Li Xiaoyan said: "I even gave birth to a child, why didn't I really love you?" Cheng Donghao said: "Loved? good, loved." Li Xiaoyan said: "I love you more now, I have never loved you so much, you are my everything, and children." Cheng Donghao smiled: "You are getting better and better at talking." Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm not just talking. I'm graduating now, I can come to Beijing to work, you can arrange for me, you don't have to be a doctor, you can be your assistant, or other work, you can do anything, you can do nothing. As long as I can be with you and my children, it doesn't matter what I do or nothing. ”

Cheng Donghao said: "First enter my side, and then wait for the opportunity to steal the child and live the life you want?" Li Xiaoyan said: "No, I sincerely want to live with you, be your good wife, virtuous pillar, I can go to Xingchu's kindergarten to see the child, I like the child very much, I will definitely do a good job." If I steal the child, how can I hide it to avoid you? How can I be so stupid? I know that I can't hide from you, and I still do that kind of meaningless thing? I listen to you for everything, as long as I can be with you and the child. Cheng Donghao looked at Li Xiaoyan calmly, Li Xiaoyan looked at him firmly and fearlessly, nodded vigorously, and said, "Trust me." ”

Cheng Donghao said: "Li Xiaoyan, I have been with you for so many years, do you think I don't know you at all?" Li Xiaoyan said: "If you understand me, you should know that what I say is from the bottom of my heart." Cheng Donghao said: "Yes, let's deceive first, the first step is to see the child first, and the second step is to make plans." Li Xiaoyan said angrily: "Cheng Donghao, the child is mine, if you don't let me see it, I will sue you." Cheng Donghao said: "Then I'll wait for the summons." Cheng Donghao turned around and left.

Li Xiaoyan hurriedly ran up, stretched out two arms to block in front of him, and said, "Wait." While gently stepping forward to hug Cheng Donghao and said, "Qingtian can be seen, how much I love you and my children." You divorce Kong Sisi, the sky will not fall, our family of three will be together no matter what, no one can stop us, as long as we are determined and courageous, everything is fine. We don't really need that much money, even if we lose everything, it doesn't matter. I'll be a doctor, and you can get a job as an accountant and support a child. That's how our family and my parents live, and I think we're very happy. When the dust settles, Tang Mei and Kong Sisi will definitely let us go. Our level is far below theirs, they are in the sky, we are underground, far away, each living their own life, they can still look at you? What else can they hate me?"

Cheng Donghao said: "I can't live that kind of poor life with my children. Li Xiaoyan used both hands and feet, desperately beat Cheng Donghao, and said: "Then why did you recruit me in the first place? Why did you let me give you a baby?" Cheng Donghao said: "I want your DNA." Li Xiaoyan stopped, grabbed Cheng Donghao's shirt, looked up at him, and said, "Don't you marry me because I'm poor?" Cheng Donghao said: "Yes, you are poor and white, and you can't help me at all, and just because your appearance is wordlessly challenging and provocative, and you have caused me a lot of trouble." With you, I don't want to develop, I don't even want to survive. Li Xiaoyan said: "The despicable villain who beat me up, it was you who caused me trouble, I am a good doctor respected by everyone, it is because of those women of yours that I fell to such a miserable situation, not only in a sinister and vicious situation, but also because no man loves me, but also separates mother and son." Li Xiaoyan opened her mouth wide and cried profusely, making people look really sad, and her face was full of tears.

Cheng Donghao tore off Li Xiaoyan's hand and was about to leave, Li Xiaoyan ran over, grabbed him desperately, and said, "Don't go, let me see our child, please." Li Xiaoyan knelt down as soon as his knees were weak, hugged Cheng Donghao's legs, buried them in them, and said, "What's wrong with me just met?" When he grows up, he knows that you abandoned his poor mother and will hate you. Cheng Donghao said: "He doesn't have a mother, he only has me." I solemnly inform you: we will have nothing to do with each other in the future. Li Xiaoyan opened his mouth wide, bit Cheng Donghao's leg in one bite, and used up all his life's strength. Cheng Donghao's muscles were tense, very hard, squatting down, and pinching Li Xiaoyan's mouth, Li Xiaoyan had to let go. Cheng Donghao said: "Don't come to pester me again, don't bother our father and son again." He held Li Xiaoyan's chin, kissed it lightly and quickly, and said, "Farewell, love." Li Xiaoyan shouted: "I want compensation." Cheng Donghao stood up, clapped his hands, put his hands behind his back, and said condescendingly: "The truth is out." ”

Li Xiaoyan got up from the ground with hatred and said, "You have to compensate me for my losses." Cheng Donghao said: "What loss do you have?" Li Xiaoyan said: "My loss is great." Cheng Donghao said: "Let's talk about it." Li Xiaoyan pursed his lips and pondered for a long time, as if he had lost nothing, only the child, and the child was two people, and if he wanted to knock him out, it didn't seem to be an excuse. However, since he insisted on breaking up, he must let this miser, who claims that he can't live a poor life, give some blood and ask for an explanation for his past wasted energy. Although it is said that that kind of loss is inevitable in life, if you talk about feelings, it is an indispensable payment, the same as anyone else, and you are not without enjoyment. In any case, he has never shorted his expenses, and he still can't stop sending money to the card.

