Chapter 30: And I Love You

Approaching his face, she found that Zhan Xingchuan hadn't even opened his eyes, and the anger in Ran Xixi's heart was even hotter, and she really pulled him up from his seat with more force.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but she always felt that the corners of his mouth seemed to be raised, as if he was resisting the urge to laugh.

Ran Xixi's fingers slowly exerted force, and little by little pulled Zhan Xingchuan's collar tighter, trying to suffocate him. Sure enough, after a few seconds, his face turned red, and the green tendons on his forehead became more obvious and protruded.

Of course, he couldn't beg for mercy, but his originally closed eyes finally opened, and he looked straight at the woman in front of him, and his pure black pupils seemed to fade, showing a color similar to brown under the illumination of the light.

Seeing a flustered look at Zhan Xingchuan's gaze, Ran Xixi let go of his hand and took two big steps back in a row, distancing himself from him.

He was already coughing non-stop, almost suffocated by her, Zhan Xingchuan was even more panting, and there was a rusty taste in his mouth, he bent down and coughed hard.

"I'm telling you, I'm going to take the things, don't you want to use these broken papers to continue to blackmail me. ”

With that, Ran Xixi walked straight to the desk and reached out to pick up the stack of yellowed and old documents. She didn't want today's incident to happen again, if Zhan Xingchuan thought that she could obediently listen to him because of these things, then he was very wrong.

He finally eased up a bit, and seeing this, Zhan Xingchuan immediately stretched out his hand to stop her, and his voice was hoarse: "Don't move there, it's all dust, I'll ask someone to send it to you." ”

Ran Xixi didn't let go, and said naturally: "No, I will let people vacate the hotel room, from today until I return to Paris, during this time, I will live in my boyfriend's apartment and live with him." ”

Rather than being known by Zhan Xingchuan by chance, she felt that it was better to say it generously.

Anyway, she and Lu Qinghuan are now unmarried and unmarried, and the two of them are in love together, no one is recruited, no one is provoked, no law is violated, no morality is violated, and who can say a "no".

Thinking about it this way, Ran Xixi felt that he was more confident.

She even involuntarily straightened her waist and opened her eyes wide, staring directly at Zhan Xingchuan.

He finally stopped coughing, and when he heard this, the whole person was stunned, his face was still red, and he felt that his eyes were teary, of course he was not crying, but coughing too much.

Live together. Cohabit. It's too fast.

Zhan Xingchuan shouted loudly without thinking: "You have only been together for a long time, and you have to live together." Have you figured it out. What it means to live together. Do you think it's a playhouse? ”

Ran Xixi laughed angrily, she held the stack of documents and didn't let go, she simply stood firm against the edge of the table, and retorted with a sneer: "How to fall in love with a man, I don't need you to teach me, anyway, I have encountered the worst, can it be worse." A man who is more scummy than you, I'm afraid he hasn't been born yet, I'm not so lucky, I met two in one go. ”

He had a splitting headache and shook his head, only then did he understand what she meant.

Zhan Xingchuan's face was pale, and his expression looked extremely complicated, as if he was restraining a strong uneasiness. However, emotion still prevailed over reason, and when he saw Ran Xixi showing a look of disdain on his face, his heart ached, and he didn't hold back what he said, and he stood up and walked straight to her.

Probably because his expression was really unkind, Ran Xixi couldn't help but take another step back.

"What are you doing. You stop, don't move, don't go any further. ”

She shouted inwardly, as soon as her hand was loosened, she could no longer hold the thick stack of papers, Ran Xixi had no choice but to put it down, and held a few ledgers on her chest, as if she could use them as armor.

"This is my home, do you still want to order what I can do and what I can't do. ”

Of course, Zhan Xingchuan didn't listen to her, stepped forward in two steps, snatched away the few ledgers in her hand, and threw them away.

Seeing that his hands were empty in an instant, Ran Xixi subconsciously wanted to hit his head with something on the desk, which was completely instinctive thoughts and actions.

He saw her thoughts, and immediately became angry: "You still want to beat me." I ran back from the hospital, showered, changed clothes, and waited for you all afternoon, just to have a good chat with you. As a result. You actually told me that you were going to live with that man now. ”

This sour tone made Ran Xixi's brows wrinkle unconsciously.

What are these words. It's as if she's done something sorry for him.

"I didn't let you sneak out of the hospital, I didn't let you wait for me, what are you crazy about. ”

She frowned tightly and roared back just as loudly. If it really talks about grievances, she is still wronged, Lu Qinghuan is even more wronged, the first time the two of them went on a date, the first time they watched a movie, they gave up halfway, and it came to an abrupt end, and she even had to lie to him that there was something wrong with the company, and he secretly came here alone.

