I closed my mouth and saw him slowly sit across from me, with his back against the board, obviously not too big in the carriage, but there was a lot of empty space between the two people. шщш.(vii) (ix) x.S.сом The update is so fast.

However, although he said that he had something to say, he did not speak immediately after sitting down, but looked at me.

That gaze seemed to be searching for something.

I didn't speak, the two of them were silent like this, but the outside was different, those people were still busy back and forth, I could hear the sound of them walking around, and after a while, I finally heard Xie Feng say softly - "Let's go".

Then, the curtain of the carriage shook slightly, and Zhou Chengyin and Mrs. Zhou stood outside.

"Childe."

Pei Yuanxiu lifted the curtain with one hand, and saw Zhou Chengyin say respectfully: "This time, the son is coming, and in order to protect Zhou Quan, he deserves death." ”

Pei Yuanxiu said lightly: "You have done a good job. ”

“……”

"Hold Huai'an, I won't treat you badly in the future."

"Thank you, Childe!"

Just this sentence seems to have hinted at him, and the bright future of their Zhou family, the expression on Zhou Chengyin's face is quite calm, but the smile in his eyes has almost overflowed, and he raised his hand to Pei Yuanxiu and gave it a deep look.

The curtain was lowered, and the sound of the carriage starting, and our carriage swayed and began to move forward.

I was still in a trance, I didn't expect it to be like this, I was about to leave Huai'an, and I subconsciously wanted to turn my head to lift the curtain to look outside, but before I could move, the corner of my eye glanced at the person in front of me and moved slightly.

I was alert and immediately turned to look at him.

He looked at me and said, "I have something to tell you." ”

“…… You said. ”

He was silent again, looked at my flat lower abdomen, and said, "I want this child." ”

“……”

I didn't expect him to say this to me, I was stunned at first, and then I laughed dumbly.

I smiled and said, "Do you still need to discuss this matter with me?" ”

You want this child, of course you want this child.

When I first found out that I was pregnant, it was obviously you, who carried me to the second floor of the hospital, let me look out the window at the lifeless appearance of the entire Yangzhou City, and told me that if the child could not be saved, the people of Yangzhou would be buried for him.

And now, come and tell me, you want this child.

If it weren't for the fact that I really didn't have much strength, I would have laughed out loud.

Seeing my faint sneer, listening to my almost sarcastic words, the expression on his face became a little heavier, his eyes were dark, he only looked at me fixedly, and repeated: "I, I want this child." ”

“……”

My smile slowly narrowed as I looked at him.

"I know, you didn't want this kid all along, I know, you hate me," he said. ”

“……”

"I can use the people of Yangzhou, the people of the capital, and even the 'life' of everyone in the world to blackmail you. But—" At this, he seemed to be in a little pain, his throat choked slightly, and I said coldly, "Don't you think that this is not enough?" ”

He looked at me and said, "I'm still afraid—I can't keep him." ”

“……”

"I'm also afraid, I can't keep you."

“……”

I frowned slightly, and looked up at him.

It's been so many years, and the time to follow him is not short, I have seen him wield a sword against the enemy on the tower of Dongzhou, and I also know that he occupied the six provinces in the south of the Yangtze River under the most difficult circumstances and became a hegemon, he has experienced a bumpy fate that is not inferior to anyone else, but I have never heard a word of fear in his mouth.

Now, he actually said that he was afraid.

I'm afraid I won't be able to keep this child, I'm afraid I won't be able to keep me.

He had never had such a fear before, could it be that just because Han Ruoshi was pregnant, he felt that all this could happen?

But it is clearly not me who has changed, and I accept all of this with peace of mind.

Thinking of this, I looked into his eyes, only to find that there was actually a faint point of light in the deep black eyes, but it kept trembling, as if it was really as he said, in- afraid.

It was Han Ruoshi who was pregnant, and it was me who accepted it indifferently, but it was him who was afraid.

My throat also choked slightly, and I was silent for a long time, and said, "Then what do you want me to do?" ”

He said slowly: "I, I will no longer use anyone's 'sex' life to blackmail you, whether it is from Yangzhou, or anyone around you, I, I will not use the method of killing people to ask you to keep this child." ”

My eyebrows furrowed slightly.

"But, I want you to give me a promise," he said. ”

“…… Promise? ”

"Yes. Everything will wait until after entering Beijing. ”

"After entering Beijing." Although these words are a point in time, they suddenly make my mind 'confused'.

After entering Beijing.

This will never be an ordinary operation, the army he led to the north, without experiencing an earth-shattering battle, it is impossible to enter the capital safely.

