Banxia felt that this topic was not very good, and seeing that Gongsun Ying'er didn't speak, she didn't want to hold on to this question anymore.

"By the way, is there any news from the left and right generals?" Banxia asked, "Are there any new discoveries during this time?"

Gongsun Ying'er gathered her clothes and said, "There is no news, and I haven't found it." ”

"Really?" Banxia looked back at Gongsun Ying'er, and saw that her face was not too bad, and asked tentatively, "Do you want to, let's try to go out and find it?"

Looking at it, the New Year is about to begin, in fact, Banxia is hoping that Dingguo and his wife can come back to reunite together and have a good New Year.

But since receiving the small note, Gongsun Ying'er and Gongsun Jin have never received any news about the Dingguo Duke and his wife, after all, so much time has passed, the barbarians have not moved, and the capital seems to be calm on the surface, but the more this kind of darkness before dawn, the more uneasy it is.

Gongsun Ying'er shook her head and said, "Forget it, if they think they can come back, they will naturally come back." ”

When this sentence comes out, it always makes people feel very helpless.

Banxia didn't know how to comfort her, and she deeply felt that the topic she changed was not good.

Banxia had to think of a new topic, "How did you spend the New Year before?"

When Gongsun Ying'er heard this topic, she forgot all the helplessness and depression just now, and said to Banxia with great interest: "We used to celebrate the New Year, but it was lively!"

"There are a lot of children in the house, and the old lady is a person who likes to be lively, every time it comes to the New Year, there are joyful scenes everywhere in the house, whether it is stickers or lanterns, you can see the red scene wherever you go!"

"I like the Chinese New Year the most! Every time it comes to the New Year, the lord and the lady will send me a big red envelope, I am the biggest red envelope among the children! Because of this incident, when I was a child, I would be bullied by the children for many years, because they couldn't get it, the more they had to say something ugly to make me sad, but there were also some people who deliberately curry favor with me, but I am not rare, and over time, no one wants to play with me. ”

"I also like to listen to stories during the New Year, every time I keep a vigil, I am the last person to sleep, I like to listen to the lord and lady tell me stories in the joyful festival, although I ask them to tell me the story of my father and mother every time, but they will always divert the topic, tell some things that children like to attract my attention, so ah, every New Year, is when I have expectations, and panic......"

When Banxia heard this, the whole person was stunned, "Isn't it a happy thing to celebrate the New Year?"

Gongsun Ying'er smiled lightly and said, "It depends on who it is." ”

"What do you mean by that?"

"I didn't have a father or mother since I was a child, and I was ignorant when I was a child. Gongsun Ying'er said: "Once it happened to be the New Year, it was the same celebration every year, and there was nothing special, but that year there was a war in northern Xinjiang, so every family did not have a big fanfare, and I didn't understand the truth very well. ”

Banxia suddenly turned her head to look at Gongsun Ying'er.

"That time, I was like many children, because I didn't have a good year, I complained about Dingguo Gong with everyone, and later ......"

Gongsun Ying'er's tone paused, and she said slowly: "Later, I heard that the good news from Northern Xinjiang came that the emperor only rewarded some unwarranted names to the generals, and even the silver, grain and grass continued to be deducted, I felt at that time that there seemed to be a little bit wrong." ”

Banxia sighed and nodded: "Yes, some people are happy, and there are also some people who can only guard the cold year after year, not even a good night's sleep, not enough to eat and wear, and to endure the criticism of others." ”

"When I was a child, I didn't want to be isolated by children, so I followed them to mess around, and when I knew that when I grew up, I would slowly think about things, and I would respond to a long time ago, and I could often find out how stupid I was, and it would be difficult to speak ill of others. Gongsun Ying'er smiled and said, "This has brought me a lot of benefits, at least it doesn't attract disgust everywhere." ”

Banxia's hand moved, stretched out his hand and grabbed Gongsun Ying'er's hand and held it in the palm of his hand, "You are a good girl, but you are a late bloomer, so it is inevitable that you will have to suffer a little more when you are a child." ”

Gongsun Ying'er looked at the hands grabbed by Banxia with a smile and said, "I haven't seen you so comforting, will it comfort people?"

Banxia smiled and said, "I won't, so don't give me a chance to comfort you." ”

Gongsun Ying'er was speechless to Banxia, settled down, and said: "Actually, thinking about what happened when I was a child, I think it's also quite fun, when I don't understand anything, I can still be like a little thorn, stirring up right and wrong everywhere, living like a sun, I think that kind of day is very good, at least not because of other people's rumors, I locked myself up, and I didn't fight for anything." ”

If she was well-behaved and obedient when she was a child, or she couldn't raise her head when she was told a few words, and she only knew that she was hiding and crying, she would not have known such a little friend as Gongsun Jin at a young age, let alone growing up behind Shen Junru, resulting in an inexplicably good relationship between the three of them now.

Some things always develop very strangely, obviously it seems to be an irrelevant person, but because of the long-term relationship, and slowly accumulate a lot of emotions, there is a lot of involvement in the back, such days are wonderful and chaotic, but looking back, I feel unusually warm in my heart.

Gongsun Ying'er talked about things when she was a child, although she also had a lot of complaints and regrets, but in general, she was able to look at things when she was a child very normally, and she didn't feel how stupid she was when she was a child just because she has grown up now.

At that time, the children were ignorant and ignorant, and they were the same age as the flowers and bones, shouldn't they make mistakes openly, and then they were always chased after and reprimanded, and adults were worried and helpless?

Gongsun Ying'er feels that she is still very grateful for those years, at least life has not forced her to become a vicious woman, she has a bit of a spicy personality now, but she feels that compared to many people, her heart is not bad, so it is good.

After talking about his childhood, Gongsun Yinger asked about Banxia's childhood.