeply, bright red blood kept gushing out of the mother's mouth, dyeing the mother's favorite Persian long wool carpet red, the mother fell to the ground, and the queen's henchman Aunt Xu was standing beside her, the queen looked at the mother triumphantly, what the queen said, I still remember it.

"Don't blame me for being cruel, you should know that this is not my idea, and if you are safe, you will not be killed by this. ”

The mother concubine fell to the ground dying, the light in her eyes dimmed when she heard the queen's words, and only after a while did she ask in a trembling voice: "Is it Liulang?

The queen smiled slightly, with pity and a faint mockery in her smile: "Do you know what you are wrong about? You are wrong because you are too smart, women are better at peace, like you have to hold everything in your hands, how can the emperor not be afraid? Not to mention that you still know so many things that you should not know, if I am the emperor, I will definitely not let you go, and now as long as you exchange your life for the three princes, it is already the greatest tolerance! Don't be dissatisfied." ”

The mother was stunned for a moment, and suddenly laughed bitterly, and that laughter was mixed with a lot of emotions that I couldn't understand, in short, I don't like it, I don't like this kind of mother, I don't want the mother to fall to the ground. I hurriedly tried to crawl over, but I saw the blood in my mother's mouth gushing out more and more, I never knew that a person could have so much blood.

I tried hard to climb with my hands and feet, but I was held down by Aunt Xu, my small body couldn't exert my strength, and I was pressed tightly, and I shouted in a panic: "Mother! Mother!"

The queen glanced at me coldly, "It's a pity that the third prince is so young, Aunt Xu, take him out, such a bloody scene is really not suitable for him to have a child here, it's a good sister, I'll send Concubine Chen." ”

Aunt Xu got the order and immediately hugged me out, even if I struggled no matter how useless, at that moment I panicked and didn't know what to do, I only knew that the mother was bullied by the queen, I cried loudly, the child's cry was sharp and high-pitched, every time I cried like this, my father and mother would always rush to coax me.

But this time I only had Aunt Xu by my side, she held my mouth hard, not allowing me to cry out loud, I slapped Aunt Xu hard, but I couldn't shake Aunt Xu at all, she still covered my mouth stiffly, and even ignored me crying.

At that moment, I really understood, whether it was Aunt Xu or the queen, they never liked me, it turned out that everything in the palace was fake, only the mother and father really cared about me.

I was tired of crying, so I fell asleep, and when I woke up again, I changed the world.

The person holding me had a very similar appearance to my mother, but there was a cinnabar mole missing from the corner of my eye, and there was no soft and loving light in my eyes, so I immediately cried out loudly, "Mother!

The man's brows furrowed, and he looked at the people around him a little helplessly, "Although the emperor sent me to the palace for His Royal Highness the Third Prince, I have never taken children, how can this be good?"

The expressions of the people around him were not good, and they said lightly: "Miss Yan coaxed the third prince, it's going to break your throat when you cry like this." ”

Then I learned that this woman who looked seven or eight points similar to my mother was actually my mother's sister, my aunt.

My aunt was not happy to enter the palace, she was put by her father in the Qiushui Pavilion very close to Jingyuan Palace, but my father never went to Qiushui Pavilion, and the Yunhua Palace where the mother lived was arranged into a mourning hall because of the death of the mother, and it was no longer suitable for me to live, so I was handed over to my aunt by my father.

The funeral of the mother concubine was a sensation, it was buried in the specifications of the imperial concubine, and it was buried next to the tomb of the father, except for the queens of the past dynasties, no one was qualified to be buried there, but the father overcame all difficulties and buried the mother concubine there. After the burial of the mother, my aunt said that she wanted to go to Yunhua Palace to see, and said all day long, and I also missed my mother, so I secretly went to Yunhua Palace with my aunt.

I didn't expect to be trapped in Yunhua Palace later, looking at the sky-high fire of Yunhua Palace, my aunt sat on the ground in complete despair, even I didn't care, she kept chattering, but the fire was too big, I didn't hear a word.

I just felt that it was getting harder and harder to breathe, and before I closed my eyes, I thought that I was going to find my mother, and this way, this way.

When I opened my eyes again, I was a little blindfolded, could it be that the Yunhua Palace had been burned to the ground like this? Didn't the mother's favorite pot of orchids also burn to death? I hurriedly got up and looked at the windowsill, and looked out from the edge of the windowsill, it was my aunt standing there, not knowing what to say with a man, looking excited.

I don't know what the man said, but my aunt was silent for a long time before she nodded.

Then my aunt came into the house, and when she saw me wake up, the smile on her face was a little stiff, but she still smiled, and asked me if I was hungry or thirsty, and the smile was very similar to my mother's concubine, and I thought of my mother when I looked at it, and I couldn't help crying.

I was only two years old at the time, and I didn't know that my aunt was smiling, I only knew that I didn't like my aunt's smile, I only knew that I wanted my mother, I wanted to find my mother, but it seemed that I would never find my mother.

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ps: I can't help but write about the male protagonist's previous life.,This is just an extra story.,I've been thinking about it in my head for a long time.。