Chapter 114: Relief from Worries
The three of them in the dormitory didn't speak, and Phoebe felt Taeyeon's second personality showing some disdain, some contempt, and secretly wondered, could it be that the real reason for Sister Taeyeon's second personality growth was because of other things, and these things often happen, but she couldn't tell the members of the group?
Phoebe has a guess, but she doesn't want to expose it, after all, there are very few cases in the world that really have multiple personalities, and she doesn't know what the consequences will be if they are exposed, after all, Taeyeon is very important, so she said: "Because Sister Taeyeon is a character who doesn't like to cause trouble to others, this may be related to her family education, maybe it is related to Sister Taeyeon coming to Seoul alone as a trainee at a young age, and it may also be related to the fact that Sister Taeyeon was known for her singing skills during her trainee period and took on the expectations and jealousy of too many people." After all, in the eyes of most people, the first place should not have troubles, because at least you are the first, and you have enjoyed the treatment and glory that many people can't enjoy, and troubles are trivial things for you, I think at first Sister Taeyeon also had the idea of communicating with people, but after encountering such statements many times, coupled with the nature of not liking to cause trouble to others, Sister Taeyeon is reluctant to communicate with others anymore. ”
Taeyeon nodded silently when she heard this, reached into Phoebe's bed and held Phoebe's hand, but she didn't want to get a strong response, and suddenly Taeyeon's panic just now was much reduced, and Phoebe felt that Taeyeon's second personality was gone.
At the same time, Yun'er was worried about another stuffy gourd who didn't like to talk about her heart, and asked: "If you want to say that you don't talk to people much, Yu Li is also like this, is she okay?"
Phoebe secretly felt Taeyeon's side and said, "Indeed, Sister Taeyeon and Sister Yu Li are very similar in personality, both of them don't like to cause trouble to others. But Sister Yu Li is a person who is good at dancing, and I have to say that compared to singing, dancing can relieve pressure more, and Sister Yu Li can be with her family for a long time, so she has no problems in this regard. ”
Taeyeon flashed a hint of gloom, sure enough, it was her own fault! But when she revealed this kind of affection, Phoebe shook it back vigorously in her hand, and suddenly diluted the self-blame that had just arisen.
Yun'er clapped her hands and said: "You're really right, Yu Li is really similar to Taeyeon, and Yu Li sometimes likes to talk to himself, Sister Taeyeon, one of you asks and answers to yourself in your heart, and the other talks to yourself, uh-huh, indeed, Phoebe is so right." ”
Taeyeon also nodded, and sighed in her heart, Phoebe is really a demon, but she is also very happy in her heart, since Phoebe remembered her, she always feels very happy and comfortable by Phoebe's side, and as they get to know each other, she also understands Sunny's mood - having someone who really understands you as a friend will really make her mood feel a lot more relaxed.
Thinking of this, Taeyeon suddenly wanted to get closer to Phoebe very much, so she lifted Phoebe's quilt regardless of it, got into Phoebe's quilt from her own quilt, and hugged Phoebe with one hand forcefully, and put one foot on Phoebe's lap, and leaned her head against Phoebe's head.
Phoebe sensed Taeyeon's mood at the moment, reached out and wrapped her arms around Taeyeon's neck, let her rest on her shoulder, and gently patted Taeyeon on the back. As a result, Taeyeon suddenly became playful, and her free hand became dishonest and reached into Phoebe's pajamas.
As mentioned earlier, Phoebe has no resistance to people she knows, so she lets Taeyeon pinch her chest, and Taeyeon seems to be dissatisfied and says, "It's so small." ”
Yoona Tong Guò The light outside the window had already noticed Taeyeon's movements, and her face turned red, and then Taeyeon made a good little sentence that she didn't know why, but soon figured out what Taeyeon said, so she scolded: "Ah! Pervert, don't go too far, if Phoebe doesn't resist, you'll have to inch in." ”
Taeyeon also woke up, blushing and thinking about what she had done, but she argued, "I'm worried about Phoebe, they all say that they have big breasts and no brains, and vice versa, they have big brains, so I have to make sure." ”
Phoebe didn't feel any discomfort, and Sunny weighed her up, so she said, "Sister Yun'er is fine, and I think it's a big problem." ”
The angry Yun'er covered her head and muttered, "Hmph, perverted research." ”
There was silence between the three of them, and Yun'er broke the silence first, stuck her head out of the quilt and asked, "Is it really small?"
Taeyeon chuckled, "You'll know when you touch it." ”
Phoebe knew that the career line seemed to attract fans, but she didn't care about that, so she said, "I don't care about that." ”
Yuna nodded, she couldn't help but be curious, and put her hand into Phoebe's bed, but Taeyeon hadn't taken her hand away from Phoebe's chest yet, and the hands of the two touched together, and then both of them quickly withdrew their hands, no one said, Phoebe was surprised by the current psychological state of the two sisters, so she asked, "What's wrong with you?"
After a long time, Taeyeon said hatefully: "Lin Yun'er, aren't you the same." ”
"Hmph, I just want to make sure, unlike you, who keep touching it. Yuna was not to be outdone.
"Touching and touching for a while are touching, what are you quibbling about. Taeyeon definitely won't lose to anyone on this topic.
"I, I. Phoebe, you're not good like this, a girl's body can't be touched by others casually. Yoona knew that she couldn't talk about Taeyeon, so she wooed Phoebe.
