Kong Sisi said: "Okay, I believe you, let's have sex today." Cheng Donghao said: "No, I can do it in front of her, but I don't have confidence in front of you." Kong Sisi said: "How do you know if you don't try?" Cheng Donghao said: "I can't bear it psychologically, only in front of her I can do whatever I want." I'm going to be nervous in front of you and I can't do anything. Kong Sisi said, "You still treat her as your woman?"

Cheng Donghao said: "No, I know that you are my woman." But I think she is a person who has no requirements for me, and she is not qualified to have requirements for me, so I don't care what happens, but you are a tasteful, stylish, educated, and demanding upper-class woman, and I am afraid that I will not be able to meet your requirements, so I will naturally not be able to indulge. Kong Sisi said: "Is it my fault?" Cheng Donghao said: "No, it's my fault, but I can't change it." I belong to people with extreme inferiority and extreme conceit by nature, and my ability to bear it is also poor, you are too good, I can't afford it. Although I married you, I still couldn't bear it, I tried hard, but it didn't work, so I went to find Li Xiaoyan again. Because my inferiority complex and crampedness overwhelm my desire in front of you, it's not that I don't want to do it, it's that I can't do it. ”

Kong Sisi said: "I'm too good, you have no desire for me?" Cheng Donghao said: "Yes." Cheng Donghao said: "I will be unwilling to marry Li Xiaoyan, and I will feel that she is not worthy of me; Kong Sisi said, "You just don't love me." Cheng Donghao said: "No, I love you, but I have no desire for you, I don't love Li Xiaoyan, but I have desire for her." Kong Sisi said: "I also want to have a child, if you love me, I will give me a child." Cheng Donghao said: "I just had one, wait two years and then ask for it." Kong Sisi lowered his head, took a sip of red wine, and said, "Whatever you want." ”

Kong Sisi took the red wine back to his room, drank one bottle after another, and gave two sleeping pills in the last glass. Washed, lay down and slept.

The next day, Kong Sisi didn't get up to go to the court with Cheng Donghao, and Cheng Donghao went alone. At breakfast, Cheng Donghao asked Kong Sisi, "What's wrong with you?" Cheng Donghao said: "I accompanied my father to see Lelang this morning. Kong Sisi said, "I want to go too." Cheng Donghao said: "Don't go." Kong Sisi said: "Your child is my child, and I will treat it as my own." Cheng Donghao said: "Just let him grow up quietly and slowly, don't attach heavy things." Of course, Kong Sisi knew what Cheng Donghao meant, with this child, he could guard against anyone, he only believed that he was the only one in this world who had the ability to be really good to this child, and this little thing became all he had as soon as he was born. Kong Sisi wants to get close to this child, don't think.

Li Xiaoyan's milk is not very much, but there is. There is no child sucking, sometimes there is some swelling, and I always squeeze it out on time, as if the child is feeding. She very much wanted her child to be able to eat her milk, and she hoped that one day she would hold her in her arms and feed him, like the Virgin Mary in the painting. She is looking forward to Cheng Donghao's phone call every day, hoping that he will say: I divorced Kong Sisi, I want to marry you, and our family will be happy together from now on. But Cheng Donghao never called, the child passed the full moon, and after half a month, Li Xiaoyan couldn't help it, and called Cheng Donghao at 9:50 in the evening. I was nervous that he wouldn't answer, but he did.

Li Xiaoyan said, "How are our children?" Cheng Donghao said: "It's good, it's healthy, I like it very much." Li Xiaoyan said, "When can I go to see him?" Cheng Donghao said: "Let's just assume that I haven't given birth to this child." Li Xiaoyan said, "What?" Cheng Donghao said: "It's as if you haven't given birth to this child." Li Xiaoyan said: "Aren't you going to divorce Kong Sisi?" Cheng Donghao said: "I can't leave now." Li Xiaoyan said: "Then why don't you have a child with her?" Cheng Donghao said: "She is not suitable to be my child's mother." Li Xiaoyan said: "I am suitable to be the mother of your child, but I am not suitable to be your wife?" Cheng Donghao said: "What do you want me to say more if you understand it so well?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I miss the child." Cheng Donghao said: "You don't think so, feelings are all dealt with, if you don't be with him, you won't have any feelings." ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "I am his mother, and my natural motherhood is to love him." Cheng Donghao said: "Natural motherhood is to judge what is most beneficial to the child, so as to control her own wayward love." Li Xiaoyan said: "I don't care, I want to see him." Cheng Donghao said: "Can you protect him?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Isn't there you?" Cheng Donghao said: "You can't live with him, don't get close to him from the beginning, otherwise it will be painful for you, if you see him, your pain will be transmitted to him, which is not good for his growth, so don't let him be affected by this negative influence from the beginning." ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "He needs his mother. Cheng Donghao said: "If there was no such need in the beginning, there would be no such need." Li Xiaoyan said: "Why do you insist on separating our mother and son? Cheng Donghao said: "For my good, for our father and son." Li Xiaoyan said: "Nothing can stop us from being together, why do you want to separate our family of three?" Cheng Donghao said: "Obedient, hang up." Li Xiaoyan said: "You are not Cheng Donghao, you were sent by Tang Mei and Kong Sisi to fool me, you stole Cheng Donghao's phone, you can do everything, I will not listen to you." Cheng Donghao didn't say anything, and Li Xiaoyan hung up the phone.

