"That's also very good," Jin Wei sat down beside Meng Yao, "Whether it's my brother or not, it's always a happy thing to have a brother, if only my parents also had this kind of awareness, in this way, I can ask him for help with anything now." ”

"And what if you like him?"

"Of course I will like him, even if it is ......" halfway through speaking, Jin Weicai finally reacted to the meaning of Meng Yao's words, Meng Yao likes Meng Tao, not the kind of sister she thought she liked her brother, but between men and women.

Jin Wei smiled a little embarrassedly, paused and said, "There's nothing wrong with that, if your brother also likes you, isn't this just kissing and kissing? I guess your parents can't ask for it, right?"

"Yes, I think so too," Meng Yao was not happy because of this, which made Jin Wei feel as if he had said the wrong thing again, really low emotional intelligence, Meng Yao continued, "But he doesn't like me." ”

Saying that, she turned her head to look at Jin Wei, "Sister Weiwei, you say, what's wrong with me?"

Jin smiled and shook his head and said, "Love doesn't matter who is good or not, will you love a person because he is very kind?"

Meng Yao shook his head.

"That's it, liking someone, there is never a reason to talk about, and there are no conditions to outline, just like you like Meng Tao, is it because he is handsome? Is it because he is rich? Or is it because he is very good? I think these aspects must be there, but the most important reason is definitely not these, but your feelings for him. ”

"So, it's not that I'm bad, it's just that I'm not the kind of girl he likes?" Meng Yao said with a wry smile.

"I don't know, I just don't think you have to worry about it. Instead, let him accept that you can be close to him, and if you've been in this relationship, do you think he has a chance to get to know you, a chance to fall in love with you?"

Meng Yao sighed lightly, and was about to say more, but the mobile phone in Jin Wei's hand rang, and seeing that it was Meng Tao's number, Jin smiled and said to Meng Yao, "Look, Meng Tao cares about you very much, and he was afraid that something would happen to you, so he called me." ”

After speaking, she answered the phone and turned on the speakerphone, "I found Meng Yao, don't worry, she's fine." ”

"That's good. Meng Tao's voice sounded very anxious, "Tell her not to threaten me in this way next time, it's very worrying." ”

"I'm on the hands-free. Jin Weidao.

"I know. Meng Tao said, "I'm just telling her, what else can she do besides seeking death and life? When can she be more mature and solve problems in an adult way." No, when will she find a way to solve the problem, instead of always making the problem more complicated, Meng Yao, you listen to me, this is what I don't like about you the most, now, immediately, change it for me immediately, and call me when it is corrected. ”

Meng Tao is also a master who is not procrastinating, and after speaking, he hung up the phone directly without giving Meng Yao a chance to leave a guarantee. But Meng Yao wasn't angry, she seemed to know Meng Tao very well and said, "He despises me, and knows that I will definitely not be able to change it for a while." Weiwei, you will send a WeChat message to tell him in a while, this is also what I don't like about him the most, always looking down on others, do you really think you are so powerful?"

"Okay, I'll send a WeChat message to tell him in a while, so can we get up from the ground first?" Jin smiled and grabbed Meng Yao's arm, "The door is still open, aren't you afraid that someone will come in?"

"Are you stupid?" Meng Yao said with a smile, "I just left the door open on purpose, otherwise how would you come in to save me?"

"Oh like this~ Don't you really want to die?"

"Of course not!" Meng Yao sat on the bed and said, "This floor is full of my colleagues, even if you don't come, someone will come in to save me when they see the door open, right?"

"It's very thoughtful. Jin smiled and said, "I didn't know I should have come to let you be blown by the cold wind here all night, and it is so late, my colleagues must have gone to sleep, right?" I don't believe it, you don't cry twice, and someone deliberately opened the door to see." ”

Meng Yao looked at Jin Wei a little angrily, "I can't imagine that you look soft and weak, but your heart and eyes are so bad." ”

"Kindness is my essence, and evil is sometimes unavoidable, otherwise how to deal with demons. ”

"And!" Meng Yao got up and walked outside, "Have a drink?"

She didn't say what to drink, but everyone knew that it wasn't plain water or drink.

