Chapter 113: Bed Talk
Let's say that Jessica persuaded Xiuying and Phoebe to change beds, and the others also felt that Phoebe was very serious today, so they didn't make a fuss about this matter, and obediently went to bed to rest, of course, each dormitory inevitably discussed their views on today's matter for a while before going to bed.
Fortunately, except for the three people in Taeyeon's house, there are people in the other rooms who can relatively calm the scene, or hold their opinions, so they didn't make the same thing as Yuna.
And Yoona's side, after turning off the lights and going to bed, she chatted briefly with Phoebe for a while, plus Taeyeon said that she was unfounded, and gradually dispelled her initial fear of Phoebe and said: "Phoebe, I'm sorry, I was wary of you at the beginning, and I'm very strange about this, you are really good to us, and I am very sorry for you for having such thoughts." But when I first had an idea, I couldn't stop the car. β
Taeyeon said hatefully: "What, it also affected me, and you blame you for causing me to be beaten." Now it's okay, everyone knows that I'm schizophrenic, my face is all gone, what do you want me to do in the future! Phoebe, you brainwashed me to make me forget about this, ah, I'm not alive, I'm a dead man. β
Phoebe felt that Yoona's affection for her was indeed not as good as it was at the beginning of the night, and now it was more important not to let Taeyeon deny herself, so she said: "Sister Taeyeon, there are only a few people in the world who have a true second personality, and you may be one of these people, which may make you show fans a different image than before." As for Sister Yun'er, it's normal for you to be afraid of me, but it's mainly because you don't know me, it's caused by insufficient communication, don't feel burdened yourself, it will change after a long time. However, since you asked, I won't hide it from you, I can indeed implant something in other people's deep subconscious, so as to influence other people's thinking. β
Taeyeon and Yuna were both stunned, and Yuna pouted, "Sister Taeyeon, do you also know?"
"Of course I don't know!" Taeyeon heard Phoebe talk about this for the first time today, but she wasn't too worried that Phoebe would use it on her own people, and she was so angry when she talked about it that when she was in the kitchen, she began to doubt her perception of the outside world because she was not firm enough, which is really ......
When Taeyeon was thinking nonsense again, Phoebe pulled her hand out of the quilt, patted Taeyeon's stomach and said, "Sister Taeyeon, you just think too much all day long, and you don't want to talk to others to make yourself what you are now, so don't think about it, especially when you think, don't always ask yourself and answer yourself." β
Taeyeon exhaled and said dejectedly, "I'm scared, will the second personality replace me?"
Yoona listened quietly over there and didn't say anything, she didn't quite understand why Taeyeon trusted Phoebe so much after getting the truth since she didn't know that Phoebe would brainwash her.
Phoebe explained: "Everyone is actually misled by film and television works and novels, the real second personality will not replace the first personality, and those second personalities that replace the main personality in film and television works and novels cannot be said to be replaced, but the main personality has been expanded." β
"Expansion?" Taeyeon said curiously.
Phoebe went on to explain: " That's right, expanding, after the host personality usually suppresses certain thoughts and behaviors too much, these thoughts and behaviors will be subconsciously focused on raising to a very high level of vigilance, and one of the characteristics of human perception of the world is self and exclusivity, so these vigilant thoughts and behaviors will be gathered together by the subconscious to form the so-called second personality, in fact, this is just the bud, this is a hostile false role created by the person himself, and the behavior of this character is hostile to the master personality. However, there is another characteristic of human cognition, that is, curiosity about hostile targets, so when the germ of the second personality appears, because of the need to understand the nature of the opponent, the host personality is also full of curiosity about these restricted behaviors and ideas, and because of the need to understand the behavior and thoughts of the opponent, the host personality will inevitably appear to simulate the behavior, which is the so-called second personality replacing the first personality. β
Yuna interjected and asked, "So that's what kills those personalities in movies and television?"
"Identity?" Taeyeon remembered a classic movie.
"That's what I'm talking about, haha. Yuna smiled.
When it comes to watching movies and TV series, Phoebe won't watch them, after all, she can't remember faces, and if Sunny pulls Phoebe to watch it, she will always help Phoebe explain who it is.
And "Identity" is a horror movie, and Sunny didn't watch it, so naturally he didn't watch it with Phoebe. didn't let go of Phoebe, but I heard from Yuna's words that the movie is probably about a person with multiple personalities, and multiple personalities kill each other.
Phoebe didn't say "identity", but continued: "In fact, the so-called killing is just the imagination of the screenwriter and director, a kind of artistic processing, in fact, in essence, personality will never be replaced. β
"We were all terrified when we watched the movie. Taeyeon interjected, but sighed in her heart, after listening to Phoebe's meaning, sure enough, things became boring, this is the truth she mentioned?
Yun'a asked again, "But what is the matter with many people who are out of line with their previous behavior?"