Li Xiaoyan looked at Cheng Donghao and was silent, Cheng Donghao said: "Don't be embarrassed, you have a lot of strength when you say this, and finally you are not so stupid, stupid and think that you are extraordinary." It's good to be able to talk about money, it's a big step forward in being able to face yourself. Say, how much?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Ten million." Cheng Donghao said: "In that case, you should sue me." Li Xiaoyan said: "You rascal, you are just playing with my feelings and body, spirit and soul. Cheng Donghao said, "Just play, how are you?" Li Xiaoyan pounced again and punched and kicked Cheng Donghao. Cheng Donghao picked up Li Xiaoyan, hugged him tightly and said, "Don't make trouble, don't see the children, go back to Zhengzhou obediently, be your doctor well, and find a man to marry." Li Xiaoyan trembled angrily, grabbed Cheng Donghao's neck with both hands, as soon as Cheng Donghao let go, Li Xiaoyan fell to the ground, Cheng Donghao hugged him, bowed his head and kissed. Li Xiaoyan was soft, and as soon as Cheng Donghao withdrew, he turned around and left.

Li Xiaoyan didn't stop him again, and read with tears: "The good things in the world are not strong, and the colorful clouds are easy to scatter and the glass is brittle. Cheng Donghao paused and walked away without looking back. Li Xiaoyan clearly knew that the child must be very good, and following Cheng Donghao will definitely be 10,000 times better than following herself. In such an extraordinary moment, it is better to see the truth than not to see it. She felt that the biggest gain here was to meet Cheng Donghao and listen to him say in person: The child is very good. It's worth it.

Li Xiaoyan did not return to Zhengzhou, but returned to Xuchang overnight. This time, Cheng Donghao really let go, if you have a child, you don't want a mother, the child is his mother. Although Li Xiaoyan was sour, she immediately thought of Qin Guan, who was about to meet, and she could meet every day after a year. It's really a place in life where there is no confidant, so busy, really high-quality women should be like this: leave this and that, don't be afraid of no spiritual support, and there is no window period for feelings. Li Xiaoyan couldn't help but think of Mr. Lu Xun's words: A real warrior dares to face the bleak life and dare to face the dripping blood. What kind of mourners and happy people are these? Yet creation is often designed for mediocre people, washing away the old traces by the passage of time, leaving only a pale red color of blood and a faint sorrow. In this pale red blood and indifferent sorrow, it gives people a temporary life, maintaining this seemingly inhuman world. I don't know when such a world will come to an end!

Li Xiaoyan sighed a lot, but at the same time, he knew that there was no use for birds. Once upon a time in heaven, now back on earth. Xuchang has always been Li Xiaoyan's real life, starting here and ending here. She remembered Cheng Donghao's words: Find a man to marry. Well, that's exactly how it should be.

Li Xiaoyan returned home, and her parents went to work. Li Xiaoyan went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and came back to cook. At noon, my mother Lu Yao came back for dinner. After the mother and daughter finished eating, Lu Yao said: "Didn't you say that you graduated and got married?" There are some things we should also prepare for you, has Donghao discussed marriage with you? There is also a matter of work?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I want to come back to work, he is in Beijing, what else is he married?" Lu Yao said: "You blew it?" Li Xiaoyan said: "It must be." Lu Yao said, "It must be your fault?" Li Xiaoyan said, "Yes." Lu Yao said: "You dead girl, what mistake did you make?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I fell in love with another boy." Lu Yao poked Li Xiaoyan's forehead with his index finger and said, "You just wait for this life to regret it." Li Xiaoyan didn't speak, and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

Lu Yao said: "You always don't go home, Donghao has come to see us, and he still sends things home, and I haven't heard him talk about it on the phone, when did you break up?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I came back from Beijing, didn't I just go to talk to him? Lu Yao said: "You are really stupid, girl, you are stupid for 800 miles against the wind." Li Xiaoyan said: "Fate is not something that can be grasped by shrewdness. Lu Yao said: "I'm really unlucky, I will never have a better son-in-law than Donghao." Hey, who is that boy?" Li Xiaoyan said: "That boy is married to someone else." ”

Lu Yao slapped his face, turned around angrily, pointed at Li Xiaoyan, and said, "Xiaoyan, Li Xiaoyan, you really didn't wronged you when you were stupid, what did you do." Li Xiaoyan said: "Don't say it again, I'm already very annoyed." Lu Yao said, "You can do it, hey." It's also that you don't have this rich life, just like me and your father, it's the life of a small family. Li Xiaoyan said: "What's wrong with ordinary small days?" Lu Yao said: "Do you know how difficult it is for us ordinary people to do something in society now? With Donghao, how many big things can be done, do you know?" Li Xiaoyan said: "It's not that difficult, we can do what others do, and do the same big and small things." Lu Yao said: "Alas, can you still ease up with Donghao?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Say it's dead, it's not slow." ”