Jin Wei shook his head, "No, I'm allergic to alcohol." ”

"Yo!" Meng Yao looked back at Jin Wei, looking like she could see through her at any time, and said, "It can't be that you're afraid that your evil side will run out, right?"

"That's right. ”

After Jin Wei finished speaking, he also got up and walked to the door, "Since you're okay, I'll go back and rest." ”

"So fast. Meng Yao said: "It's so late, you still sleep here, I don't worry about you going back by yourself." ”

"It's fine. Jin Wei said and walked to the door, "The place where we live is not very far away, and this is a commercial area, I saw several shops open when I came, and it will definitely be fine." ”

"But I want to have a drink with you, and I want someone to talk to. Meng Yao said, pointing to the refrigerator in the living room and said, "Or you have a drink." ”

Jin smiled, Meng Yao's retention made her not know what to do, because what she was not good at was comforting people, she was unhappy in vain before, and she rarely comforted her, she always liked to take her out to eat, one meal to relieve a thousand sorrows.

"Why don't we find a barbecue stand?" Jin Wei proposed, there is a training institution downstairs, the security here is not bad, Jin Wei thinks this is better than their own drinking at home, eating supper, that is the most happy.

Meng Yao suddenly laughed, "Weiwei, I thought you were the kind of girl who was very reserved. ”

"Does this have anything to do with Jin?" Jin Wei didn't understand Meng Yao's thinking.

Meng Yao smiled and said, "Of course, in my opinion, you are the kind of girl who will wait for others to confess, and no matter how sad you are, you have to maintain your own goddess style, but your proposal just now makes me feel that you are very heroic." ”

Before Jin Wei could understand what Meng Yao meant by these words, Meng Yao had already walked up to her with her mobile phone, put her arms around her shoulders and said, "Let's go, sister, please go to supper." ”

"Okay, Sister Yaoyao. Jin Wei felt that she really couldn't take Meng Yao, or rather, she felt that she couldn't do anything with anyone, she didn't like to force others, but she always liked to force herself, and it was difficult to refuse other people's requests, for example, now she really wanted to go back to sleep, and she was also not interested in Meng Yao's love story, or more precisely her complaints, but she was still embarrassed to refuse to say it. Because she understands the feeling of having no one to accompany when she is sad, and she understands that when you want to talk to someone and talk about the distress in your heart, you can only watch a funny movie alone, and then nothing happens. So it's not so much that she doesn't know how to refuse Meng Yao, it's better to say that she can't refuse Meng Yao.

They found a barbecue stand, and at eleven o'clock it seemed that the nightlife had just begun, and the stall was almost full.

Meng Yao found a location near the road, saying that it was close to her community, and it was easier to run away when she met an alcoholic. She asked for two bottles of beer for herself, Jin Wei didn't stop her, she knew that Meng Yao was in a bad mood, maybe she was drunk, and going home and vomiting for half an hour would make her a little happier. Jin Wei asked for a bottle of juice, she was not actually allergic, but she didn't dare to drink, she was afraid that she would get drunk, and she was afraid that she would tell the secrets in her heart that she didn't dare to say easily. So she definitely wouldn't drink alcohol if she could. Because sometimes drinking is unavoidable, for example, when she left City A before, everyone practiced for her, and she was the protagonist that time, so if she didn't drink, it would be very face-saving for everyone. Therefore, she will drink a little more, and then see that everyone has almost drunk it, and she will quickly change to drink. She didn't know what she was afraid of, in fact, maybe she wouldn't say it at all, because it was vain that she would sleep when she was drunk, and she would sleep upside down, unlike Su Lingrui, who was drunk and could tell everything she knew in her life.

"Weiwei, don't you have someone you like?" Meng Yao asked.

"Yes. Jin Wei generously admitted, Meng Yao looked at Jin Wei with an expectant look, expecting her to tell her story, but listening to Jin Wei, "I like myself a lot, I look good, I am quite literate, and my personality is also very good......"

"Boss, another bottle of beer......" Meng Yao didn't sigh at her, but interrupted her words with a bottle of beer, the corners of her mouth were faintly smiling, and she looked at Jin Wei, "You go on, why don't you say it?"

