Chapter 2: Do it all over again
"Where am I?" Ma Xiaodong wanted to open his eyes in a daze, but no matter how hard he tried, the scene in front of him was always blurry and overlapping. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 There was a buzzing sound and a cacophony in Info's ears. There was a tingling in his brain, and countless blurry images flashed quickly, making him dizzy.
After a while, everything stopped, and the vision became clear. But seeing the environment in front of him clearly made Ma Xiaodong even more surprised. I turned out to be in a forest, on a white plastic sheet, and there were a few children in old clothes, who seemed to be asleep.
Looking at himself again, Ma Xiaodong suddenly felt a shock in his brain, he had become a child! The same size as the children next to him! He was only thirteen or fourteen years old.
"Crossing!?rebirth?!" Ma Xiaodong muttered in disbelief, walked to a child indifferently, looked at the sleeping child in front of him, and his iconic big snot, Ma Xiaodong was stunned for a moment, what a familiar face, isn't this a big burial of classmates in the same village? It's just that this face is more than ten years younger, and then look at the other two children, the 'second donkey' Liu Huan and the cousin Yang Hailong, have all become children.
Ma Xiaodong sat on the ground in shock, "Are you dreaming? dreaming of your life for more than ten years? Or have you been reborn?
After shaking his brain, which had been unable to turn around, Ma Xiaodong pinched the back of his hand hard, it hurt, not in a dream, could it really be reborn? But how is this possible? This has no scientific basis at all? Ma Xiaodong didn't believe it, or in the face of the sudden surprise, he couldn't believe it, he was a little confused, all this seemed to be a dream, but it was so real.
"Little brother, what are you doing, when did you wake up?" Yang Hailong sat up from the plastic sheeting and looked at his cousin who was in a daze suspiciously. He felt that his cousin had slept a little differently, and it felt strange.
Ma Xiaodong looked back at the child who spoke, and recognized it at a glance, this was his cousin, but the cousin had an accident later, and fell off the tractor when he followed his uncle to the town to buy fertilizer, and fell under the wheel of the car, it seemed to be more than ten years ago, and his memory was a little blurred, and now seeing him again, Ma Xiaodong had an indescribable weird feeling.
After my cousin passed away, my uncle and aunt couldn't stand the blow, and they had mental problems and were a little crazy. Ma Xiaodong has had a good relationship with his cousin since he was a child, and after knowing that his cousin died, it was like a bolt from the blue, and he cried sadly for a long time. Now seeing a living cousin, Ma Xiaodong was excited, stepped forward and hugged Yang Hailong, tears flowed down instantly.
"Little brother, what's wrong with you? What are you crying about? Are you having a nightmare?" Yang Hailong was at a loss by Ma Xiaodong, his face was flushed, and he didn't know why his cousin was holding him, which was a little embarrassing.
Ma Xiaodong didn't speak, and continued to cry, Ma Xiaodong didn't cry all for his cousin, but also for himself, for his painful last life, in order to cry excitedly this time, he is now sure that this is not a dream.
After crying for a while, it was almost time to vent, Ma Xiaodong let go of Yang Hailong in the expressions of several children at a loss, looked at his stunned cousin, Liu Jiang who had crossed the river with a big snot, and Xiao Liu Huan, who almost cried with him, Ma Xiaodong suddenly laughed and laughed loudly.
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Carrying the mushrooms in the half-back basket, several children walked on the way home, Ma Xiaodong walked at the back of several people, the smile on his face never stopped, he was reborn, everything was so beautiful, even the women's sportswear that he was most reluctant to wear when he was a child became so cute.
The few children who walked in front looked back at their usual partner Ma Xiaodong with strange eyes from time to time, and felt that today's Ma Xiaodong, the school's little bully, was more frightening than before.
Glimpsing a few little guys looking at him, Ma Xiaodong didn't care at all, he smiled, what could be more important than his failed life being repeated?
All the hardships of the previous life, poverty, illness, the abandonment of his wife, everything has passed, and what awaits him will be a better tomorrow, a tomorrow that he can squander and create.
In this life, you must be happy, you must be happy, you must live wantonly, and you must keep pain and regret away from you forever. Looking at the sun gradually turning orange on the west mountain, I smiled happily again, and the evening when the sun was about to set in my hometown was really beautiful.
Ma Xiaodong knows what material he is, even if he is reborn, he will not be like the protagonist in the novel, become the richest man in the world, or dominate the world. Because character is predestined, the nature of the country is easy to change, and a person's character determines most of his life.
Ma Xiaodong's personality is indecisive, his mind is not smart enough, and all the congenital conditions determine that he is not a person who can do great things. It's not that he looks down on himself, even if he is given a big company now, he doesn't know how to take care of it.
But as a reborn person, if you want to have no worries about food and clothing, wealth and safety, it is absolutely no problem. Besides, life is only a few decades, and time waits for no one in the blink of an eye. If you don't have this time to enjoy a good life, do you have to be as tired as a dog in order to make money and career? Isn't that putting the cart before the horse?
reborn, Ma Xiaodong's first goal for himself is not to make money, nor to dominate the world, but to make himself happy, to make his relatives happy, and to make this life without regrets.
"Hey, you guys, hurry up, what do you always look back at? I can't go home after a while, do you stay on the mountain to feed the wolves, didn't you hear the wolf howl just now?" Looking at the few boys in front of him, he always looked back at himself secretly, and deliberately reprimanded with a tiger face. A few little guys were taken aback by Ma Xiaodong's words, and they didn't care about complaining that it was Ma Xiaodong who was slowing down at the beginning, so they hurriedly turned around and ran home. Ma Xiaodong, who was watching, was in the back haha.
Now I am no longer a 30-year-old adult, but a teenager. I have returned to the most precious childhood of my life, and if I still spend it with the mentality of an adult, wouldn't it be a great loss? I must cherish every minute and every second of my childhood in this life, savor it carefully, and appreciate it slowly.