Zhan Xingchuan's eyes widened, and he glared at Ran Xixi with extremely dissatisfied eyes: "You said you came here this afternoon." That's why I'm waiting for you here. Don't tell me, you forgot about it. ”

She blinked, as if she had indeed intended to come here this afternoon and continue to look at the pile of papers.

"I have something to do today. ”

Ran Xixi's tone seemed to soften a little, and his eyes were slightly lowered, looking away. After all, it was her interview time that changed temporarily, and she did forget about it, because she was with Lu Qinghuan, so she simply didn't remember, she said before that she would come here this afternoon.

"Something. It's a date with that man, and I'm not going to think about it. ”

Zhan Xingchuan's heart was churning with vinegar, and he gritted his teeth and said.

He just guessed, but unexpectedly, Ran Xixi readily admitted: "Of course you have to date in love." Since you know that I can't miss it, let me take everything with me now, and don't bother me to find a second spring in the future. ”

"The first, the second, the spring. ”

A cold and terrifying voice squeezed out of Zhan Xingchuan's teeth, and he lowered his head, looking extremely hideous like that.

As soon as Ran Xixi raised his head, he was a little frightened, and just as he wanted to twist his face to the side, he was grabbed by a bony hand on his chin. However, this time she learned to be smarter, or maybe Zhan Xingchuan's movements were a beat slower, and she dodged as soon as she dodged.

"Don't touch me. ”

She let out a low growl, her whole body on guard.

No man can accept his girlfriend to entangle with his ex-boyfriend or ex-husband, even if Lu Qinghuan is mature and steady, he will not care, he must have his dignity and bottom line, Ran Xixi doesn't want to shame him by any of his actions.

The first time he couldn't catch her, Zhan Xingchuan looked at the hand in some amazement.

For the first time, I felt a little ridiculous, sneaking out of the hospital like a movie, returning home, trying to make myself look less weak and embarrassed, sitting here waiting for her, wanting to tell her that he really liked her, even if he hurt her so deeply, as long as she was willing to give him a chance, he thought, he would try his best to make up for her, even if it was from the most ordinary friends, it was better than being a stranger forever.

"Zhan Xingchuan, can you learn to be a little more mature. Can you use the IQ of making money a little bit in your relationship and life. Over the years, you haven't grown up at all, you're like a rebellious teenager, you have to get as long as you want, and you have to throw away as long as you don't want to. You don't have the minimum responsibilities and responsibilities of an adult man, and if you had even a little respect for others, you wouldn't be what you are now. You're spoiled, you can't change it. ”

Ran Xixi calmed down instead, if she was still a little panicked just now, then she is more calm than ever before.

"I didn't. ”

He subconsciously retorted and refused to admit it.

"You're always afraid of being abandoned, so you're always abandoning others first, you're afraid of losing the person you love, so you choose never to love someone, you haven't gotten affection, so you don't want love. Tell me, you think it's cool to deliberately act like you don't care about the world, don't you? You're thirty, you're not three, you're not thirteen, how much time do you think you have left to be cool. I tell you, time is stronger than anyone else, and soon you will find that you, like the poor, will walk bare-striped and naked, and in the end you will have nothing. ”

The more she spoke, the more angry she became, and when she said the last sentence, she directly picked up the remaining pile of paper on the table and slammed it Zhan Xingchuan's chest.

Like a puppeteer, he stood still, did not dodge, and let the wad of paper fall on his chest, and then fall and scatter to the ground.

Dust rose between the papers, flying between the two people.

I don't know if it's because of the dust, Ran Xixi's eyes are a little sour, and she even regrets it very much, why did she talk so much nonsense to him without nutrition. As conceited as he is, he won't listen to a word at all.

Just as she was about to turn around and leave, Zhan Xingchuan, who had been standing still, suddenly stretched out a hand and pulled Ran Xixi into her arms, and he pressed her back so hard that she had to stick to her chest.

"Isn't it, as long as I admit that I was wrong, I need you, and I don't want to lose you, you will really forgive me and will not leave me. Well, I said, I was wrong, I need you, I don't want to lose you...... And, I love you. ”

Her non-stop struggle was stilled by the last three words.

The first reaction was that I had heard it wrong.

Ran Xixi couldn't believe that she could still hear these three words from Zhan Xingchuan's mouth.

She had chosen to believe him again and again, to give him a chance, and in the end, she made herself the biggest fool. And now, at this moment, when he said such things with a high fever that had not subsided, the only explanation that Ran Xixi could accept was that his brain was completely burned out.

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