Chapter 31: But, I'm sorry
Right. It must be this reason.
High fever. Burning out your brain. It's not unprecedented.
Think about it this way. Ran Xixi was surprised to find. In his heart, he really had a trace of trust in Zhan Xingchuan's words just now. No. Exactly. It was she who really believed it for a moment. Believe that he loves her. I believe he can't do without her. I believe he did recognize his mistake.
However. The truth is cruel.
She didn't struggle anymore. Motionless. Let Zhan Xingchuan hold her tightly in his arms.
I don't know how long it has been. Seeing that Ran Xixi really didn't move. He hesitated and let go of his hand slightly. I wanted to see the expression on her face. Before that. Zhan Xingchuan has been thinking. Heard his inner confession. What kind of emotions will she reveal. Move. Astonished. Angry. Or is it...... Loss.
He met her face with trepidation. I found that I didn't even guess.
There was almost no expression on Ran Xixi's face. If you insist on saying that there is an expression. Maybe it was after seeing a mischievous kid get into trouble again. As a mother, she can't bear it and is full of impatient expressions.
Zhan Xingchuan was stunned. Subconsciously let go of his hand.
I noticed that the clamping force on my arm was finally gone. Ran Xixi took a step back without hesitation. Stroke your left hand over your right arm. She felt a little painful to be strangled by him.
"Are you done?"
She has given him a great deal of respect. Everyone has an attitude to express themselves. In Ran Xixi's view. It's part of mutual respect. So. She's just tried to do that.
"I've said so much. You also want to live with someone with the surname Ritsu. So. No matter how much I try to redeem it. You're all about to start this new relationship. ”
Zhan Xingchuan sped up his speech. Spread your hands. The tone had become sharp again.
"Apologizing is your thing. Forgiveness is God's thing. What I want to do. It's my thing. Do you think I'm a machine. One-click restart. Restore the exit device. Or stuff in a new card. It makes me pretend nothing happened. Several of Diao's companies are still in your hands. It was you who bribed that money-hungry and lustful official. You're the one who made them history. Fighting in the river. You tell me. Can you make it happen before it happens? Can you make Rui Rui never come to this world? You can't. So. Neither can I. ”
After speaking. She twisted her head to the side. in tone. With unprecedented determination.
The two men went toe-to-toe. Didn't notice. There was a small man standing outside the door of the study. Sister Li was also next to him. Silent.
Zhan Ruijue originally came to find Ran Xixi. But I didn't expect it. Just bumped into their quarrel.
gestured. Sister Li motioned to Zhan Ruijue not to make a sound. Then pull him carefully. Led him down to the second floor as fast as he could.
One large and one small walked back to the living room on the first floor. Press Zhan Ruijue on the sofa. Sister Li coaxed softly: "Let's watch cartoons." Behold which one. Rui Rui picks one himself. ”
And then. She handed him the cardboard box in which the disc was placed.
Who knows. Zhan Ruijue grabbed a disc casually. Thrown aside. The small palm of the hand seems to contain great power. You can vent your unhappiness to your heart's content.
Living with him for so long. It was the first time for Sister Li to see a child showing such an irritable side. couldn't help but look at Zhan Ruijue worriedly. I'm afraid that he will do something more abnormal.
I'm worried. There was a noise on the stairs.
Ran Xixi still walked down with the pile of documents. She knows. I insisted on taking it myself. Zhan Xingchuan can't do anything to her. Let alone. Even if he treats her like this. What can I do? It's hard to do it. He can also call the police. Said she was burglarizing. Said she was stealing things. Amusing. This is obviously the Diao family's thing. He has no right to possession. No one has the right to possess it.
The more she thought about it, the more she hated. Even forgot to take a light step. Just walked all the way to the first floor. I was surprised to see Zhan Ruijue standing three or four meters away from him. His small chest heaved heavily. His eyes looked at Ran Xixi without blinking.
Being stared at with such clean and clear eyes. She was inexplicably a little weak-hearted.
Even. Ran Xixi regretted it a little. There are also some fears. She didn't know when she was arguing with Zhan Xingchuan. Those words that were said by two people. Was it heard by this precocious ghost?
"Rui Rui ......"
She shouted feebly. I noticed that the child was pursing his lips. It's like a war. It's a miniature version of Zhan Xingchuan.
But. Zhan Ruijue's facial features are much more delicate than Zhan Xingchuan. Zhan Xingchuan is actually not a beautiful man in the real sense. The facial features are combined. Looks fine. Because of that momentum. But. If you take it apart and look at it separately. His eyebrows and eyes are not detailed enough. Compared with. Zhan Ruijue is much more jade. He has beautiful eyes and a well-sized nose.
Ran Xixi glanced at it a few times. I always feel weird. But I can't talk about it.
