"Or, do you want to know, what would I do to her?"

Pei Yuanxiu's eyes sank, he looked at me, and said slowly, "I don't know what you will do to her. For more up-to-date chapters, visit: ШЩЩ.(7)(9)XS.сОМ. As for what I'd do to her—"

“……”

"In the future, you will know. ”

I looked at his dark eyes, obviously I had grasped everything just now, but at this moment, I inexplicably felt a chill rising from my heart, and subconsciously clenched my hands, only to find that my palms were empty, and even a little cool.

I turned my head, avoiding his gaze.

"Light ......"

He called my name softly, and put one hand on the board in front of me, and I frowned, and hurried to avoid him, but in this originally spacious car, as soon as he approached me, it became so cramped that even my breathing was suppressed, and as soon as I stepped back, my back hit the cold board again. He slowly approached me, looked down into my eyes, and whispered in my ear, "I told you a long time ago that everything I do is for our future. ”

“……”

"Whether you want it or not, I will have you in my future. ”

I just felt like I was going to choke my breath, gritted my teeth and said, "What if, I want to get out?"

He lowered his head, put his ear close to my ear, and said word by word, "You can't get out." ”

This sentence is like a curse.

I raised my head to look at him, and he also looked into my eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Light, even if I die, your shadow will be brought by me into the 'Yin' Cao Difu." ”

At this moment, I slowly raised my head and looked into his eyes.

He looked at me, and his eyes suddenly flashed with a shallow smile, even a little gentle—

"Let's get entangled. ”

In this small carriage, I heard his vows to me like a curse, and outside this bumpy carriage, a long procession was stepping on the smoke and dust, after leaving Huai'an Mansion, slowly marching towards the north, as if walking into his future......

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After leaving Huai'an, we moved faster.

After Xuzhou, Jining, Jinan, it seems that we are about to arrive in Cangzhou, and as we slowly approach the capital, the weather is getting colder and colder.

From south to north, there is never a time when people can appreciate the two different styles of one season. The winter in Jiangnan also has wind and bone-chilling cold, but that cold slowly penetrates through the outside of the clothes, and then penetrates the muscles and bones, so that people have not yet felt it, but winter has already arrived in the heart.

The winter in the north is different, he is fanfare, and he is blown in front of him by the bitter north wind, as if he is about to punch into the human body, roaring to subdue every living creature on this land.

Our carriage drove non-stop on the official road, and in this way, from the 'yin' and cold 'tide' in the south, it slowly entered the cold wind in the north, and the fist-sized snow ball hit the car board, coupled with the howling cold wind outside, which often kept people awake at night.

I'm no stranger to winters like this.

But Han Ruoshi is obviously much sadder.

Since leaving Huai'an, we have also made stops in several places along the way, and naturally they are all the same as Huai'an Mansion, it is the local soldiers who occupy the state capital that those powerful gentry come to greet us, and all of them live in gorgeous halls with carved beams and painted columns, but, maybe intentionally, maybe unintentionally - I have hardly seen Han Ruoshi again.

Even those people set up banquets and entertains, she would avoid them.

After two or three times, I understood it very well.

She's avoiding me.

In fact, since she got pregnant, the situation between us has changed in an interesting way.

Overnight, she went from being a hunter to a prey.

Both of us were pregnant, but compared to me, she knew she was pregnant from the beginning and didn't want this child, she was obviously very precious to the fetus in her womb, and this child was almost the most important bet in her life, and the bet was naturally the posterior position she dreamed of. One regards it as a treasure, the other doesn't care, and such a battle is won or lost instantly.

She can't afford to lose.

Even if I didn't do anything now, it was enough to make her panic, which is why she was so cautious and cautious that she didn't even dare to meet with me.

'Licking' the calf is deep, in fact, most people can understand this kind of feeling.

It's just that when I look down at my bulging lower abdomen, my feelings are much more complicated.

In fact, when I first became pregnant, I kept asking myself, why did I want to conceive his child?

No one answered me, and God, as if he deliberately wanted to 'trick' me and 'trick' my life, just let me conceive his child.

For the sake of the people of Yangzhou, I left him.

In order to save those people in Huai'an, I didn't touch him.

When I left Huai'an, when Pei Yuanxiu told me that he would no longer threaten me with anyone's life, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the evil thoughts that could hardly be appealed to in my heart slowly came to my heart.

Maybe, I could-

Almost just thinking about it in my heart, there was an indescribable feeling in my lower abdomen.