Phoebe went on to explain: "People are actually changing all the time, as the environment changes with the change of experience, with the different treatment they receive with the contact with things, it can be said that unless they maintain the same piety and wonder like those in religion, as long as they do things, they will definitely change." People can't say that this is growth just because a child grows up and becomes an old man, but in essence, this is a change in the person's personality.
"Woo, too. Taeyeon and Yoona were stunned when they heard this, but they found that what Phoebe said was very good, and many things were not strange because everyone was used to them, but now after Phoebe's explanation, they faintly understood that many things are not as ordinary as everyone seems on weekdays.
Taeyeon asked again, "Then why do you still say that I have a second personality, and that there are very few people like me in the world?"
Phoebe said: "Sister Taeyeon, you are indeed a little special, you used to be too depressed about yourself, maybe after experiencing something, you have a rejection of yourself, for a long time, you have been hoping to make yourself more perfect, and gradually become like to take responsibility for yourself, but your first reaction after everything related to you goes wrong is to think that it is your own fault." And because you have a rejection of yourself, so you are ashamed to tell others after making a mistake, and you have a characteristic that you like to punish yourself once you make a mistake, or hide so that others can't find it. β
"I didn't ......" Taeyeon said for a while, but she knew in her heart that Phoebe was right, she had always been habitually finding fault with herself first, and she often hated why her abilities were so limited.
"Sister Taeyeon, Phoebe is right, you do often stuff yourself, and you don't say anything when I ask you. Yuna followed.
"So am I really going to be replaced by a second personality?" Taeyeon asked with a heart-to-heart kick.
"Actually, you have a misunderstanding, if you really want to study a person's experience for a month, it will probably take a year, so I can't know what causes your rejection of self and thus cultivates a second personality, but it doesn't matter, remember what I just said? In fact, in essence, the second personality is the expansion of the main personality, and it does not replace it, but the change of the main personality seems to be very sudden, and it is not as gradual as a child grows into an old man, so it will be considered to be replaced. So, in any case, you are still you, and the main personality and the second personality are just convenient titles, and there is nothing magical about them. β
"But I didn't see anything bad. Taeyeon is still a little struggling.
"I also think that Sister Taeyeon, you are very good. Yoona understood what Phoebe meant, and she couldn't help with anything else, but she was sure that Taeyeon wasn't wrong, right?
Phoebe added: "As for the growth of the second personality, it is because you have always felt that you are not capable enough to be qualified for the work of the captain, and in the early days, perhaps when you were a trainee, you were far away from your parents because you had too strong a sense of responsibility, so you took care of many people and silently took on some pressures. Although this is all your kind and responsible side, it also overwhelms your heart, but despite this, you don't want to put pressure on others, so you don't tell others, which makes you extremely lonely and longing for someone to talk to. But from the moment you form this idea in your heart, it stimulates the growth of the second personality. β
"Sister Taeyeon, you are indeed like this, you are tired to watch, what can you say to me and Suyoung. Yuna agreed, she knew that sometimes Taeyeon was also unhappy in the bedroom, and she didn't say anything when she asked her, so Xiuying and she were trying their best to make trouble in the bedroom, hoping to bring Taeyeon to be happy, but listening to Phoebe's explanation, Yuna faintly understood in her heart that maybe Xiuying and her had done useless work, and it might even be a disadvantage.
Taeyeon reluctantly smiled and said, "Hehe, thank you." She knew that Yoona and Su-young often didn't estimate their image at all in order to make themselves happy, but seeing such so-young and Yoon-a, Taeyeon often blamed herself, thinking that she was worrying her sisters, which was not good.
Phoebe felt the love between the two, but found that the meaning of the two words did not match the love revealed, and suddenly thought that it was still Sister Sun who was the happiest.
However, Phoebe did not forget to continue to explain: "But generally speaking, the germination of the second personality is actually established during the period between the age of three and six, which is mainly the stage when a person's personality is initially formed, at this stage, if the fear is too great, the child will begin to sleepwalk, and the sleepwalking symptoms in this period will be very obvious, and once it appears, it means that the second personality has sprouted, it is estimated that you have a history of sleepwalking when you were at home, right?"
"Well, I remember sleepwalking when I was in elementary school, I didn't know before, that sleepwalking in elementary school was the farthest I went, so my family panicked for a while. Taeyeon nodded.
And Yuna asked, "Sister Taeyeon, in fact, there is something you can tell us now, why don't you say it?"
"I ......" Taeyeon said, in fact, nothing else, how can she tell everyone about the things she heard when she participated in the company's publicity plan?
Suddenly, there was silence in the bedroom, and Yun'er also found that she couldn't seem to help with anything, and she suddenly became a little depressed.
At this time, Phoebe is experiencing a different kind of love from Taeyeon's side, which is the love xΓΉ from the second personality.