Chapter 397: Guilt
Since Ji Ran followed Huo Wuxian home, he has had banquets almost every day, either uncles or aunts and aunts, sometimes two or three a day. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Moreover, no matter who they went to, they were all enthusiastic about Ji Ran, as if they had already regarded Ji Ran as their own family, which made Ji Ran very moved.
Especially Huo Wuxian's mother, she has nothing to say to Ji Ran, just like her own daughter, she asks for warmth and cares for her.
And the more enthusiastic the Huo family was about Ji Ran, the more guilty Ji Ran felt in his heart.
If he can't pass on the lineage for the Huo family, wouldn't it hurt others?
Although Huo Wuxian said that it didn't matter, Ji Ran also knew that what man didn't want to have his own offspring?
Whenever the night came, when she thought of the fact that she couldn't get pregnant and give birth, Ji Ran's back was terribly cold, and when she thought of the sad place, tears couldn't stop flowing.
The better Huo Wuxian treated her, the stronger the guilt in her heart, thinking about him, he was in his thirties, if he couldn't give birth to a son and a half daughter for him, who would take care of him when he was old in the future?
Although I can take care of him, but I also have to grow old one day, if I am also old, what should I do?
That evening, when Ji Ran was sad again, there was a sudden sound of footsteps outside.
Ji Ran looked back, it was Huo Wuxian's mother.
"Xiao Ran, why are you alone in the room? You don't turn on the lights, aren't you afraid of the dark?" Huo's mother asked with concern, and turned on the lights casually.
The room lit up all of a sudden, Ji Ran quickly wiped away the tears on his face, and shook his head with a smile, "Auntie, I'm fine, I was a little unwell just now." ”
Ji Ran lied on her lips, but how could she hide it from Huo's mother?
Huo's mother is from the past, and when she saw Ji Ran in tears, she guessed that there must be some grievance in her heart.
A little girl, the first time she came to her mother-in-law's house, maybe she was still a little uncomfortable, maybe she was a little homesick, right?
Recalling that when I first came to my mother-in-law's house, I was also a little homesick, but after a long time, the homesickness slowly faded.
"Aren't you homesick? You haven't been out of the house before, have you?" Mother Huo came to Ji Ran's side, took Ji Ran's little hand, and asked with concern.
Ji Ran nodded slightly.
"When I was so old with you, I was the same as you, when I first came to my mother-in-law's house, I came into contact with so many strange relatives at once, and I was at a loss.
In fact, we women are like this, when we were children, we lived by our parents' side, and our parents' home was our own home, but when you grow up and marry into your mother-in-law's family, your parents' home will become your mother's home, and your mother-in-law's home is your real home.
This will be your home from now on, and it was a little uncomfortable at first, but it will get better gradually. Huo's mother gently wiped away Ji Ran's tears and said lovingly.
"Well, thank you, auntie. Ji Ran said gratefully.
"In the past few days, so many relatives have left, and the relatives are very praising you, saying that you are beautiful, sensible, and a good daughter-in-law, and they are actually praising me when they praise you, and I am also very satisfied. Huo's mother said with a smile.
Ji Ran lowered his head a little embarrassed.
"How long have you been with Xiao Yan?" Huo's mother asked suddenly.
"It's been more than half a year. Ji Ran replied truthfully.
"Are you planning to have a child?" Huo's mother asked again.
Ji Ran's heart ached, and he shook his head regretfully.
"Hehe, it's okay, you are still young, and you have time, but if you have it, you can give birth with confidence, and your aunt will help you take care of the child, and you can still be busy with you. Huo's mother said with a smile.
Seeing Huo's mother wanting to hug her grandson so much, Ji Ran's heart became more and more guilty.
My aunt is so good, even if she is a mother-in-law in the future, she will not be bullied, this is a good mother-in-law that many women dream of, but if she can't hold a grandson for others, how can she be worthy of others?
"By the way, I have prepared two quilts for you, you can carry them with me. Huo's mother said, took Ji Ran's little hand, and went to the next room together.
Huo's mother opened the cabinet and saw that there were a lot of bedding neatly arranged inside, each of which was brand new, and it was embroidered with very exquisite patterns, which was very beautiful.
"See, these are all prepared by my aunt for you to get married, how about it?" Huo's mother said with a smile.
Ji Ran looked at these exquisite bedding and touched them with his hands, they were soft and comfortable, and they must be warm and comfortable on their bodies.
"It's all pure cotton, the cotton is planted by your aunt herself, and the quilt is made of organic cotton, whether it's an adult or a child, you won't be allergic to it. Huo's mother introduced with a smile.
When Ji Ran heard Huo's mother say this, she was very moved in her heart, so many bedding, how much work they wasted, how much effort they put in their efforts, and all of this was for herself.
"And here, how about a look?" Huo's mother opened another cupboard, only to see that there were many children's clothes neatly arranged inside, from baby clothes to three-year-old clothes, they were all ready, and even children's toys were prepared.
Ji Ran looked at these, tears flowed down, and the guilt in his heart could no longer be expressed.
Huo's mother looked at Ji Ran's tears, and thought she was moved, wiped away Ji Ran's tears with a smile, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, as long as you enter the Huo family, you are the Huo family, and your aunt will treat you like a daughter." ”
"Thank you, auntie. Ji Ran choked up with tears in her eyes, tears coming out of her eyes again.
"Silly boy, it's all a family, you don't need to be so moved, don't cry, it's not good to be seen. Huo's mother handed the clean tissue to Ji Ran, Ji Ran nodded, took the tissue, wiped the tears from her face, and followed Huo's mother out of the room.
Late at night, Ji Ran lay on the bed and thought a lot, especially the picture of Huo's mother taking her to see the child's clothes, which kept coming to mind, and the longing that Huo's mother had when she mentioned the child, the kind of expectation in her smile, made Ji Ran feel guilty.
"My aunt is such a good person, how can I deceive her? If after a few years, I still can't give birth to children for the Huo family, how sad should she be?
How can I sacrifice the happiness of others for the sake of my own happiness?" Ji Ran thought so, and already had a painful but bold thought in his heart.