And after entering the capital, of course, he can get his long-cherished wish fulfilled, ascend the throne and become emperor, command the four seas, and get everything he has had and everything he has hoped for in the past.

By that time—

I tilted my head to the side and said, "Pei Yuanxiu, although Han Ruoshi is pregnant, you don't have to come to tell me the importance of this child. ”

He said, "He, it's not important. ”

“……”

"He's special."

Special? I smiled softly, "yes, special." ”

“……”

"At least for now, everyone can see that this could be your firstborn. After entering Beijing, he was of course special. ”

"No, that's not what I meant," he looked at me and said word by word, "He's special because of his mother, who is light." ”

“……”

My heart sank and I looked up at him.

He said: "I may have many children in the future, but only the mother of this child is you. ”

“……”

"It's not him who is light, it's special, it's—"

Seeing that he was about to say that word, I suddenly felt a tingling pain in my chest, and suddenly interrupted him: "So, after entering Beijing? Is this an option for me? ”

“……”

"If you enter the capital, it means that from now on you will command the world and tilt the power towards the government and the opposition, and at that time, do I still have a choice?"

He couldn't finish that sentence, and there was a little loneliness in his eyes, but at this time, a little indescribable gloom flashed in his eyes.

He looked at me and said seriously: "I may not be able to enter the capital." ”

“……！”

I was slightly stunned and looked up at him.

I thought that he had come to this point, and even he himself said that no one could block his way, and he should be determined to get the throne of the Ninety-Five Emperor in the capital and the palace, but now, he suddenly said that he might not be able to enter the capital.

I frowned and looked at him, but he also looked at me calmly: "You and I both know very well that there are no absolutes in the world, although I am fully prepared, but I don't know what God will do to me when that day comes." ”

“……”

"So, if I can't get into the capital—"

I looked at him, "What are you going to do?" ”

He said very "honestly": "At that time, of course I can't 'force' you." ”

“……”

"Light, where you're going, what this kid will be, it's up to you to decide."

“……”

My eyebrows slowly twisted together.

I didn't expect him to talk to me so calmly about his possible "failure", although his 'sexual' personality has never been as arrogant as Pei Yuanhao, but I know that when it comes to the steadiness and thoroughness of doing things, after his failure to win the heir, he has never lost to the current son again.

I was silent for a while, and instead of answering him, I said, "Then, what if you enter the capital?" ”

“……”

"What would you do to me?"

"......" he looked at for a while, and said in a very serious and determined voice, "I will be good to you." ”

“……”

I didn't know why, and laughed.

Good for me? Of course it's good for me.

No matter when, this point is probably the only thing I can be sure of, he is not like Pei Yuanhao, he scolds when he is angry, and even uses his hands when he is angry, even if he is imprisoned, he will imprison me in a cage with a picturesque scenery that even makes many people forget to return.

So, good for me......

I can almost imagine what kind of life I will live in the capital, in the magnificent palace, in the nine-fold three halls, and what kind of future I will have with this child.

Seeing my faint, almost cold smile, Pei Yuanxiu's eyebrows frowned slightly, and then said, "I know you want to go." ”

“……”

"But I won't let you go."

“……”

"If I can't enter the capital, this world may be full of places for you; But if I enter the capital, in this world, only my side is your place. ”

“……”

This sentence made my heart sink.

I slowly leaned on the carriage, feeling the carriage constantly shaking forward, the carriage slightly colliding with my back, as if there was some invisible hand, all these years kept pushing me towards the fate of this moment.

If he can't enter the capital, the world is full of places for me?

Of course.

But if he enters the capital, only his side is my place in the world?

I couldn't help but smile faintly in my heart.

He was telling me that as long as he ascended the throne as emperor, I would have to stay with him, and if I dared to leave, he would make me never at peace.

This, it doesn't seem to surprise me.

Since having this child, I have almost stopped hoping that he will actually let me go.

But—

I slowly looked up at him and said, "You say, you will be good to me." ”

He immediately said, "Yes." ”

"What about Han Ruoshi?"

“……”

It seemed that he was caught off guard by hearing this name, and his originally calm face was slightly stunned, I looked at him calmly and said, "What will you do to her?" ”

“……”

His expression was obviously a little apprehensive, last night, he didn't answer this question, Xie Feng is not a person who talks a lot, and he will not 'force' him at this time, but now, I put this question in front of him.

I looked at him, the corners of my mouth rose slightly, and said, "Or, do you want to know, what will I do to her?" ”