She suppressed the sense of urgency in her heart. Tried to reassure him: "You are obedient. I'll buy you a cake another day. ”
Although I feel a little guilty because this sentence is clearly a blank check. But. That's all I can say for now. Ran Xixi comforted herself. Get ready to get out of here.
"Hee-hee."
Zhan Ruijue lowered his eyes. Two hands twisted the hem of his clothes. Twisted and twisted. It seems to be a belly. I don't know what to say to her.
Even if he could speak. But after all, it's a three-year-old child. There is no way to express all the emotions in my heart in words.
Hesitated. Ran Xixi still walked over. She put down the papers in her arms. Slowly squatted down in front of Zhan Ruijue. I touched his head with my hand.
The wound on the top of the head has healed. Those who don't know can't see it at all. The shaved hair also grew back. Although it's still short. But the fluffy sinister is cute. It feels strange to the touch.
Forcing yourself to withdraw your hand. Ran Xixi didn't care if he could understand it or not. Seriously, word by word: "Rui Rui." There are a lot of things. You're too young now. You'll understand when you grow up. Anyway. I hope you know. Actually, I have never regretted letting you come into this world. Every time I see you. I would appreciate it. Also very happy. I love you. But. I'm sorry. ”
She gently pressed her lips to his forehead. Strings of hot tears slid down. Ling Zhan Ruijue's face was also wet.
Although he listened confusedly. But I knew that those words didn't mean well. Both hands tightly grasped the hem of Ran Xixi's skirt. Zhan Ruijue refused to let her stand up. He refused to let her out of the door.
Ran Xixi was ruthless. Break his fingers with his hand. After all, a child's strength is limited. She sprang to her feet. Grab something. Rush to the entrance of the door. Change into shoes as fast as possible. Running away, he rushed out of the door.
Sister Li on the side hurriedly grabbed Zhan Ruijue. I'm afraid he will run out too.
He struggled with all his might. Crying non-stop. The tears on his face were no longer distinguishable from Ran Xixi. Or his own.
Zhan Xingchuan, who had been standing on the stairs silently watching all this, finally couldn't hold it back. yelled: "Enough." You shut up. ”
Zhan Ruijue, who was frightened, suddenly stopped crying. After choking. And hiccuped. looked at Zhan Xingchuan with a pitiful face.
was seen by his son, and his whole heart was bitter and astringent. He came down the stairs. Reach out. hugged Zhan Ruijue from Sister Li's hands. Firmly bury your head in his shoulder. Whispered, "Stop crying." Be a man. You shouldn't cry. ”
As soon as I heard this. Zhan Ruijue sobbed even more. He seemed to be struggling to hold on. But it's hard to do.
Patted him on the back. Zhan Xingchuan took him to take a bath.
Ran Xixi had almost forgotten that it was the first time he had left the house in embarrassment. Unfortunately. Each time she tried to admonish herself. Don't go any further. Whatever the reason. And then. Breaking the vows again and again. Break your oath.
She walked faster and faster. Until a taxi that happened to pass by slowed down. Ran Xixi sat down without hesitation.
When she rang the doorbell of the Lyric Ringing Apartment. The last course was just served.
He came to open the door. The face has long since regained its calm.
"I'm back."
Ran Xixi tried to say in the most brisk tone. Subconsciously hugged the pile of things in his arms. Their presence silently reminded her. She didn't go there because she was worried about Zhan Xingchuan's body. It's just a matter of trying to get the documents back.
"Exactly. I was going to call you after I finished stir-frying this dish. ”
Lu Qinghuan said with a smile. Then he bent down to help her remove her slippers. Newly bought at the supermarket. Pink plush slippers. Very cute.
She expressed her joy almost exaggeratedly. He kept a smile on his face. It's just that a hint of loneliness flashed in his eyes: that deliberately happy. No one can fail to see it.
When Ran Xixi bent down to change his shoes. Lu Qinghuan noticed. Her eyes were a little swollen. It's like crying.
He tried not to think in a bad direction. But not easily.
"Go wash your hands."
She nodded. Put things down. Walk straight to the bathroom.
Lu Qinghuan took off his apron. Strap on the back of the chair. Make a fist with your right hand. Prop up on the dining table. Bow your head slightly. I don't know what I'm thinking.
Soon. Ran Xixi walked out. Wipe the water off your hands.
Actually, she didn't have much of an appetite. But looking at the four dishes and one soup in front of him. Ran Xixi still had to admire Lu Qinghuan's craftsmanship.
The two sat down facing each other. Eating in silence.
Though. It's a good habit not to talk while eating. But. The atmosphere at the table was also a little too silent.
"That. I had very little luggage. So I'm going to stay tonight. I don't know if it's inconvenient for you. ”
Ran Xixi bit his chopsticks. Volunteered to ask.
Lu Qing Huan Sheng Tang's hand shook slightly. A second later. It's back to normal again. There was a pause. He placed the bowl of soup in front of her. He replied with a smile, "Okay." ”
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