Banxia was stunned, looking into the distance, not knowing where to start.

She doesn't remember anything very clearly about her childhood, after all, she is not a girl as old as Gongsun Ying'er, she is already in her thirties, plus the time of this life, she has lived for so long, she really doesn't remember what interesting things were when she was a child.

I can think of some of them, but under the deepest shadows, it seems that all the simple memories have become sweet and bitter.

"When I was a child, every day seemed to be living in a honeypot, and I often thought that maybe it was because I lived so happily when I was a child that I would have painful memories that I couldn't forget......

Gongsun Ying'er looked at Banxia's face, and listened to her talk about those memorable things in a sparse and ordinary tone, and she suddenly couldn't bear to continue listening.

"Okay, okay, let's stop talking, let's stop here today, when I didn't ask. Gongsun Ying'er didn't want to evoke Banxia's painful memories, just looking at Banxia's lonely eyes, she couldn't stand it.

Banxia shook his head indifferently, and said: "Actually, it's nothing, in this life, happiness and suffering are always limited, I was too happy when I was a child, and I will definitely suffer a little when I grow up, so this is the fairest life, and there is nothing to complain about." ”

Gongsun Ying'er felt that something was wrong, but before she could figure it out, Banxia had already continued.

"The Chinese New Year was especially lively when we were young, especially when I was young, it was not like now, many people became indifferent and full of estrangement, there was only superficial hypocrisy between people, there was no real care and enthusiasm at all, my childhood, lived a simple and full of life. ”

When everyone is young, as long as they don't encounter great changes, children often live very happily and simply.

Thinking about what to eat, what to play, and what to plan with your friends every day is already a happy thing, and it seems that every day is a new day, and every year is full of expectations. At that time, the children were growing up healthy and strong, and the vitality brought warm and sincere memories was always so vivid.

If it weren't for the many things that happened later, Banxia would probably be like Gongsun Ying'er, becoming a passionate woman who dares to love and hate.

It's just that people's lives don't know when they will come to a fork in the road, and they don't give people the time and opportunity to prepare at all, and suddenly they have to see the reality clearly, forcing themselves to grow up, and under the strong oppression, no matter how much enthusiasm and heat, they will slowly calm down with the pain and time.

Banxia felt that what she said seemed to be a bit old-fashioned, and she didn't know if Gongsun Ying'er had noticed anything wrong, so she quickly changed the style of painting and said: "I spent a lot of time with my grandmother when I was a child, and I didn't spend a lot of time with my parents, if I didn't have a younger brother later, I might ......."

Oops!

Banxia stopped talking all of a sudden, she didn't have a younger brother in her body in this life, why did she accidentally tell her brother?

Banxia waited anxiously for Gongsun Ying'er to ask, but Gongsun Ying'er didn't think as much as Banxia thought, but just sighed, "It turns out that you lived with your grandmother when you were a child, and you have a younger brother, but why do people in the village say that you have no father or mother, and you grow up alone?"

Banxia took a deep breath and said, "Maybe my family has been away for too long, and the villagers have misremembered, so in order to deepen the pain of my life experience, they directly said that I was an orphan girl." ”

"Really?" Gongsun Ying'er just asked rhetorically, not that she had any doubts about what Banxia said.

"Yes!" Banxia said: "If I can return to my relatives one day, I must also ask them if they don't like me, so I will be left alone." ”

When that day comes, it's the end of this life, and I don't know if I'll be able to see it.

Banxia just said this casually, but Gongsun Ying'er replied very seriously: "I didn't expect that you and I have a similar background, I am much better than you, at least I grew up with fine clothes and food, and I didn't suffer anything, but you are lonely and grow up so big, it's really not easy!"

Banxia: "......" yes, it's not easy!

"If you can really meet your parents and brother again, you must reconcile with them, like me, forgive them, and live well with them. Gongsun Ying'er looks like a big sister, comforting Banxia, who is in a miserable situation.

The two of them talked one by one, but they didn't say anything very different.

Banxia breathed a sigh of relief and never dared to mention her own life experience again.

It's just that if you think about these questions a lot, you will inevitably think of a lot of people and a lot of things.

The closer to the end of the year, the more thoughts and sorrows there are, Banxia has been missing someone recently, I don't know if he is good, where he is now, is he also preparing for a good year, is he also thinking about her?

"Hey!" Gongsun Ying'er said a lot of words, and when she turned her head and saw that Banxia was distracted, she waved her hand helplessly: "Banxia!"

Banxia suddenly came back to her senses, "What's wrong?"

She thought about it carefully, and really couldn't remember what Gongsun Ying'er had just said.

Gongsun Ying'er didn't blame Banxia for being distracted when she spoke, but looked at Banxia's face for a while, and said, "Are you thinking about that person?"

"That person?" Banxia looked at Gongsun Ying'er in horror, didn't she guess something?

Gongsun Ying'er smiled very happily and said, "It's that person, your him!"

"Which one?" Banxia finally understood, Gongsun Ying'er was really a little smart, and she could guess her mind so accurately, but she didn't plan to share her thoughts with Gongsun Ying'er, lest Gongsun Ying'er laugh at her.

Seeing that Banxia refused to confess, Gongsun Ying'er snorted and said: "Isn't it just that there is someone you like? Isn't it just that you have a sweetheart? ”

Is it? Really everyone knows that she likes him?

So, did he know that she liked him so much?

Banxia began to wander again.

Gongsun Ying'er stood up in annoyance, looked at Banxia who was in a trance, and said, "If you ignore me all the time like this, I won't ignore you anymore!"

Banxia really couldn't cry or laugh, she just missed her sweetheart abnormally in the past few days, how did she get to Gongsun Ying'er, it seemed that she was jealous.