These days, it's been like this, every time the thought that comes to my mind that I don't dare to face myself, every time I stretch out my hand to hold my stomach, and involuntarily exert a slight force, he will seem to sense the killing intent in my mother's heart, sense my uneasy situation, and toss a little movement.

The kid seems to be telling me in this way that he wants to live.

But what can you do if you live?

Even if other people don't know, I understand too well that for Pei Yuanxiu, entering Beijing represents the beginning of another war, and in this war, there will be me, and there will be this child.

In the imperial city, there have never been many cases of father and son contradicting each other and fratricidal.

I've seen enough of this kind of life, and I've had enough, is it worth an innocent life to be trapped in it again?

"Would you, would you like to?"

My hands trembled and stretched out to my lower abdomen, and I felt a slight trembling, and I didn't know if it was the movement of the child in my belly, or if I was trembling slightly.

The emaciated fingers slowly closed together, clenched into a fist, and then slowly raised.

Just punch the lower abdomen.

Or, give it a hard hit.

I know that this month is the most unstable time for the fetus, and even in these few days, it is clear that time is pressing, but Pei Yuanxiu ordered to slow down the speed of the journey, as long as it is a moment, or even as long as there is an accident, this child will completely disappear from this world.

I kept reciting it in my mind, as if I had recited a spell to myself.

But under such a spell, the fist involuntarily slowly released, gently put it back on the lower abdomen, and just pressed it, and felt a burst of calm.

I don't know how many times this is.

Every time, I wanted to harden my heart and end this little life in my womb, but every time to the end, I couldn't be ruthless, watching the days go by, and in the blink of an eye, on February 18, our team was getting closer and closer to entering the city, and my belly was getting bigger and bigger.

I still didn't make a decision for myself.

After all, it's still their own children.

After all, it will still be unbearable.

I looked down at my stomach, not knowing whether to cry or laugh, and muttered, "I'm really useless." ”

Just then, the carriage stopped.

The curtain was lifted by a hand, and although it was only a small point, the cold wind from outside immediately poured in, washing away the warm incense of the incense burner in the carriage.

Pei Yuanxiu was standing outside, looking at me.

Look at one of my hands and place it on my lower abdomen.

I don't know if it was because the wind was too strong and too cold, his face was slightly stiff, but the next moment, as if nothing had happened, and he hadn't seen anything, he said softly: "Light, we have arrived." ”

The voice, probably because it was in the wind, also trembled a little.

“……”

I didn't say anything, I slowly put my hand down and moved to the 'door', where he took my hand and helped me out of the car.

The sky was full of wind and snow, and it was almost impossible to see clearly from a distance.

Only in front of me, a small building stood in the wind and snow, and the two shaking lanterns at the entrance of the 'door' also seemed to be extinguished in the wind at any time.

I frowned, "Where is this?"

"The station. ”

"Didn't you say that you were going to Cangzhou?"

Xie Feng walked over from the side and said, "Cangzhou can't go for the time being." ”

"Why?"

“……”

“……”

The two of them glanced at each other and didn't speak, but Pei Yuanxiu said, "Go ahead and rest first." It's snowy outside. ”

I glanced at him, and then I saw that on another carriage, Han Ruoshi had already come down, surrounded by several 'attendants' and maids, I could hardly see her face, I saw that her body was covered with a thick wind, even her head was covered, and she walked directly into the post station.

I nodded, and followed.

Separated by a wall, it seems to be separated by four seasons.

It was so warm that it seemed to be a 'spring' day all of a sudden, and the fire was booming, and even those who rushed to serve were all red and smiling, and they were indeed much more comfortable than those who followed around them, and who were blown by the cold wind and had no expression on their faces.

Although this place is just a post station, it is obvious that someone has come to arrange it first, and a few simple rooms suddenly appear soft and gorgeous brocade quilts and some 'fine' utensils, and when I walked into the room they arranged, I even saw a bronze mirror on the table.

I have seen a lot of such treatment along the way, of course, the powerful gentry of Cangzhou want to please him.

But the strange thing is that this post station is already close to Cangzhou, and it is not the time when it is impossible to travel in the middle of the night, why stop at this time?

I vaguely felt that something was wrong, but I didn't ask much, just rested in that room, and was closing my eyes to recuperate, waiting for the people below to bring food up, when I heard the sound of horses' hooves in the wind and snow.

Someone here again?

The next moment, the big 'door' of the post station was opened.