When it comes to Phoebe, Taeyeon preemptively says, "Cut, I'm Phoebe's sister, and there's something wrong with my sister caring about my sister's body." And you see how Phoebe has contact with outsiders, only we can reach her. That's right, Phoebe. ”
"Well, yes. Phoebe nodded.
"Phoebe, you're going to be sold by Taeyeon sooner or later, really, you trust Taeyeon so much?" Yuna was curious again.
"Yes, there are not many people I can remember, only four now, if you compare it, it's like two parallel lines that I don't have to intersect with the world, because I can't remember people. Fortunately, gradually I have Sister Sun, Sister Taeyeon, Sister Sika, and Sister Seohyun, and the existence of the four of them has allowed me to have an intersection with the world, and I have obtained proof that I am still human and alive, so I believe in them as if I believed in myself. Phoebe said.
After listening to Phoebe's words, Taeyeon didn't say a word, and hugged Phoebe tightly in her heart.
After feeling Taeyeon's mood, Phoebe found that Yuna was also in a similar mood, and continued to tell the truth: "Actually, I have always been very lonely and have no real sense of being alive, you can imagine the feeling that the person who appears in front of you every day is a stranger to you, first fear, beware, and then you have to be cold to people, because you can't be sure whether this person is good or bad, what intentions are there for you, even if your relatives are no exception."
Taeyeon hugged her tighter, and her other hand seemed to unconsciously reach into Phoebe's pajamas. Yun'a also showed heartache, turned around and propped up her head to look at Phoebe in the light outside the window.
Phoebe continued, "I didn't find security until I met Sister Sun, so I like to follow her and help her with everything. Then, when I joined Girls' Generation, I was actually afraid of all of you, but the disguise that had been formed for a long time made it impossible for you to see it, and I spent the first day I slept in the dorm room in fear, and I didn't sleep that night. ”
Hearing this, Taeyeon and Yoona were very heartbroken, and they couldn't help but listen more carefully, and they couldn't care about the rest.
"But fortunately, Sister Sun has accepted you, so I know that you are all trustworthy companions. Although I was afraid, I forced myself to try my best to get close to you, and then, fortunately, I remembered three people one after another, which made me really grateful to Sister Sun, and from the moment she appeared, I became a lucky person. Through my interactions with Sister Sun, I found that as long as I remember someone, they will be good to me and give me a sense of security, so I started with Sister Taeyeon and trusted everyone I remember like Sister Sun. ”
Taeyeon and Yoona were both moved after listening to Phoebe's words, Taeyeon responded to her with a face rubbing Phoebe's shoulder, and Yoona suddenly felt that her worry and fear were completely unnecessary, thinking about Phoebe's attitude towards strangers, saying that she was arrogant, but thinking about it, as Phoebe said, it was a disguise that she had to make out of fear.
As a result, Yuna's defensiveness towards Phoebe was finally completely dispelled, and then turned into deep sympathy and guilt. She reached out to Phoebe's bed, grabbed Phoebe's hand and held it as if to convey power.
This matter is silent and loud, Phoebe didn't speak, her heart was at peace, and she said again: "Phoebe, when will you remember me, I also want you to believe me." I was wrong to suspect you before. ”
Phoebe shook her head and said, "I don't know, I don't have a clue, if I could know how I remember you, then things would have been easier a long time ago." ”
Taeyeon hurriedly said, "Don't worry, sooner or later you will remember everyone." ”
Yuna thought of what Sunny said and regretted sharing Phoebe with them, and thought of what Sunny said about being afraid that Phoebe would really leave one day, so she asked again: "Phoebe, you will always be in girlhood, I mean, you are very smart, very good, although you have shortcomings, but if you take other paths, your achievements will be much higher than being an artist." Normally, you don't care about money, you still have a company in Germany, you won't leave us, right?"
Taeyeon was puzzled at first when she heard this, and soon her heart tightened, because they started training as trainees early, they couldn't do it academically, and they really didn't know what to do in the future if they didn't do this business. And Phoebe Phoebe is so good, if you really want to say that there is the most retreat in the combination, only Phoebe is it.
Phoebe didn't understand why Yun'er thought so, Phoebe thought for a while, and guessed that it should be Sister Sun who scared Yun'er in order to help her dispel Yun'er's concerns. If nothing else, how could she leave Sister Sun? Of course, unless Sister Sun also leaves, well, then she will be busy, and of course the other people who don't leave will have to take care of themselves.
Phoebe thought about it a little longer, which made Taeyeon think that Phoebe had considered leaving, so it was not easy to tell them, and then she was anxious: "Phoebe, do you really want to leave? ”
Taeyeon's words also made Yoona's heart tighten: Phoebe really wants to leave?
Feeling the worry in the hearts of the two sisters on the left and right, he hurriedly said: "I didn't think about leaving, even if I didn't look at the company in Germany, I have always been through e-mail and phone calls." Besides, like I said earlier, leaving you leaves me with a world full of strangers, unless I'm crazy. ”
Now the two of them were happy, and Taeyeon even hugged Phoebe and rubbed around: "Great, Phoebe you are too good, well, take the helm for me, help me insist on the truth for Girls' Generation, we will definitely succeed." ”
Phoebe nodded, she really had no intention of leaving, and Sister Sun obviously didn't either.