Li Xiaoyan pondered for half a month, thinking that the matter was not as serious as Cheng Donghao said, and the child was in Cheng Donghao's hands, so he must be in the house on Jiangning Road and find someone else to take care of him. It is impossible to say that Kong Sisi does not know about giving birth to a child. Or has Cheng Donghao already discussed with Kong Sisi, living with Cheng Donghao and Kong Sisi, and being taken care of by Kong Sisi? Will Kong Sisi be good to his child? Li Xiaoyan clearly remembered that after she had a child with Cheng Donghao, she saw Kong Sisi's situation at the entrance of the hospital: the sword was tense, and the anger ran through Changhong. Although the two didn't say a word, Kong Sisi gave Li Xiaoyan an extremely arrogant and uncompromising pass.

She forced Li Xiaoyan to stop, forced Li Xiaoyan, who was disdainful of her, to look at her and make way for her, so that Li Xiaoyan behaved like a soldier standing up waiting for the chief to review, and the chief was really disdainful of her. Putting her child next to such a woman, Li Xiaoyan was very uneasy. Thinking that he almost died a year ago, and it is likely that he is inseparable from Kong Sisi, and thinking of Tian Junhua's words about the death of his mother and daughter and the car accident suffered by Zou Yingming, Li Xiaoyan was terrified. Although Cheng Donghao is safe and more credible than himself, Li Xiaoyan doesn't take a look, he really can't let go of his heart, even if it's a look.

Liu Jian has been following Li Xiaoyan, and Li Xiaoyan can't get out at all. After another month, after the child's 100 days, Liu Jian returned to Beijing. Cheng Donghao never called, Li Xiaoyan didn't know if he deliberately asked Li Xiaoyan to go to Beijing to find him after the child was 100 days old, no matter how much, Li Xiaoyan went to Beijing with a ticket.

Li Xiaoyan came to the Jiangning Dao community first, and it is said that Cheng Donghao bought the house for himself. Locking the door, Li Xiaoyan rang the doorbell and pressed it for ten minutes, not only did no one open the door, but there was no movement inside, there should be no one left. Li Xiaoyan was anxious, the child was not here, he must be in Cheng Donghao's father's Renxun Villa, needless to say, he was with Kong Sisi. Li Xiaoyan's heart has always been in his throat, and now it is in his mouth, padded on the back molars. If she went to Renxun Villa like this, Kong Sisi would not let her see the child. If they don't plan to divorce, Kong Sisi's smartest thing to do is to treat the child as her own, as if it didn't have a mother like Li Xiaoyan, she would definitely do it. cut off all relations with the child, which made Li Xiaoyan extremely anxious. This matter has to go through Cheng Donghao, she called Cheng Donghao, Cheng Donghao said: "Don't move there, I'll go to you." ”

Li Xiaoyan was waiting downstairs, and Cheng Donghao came. As soon as Li Xiaoyan saw Cheng Donghao, he went up and grabbed his clothes and said, "Where is the child?" Is it in Kong Sisi's hands?" Cheng Donghao said: "No, I bought him another villa, which is well taken care of, and it is very safe there." Li Xiaoyan said, "I want to see him." Cheng Donghao said: "Listen to me, from now on, if you have never given birth to this child, don't come to Beijing again." Li Xiaoyan said, "Why?" Cheng Donghao said, "You will bring danger to him." Li Xiaoyan said: "No, I'll just take a look, nothing will happen." ”

Cheng Donghao said: "I just looked at you at the beginning, didn't everything happen? It's okay if you don't look at it, if you look at it, you will think of him crazy for the rest of your life." Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm crazy now. Cheng Donghao said: "You are a rational and selfish woman, and nothing can stop you from planning for yourself." You will live happily without anyone, even if it is a child, you can also have children with other men, from now on, I will never beg you not to leave me, you can be with whomever you like. I wouldn't be stupid enough to introduce you to a boyfriend again, and I honestly thought I was stupid before. ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "Are you abandoning me?" Cheng Donghao said: "It can be said that I am not fully functional, and women mean little to me in the first place, and now you have given me a child, I have a son and everything is enough, and everything else is not in my consideration, and our father and son are the real blood." You've never really loved me, and now I'm not interested in pursuing you, pandering to you, and stupidly pinning my life's happiness on you. ”