"You don't want to hear anything. Jin Wei feigned anger.

Meng Yao didn't feel guilty, Jin Wei was obviously fooling her, this answer, what is the difference between telling her that I like Wu Chao a lot?

"It's not that you're insincere, look at me, I'll tell you very sincerely that I like my brother......"

"Your beer ......" The waiter came over by chance, then put down the beer, pretended not to hear anything, and turned to leave.

Meng Yao explained to his back, "He's not my brother." ”

The waiter was also humorous, turned around and smiled, "It's okay with my brother, do you know the Rothschilds? It is said that their family is married by close relatives." ”

"......" Jin Wei.

The waiter smiled intimately and left, leaving Meng Yao to look at Jin Wei with a dull expression, "Is he bless me?"

"Yes. Kim smiled and nodded, "The social climate is too open now. ”

"It's you who are too conservative. Meng Yao took a sip of beer, "Seriously, I sometimes often think about what people live for in this life, money, status, beauty, power? In fact, no matter what it is for, it is all fleeting, and when it dies, there is nothing, so what's the use of asking for so much? It's better to be happy, put aside the world's vision, and live for yourself." ”

"I think so too. Jin Wei nodded in agreement, "If others say that I am not good, I want to change, say that I am not good, and I want to change, then I am not changing in myself every day because of the evaluation of me by those people who don't understand, and in the end? What can I change into? I'm afraid, not only will I not change, but I will also lose my original self because of these changes, and become a neurotic, which is also a change." ”

"I didn't expect the two of us to be surprisingly consistent. Meng Yao raised his glass to Jin Wei, "Come and grab your pseudo-beer and have a toast." ”

"Where did you get any pseudo-beer," Jin Wei still picked up the drink in front of him and said, "I found that you are really ahead of the times, and you will create your own words." ”

"That's the beauty of a training company, you don't understand. ”

"yes. Jin smiled, "No wonder your company is different from other training institutions, I used to think that training institutions are the kind of majestic and high-spirited people, who have to stand at the door and shout slogans several times every morning." ”

Meng Yao chuckled, "You think you're right, we're like this, it's just that we're already over when you come." ”

"Haha......" Jin Wei blamed herself for being too young and ignorant, they worked an hour earlier than her, and this hour, in addition to being allowed to give the course, she must still have to do something else.

The two smiled, tacitly did not continue to talk about this topic, enjoying the excitement in the quiet of the night, from time to time on the table next to them came a drinking order, it could be heard that they had drunk very high, and the laughter around them came and went, it seemed that it was a very happy thing to be able to drink a few bottles of beer in the middle of the night, and to be able to chat with a few friends for a while. It's true, it's just that Jin Wei hasn't enjoyed this kind of happiness for a long time, she doesn't know when she started to become so sad and doesn't look like herself, maybe it's because she saw Wu Chao, maybe she finally got the love she once dreamed of, maybe she finally got what she wanted, but she was a little fearless and wanted more.

Blowing the night breeze, Jin Wei once again thought of what she hadn't thought about just now, she didn't know what she should do now, she was in a dilemma, and everywhere was an embarrassing situation. She suddenly thought of a character in her, he is always stupid, even if he can be lucky enough to complete his dreams, he will ruin his life because of his stupidity, he always seems to not know how to plan his life, he always thinks of what he does, never thinks about what the consequences will be after doing that thing, let alone how others will be hurt by the things he does. When he is faced with something he doesn't want to face, he runs away, he goes to find another place to start over, and tells himself that it's not his fault......

When did she become this kind of person?

"Slightly ......" Meng Yao looked at her, "What are you thinking?"

"Thinking about my life, thinking about the thing I messed up recently. Jin Wei answered truthfully that she needed to face herself, look directly at the mistakes she had made, and even, she should repent.

"Listen, I came to work a few years before you, and I might be able to help you out. ”

"You......" Kim smiled, "Actually, I've always thought you're not as big as me...... I'm ninety, what about you?"

"You ninety-zero?" Meng Yao grew her mouth in surprise, "I thought you were ninety-three or ninety-four." ”

"Haha......" Jin Wei said modestly: "Thank you for the compliment." ”